A/N: The prompt was: "Bloom hoping she doesnt let her parents (Birth and Foster) down"
To have two parents is not as easy as it seems to be.
I love them both from the bottom of my heart and to me it is natural to have them both in my life, even though for sixteen years I didn't even know that the other half existed.
Mike and Vanessa took care of me almost my whole life. I was not their child, but that did not make them stop from loving me. Thanks to them I became the person I am now. I cannot be more thankful. They gave me everything, even though they didn't have to. And all I can do is to try to give it back to them, though I know it is impossible.
Oritel and Marion are my birth parents. They love me and I love them. And now we try to retrieve the time we never had, try to live a normal life as a family.
But what if I cannot give them what they want. What if I cannot give back the love Mike and Vanessa gave me over the years? What if Oritel and Marion start to believe that I love my other parents more? Or that Mike and Vanessa think I've forgotten them? I could not take that. I love them all, I will always love them. They mean everything to me. I could never live without my adoptive parents and I never want to live again without my birth parents.
Sometimes I just feel like I am torn apart and it isn't their fault. They don't do anything wrong, they just give me their love. And I try to give it back and I will do that until my last breath. I will do it when they are far away, I will do it when I am a parent myself, and I will still do it when they are dead. Because this is my family, as unordinary as it seems.
