A.N.: Hey guys been awhile! So here's chapter three, I don't have much to say so keep reviewing, I love the amount of reviews I've gotten.
DISCLAIMER: Rated T, I don't own Bleach or any of its characters, Tite Kubo does! Enjoy and review! PLEASE!
Dialogue: "Hey! Why are you doing that?"
Thought/emphasis/flashback: When I did that...
Onomapoeia/breakpoint/ Thoughts in a flashback: Boom!
Chapter 3: Giving Up
Soi Fon could not find herself having a peaceful sleep. She tossed and turned thinking about her damn illness and her probable upcoming death. What if she didn't wake up? What if Yoruichi found out? So many questions raced through her mind. Her head ached, she couldn't tell if it was because the annoying thoughts or her sickness. She flipped onto her back so that she faced the blank white ceiling trying to empty her mind. Just go to sleep dammit! She yelled at her inner self. That was when she began to think of her past with Yoruichi as her captain. All their fun times. And before she knew it Soi Fon found herself drifting into slumber where she found herself in a dream.
In Dream:
Soi Fon was standing in the empty streets of seireitei, where rain downpoured onto the land. Yoruichi was facing her sobbing, "Why didn't you tell me Soi Fon? I thought you trusted me...Now I don't know if I should trust you, who knows how many secrets your keeping from me!" The older woman shook her head, causing Soi Fon to want to protest against her words. But nothing came. Words wouldn't come. She was mute. "Now your dying...and there's nothing I can do..." Yoruichi spoke putting her head down. Soi Fon stood there literally speechless still trying to utter a word. Yoruichi's face turned from sad to angry, "You don't care about yourself do you! You can't even speak to me... you might as well go and rid yourself..." Soi's eyes widen at her last sentence, she grabbed for Yoruichi's shoulder but was stunned to see that her hand went right through her. "Goodbye Soi Fon...maybe in your next life someone will actually show some sympathy for the carelessness of yourself." With that Yoruichi walked away to leave the aghast Soi Fon. She was about to chase after her mentor when she felt herself freeze. Her breathing stopped.
Soi Fon tried to take a breath but found it impossible. She fell to the ground, clenching the dirt while her face began to change color from lack of oxygen. The ground suddenly grew to a puddle of blood, and her whole body was leaking of it. When she thought the worse was over the puddle turned deep, making her sink into the blood, her mouth was opened to a soundless scream as her head sunk into the bloody abyss.
Soi Fon awoke, sitting up and gasping. What the hell was that! Yoruichi... She looked over her body just in case, and looked around her room. When she finally settled down she frowned, Dammit...I don't want this to happen. I can't tell her about this... Soi Fon stood and walked to her bathroom. Glancing at her reflection in the mirror she sighed, "I can't do this anymore..." She said aloud, "I can't deal with the sadness..." She sat onto the toilet seat, burying her face in her hands, "She's right...I should just rid myself...then I don't have to see her sad..." Soi Fon stood up and walked out of the bathroom. The young woman took her haori, folding it neatly on her bed along with her zanpaku-to. She heard Suzumebachi yell at her, but ignored her cries. I apoligize Suzumebachi...but I can't go on like this... Soi Fon got a peace of paper, writing down her last words. When she finished she took one last glance at her home, before she left into the dark, solemn night.
She arrived at the group of tall buildings surrounding the repetance cell and next to sougyoku hill. She flashstepped onto the second tallest building walking towards the edge. She felt a chilling gust whip by her, that made her slightly shiver. she looked over the edge, feeling a bit nervous at the massive height. She took a deep breath, blowing out light and slightly rigged.
"Maybe I can actually end my pain...once and for all..." She said softly aloud. She felt a tear leave her eye, she touched the tear to find blood. Ignoring it, more tears came. "I'm sorry everyone...I'm sorry Yoruichi...Goodbye..." She took a step closer, "Goddbye..." She said once more.
Meanwhile
Yoruichi knocked on Soi Fon's door. I know it's late...but me and her have to talk, I'm worried. Hearing nothing, she couldn't sense Soi fon's spirtual pressure in her house. That's weird... She thought puzzled. She opened the door to find it deadly quiet, "Soi Fon!?...Soi Fon?" She walked into her bedroom eyeing her robe. Walking over she saw the note. What's this? She began to read:
In Note: To anyone that reads this,
This will be the last time you hear of me since I will be ending my miserable life tonight. Don't come and find me, I'll already be dead. I've had some good times in my life and I thank those who made them possible. Sorry for doing this, but it was only for the better. Yoruichi, if you see this I want to thank you for everything. I'm sure you will find out why I decided my demise soon. Goodbye soul society, I hope I served you well...
Sincerely, Captain Soi fon of the second division
End Note.
Yoruichi stood wide-eyed at what she just read No! No,no no! Soi Fon! She hurried out of Soi's house. As Yoruichi ran she focused on finding Soi Fon's spirit energy. Tracing it she turned towards the direction and squinting, she saw Soi Fon up there. "Soi Fon!" She yelled.
Meanwhile, Soi Fon found herself step forward feeling nothing under her feet. Closing her eyes, she felt her body falling, the wind around her strong. Goodbye... She thought one last time before...she felt something warm against her. Slowly opening them she was horrified to see her mentor holding her. She got upset. "Yoruichi! What the hell! She screamed. Yoruichi glared at her with the same mood, "Dammit Soi Fon what the hell were you thinking!?" Soi Fon just stayed quiet. Just when the older woman was going to say something else she heard the soft sound of sobbing, glancing at Soi Fon to see bloody tears fall down her facce. "I wanted to die...You should have just let me die..." She cried. Upon seeing the crimson liquid leeking from her eyes Yoruichi panicked, "Soi Fon, what's happening to you?" Silence. The two landed onto a roof, "Soi Fon please tell me!" Yoruichi urged. Soi Fon sighed refusing to look at her mentor, "I-I'm dying Yoruichi...from an illness I've had since birth..." Soi Fon felt like her legs would give out, she had wished she didn't have to explain.
Yoruichi shook her head hesitantly, grabbing her protege by the arm and flashstepping away. Soi Fon was wondering where she would take her to soon find out that they arrived at squad four. "Unohana!...Unohana!" Yoruichi called desperately. Soi Fon teared up again, Did it really have to go like this...I scared her. Unohana came out quickly, "Yoruichi-san what is the matter?" Yoruichi now had tears of her own in her eyes, "Wh-What's wrong with Soi fon? Tell me?!" Unohana sighed sadly, "Please come in the other room, Captain Soi Fon I think it's best you left." Soi Fon didn't have to think twice as she ran out of there as fast as she could. Why! Why is this happening?...I'm sorry Yoruichi, I made you sad... Soi Fon flashstepped quickly to Seireitei hill, where she collapsed in a heap of tears. Why! Why does it have to be me! Just kill me already... Soi looked up into the gloomy dark sky and screamed to her hearts content, followed by sobs. After like a minute of crying, Soi Fon felt herself get dizzy Damn...it's coming back. She held her throbbing head, trying to walk the daze off but not getting any luck. Before poor Soi Fon knew it, she fell to the ground...
Meanwhile~
Yoruichi couldn't believe anything the squad four captain was saying. Soi Fon dying from a weird illness? She couldn't fight back tears, "Why didn't she come and tell me?" Retsu gave a sad stare, "She was always to scared to tell you. She never wanted to worry you Yoruichi-san." Yoruichi shook her head, "I-I need to find Soi Fon." Unohana nodded, "Please do, her illness has gotten worse and I don't-" They heard Soi Fon's distressed scream. "Soi Fon!" Yoruichi left in an instant.
Reaching Soi Fon, she noticed the young woman on the ground unconcious. Damn! She cursed in her mind as she went and picked her up.
...Oh Soi Fon...what am I going to do...
End of chapter 3!
I hope you guys enjoyed that short chapter. I feel really horrible making Soi Fon suffer, but at least it's just a fanfic. I actually listen to How to Save a Life by the Fray when typing this, makes me sad. Anyway you know what to do: REVIEW! Post your thoughts, ideas, requests, questions, etc.
So lookout for chapter 4 coming soon! Here' a sneek peek:
"I-I'm going to die Yoruichi...theirs nothing that can be done." Soi Fon spoke grimly. The Shihoin shook that thought from her head, "Don't you say that Soi Fon, you just need to have more willpower-"
"You don't understand!" Soi Fon raised her voice, "No one will understand this hell Yoruichi! I-I'm depressed, I can't do much anymore...I'm becoming worthless...
So keep on reading A Captain With a Curse!
~Soifool
