Oh boy, I've been wanting this more than you know boy.
It's killing me, but we should take it slow boy.
It'd be so much better if we wait til we can't wait no more…
Wait no more.
Jhene Aiko - Wait No More
I DO NOT OWN ANY RIGHTS TO SCANDAL
Olivia woke up the next morning feeling the effects of the previous night. Gosh, no more heavy drinking! She thought to herself. The night before was a complete disaster. She knew she had to have a talk with Jake, but wanted to give him some time to cool down. In the meantime, she had to get up to start her day if she was ever going to get anything accomplished.
With the start of a new school year, Olivia had a lot on her plate. Campus would without a doubt be chaotic with majority of the students returning and of course the incoming freshman. Olivia cringed at the thought of all of the chaos. Bloomington's love of always having some serious, inconvenient, construction going on near campus wasn't helping. She swore they did it just for aggravation. It was something students never understood, and the townies (the locals) hated them for. As if it was in their control. But none of that could be changed, so Olivia began getting dressed. Just as Olivia stepped out of the shower, she heard her phone chiming. She looked at the screen to see Harrison was calling.
"Hey Har, what's up?"
"Hey Liv, what happened to you guys last night?"
Olivia sighed, "About that… crazy!"
Harrison could tell by her tone something major happened. "Well get to talking, Carolyn!"
Olivia filled Harrison in on everything that happened the night before. Not leaving out a single detail. He was the only person who knew her completely. So she knew she could count on him for support. That had always been their relationship.
"So, what do you think I should do?" Olivia asked.
"Damn Liv, ish just got real," he joked. "But all is not lost. If Jake truly loves and respects you, you've got nothing to worry about," Harrison said reassuringly.
"But Harrison, he has to be pissed. I'm sure he thinks I lead him on. And then when I said 'mistake,' his entire demeanor changed. He looked cold." Olivia almost couldn't take just remembering the look on Jake's face as he left.
"Liv, that's nothing. You two have been together for 2 years, and this is the first sort of breakthrough into sex for you guys. As a guy, trust he was just shocked. It's not as easy for us to shut all systems down at the blink of an eye," he laughed. "Nevertheless, you two need to talk about this. You can't ignore what happened. Give your guy a call or go see him, because I know you miss him.
Harrison was right, she really did miss Jake. "Thanks. You always know just the right thing to say." She smiled.
"Hey, I'm a genius. What can I say?" He said.
Olivia couldn't help but laugh at his arrogance. "Yeah, yeah, whatever you say, Quinton." She knew that would get a response out of him.
"Don't start with the middle name crap. Quinton is my father! Not I." He said.
She was laughing uncontrollably at this point. "You started it, dude! But hey, I'll give you a call later. I have so much to do today. The new school year means I have to get everything up and running with the Black Student Union. Welcome Week festivities and that call-out meeting next week has to be a success."
Harrison knew exactly what she meant and wasn't necessarily looking forward to the first semester madness. "Don't I know it? You'll be running around like a crazed maniac in no time! But I'll be there to take all of your crazy, as usual."
"Watch it! I do not. There's just so much that goes into making sure everything is perfectly executed. The BSU is very important for us…"
"Got it Liv, I'm your Gladiator. Here to serve at your every command, all that good stuff!" He interrupted. "He knew if he hadn't, she would've gone on for forever. "Get dressed, we'll talk later. Bye, sis."
"I see what ya did there." She laughed. "But we will finish this chat later on, buddy. Bye, bro."
After hanging up with Harrison, she decided to text Jake.
O: G'morning. Sorry about last night. Hope you aren't still upset with me. :(
J: GM Liv. I'm not upset, okay?
O: Ok… I have some last minute things to finish up with the BSU and a couple books I need to grab from TIS, can I drop by after?
She didn't like how short his text was, but didn't want to address it at this time.
J: Yeah sure. Hopping in shower now. Text me later.
O: Will do.
Olivia told herself she wouldn't let that bother her for now. It was still early and they had had a long night. She knew after what transpired that everything wouldn't be all roses. She shook the feeling and continued getting dressed for the day. This was going to be a busy day and she needed a clear mind to get through it.
Around noon Olivia made her way into the Neal Marshall building on campus. Despite everything happening, it felt good to be back on campus and getting in the swing of things. As she entered the conference room she noticed she was the first to arrive. Figuring traffic would play a major role, she didn't mind. She decided to prep for their meeting as she waited. Olivia was so consumed into her notes; she hadn't even noticed Claire come in.
"Well, well, well, look at Miss Pope already hard at work!" Claire said with a smile.
Olivia looked up grinning, "You're starting early, huh? Oh how I've missed that witty mouth of yours, girly." She said standing to give her friend a hug.
"You look great girl. I see that Ghana sun was more than good to you," she said admiring Olivia's tan. "Had that have been me, I would have come back looking like Wesley Snipes' younger sister!" They both shared a laugh at that thought.
"You are a whole mess and a half! Where's your chill," Olivia joked while still laughing.
Olivia and Claire played catch up as they waited for the rest of the members who'd be attending the meeting. The meeting went well. Olivia was pleased with everyone's organization and ideas to make this a wonderful Welcome Week for the Hoosier students of color. Each member had specific events that they would handle. Olivia being the student president would oversee most. She knew the next day would be a long one with the Alvin Henry Memorial Service and Black Freshman Orientation, followed by The Social happening the next evening. Then she could pretty much focus on classes until the Ice Breaker the next Saturday. There would still be events happening throughout Welcome Week but she appointed other members to head those. With everything going on, she was grateful they decided upon pushing the Yard Show to the last week in September.
After leaving the Neal Marshall, Olivia headed down Jordan towards T.I.S. Bookstore. Campus was complete pandemonium. She knew she'd be better off walking than catching a shuttle, due to all of the traffic. It was already 3 in the afternoon, she just wanted to grab her books and head back to her apartment. Olivia pulled out her phone to text Jake.
O: Hey, walking into TIS now. Be there in about 45.
J: K.
O: K? Really, Jacob?
Olivia just about had it with his attitude. He was punishing her and she was beginning to feel as if he had no right. Guy thing or not, he was starting to piss her off.
J: Really. I'm busy. See you when you get here.
O: Whatevs.
Olivia rolled her eyes as she tossed her phone in her bag. She refused to argue via text. And she definitely wasn't going to let Jake's childish ways get the best of her; she had enough to focus on. She stepped in the book store and sighed heavily. It was a mess. Students were everywhere. I knew I should have ordered them online. She thought to herself. Olivia hated lines. If it wasn't two days before classes began she would have just walked out. But there was no time. So wait, she did.
By the time Olivia got back to her apartment to drop off her bag it was 5:30. She was slowly losing what little bit of energy she had. She freshened up and headed down the street to Jake's place. There was only about a block distance between her 10th & College apartment and his at Smallwood Plaza. She entered his lobby and called him.
"I'm downstairs," she said trying to hide her frustration.
"You said you'd be here in 45 minutes. It's been almost 2 hours," he returned.
Olivia was not in the mood for this. "Are you going to bitch about time or come let me in, Jake?" She knew that'd piss him off and frankly she could care less.
He sighed loudly, without a doubt intending for her to hear. "Be down in a second."
When he reached the lobby, he didn't even bother stepping off the elevator. The ride up was silent, until they reached his floor and a group of girls were waiting to get on. They immediately stopped talking, except for the brunette who spoke to Jake but didn't bother waiting for a response before going about her way. Olivia thought it was kind of strange, but hadn't really been paying attention, so she didn't think too hard about it. Plus, she wouldn't consider herself to be the jealous type.
Once inside Jake walked to the kitchen to grab himself a bottle of water. "Would you like a bottle of water, Liv?"
"Got any coconut water?" She asked sitting on a stool.
"No, Your Highness. I have not been able to get to the store and pick up your precious coconut water," Jake said trying to suppress a laugh. He knew he couldn't stay mad at her for long, whether he wanted to or not. The little things about her made him laugh.
Olivia could tell he was beginning to soften and she breathed a little easier. As if she could read his thoughts, she asked, "So does this mean you're not mad at me anymore?"
Jake walked over to her and wrapped her in his arms, "I'm not mad at you Liv. I guess I'm just confused about everything that happened last night. Are you ready to talk about it?" He asked as he placed a kiss on her forehead.
She didn't answer right away. She just scooted herself off the stool and grabbed his hand leading him to his bedroom. Once they were both seated on his bed, she glanced up at him and leaned in to give him a soft peck on the lips.
She took a second to gather her thoughts before speaking. "I'm not going to lie, what happened last night scared me."
"Liv…" He interrupted.
"No, let me finish," she said placing her hands on top of his. "Last night scared me, but not in the way you're thinking. It scared me because I kind of enjoyed it."
Jake looked up with a look of confusion and slight amusement.
"Stop, don't make that face," she laughed. "I don't know how to describe what I felt, but I felt something. Something was there. There's no doubt that in my mind had Amanda not walked in, things would have escalated to God knows what."
Jake grunted and mumbled, "Don't remind me."
She slapped his arm. "Is that all you care about right now? Gosh, I'm trying to be real with you and have a serious conversation, Jake." Olivia got up from the bed and began pacing in circles.
Jake got up and stepped into her path, grabbing her shoulders. "Babe, stop pacing. There's nothing wrong with this. We could always just pick up where we left off…"
Olivia cursed herself for not finishing what she was saying a minute ago. "Jake, I…I'm still not ready." She stumbled.
"But Liv, you just said you enjoyed it and that basically if your bad timing of a friend hadn't have walked in, we would have pretty much went all the way." He felt himself becoming frustrated all over again.
"Jake, please don't be upset with me. But I honestly feel like Mandi walking in was some sort of sign. We were both pretty drunk and we were in your best friend's frat house. That's not exactly how I imagined our first time together," she said.
"Well, it's just you and I right now. No one here to interrupt us," Jake said taking a step closer to Olivia.
She allowed him to invade her space. He wrapped his arms around her waist, pulling her core into him, taking her bottom lip between both of his. Olivia's thought process was completely lost. Her brain turned to mush. After a minute of rediscovering one another's tongue, she found enough strength to pull away.
"Jake, we can't," she said looking away. "I want our first time together to be special. Not some hormone induced feelings brought on by a night of over drinking. I want this, trust me I DO!" She said, trying to persuade herself that this is the right thing at the moment.
They moved back and sat on the bed as she continued, "I want it to be special. I want something memorable." She said scooting closer into his side. "Don't you want that?"
"Babe, we've been together almost two years now. I want whatever makes you happy. We've waited this long, I'd say I could last another two years… at least!" He joked.
"Another two years?" Olivia gave him the side eye, laced with a look of seduction. "We're not waiting another two years, Mister," she laughed. "I don't know when it'll happen, but just imagine how beautiful it will be and how great it will feel." She said smiling up at him.
"Liv, you're such a tease. Ya know that?" He asked as pulled her closer to him. "After last night, I believe there are some things that should be up for discussion, at least."
"Oh really," she eyed him suspiciously.
"Really," he agreed. "Hear me out. You liked what you felt last night. You said you enjoyed it and I could tell. Baby, you were so wet for me."
Olivia cringed. "There's nothing to be ashamed of. That's normal. A good thing," he assured her. "I just want to know, what are your thoughts on maybe trying out some other forms of enjoyment without going all the way, just yet? It can help transition you for when the time is right." Jake didn't know if he was treading thin ice with his suggestion, but had to give it a shot. To him, the night before changed the dynamic of their relationship.
Olivia wasn't completely opposed to the idea, but she also didn't want to rush into things. Especially knowing how quickly things could escalate between the two of them. After last night, she realized her willpower wasn't what it used to be. Lately she'd began to have urges that craved physical contact with Jake but mentally, she just wasn't sure yet.
"How about I take some time to think about what exactly that would entail and then I get back to you," she said snuggling her head into his chest.
Jake was just glad she was even contemplating it, "take all the time you need, My Love."
After their talk, the couple went around the block to Bub's Burgers. It had been a long weekend thus far and a couple of burgers usually got them back on track. Burgers and beer was their thing, even though Olivia was more of a red wine kind of girl.
"Do you have to go to that party tonight?" Jake asked looking over at her.
Olivia thought for a second, "I guess I don't have to go. But it's my way of showing support to all the Divine 9 Greeks. The Zetas have this pool party every year. I haven't missed one since I started here."
She wasn't a part of any Greek organization, so to speak. But Olivia always made it her point to show up for their events, just out of respect. Although, most people would assume she was an AKA, if they didn't know any better. Aside from Amanda, majority of Olivia's girl friends were proud members of Alpha Kappa Alpha, Incorporated. Mostly due to befriending Claire back in their freshman year. Olivia definitely had what it takes, and was approached every year to cross. She definitely intended to, but not until her senior year or even graduate school. Olivia always reminded herself that her undergraduate career was more to mold the woman she was becoming and didn't want too many things on hand at once. She had goals and points that she must hit, first and foremost. Olivia realized she'd gotten caught up in her thoughts and focused her attention back to Jake.
"I'll text Claire and let her know to go on without me," she smiled. This was a sacrifice she could make. They'd gone all summer without one another and their schedules were about to become jam packed, come Monday. And quiet as it was kept; Olivia Pope was in no mood to party.
"Perfect. Netflix and snuggling it is," Jake smiled back at her as he reached across the table and rubbed the back of her hand.
**Sorry this update took so long!
Work and life have to come first, unfortunately. Haha
Hope this chapter was enjoyable. Not too much happened but
they had the talk. Also, I wanted to introduce some realness
to the characters and environment around them. The next chapters we'll
get more into a lot of the goodies. Thanx for reading and for the
reviews. I enjoy reading them.**
***I PROMISE THERE WILL BE FITZ!***
Me personally, I am all for Olitz. Not so hot on Olake. [When it comes to the show.]
Guess we'll see which will rule this FF! * Shonda's smile
Until next time…
#BeKind.
