I need to mention that Jasper Whitlock and any other vampires you may recognise are Stephanie Meyer's creations and I in no way mean to infringe on that loyalty. I do mean to take him and do things of my own creation and Jennifer if mine. :) Thanks to all who are reading... I love you! And yes if you have noticed I am stealing a little bit of my knowledge from The Last Airbender... Ps I love Jackson Rathbone
Chapter 3 ~~~ Jasper's POV
I have been fighting with Maria, Netty, and Lucy. I Have followed this women through the years and never questioned their judgement. That is until lately. Lately I've been thinking more on my own and wondering why I am doing what I do. This may all have been from what happened with Peter and Charlotte, well I know it has been actually. I've been... I don't know wondering what is all happening in the world up North? Wondering if really there is any need to really fight for territory of feeding lands.
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I noticed the last couple of fights that afterwards, Jennifer has been wandering off from the group. And although it struck me as different I never ventured to follow her and see wat she was doing with herself. That was until this last time, I got a hit of what I'd say was a disgust and then relief as she turned her back to walk away. I went to follow her but realized quickly that she was checking her back often. As if she was afraid to be followed. I hung back even further. As she finally made her way back to the river we had crossed earlier in the day, I thought I'd lost her. I couldn't believe myself in all the years I had never lost a Newborn! This was nearly impossible since when I lost there scent I could usually pick up on there emotions. Then as I had almost given up I sensed an overwhelming joy and calming. I hurried to follow this even if it wasn't Jennifer I wanted this joy.
I came upon a town then and had to control my thirst as I passed humans walking about the streets. I picked up her scent and followed her. I couldn't believe myself that she actually was able to walk upon the humans and not kill all of them. As I was pondering this new realization that a Newborn could walk about the humans without killing, I heard a voice. It was the sweetest voice I'd ever heard. High and perfectly pitched that sounded as though I was listening in on the angels of heaven. I walked further.
As I entered the church I didn't sit down and didn't enter the sanctuary. I hoped that I didn't distract her and make her aware of my presence. I looked over the crowd of church goers and looked to the front to see the creature who had such a voice. I had forgotten for just a moment I was even following Jennifer until I saw her singing. She was wearing a dress which now that I think of it I've never seen her in before this time. It was a simple and yet elegant at the same time. She lifted her head and sang with her eyes closed. I'm guessing this was to hide the fact that she had red eyes. But she sang a song of forgiveness and of moving ahead and in all my life had never heard of anything so peaceful and so warming to my heart that had not beaten in years. I turned and rested my back against the church wall and listened. She only sang one more song and then disappeared. I knew she was heading back so I ran back to get there before her. I wanted to wait longer till I told her I had followed her.
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A few days after Jennifer had showed me her water moving skills I stopped her alone again. "Jennifer I think we should try more. I'm not sure though of how you are going to concentrate if you are hungry?" I had been thinking about this for weeks maybe even months but had not ventured in actually doing it. As she stood waiting, looking at me I heard a small rabbit nearby and grabbed it from it's hole. I held the rabbit out for her and told her to bite it and drain the blood as it it were a human. She stepped forward and did what I asked without hesitation. As she swallowed the blood and watched me with her eyes opened wide. I felt the love pouring out of her as if it was rain. My pants tightened between my legs. I had to swallow hard to not grab the rabbit back and finish it off, but let her have that pleasure. As she finished I grabbed her back by the back of the next and brought her to my mouth and kissed her deeply. I needed to find myself a rabbit or maybe even something bigger.
