Mum and I were in the back of the ambulance together and Sam and Dixie were in the front. Sam asked Dixie if she was coming back to the service or not? I always hoped she would rejoin the team as she could make anyone talk about anything, which made it easier for us doctors as we had some idea of the patient's personality to make it easier for us to explain things. Dixie said that she was thinking about it, that it all depends on if Olivia has recovered yet from her ordeal with Nicky (her mum's old partner). You see Olivia is like me but got off in some way better as she got to keep one of her parents.

Never really liked going in the back of the ambulance as Sam's driving always scares me she does not brake on the corners. Which is fine when you have a seat belt and are sitting down. However if you are in the back treating a patient then that is a different story.

As we entered Holby everyone surrounded me "Sharice! How are you? I heard you were staying at Dr Hanna's for the last few days." So many voices went round my head, with so many questions to ask. Such as when are you coming back to work? Have you met your new foster family yet? Are you moving in with Zoe? Far too many questions for me to consume, so I told them I was needed in HDC to deal with Mrs Noakes. I asked Noel the receptionist to look up her medical records for mum and me, I don't know how but Noel could get any record you wanted in under a minute.

Walking into HDC it was like a time bomb just went off, somethings you just never forget how if you don't run to get something then you are no use and have to get out to find someone else. My brain had warmed up before my body did and the only reason why I stayed in that room was because I went into automatic drive of running from drawer to drawer, fetching this and that and shouting out what everyone needed. We just got started when Mrs Connie Beauchamp (now clinical lead and the most scary one at that) came into the room and shouted "Dr Sharice Brookes would you come with me?" I waited for a few minutes to finish what I was doing. Well that was a stupid mistake since the next thing I heard was "Now! I haven't got all day! Dr Hanna can you take over from Dr Brookes?" Oh my God she is the most terrifying thing to ever live.