A/N I dont own OUAT

I'm strictly writing this on mobile so if there are issues with formatting I apologize.

I also don't have any children so if there are errors to raising babies or kids or even pregnancy please forgive me

Swan Queen for life Folks.

She spent the rest of Thursday afternoon on some work in her study sipping on wine as she worked away. If even in her dreams she got caught working she wasn't going to be free of a nearly three decade habit overnight. Granted it was at a much slower pace and at the leisure of her home in comfy clothes she'd never be caught dead the office in.

It was 7pm before she quit work. She made herself a vegetable stirfry for dinner continuing on polishing that wine bottle she opened after she had her nap.

As much as she wanted the dreams also equally didn't want them as they were giving her what she felt like was false hope. Maybe tonight they wouldn't greet her, maybe the alcohol would keep them away.

Regina did laundry and light cleaning around the house paired with another bottle of wine. Holding off on going to bed till 11:30.

In her purple silk pajamas she entered her bed after her nightly routine. Quickly drifting to sleep.

She woke up to a baby crying. She was dreaming again. Had their new baby been born already? Her chest felt full and she looked down clearly having a child made her breasts a whole other thing she wasn't expecting.

Regina got up and went down the hallway towards the crying she could hear Emma shushing the baby. She stopped at the doorway taking in the sight.

"Shhhh Sarah Mama is here, let's let mommy sleep some more" Emma said as she rocked their daughter.

This dream went back in time.

Regina just smiled so she would get to enjoy their daughter at a younger age.

"Thank you for trying my love but I'm awake hand her to me, I feel like I'm going to burst" Regina said as she walked to the rocking chair unbuttoning her pajama shirt. Emma handed 3 day old Sarah to Regina and just watched her wife breastfeed in awe.

Regina looked up at Emma "What?"

"I'll never get tired of this, of you feeding our daughter and before you say it's because I get to stare at your wonderful newly sized breasts which is great" Emma goofily smiled as she said that part. "You're helping her grow more, you're bonding with her, there's other things I can't express in words, and it's a sight I won't ever tire of. You're so beautiful even when sleep deprived "

Regina smiled and switched Sarah to the other breast. "Thank you for this. I never thought I'd have this" Looking down at Sarah still smiling.

Emma pressed a kiss on top of Regina's head. "No thank you babe, this is more than I ever could have dreamed of and even though I missed this part with Henry, I'm so glad you get to do this with Sarah and besides if it wasn't for him we wouldn't have this so maybe we should be thanking him. You know maybe when he isn't grumpy from lack of sleep or teenage hormones" Emma laughed waiting for Sarah to finish eating before Emma took her in her arms to burp her. "Go back to bed I got this don't I Sarah? Yes, I do!"

Regina wasn't sure if she were to go to sleep in her dream would she wake up back in the real world? The past times she was interrupted by her alarm clock or her phone. She was awfully tired. She walked out of the room after a kiss to Emma's lips buttoning her shirt as she went to the room

She laid down in bed soon sleep took her, but she stayed in the dream to her surprised as she woke up to someone warm shifting in their sleep she removed the arm from her waist and went to the nursery finding Henry changing Sarah's diaper. "You're an amazing big brother Henry thank you"

Henry smiled at his mom he was just about to be 14 in a few short months. Not quite as tall as his 20 year old self but taller than his real world 11 and a half self. "I know mom, I said I would help and I mean it. I'll just go get ready for school now. I love you mom, I love you Sarah" placing kisses on both of their cheeks. His voice was a bit squeeky.

Regina picked Sarah up from the changing table. "Have a good day at school Henry try your best to not fall asleep in class I know it's hard and no you may not have coffee"

Henry flashed a grin at his mother before leaving the room "well it was going to be worth a shot"

"Are you hungry my little princess?" Regina fed Sarah again as it was time. She heard her nickname being called from down the hallway ten minutes later. "In the nursery" she responded.

Emma rubbed her eyes as she Entered the room. "Why didn't you wake me?" Morning breath be dammed she place a kiss on Regina's lips taking Sarah as soon as Sarah was done which was just a few seconds after she walked in.

"You stayed up the last time, you need your rest too Sheriff Swan-Mills" Regina replied as she buttoned up her shirt. "I'm going to make sure Henry doesn't need anything, he probably doesn't but he will always be my baby too" she kissed Emma's cheek.

She didn't even get down the hallway when she heard the beeping sound. That damn alarm was taking her temporary bliss away. She was awake and wanted to throw the damn thing out the window.