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Abigail's POV:

It's been a couple of days since the last time I saw Saint Jimmy. I thought if I got some space maybe then I can sort out my feelings. I don't want to fall for some guy. My life is too big of a mess to think about guys. I do feel bad about leaving his apartment with no note or anything. I think I will go to him tonight after work to explain to him.

I think those feeling died down a little but I still can't stop thinking about him. Ugh I hate this! I should be focusing on work right now. At work we are trying to create a more efficient robotic heart. I should be focusing on that. Sometimes I wish I had one so that I wouldn't have these feelings. But right now is my lunch break. I grab my paper bag lunch and head to the lunch room. I sit down at the empty table and take out my ham and cheese sandwich. Just then my friend Jackie comes and sits down next to me.

What is the definition of friend anyway? Because I don't know if we are friend or just two people who hang out with each other on occasion when we have nothing better to do. Jackie was beautiful. She had a curvy body like mine and she had a face that looked so perfect with shiny brown eyes. She had long fluffy black hair and she did her make up perfectly every day. I have always wondered what she looks like without it. But she was in charge of finances here, so usually everyone hated her. Telling people they couldn't buy things they want like a little kid and their parent at a toy store. Well anyway Jackie did her job well, and I was the only one who really saw that and she could be funny at times, so we started being "friends".

Jackie turned to me and said, "Hey you want to head out to a club tonight I am in need of some fun."

"Sorry I can't tonight. "

She looked puzzled at me surprised I had plans, "What are you doing tonight?"

I was hesitant to tell her because Jackie was also extremely bossy. She always tried to control my life, I know she thought she was just helping a "friend" out, but it can really be annoying, "I am going into the darker side to talk to a friend."

Her eyes went wide and her body stiffened, "What?! Why? Abigail is this friend a," She looked around and whispered quietly, "Drug dealer?"

Now if I told her Saint Jimmy really was a drug dealer she would probably kidnap me and keep me in her basement until I was dead and keep telling me that she is protecting me. So I tried to avoid that psychopath ending and lie to her, "No, ya know not everyone is a drug dealer over there. And you know I haven't smoked pot since college."

"Hey the dark side isn't called the dark side because they love dark chocolate. They have a reputation over there. Abigail I don't want you to go over there again it's dangerous over there. And who are you meeting over there anyway?"

I hated it when people tell me what to do. I'm the kind of person where you can give me a job, but don't tell me how to do it. "Jackie this whole world is dangerous. People get mugged on this half of the city too. People get murdered everyday everywhere. And you know what I am meeting a guy over there his name is Saint Jimmy okay and why are you so occupied with "protecting me"? I don't need you to protect me I am 22 years old for god's sake." After that rant I took a deep breath I felt bad for yelling at her for a second, but ya know what sometimes people need to be yelled at.

Jackie was silent for a minute then said very quietly, "You're right but I protect you because I had no siblings or friends and well I feel like I finally have someone to look after. I mean isn't that what friends do?"

"I guess they do. Hey I got to go back to work I'll see you tomorrow maybe we can go to a club tomorrow night." Jackie cracked a little smiled, but it faded as fast as it came. I picked up my lunch and went back to my desk to eat there.

Soon work was over and I went to walk to Saint Jimmy again. It was odd when I went to the boarder Will the homeless man wasn't there. I stood there for a minute looking for him, but I didn't see any sign of him I hope he is ok.

I finally made it to the spot where Saint Jimmy was and I saw him there with black pants with a silver chain on it. He also had a long black coat on with a gray shirt with a skull on it underneath. God dammit why did he have to dress so attractive? I finally choke up the words, "Hey Saint Jimmy."

He looked up at me at first surprised to see me then faded away into that blank face that just showed that he didn't give a shit about anything in the world except himself. "Hey I thought you left for good that night."

Ugh there's that guilty feeling again in the pit of my gut, "Ya sorry I woke up early in the morning and my boss need me to come into work I left in a rush. I would've left a note, but I was already late."

He cracked a smile for a reason I have no idea why it looked sinister and then he said, "Whatever, hey my friend is throwing a party tonight you want to come I was just about to head over. "

The last time I went to a really good party was my junior year in college. Alcohol everywhere, party lights, and house music never stopping. It was fantastic, but I don't know what the dark side parties are like, but I'm guessing it involves drugs. But I am due for a good party it has been a long week at work. "Sure sounds like a good time."

"Cool the party is close by." He started walking across the street and I followed him, we soon made it to the most decent looking building on this side. It had Greek style columns out front and a bronze plate out front that said, "Ensemble Public Library". But other than that it looked like the building had a bad infection. Covered in spray paint and dirt and what seemed to be dried blood. As we entered the library there were green and purple lights flashing and sprawled out on the walls and people everywhere. They were playing green day music the song on now was "Kill the DJ" and there were a crowd of people there all dressed in black, red, and gray clothing. Ok good so far I fit in with my black coat. The inside all the book selves were pushed over and people were using them as bleachers. There were no books though.

"So what do you think?" said Saint Jimmy.

"So far pretty good, do you always have parties in abandoned libraries?"

Saint Jimmy smiled, "Yep its better than our crappy shacks that we call home." All of a sudden a man and a woman came up and started bowing down to Saint Jimmy and said, "Oh holy Saint Jimmy you blessed us with party gift and we are honored to have you be in our temple. So drink up mother fucker!" They all started laughing and the man and the woman got up and hugged Saint Jimmy.

Saint Jimmy looked at me and said, "Oh where are my manors this here is Tunny and Extraordinary Girl. " The boy was dressed in army pants and a black shirt he was bald and strong looking. The woman was in a red plaid skirt and black tights with skulls on them and a black t-shirt. She was brunette, very skinny, and didn't have that much make up on.

I shook their hands and said, "Nice to meet you my name is Abigail. Hey is everyone here named after a green day character?"

Extraordinary girl answered, "Yep, you see those songs are what we relate to most, they are the only ones that understand us, and most of us don't have family so we decided what the hell lets change our names we found what characters related to us the most and well here we are." Then the song "Carpe Diem" started playing and Extraordinary Girl grabbed Tunny and said, "I love this song let's dance! It was nice meeting you Abigail!" They then ran off into the crowd.

I said to Saint Jimmy, "They seem nice."

"Yeah me and Tunny go way back. Extraordinary girl is a cool chick too; they are the dark side's perfect couple. Well besides Christian and Gloria. Hey I'm goanna go take some shots want to come?"

"Sure." He grabbed my hand and we took off through the crowd and went into what should have been the kids section of the library and did tequila shots I was actually having a great time. This people have the worst reputation, but from what I've seen they knew how to have a good time. We then went to the ice box got some beers and went into the crowd to dance to the song, "Trouble Maker". Then we got out of the crowd to sit down for a bit to do all that dancing and drinking gets you tired really fast. Tunny and Extraordinary Girl came up to us again. Tunny told Saint Jimmy, "Hey he is here want to take a shot with him?" Saint Jimmy nodded and told me, "Hey I'll be right back got to go meet another old friend." I nodded.

I was watching to see which friend he was going to see but, Extraordinary Girl must have thought I was just staring at Saint Jimmy and asked me, "So are you and Saint Jimmy a thing?"

I was caught off guard and my cheeks turned red which I hate and said as quickly as I could, being this drunk, "NO no no, we are just friends. He was the first person I met when I came to the dark side I'm from the bright side. But no no we are just friends. Hey do you know who they are meeting I can't see him." Trying to change the subject as fast as I could.

She laughed, "Sorry it's just weird to see Jimmy with a new girl that is just a friend, and you two seem to get along well it's nice to see a change in Jimmy's life. And they are seeing Will."

I was shocked could it be the same Will at the boarder it would explain why he wasn't there today. "Is this Will old and homeless and camps out at the boarder?"

"Yeah you must know him when walking over, but he is actually 26. You see he lost everything his friends left out of town and he had to stay with his girlfriend who got knocked up. When the kid was born he just got stuck in this rut and couldn't get out of it. He didn't care for the kid or the girl and lost them both we don't know where they are anymore. All of us were out of town at the time and we tried to talk to him over the phone but he refused to talk about his son or girlfriend, it's hard to pick someone's sprit up over the phone. The only thing that got him out of the rut was alcohol and big time drugs, which wasn't good for the kid or his girl so they left. All he has now is regret and a tin cup. We still try to pick his spirits up, but he just isn't the same we only see him at parties now."

I finally saw Will when Saint Jimmy moved out of the way and I looked at his eyes and I saw that spark that every 26 year old has of being young and at a party, the drugs and alcohol made his face get wrinkled and stretched out and with his scruffy black beard he looked to be 50. I didn't realize how sad Will's life was. I then got curious because while dancing she met Christian, Gloria, Amanda, Angel, and now Will, but she never met a Jesus of Suburbia or a Whatshername. So I asked Extraordinary Girl, "Where are Jesus of suburbia and Whatshername?"

"Well Jimmy use to be Jesus of Suburbia. And he did meet a Whatshername. But one night they both got drunk at a party and he got mad at something stupid she said I don't know exactly what, but he hit her. After that he felt so much guilt and pain he was so sorry to her begged for forgiveness. She then went to some guy's house and cheated on Jesus of Suburbia. He then chose rage over love that day. Thought it was best for him and for her. For him love is weakness and pain. So he had taken the name Saint Jimmy. I miss Jesus of Suburbia he lead us into rebellious adventures, rallies, and raves, but Saint Jimmy is just destruction. Sometimes he shows us that Jesus of Suburbia look for only a second, but he hides it away with that blank face of his. We are now waiting for another Jesus to come by, but no one has."

I once broke up with a guy for cheating on me. It hurts to find out you just want to rip their heart out and yell at them what the fuck was I too you?! But I just acted like that guy meant nothing to me and dumps his ass, even though he was a good boyfriend. Saint Jimmy and Tunny came back and Saint Jimmy put his arm around me and started to sing, "My nameisJIMMYandyoubetternotwearitouta!" He then hiccupped and started laughing; he was so drunk he started making me laugh. Meanwhile Tunny and Extraordinary Girl were just standing there looking at us like we were crazy.

Tunny said, "You should probably take him home do you know where he lives?"

"Yeah I do I'll escort your Saint back to his apartment." He had his arm around me and was half leaning on me and kept poorly singing "Saint Jimmy". It was hilarious. We finally made it to his apartment and I threw him on the mattress.

He then says, "You can stay here again if you want, don't want a drunk girl walking home this late." I looked at my phone and it was already 2 in the morning, shit time went by fast. I better not walk home if I get mugged or lost while drunk is not good.

"Okay I will but no sex."

"Fine." I tucked him under the sheets turned him on his side so if he threw up he would choke on it and put an empty trash can next to him in case he had to throw up conscious. I then went to his drawer to get out pajamas for me when I found a sketch book under one of his shirts. It was turned to a page and he drew a beautiful drawing of a girl in a black coat with long brown hair and blue eyes. Oh shit, it looked exactly like me. He drew me leaning against the wall where we always met. I turned the page and it was a close up of my face and I looked so happy with my smile. Like I couldn't care about anything in the world. Could this be the spark in the night? That Saint Jimmy could chose love over rage one more time. I mean no one draws a girl this happy after just meeting her and asking her to go to your friends parties.

I then put the sketch pad back and got changed and I crawled up next to Jimmy and kissed him on the cheek and said, "Far away, far away, waste away tonight, tonight my hearts on the loose. Talk myself out of feeling. Talk my way out of control. Talk myself out of falling in love, falling in love with you. Oh love." We then both fell asleep next to each other.