the end of the outcasts

"hey hyo sorry to bother you but i needed to talk to someone, the guild is falling apart shadow left in a rage,phil is dead and char betrayed me stabed me in the back because of the lies her friend told her" i retold the events trying to keep my voice from breaking."our happy family fell apart, the family that you helped me bring up that we through swea, toil, and hard work is gone it all seems pointless...it all does life...happiness is just a lie" tears ran down my face as i tried to stay strong."i have always said when the world trys to crush you to grit your teeth and stand tall but im all alone and its getting hard to hold it all up" i dried my eyes and sighed."first brandy it was hard losing her to this coma, its terrible that it happens to us all when our pilots leave us but now" i placed my hand on the glass coffin" i lost you my friend all i have left is my second daughter purple but she is off too busy to visit her "old man"" i chuckled and patted the glass before getting up"good talk hyo".

it all happened so fast and it begun when we lost hyo, it got to the point where i left my name as whiteclade and changed myself into a BM named whitesaber, i no longer wanted the title of guildmaster if it meant i had to go through this suffering to watch my family one by one disapper and i cant do anything to stop them. i walked to feita and sat beside glave, the time admin looked at me and chuckled and went back to his normal thing of playing with his dice. why,WHY,why me? what did i do to deserve this what crime have i commited what sin could be this great that i must go through the greatest torture.

i clenched my hands and realized i still had my sword in my hand, perhapse...phil was right about this perhapse this life isnt worth living. i got up and walked away from glave and moved over to a part of feita no one really goes through. i looked at the sword and saw my reflection and couldnt help but wonder who is this person looking back at me because it wasnt the man i was when i started it all. i brought the blade to my throat, feeling the cold steel agenst my skin. memories of back then of back when we were all together filled my mind, those sweet times when i woke up and was welcomed with happy smiles of my friends, i was seen as a leader and a role modle.

back then it was so simple just be myself but soon after that it became more then that more and more was demanded of me, shadow broke my daughters hearts and i yelled at him for it,and SHE came to the guild that one who turned char agenst me, who called me a monster for helping a friend who was hurting. to be honest i dont care anymore i just want this pain in my chest to stop for the ache in my heart to go away.

i pressed the blade harder agenst my neck and took one last long breath of air, but as i was pulled the blade along my throat, i felt a gentle hand grab my shoulder but my arm had already went through the motion i felt my blood my life gush from my vains, i fell over looking up at the sky i saw a white figure looming over me yelling something but i couldnt make out what. the darkness creeped over consuming all i saw till there was nothing.

i floated through a black void hearing screams and cries, i could hear Battles voice yelling"why white why? why would you do this?" i could hear purple crying and wanting me to come back, shadow laughing and saying how i was too weak.i blinked and above me the white figure appered again, i wanted to reach for it but my arms wouldnt move"why would you do this?" it asked, its voice was a womans voice very calming to listen to." i was in so much pain...i wanted it all to end" i told her, i heard her sigh "you would be so selfish as to die and leave them behind? your friends who still need you? your family who love you" she asked, i chuckled" my family is almost gone all i have left is a girl who calls me daddy"

the figure asked me several more things and with each one i felt this growing sence of regret and shame. "i have one last thing to ask you if you had the chance to live again for them would you?" her question threw me off i just killed myself so why would i want to live but why do i want to live now?"yes..."the words left my mouth and hung in the air. but they were to late all of this was too late im floating my way to hell for my selfishness and will never ask forgivness from purple for leving her behind.

the figure laughed and her hand reached down towards me,"if you wish the live then wake up" she said, my eyes snapped open i saw the a ceiling of a tent, i looked and saw i was in feitas infermery, i slowly sat up and felt my neck a bandage covered it "your lucky" the doctor said walking in to the tent,"that girl beside carried you in here if she was a second later you might no be here with us now" he said pointed to the other side of my bed. i looked and saw a Cem asleep in the chair beside my bed, i must have seen her white dress when i was bleeding out, she opened her eyes and saw i was awake and started bombarding me with questions like if im alright or am i stupid. i sat there for a moment smiling at her she stopped " what is your name" i asked her she replyed"coiasira".i chuckled "its nice to meet you madam sira"

(one year later,void server sander)

things were busy in sander people running this way and that but a TT with long pink hair and the clothes of a king of darkness simply walked smiling at the world. he got the the bridge and leaned on the rail waiting for his wife, a message box for whispers appered infront of him"do you miss times back then sweet heart?" it was a privet message from his wife, he chuckled and responded" yea i miss it but i wouldnt trade anything to be any to go back to then because i have you" he sent the message and set his cannon down"that times over im nothing more then a old guild master" he said to himself, seconds later he heard his wife calling and waving to him"babylon come on your holding kara and purple up", i laughed and grabbed my cannon"im coming my love".

[back in NA if your passing through altera you might notice a old guild house it old and dusty and the signs letters are faded away the only thing you could make out on it was a sentence carved into it"a place filled with memories of a old outcast thats no longer alone".]