OMG! Sorry it took so long to update, it's just school exams atm and that sucks :/

So here is the next chapter I don't really know where I'm going with this story I've changed it soo many times and I'm just making it up I go along. BUT thank you for the reviews!!! XD

p.s. sorry this chapter is a bit boring :/ I will make it more exciting. Review telling me what you would like to see happen. =]

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When Shane arrived the atmosphere became slightly awkward

We began with small talk and when we'd ran out of topics, talking was forced.

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THANK GOD for Caitlyn and Nate. Where would we be today without those 2 lovely people. The began talking and EVENTUALY everyone chipped in and before we knew it, it was 11 o'clock.

"Gosh! Look at the time!" exclaimed Caitlyn

"Time flies when your having fun" Nate winked.

"Well, I better get going, I have bird watching in the morning. I'm so excited!" Jason stood up and made his leave. I rolled my eyes as he walked out the door singing song about 2 birdies.

I came back into the living room and Caitlyn were curled up on the sofa together, with Shane looking quite uncomfortable. I felt sorry for him.

NO wait! I don't feel sorry for him. Do I? I'm not supposed to. Urgh, that's it I need out of here.

I grabbed my coat, "I'm just going for a walk." Shane looked up at me and smiled. I felt a large tugging at my tummy, my knees went weak and I almost fell over.

"Woah. Watch yourself." He laughed standing up to catch me.

"Uhm, eh, T-thanks, I guess."

"Can I come with you too?" He pleaded, "if that's alright."

I nodded and he went to get his jacket.

We walked into the park gates and a low hum of crickets and other insects could be heard. I loved coming here at night, it was so peaceful. It's where I came to think or get away from reality. I'd actually spilt a lot of tears over that baboon walking next to me here.

We hadn't exchanged so much as a glance at each other. I turned to say something…

He was staring at me. Why?! Have I got something on my face. I rubbed my face, my cheeks growing pink. No I haven't, what's he doing? I looked up at him confused and he immediately looked away causing me to blush again.

He looked back, "You, uhm, you look beautiful tonight."

"Erm, thanks, I guess." What? Is that the best I could come up with? I mean! Why do I care, it's only Shane, I don't like him anymore, right?

We walked a little longer in silence before stopping at a small bench to rest and I at staring at the stars for while.

"Look," he pointed towards the sky. "See that star? The one that's brighter than the rest. I nodded. "It's actually Mars" He smiled I mirrored him.

"Most people think it's a start but if you look closely you'll see it's doesn't twinkle."

I squinted my eyes and, of course, it wasn't twinkling. "I see it." a smile spread across my face. I loved stars and planets and looking up into the sky at night made me wonder is there was life somewhere else.

He grinned, "remember that night we had a picnic under the stars and we fell asleep under a tree.."

"Yeah, and we had a group of girls chasing us through the park for about 5 minutes." I snickered remembering him running into the girls toilets "I still can't believe you ran into the girls toilets"

He looked shocked "They would expect me to run into the boys!" I laughed so hard I almost fell over. Then Shane started laughing at me laughing and his laugh was hilarious!

"Mi-ch-ie st-t-op l-l-laughin-g!" he spluttered.

My face was getting hotter and my eyes began to water as a group of teenager walked past, gaining up some strange looks.

Eventually we managed to calm down. I sighed, hanging out with Shane wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I yawned cuddling up to him.

He grinned down at me, but it quickly faded, "Michie?"

"Mmhmm?"

"I feel as thought I need to explain myself. Will you her me out?" he whispered.

"Only if I get to stay here" I pointed to his chest, "I'm cold"

"Okay." He smiled and I snuggled into his chest and closed me eyes feeling ready for anything.

Shane's POV

I let Michie cuddle into me and felt my heart flutter. I couldn't remember what it was like to have her this close to me, it felt so good. Here goes. I was about to tell this one girl exactly how I felt, in the best way possible and I wasn't scared. I wouldn't mess up anymore. The new and improved Shane Grey doesn't do that.

"Right, well. Well I first met you I was obnoxious bastard…"

"Don't beat yourself up bout it," he replied sleepily.

"Who really only cared for myself" I continued. "But when I met you everything changed. Not just me, or the music, but what I wanted from life too. Then when Camp Rock finished you became my girl friend and I was definitely the luckiest guy in the world, no doubt about it." I felt Michie leaning towards me more and took it as I good sign and continued in the direction I was going.

"but Then all these reporters and stories came back and hit me in the face. Stories of when I done some really unbelievable stuff. The More I read them I think that I started to believe them?" Oh great now I was questioning myself. Great Shane way to sound confident. I mentally kicked myself. "I guess that's why I changed, I lost sight of who I was. I look back and I think my mind was putting a self-defence mechanism up, to stop me from being hurt by all the stupid stuff I'd done. And eventually I became that stupid egoistic, as it seems, pop star. But It wasn't me with my big ego, it was me trying to protect myself from me."

I glanced up at the sky, "I was stupid Michie. Stupid enough to forget who I am but also stupid enough to let you go. Mich, you were the best thing that's ever happened to me…"

I looked down into the back of her head, "Michie?" Great. She was fast asleep. I sighed scooping her up in my arms before walking back towards the apartment. I will tell her how I feel. "I love you," I whispered in her ear.

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So what do yah fink?! Review please? :] I'm sorry but I wont be able to update until Monday or Tuesday cause I'm going to a crappy wee caravan with no computer =/

BUT I will be thinking of you lovely people and wondering how this chapter is going down all the time. ANYWAY! I got a song for you. It came to me last night as I was writing this down. (I'd like to point out you have to rap it :])

Here you sit, On your ass all day.

Staring at the screen, you got nothing to say.

Your eyes are wide, and your mouth hung open

You better get movin' or something.

You never blink, and when you do it sore.

1 blink, 2 blink, 3 blink, 4

Every hour on the hour

I bet you think it's really clever.

Get a life!

Hahaa. I hope you like it xD Byee xxxxxxxxxxxx