~Choices In Life~

Alright I'm back and I have something to inform first, that I can only open my computer on friday and weekends. Why? Well, what else? School of course. So I'll try to update fast and quick on those three days. (or on holiday haha)

For the reviews, I thank you for giving out your thoughts and opinion on the story. I know I still sucks at writing since I haven't been refining my writing skills but I'll try my best. So, wish me luck. :)

I have other news but I'll tell them later at the bottom of this chapter. So, enjoy reading first. :)


Chapter 3: Kyouya is Back?

Both Madoka and Ginga stand at their place, nervous to talk to each other. Madoka couldn't believe her eyes. Ginga, the boy who she had wait these past long years, have finally come back. She really can't describe the feeling she felt right now. She was happy, sad and angry. She was really happy because he finally came back. She was sad because why did he have to wait for 8 years to come back? She was lonely and being with Ginga is the only thing that can fills her loneliness. Finally, she was mad at him. For leaving her. For leaving his friends for a long time. Not just that, he didn't even bother to write a letter or anything.

"Aren't you going to invite him inside?", a voice spoke from behind. Madoka's nervous feeling suddenly gone in a blink of an eye and she looked behind Ginga to see her. Yes, HER.

"Hi again lil' manager~", Yui greet in a teasing tone with a wave. Madoka's mouth part slightly at the sight of Yui smirking proudly. She totally forgot that Yui knew about her crush towards Ginga. Madoka swear she's going to knock that smirk off her face soon.

"So you guys really do know each other. Good thing I bumped into you, Yui.", Ginga said, smiling at Yui. This perk Madoka's interest though. Ginga bumped into Yui? Now that's unexpected.

"Bumped? More like following me like a stalker though...", Yui look at Ginga with her eyes narrow. Madoka was taken by surprise by that statement. Ginga was following her? Wow, following. She suddenly feels a bit jealous about that.

"Wait, before you guys continue you're talking, why don't you guys come inside?", Madoka ask them. She didn't want them to talk outside in this chilly night. They might catch a cold. Ginga smile and nod while Yui look at her with an annoyed expression.

"Why should I? You don't even have a soda inside. I might black out here for losing my energy...", Yui complain bluntly. Honestly, that reason was the most stupid one she ever heard. Just because she doesn't have a soda in her fridge, doesn't mean she can't drink any other drinks than soda.

"Will you just come inside...?", Madoka twitch a smile which made Yui look at her with a bored face. There was an awkward silence. That is until she answer,

"No."


Again, the awkward silence came, this time it fill the whole living room. Somehow Madoka manage to 'convinced' Yui to come inside along with Ginga. She really needs to apologize to Yui later though. She didn't mean to do it but she 'accidently' knock Yui's head, hard. And it's extremely really, really HARD. She must be sulking right now, at the corner of her house, somewhere.

Right now, she was with Ginga at the living room while Yui seems to disappear into the kitchen. Probably sulking over there. Both of them didn't know what to do or what to say. Madoka realized that Ginga look somewhere else. He seems to be nervous too but when he made eye contact with Madoka, he smile warmly. Madoka blush at the sight and smile shyly.

"I-I-I'll go make some drinks! Be right back!", Madoka hurried to kitchen to make some juice before Ginga could even stop her. Madoka immediately cursed herself for leaving Ginga. If she could, she want to speak more with him. These past 8 years, she had missed his usual voice, jokes and his cheerful laugh. She wanted to hear more. When she was about to make some juice, she saw Yui kneel down at the corner of the kitchen.

'So I was right.', Madoka thought to herself as she took out the things that she needed to make. She felt bad about hitting..or more like knocking her head. Madoka saw and felt an uncomfortable aura surrounding the entire kitchen room and look around to see Yui mumbling something in the same position.

"Uh, Yui?", Madoka ask her but she doesn't seem to notice her. She continues on to make some juice while she heard what Yui mumble.

"...Madoka hates me..she's going to ignore me...she'll daydream about him everytime, and continues to ignore me...why must bad luck go to my side? Now her mind will always fill with his face...", Yui continue her mumbling as Madoka sweatdrop at her words. Seriously, is it really that bad? She was really happy to meet Ginga but that doesn't mean that she'll ignore her everyday and everytime.

"...ah, why must fate be so cruel...?", ok, that was the last straw. Does she have to think so negative? She was FINALLY be able to see Ginga again! Is it really bad to see her long distant crush came back to her? ! Madoka quickly pour the juice into the jug and took two glass on a tray. When she was about to go back to the living room she look back at Yui. She's still in the same position as before.

She can't blame her really. She heard that Yui had no siblings and she barely spend time with her parents. She was being distant from them and she regreted it when they died. Since then, she bacame really protective about her. Madoka let out a sigh and took another glass. She pour the juice and put it at the dining table.

"Drink it. At least it's healthy for you and can give you some energy. I don't want you to black out at my house and I had to go through all the trouble to send you back home. So you better drink it okay?", after that, Madoka left Yui alone in the kitchen to join Ginga back. Without her notice, Yui turn around to look at her, and smile. No one knew that time really flew fast and it was time to go home.


-The Next Day, At B-Pit Shop-

Madoka put her face on the maintance table, crying her eyes out. She can't believe what she did last night. They are at the shop right now, in the basement. Yui was at her side, sitting on another chair, legs crossed and she was looking in front of her, not bothering to turn sideway to look at Madoka while holding a tissue box. Madoka took the tissues one by one, wiping her eyes, hoping that the tears stop slip down which turns to no avail. Yui was really annoyed through the whole thing. She really hates to see someone cry. Especially Madoka.

"Why? ! Why did I said that?", Madoka wailed as she took another tissues and tries to dry her eyes while Yui still sit on the chair beside Madoka with that same annoyed face on.

"Why did I lost control of myself? !", she took another one, and Yui close her eyes with a cool attitude.

"Now Ginga's going to think I hate him!", another one. This time Yui took a deep breath and let out a long sigh, slump on the chair slowly.

"Why-why...why...", Yui smoothly put both her hands on each side of her head, tossing the tissue box somewhere around the room. Then, Madoka burst into tears. Her tears are like waterfall, not slowing down and kept on falling and falling. She really regreted what she did last night.

-Flashback-

Ginga look at the clock and got up from the sofa.

"Sorry Madoka but I have to go now. It's getting late now.", Ginga told her. Madoka look up to see it's 12 am. Madoka got up from her seat too and Yui came out from the kitchen.

"The guy's right, Madoka. Besides, tomorrow we have to work.", Yui agree and went towards the front door with Ginga and Madoka following behind her. Madoka was unsastified. She wanted to talk with Ginga a little more. If only she can make a wish right now, she wished that the time would stopped for both of her and Ginga. When Yui already stepped outside, Ginga stop at the entrance of her door and look at Madoka. Suddenly he took her hand and Madoka know that her face already turns red because Ginga was staring at her face and holding her hand for a long time. Yui just stare at the two, surprise.

"Madoka, I have to tell you something...and I hope you understand..", Ginga told her. Madoka can feel her heart beats faster than usual. Is this where usually a guy confess something to a girl he likes? Madoka calm herself up and nod.

"Actually...um, I...y'know it was fun talking with you and all...and..I..have to tell you something, I...", Madoka can feel her heart beats more faster than just now. She was getting more nervous. What if she faint after he confess to her? Ginga would think her weird! Now that is bad. Ginga took a deep breath and look at her with a serious expression.

"I..have to go back to travelling again..."

-End Flashback-

Madoka remembered how she froze at her spot as Ginga talked about he needed more training. Yui facepalmed herself that time while Madoka just look at him with a surprised expression. She remembered how Ginga ask her to come with him but what made Madoka upset is he was being cheerful and nice at that time. He didn't even realize that she was hurt and sad. It was nice of him to think about her going with him on his travelling but the problem is..he didn't even bother to know what her problem is. He insisted Madoka to come with him like nothing can stop her from coming together.

That's when she snapped. She jerked her hands away from him and screamed at him. I hate you. That words was filled with anger and sadness. That words also kept on replaying in her head. After that she slammed her door shut, leaving Ginga and Yui outside her house. Remembering back all those things, makes her want to cry more. When she was about to cry, she look beside her to see Yui's if-you-cry-again-I-will-knock-your-head-again face. Yui can be really scary when someone annoyed or make her angry. Her face completely made Madoka held down her sad feeling but at least it also made her calm down.

"Just forget about that guy Madoka. I'm pretty sure he'll realized his mistake soon.", Yui comfort her and stand up from the chair. Madoka just nod to herself. If she can, she want to follow Ginga but she just can't...she was scared..scared about outside the city. She even made a promise to herself after both her parents death, not to go outside except when she is ready. Why didn't she went with Ginga yet? That's because Ginga didn't realized. Her feelings. He didn't see it through. As usual, he was being simple-minded and blind. The only time he shows cautious or worried expression, is when he go beyblade. If it's about things like this, he's nothing more like a kid.

"Ginga might think that I hate him...", Madoka said in a sad tone. Yui then look at her and sigh.

"Have you forgot that he'll promise to send letters? You can explain to him in that way right? It's better than telling him face to face...right?", it took a several seconds for Madoka to have her brain worked again and then she nod with a smile. She finally saw hope. She can tell why and she can apologize too but she'll have to wait for him to send first though.


Bussiness was going well and it's time to close it. Yui stretch her arms above her while Madoka lock the door. Yui was still stretching herself and breath the air. Madoka smile at her and did the same. It's good to breath nice, fresh air when your work is finished. Suddenly Madoka's stomach made a sound which made Yui turn around surprised. Of course, not to mention a good dinner after that.

"Hahaha, you haven't eaten anything huh?", Yui laugh. Madoka just blush and pout. She can't help it. She was really into working that sometimes she even forgot to eat.

"Look whatever, let's get you something to eat okay?", Yui smile at her with her arms cross. Madoka thought for a moment and nod.

"I was thinking about having dinner at Benkei's food stall though. Want to come?", Yui thinks for a moment before she agree with Madoka. Then they went towards Benkei's place. As the two of them chatting, Madoka suggest she went there first to pick a place or else there's no place to eat. Benkei's stall is really famous. His food is delicious and not to mention the good service. Without waiting for Yui's answer, Madoka sprint towards Benkei's. When she was about to turn around the corner, she bumped into someone's back and she fell on the pavement.

Madoka look up to see a bunch of bad looking guys in front of her. This is bad, she thought. She should have went with Yui instead of seperating with her.

"Shouldn't you apologize to me girl?", the guy she bump just now spoke. Madoka quickly got up from the hard pavement and bow down.

"I'm sorry! I'm really sorry for bumping into you!", Madoka wants to end this quick and make sure that Yui haven't come here yet. She doesn't want her to see this.

"You really think that 'sorry' solves everything? Hah, you have to do better than that!", another guy spoke. Then another one went beside her with a smirk,

"Hey, she's pretty cute. Maybe we could forgive you if you follow us.", he said slyly which made Madoka uncomfortable. The guy beside her put his arm around her shoulder as he close the gap between himself and Madoka.

"I'm sorry but I have someone waiting for me.", Madoka try her best to calm down and think of a way to escape from here.

"You guys are in the way...", someone told them. It wasn't Yui's voice when she turn around she saw Ryuuga.

"Ryuuga..", as soon Madoka spoke his name, the gang freak out and ran away, leaving Madoka and Ryuuga there. Ryuuga just look at them and back at Madoka with a questioning face. Madoka just giggle and smile.

"Thanks Ryuuga. You really helped me out from those guys.", Ryuuga just shrugged and walk down the path towards Benkei's place too. Madoka was about to talk to him when Yui who's in front of her, came out of nowhere, glaring at her.

"You little brat, I told you not to go somewhere without me and yet, you just left me behind!", Yui scold her while Madoka just whimper.


Just as they arrive, it's already full. Yui went to the counter and order a takeout. Besides, Yui once said that she can't stay at crowded place like this. Too bad though, Madoka want to eat here. She then saw Ryuuga at one of the table. He saw her too and Madoka just smile and wave. She saw that he look bored and lonely. Then she went towards him.

"Are you okay?", she ask but Ryuuga just remain silent. Madoka sweatdrop at his reaction. He didn't seems to be in the mood to talk so she decided to leave him alone. Suddenly Ryuuga took her hand firmly. Madoka turn around to see Ryuuga gesture her to sit with him. Madoka was about to decline but seeing that he won't let go of her hand, she sit in front of him. Then Benkei came up to them with Yui behind.

"Hey there Madoka! How are you?", Benkei greet them friendly. Madoka just giggle while Ryuuga just snort. Benkei then look at him with a surprised face.

"Whoa there Ryuuga. Since when did you turn nice to let someone sit with you eh~?", Benkei teasingly ask with a grin. Ryuuga ignore him and Benkei just shook his head with a smile. He's gotten used to his attitude. Ryuuga had been Benkei's most regular customer. There was time when Madoka went to Benkei from before and saw Ryuuga all alone.

"Ah, a tsundere I see~", Yui broke up the silence and Benkei laugh. Madoka just giggle and smile at Ryuuga when he look at her, annoyed.

"By the way Madoka, have you heard the latest?", Benkei ask somewhat excited. Madoka look at him, confused. Even Yui look at him with the same bored expression. Ryuuga ignore them. He didn't care even one bit.

"Kyouya-san has come back! !", Benkei exclaim excitedly. This made Madoka took out by surprised. Kyouya have come back? She didn't know why but somehow, she can't stop smiling.


And done~! I know this chapter is sucks but I did my best. I know I kinda messed up the Ginga part. Heck, I don't even know what to do between them hahahaha~! XD

Anyway, the news is I was thinking about making a cover for this story. Though I'm not good at drawing but at least I can draw...humans..., I'll put up my deviantART at my profile...and feel free to give your answer about me drawing the cover of this story and the characters. (only Yui though hahaha) xD