Dazzle: Ok Emmet, this is all you!
Emmett: SCORE! I Rule! *does happy dance*
Bella: Jazzy, Please calm him down!
Jasper: Sure Darlin'. *looks at Emmett and sends out calm waves*
Emmett: Not Fair!*pouts as he calms down*
Dazzle: O...K? Any way i am going to do the disclaimer so we can let teh people get to the story.
Disclaimer: I own Nothing but the plot line so far!
-Empov-
God, another town and another year in high school, this is going to be fun! Being undead is so much fun at times, but i miss my little sister. I can't believe the last thing i told her was i didn't like being her brother. I was just so frustrated at dad for being the way he was and i took it out on her. I could Kill myself for that, seriously!
I don't remember mom or any of my friends or even much of my dad really. I only really remember my sister, and why i had to protect her. I remember the last day of my life like it was yesterday, it was the clearest memory of all. I had argued with my sister Isabella about going on this hunting trip. Dad had left for the weekend and it was the only chance i would get for a while. I knew i should have listened to Bella and not have gone, but i wanted to do something, so i left anyway. It was three days before my precious baby sisters sweet sixteen.
I was hunting and came across the big bear i had been hoping for, i took aim before he could notice me. I was about to fire, then i heard something that shattered my heart and made me miss, alerting the bear to my presence causing it to attack. I thought i was dead when a beautiful angle rescued me, an angle who is now my very lovely wife. Over a hundred years later i can't get that sound out of my head, the one that made me miss the shot.
"EMMETT!" I had heard my sister scream in desperation, then it went silent. I didn't understand at first why i wasn't dead or why i couldn't go back to my sister, being a vampire with no control i could hurt her. i knew my dad had gotten a hold of her and did something horrible. I was mad for a long time that i couldn't go see Isabella, my Belly! When i finaly had enough control it was too late, i know it was all my fault. i never should have left her, i should have known better. I had made my way there only to find out she was killed by someone a month after her birthday, and our father had killed himself. Our house was deserted, all the photos where gone and some of the other things, but most thinkg were still in a postion that looked like someone was due home anytime.
I made my way to her room and sat on the bed sobbing while my Roselie held me. I had told her how Belly had begged me not to go and about the last things i said to her and about hearing her scream right before the stupid bear got me. I looked around her room and found the unwrapped package with the present i was going to give her. She never even opened it; i put it into one of my old rucksacks along with my old rifle and the blanket my mom made for Bella when she was a baby. We were about to leave when i saw her journal sitting open on her desk like she only left it for a second and meant to come back.
It was the one i had made for her, it had a leather cover with BELLY pressed into it. I took it to read later, I wanted to know about her after i was gone. i wanted to know what had happened and to remember her even more. i can't tell you how many times i read that journal, it was falling apart by now and i had everything memorized. i hated that the day i left her was the day my father would show his true colors.
" Emmett! Come on bro got to get to school. " my adopted brother, Jasper, yelled from the living room pulling me from my thoughts. I may be fun and goofy to everyone, but Jasper understood how i really felt. He was in love with a girl, she was a veggie like us and was the one who got Jasper to switch. He was kidnapped by our evil rulers the day he had planed on proposing and never saw her was lucky Carlisle was visiting them when he was and convinced them to let them go, or he would still be there.
"Coming!" I yelled back as i slid down the banister in our Forks home. This was the second time we've been in Forks, it has to be our favorite home. with the forest as out backyard, no one around for miles; you couldn't ask for more being a vampire. I came out to the car to see Jasper was driving as Edward and Alice were cuddling in the backseat. I gave Roselie, my loving wife, the front seat as always and started rubbing her neck on the way to school. Vampires may not hurt their muscles, but a message is good anyway. The two turtle doves back here were trying to eat each other's faces off. I know me and Rose go at it like rabbits, but we try never to do anything in front of Jazz. I mean, it hurts his feeling and he really is like a brother to me.
He's an empath, so it's bad enough he can feel our emotions, but it didn't take him projecting to see how this was pissing him off. I felt him slam the breaks and slide into the spot as we arrived at the school, and he was out of the car in seconds. The other two finally realized how carried away they had gotten as we made our way to the office and got our schedules. Me and Rose had Math across the hall from Jasper and Alice's class, but they weren't the only vamps in there, was a female in there and i had smelled her. I don't know why but she smelled familiar, like strawberries and coco beans. i pushed that thought aside as i thought about tommorow and how i hated my birthday, it wasn't fair that i got to celebrate it when my sister didn't.
The class started and i tried to pay attention. the sad thing about being a vampire was the fact that once you learned this stuff, you never forgot it and that made repeating high school annoying. i was thinking about Bella's journal and how much i knew i meant to her, when an idea hit me. i knew Rose would wanna celebrate, so why not skive off the rest of the family and have it just us?
"Rose, sweety, you know how much I love you right?" I asked batting my eyes playfully. I wanted no big party I wanted to do something that was just us.
"You don't want Alice to throw you a big party huh? i already thought about it. How 'bout you, me, Seattle and a nice hotel room for the weekend." She said. That's just one little thing I love about my wife, she always knows what I want or need before I get there myself. I nodded and we went back to playing at paying attention, she was reading a fashion magazine and I was soon again thinking about my sister.
Emmie,
Yes I named my diary after my big brother! He is the best person in the whole wide world and I am so lucky he is my brother. Today is my fifteenth birthday and he made me this diary special! He even put his special name for me on the cover. I love my brother so much, I don't know what I would do without him and I never want to find out!
Dad got a hold of me earlier today, he was choking me when Emmett came in and saved me like he always does. I feel really bad though, if I hadn't killed our mom he wouldn't have to save me, he could be with his friends and not have to worry about me. I hate to even think what he would say if he ever knew how much I wish I wasn't born sometimes. then Dad would be happy and Emmie would be happier and he would have a mom like he should.I know he says it wasn't my fault but I know better, that's the whole reason dad hates me. Oh I got to go make dinner for Emmie and dad, I'll write later! – I.M.M.
"Come on honey the bell rang and we got to head out." Rose said pulling me from my daydreams. i stood up and put my arm around her shoulder as we walked out. I saw the familiar figures of Jasper and Alice standing with some girl down the hall, he was holding her hand. I caught that familiar scent from this morning and figured it was the gir, i know i know that smell! I only got a few steps when I heard my adopted sister, Alice, talking to the new girl as if she was one of the family. They had turned towards me and I saw her face, she looked just like my Belly did! It was scary to think that this random girl looked so much like her.
"no special reason, I just know someone who's last name is McCarty. Oh here he comes now! That's my brother…" my sister was cut off.
"EMMETT!" I heard her say breathlessly. No, it can't be!
" Isabella?!" I said just as breathless, she smiled that familiar 'I'm fine' smile of her's. Suddenly all the air I hadn't been breathing rushed into me at once. Rosalie stood stock still on my arm; she was just as amazed as I. I don't know how I forced my feet to close in the distance between us, but suddenly we were in front of each other in the middle of a crowded hall after a hundred years.
" Tell me it's really you!" we said at the same time. I didn't even think to stop myself as I reached to stroke her cheek like I used to when she was upset. She leaned into my hand and closed her eyes taking a deep breath. I didn't even notice the hallway empting or my family at my side; I only had eyes for my sister.
"I thought about this so many times before. I never thought it would really happen though.' She said opening her big soul-filled eyes. The same eye's that melted my heart when she was just a baby still had that affect on me. Before either of us could say anything more I swept her into my arms and crushed her to my chest in bear hug like i used too.
" I think this counts as an emergency good enough to ditch for. Why don't we go, Emmett? Um...Bella right? Would you be opposed to accompanying us back to our home?" Edward said from suddenly beside ! i never even knew he was there, quickly I set her down. I could see the uncertainty cross through her eyes as she took us all in. She looked at Jasper, then at me, fear building in her eyes.
" Um…I don't think…I mean I shouldn't….i don't want to intrude." She stammered taking a couple of steps back right into Jasper's chest. I saw him lean forward and whisper something in her ear as he sliped his hand into hers. Holy Shit! The girl my bro is in love with is my baby sister!?
" Iasbella! You could never intrude sis, I love you so much. I need you and we need to talk. I haven't seen you in a hundred years, I thought you were dead. You know, it doesn't matter what you say really, I'll just do what I used to and you'll be stuck. So come on." I said... i would throw her over my shoulder caveman style if i had to!
" I don't Know Emmie, I guess, but I don't know if I can. I don't even know if my legs will hold, this is all a little overwhelming." She said with a slight mischievous twinkle in her eye. She knew what I would have done and if I'm not mistaken she really does look a little unsteady I noticed as she stepped away from Jasper an towards me.
"Would I ever let you fall? Over or on?" I asked and got a questioning look from the others. They didn't matter though, no one mattered right now, only Bella.
"I hate Over you goof, you know that!." She said and laughed. God how I missed that sound, when Bella laughed it's like you know the world is all right. I didn't get a chance to respond before she lept into my arms. I couldn't help but crush her to me again, I knew what she ment by overwhelming. If I hadn't known better I would have thought this a dream. Deftly I swung her up on my shoulders for a piggy back ride to the parking lot. She was always so small, even now she seemed frail.
I felt her lean over and wrap her arms around my neck, for now it was like it used to be. I had my Belly Bean, the light of my life, safely in my arms and I was damned if anything would ever hurt her again.
" We'll meet you there, I don't feel like rushing all of a sudden." I said almost blissfully. Roslie smiled a watery smile and looked like if she could she'ld be crying. I reached for her arm but she brushed it off gently.
" Nothing's wrong Em, really. I'm just so happy for you, baby, if I knew she was out there I would have found her for you long ago. Take your time, we have plenty of time to get to know one another back at the house, you need some time with her. Bella, why don't you two take your car." She said looking up at my sister with love shining out of her eyes.
"Um…ok. Thank you; oh tell jasper I'm sorry. I just realized I left him hanging there, now I feel awful." She said holding me tighter.
" I promise he understands, but you two need time together as much as you and my brother." Rose said and walked off towards the others.
"Do we wait for the 'big brother' talk till later or get it over with? I'm all for later." I said smoothly. I would have to address this thing with her and Jasper eventually but as of right now, I don't care. We were walking through the doors towards the carlot and I was more than thankfull to take my time for once.
"Later sounds nice. I missed you so much Emmett, I love Jasper, but right now I need you more. Besides, I think the 'little sister' talk can wait too, I can feel the ring on a chain under your shirt you know." She giggled. "The big old rust bucket pickup is mine. She's on her last miles, but she's a good car."
I could see the one she meant, when Rose saw this she'd have a fit. My girl loves cars like I love my games, this is just unacceptable. I popped her off my shoulders and caught her before she could hit the ground as we got to her truck. I saw her fumbling for the keys in her bag and wondered if she got this new or used. She offered them to me as she pulled them out of her bag.
"I don't know how to get there, you might as well. As it is I don't know if I could right now, I can't seem to get over this." She said holding out her shaking hands to show me. I grabbed her hands and pulled her to me tightly.
"I'm never leaving you again Bella; wild horses couldn't drag me away. I always told you, you are the light in my life. I have been living in darkness without my baby sister and I will never let you go again, I don't think I ever could now that I have you back. Besides, I doubt Jazz will let you go anytime soon." I said stroking her hair. Quietly, I opened the door and she slid in to the middle with me after her in the driver's seat. I started her truck and it came to life with a dull roar, I felt her wrap her little arms around my middle as I made my way out of the spot and out of the parking lot.
Dazzle: please review! The gang went on a quick hunt but they say bye!
