CHAPTER 3:
Sailor Sea : When I write I base off experience, Though myself have never gone through this, but my mother and friend has, They both opened up more at first, My friend she was shattered open so I guess I'm kind of transferring her into her :/ Well thanks anyways
It has been four days, Beast boy and Robin coming to see raven whenever they got a chance too.
But the gravity of what happened soon set in; Raven had become less open as she had been becoming depressed lately,
Soon after a week or two she had been released, when she got to the tower she ran to her room and hit her books "There's got to be a spell, to fix this..." She said, but when she couldn't find anything, she had changed out of the clothes the nurses gave her into her into usual outfit, But remembered what the doctor told her and changed back and continued to scour her books "No! No! No!" Raven growled and flopped on her bed then Beast boy knocked on the door
Raven answered "Hi Beast Boy..." She said
"You okay? You just ran to your room…" He said
She held herself closed "Yeah, Just fine Beast boy." She said
"Well the gang and I are going to hang in the main room, If you want to join~!" He chimed
"Maybe In a bit Beast boy…I'm busy." She said
"Okay Rae..." Beast boy kissed her forehead "You…Know I'm concerned for you…"
"There is nothing to worry about…" She said
"You sure raven?" He asked
"Don't treat me like I'm a victim..." She began to get agitated
"Okay Raven. I'm sorry" He said and walked away
Raven had closed the door and fell back on her bed, crying a few tears as she kept looking back, Soon she fell asleep
Then was woken up by the alarm, and ran out as the team scrambled out "Raven you stay!" Robin called
Raven sat at the couch and shook her head angrily "Damn you Slade!" She said "You should drop dead…but you keep coming back!" She growled
She sighed, and then she got up and got a drink of water seeing a blade on the table and took it to her room
Then went back to reading and meditating, Hours passed by, she was getting worried.
She paced around then went to her room and held the blade in her hand, Feeling at her lowest ever, she slid the blade across her wrist, the blood trickling down her wrist onto the floor. Tears followed suit, she gritted and breathed through her teeth, the pain felt so good. She slid the blade along her other wrist, Shivering at sight of her blood. "That's much better; this is the only time though." She said wrapping her wrists up and hid them.
Soon the team came back "Hey guys!" She smiled looking at them coming out of her room
"You're out of your room? Beast boy was semi-Shocked
"I needed to come out sometime..." She said
Robin looked at her "Is something the matter, Raven?" He asked
"No, I'm fine Robin." She said putting the hood up and walking back to her room and hid the blade and sat down "Azarath Metrion Zinthos…" She mediated trying to calm down.
Robin knocked on the door to which raven calmly answered "Yes robin?" She looked pale and distraught
"You okay for sure, raven you raced into you're room rather quickly." He said
"Yes, Robin...Thanks for the concern." She said
"Don't lie; we have a bond…A bond we can never break." He said
"It's nothing I can't handle on my own…" She assured him
"Rae you know I'm there whenever you need It." he said
"I know Robin and Beast boy has also said that." She said
"Alright, If you're sure." He said
"I'm sure, Robin..." She said yawning a little bit
"It's getting late maybe it's time we all hit the hay..." He said
"I couldn't agree more." She said, closing the door and taking off the sweater and Shirt, Soon seeing the large wound on her stomach, she sighed, soon covering up in her blanket and settling into sleep.
Chapter 3 complete~! And it's longer! Yay! So yeah, this story is really moving!
