Oh my God! Guys, please forgive me. With all the stuff I had to do, and the other story I completely forgot about this one. So this finally the update, and well, I hope you still reading it. I promise it won't take me this long again.
Chapter 2
I missed you, I need you.
...
"Blair..."
"Because of you" she snapped but it wasn't her intention to be rude, she just couldn't let it out easily.
Chuck didn't flinch at her voice but froze as her, staring at each other in wonder, with hope, with fear. What to say? What to do?
Blair had just talked and now it was Chuck's turn. He swallowed trying to find some words, the right words for a change.
"What are you saying Blair?" he asked and his intense gaze burned her. Just say it, he thought. Say it... and I'm yours... please...
The girl licked her lips but she couldn't speak. The true, she was frightened. She wanted to tell him, to shout it off... but he was Chuck Bass. He was extraordinary womanizer and an expert playboy... what if that, if all was just a game... a twisted game? What if he rejected her? She couldn't bear it. But he had proved been different to her, those words, that question... Are you sure?
She looked up at his eyes, his pleading eyes. He looked tormented by doubts too. Are you sure? But she couldn't take more pain, she couldn't bear it. Nate had hurt her so much... and what she felt for him wasn't even a small part of what she felt to Chuck now... She wouldn't survive.
Blair felt suffocated, feeling the bile rising on her throat, her hands shaking... She needed to be in control of the situation, Blair Waldorf always had to be in control, but she wasn't now. One word of him could destroy her and that frightened her to her core.
Nate was safe, Nate was easier, Nate was cold... she could handle Nate because he had always been outside the walls surrounding her heart but Chuck... Chuck had sneaked inside, where there was nothing hard to protect her, where she was vulnerable...
She broke their gaze and Chuck just knew. She was running... Blair stepped back, turning around and taking the door knob, ready to fly from there.
"Blair, please..."
Are you sure?
Chuck Bass didn't ask permission, Chuck Bass didn't run after, Chuck Bass didn't wait, Chuck Bass didn't begged... still... he just did...
"I'm saying..." Blair turned slowly and found Chuck to only a few steps to her. "I'm saying I want to be with you... not Nate"
Chuck 's eyes widened in surprise, his heart pounding in his ears, threatening him of popping out of his chest.
Blair just couldn't move and he couldn't react in a different way, he stepped to her, cupping her face with his hands and kissed her fiercely.
Both sighed with relief, her hands grabbing onto his lapels, his body pressing hers against the door. His hands held her face so he could ravish her lips with his lovingly, his thumbs making soft circles in her cheeks.
Butterflies exploded in their stomachs and seemed to escape through their mouths, flying around them.
"I missed you" Chuck said. I love you, he thought.
"I need you" Blair whispered. I love you, she thought.
But they didn't know what was to love yet.
Nate searched Blair in the ball room, in the hallways but he couldn't find her anywhere. Finally he left heading to her building. He hadn't felt like this in a while and he didn't want to lose Blair again.
He almost ran to the elevators and stepped out to the foyer quickly.
Dorota came out from the kitchen surprised of seeing Nate alone. She would assume he was with Blair.
"Mr. Nate...?"
"Dorota have you seen Blair?" Nate asked her breathless looking up to the stairs. Maybe she was already in bed, he thought but Dorota frowned confused. According to Miss Blair she was staying with Serena that night.
"Miss Blair not here. She spending night with Miss Serena" Dorota replied looking puzzled at the boy.
Nate heart's felt. He knew that wasn't true, it was Blair's excuse because she was supposed to spend the night with him, she had plan to spend the night with him... so where was she?
Chuck buried his face in her curls, both breathless, sweaty and exhausted, tangled in his silk sheets. Blair brought her hands to his back, drawing soft circles as she felt his breath burning her neck and his weight warm over her.
He pulled back enough to see her and smiled sweetly, caressing her cheek with the back of his hand. Blair closed her eyes at the contact and sighed contently.
"Perfection" Chuck whispered to her. "You're perfection" And the adoration of his voice almost brought tears to her eyes. She opened them, staring at him with a sweet smile on her lips and shiny eyes. She had hoped a completely different night but this was at least thousand times better.
He leaned and kissed her lips softly before moved aside.
"No..." She started to protest but he reached for her, pulling her to his chest, wrapping his arms around her tiny body and kissing her forehead.
"This is perfect" Blair said, sighing again, listening the accelerated Chuck's heart beat under her ear. She wondered if it was because of her.
"It is" Chuck agreed making patterns over her bare arms, doping himself with the aroma of her hair. "What do you say if I order room service for some desserts?"
"I'm not hungry..."
"Please Waldorf, I heard your stomach before" with that Blair blushed embarrassed. Chuck chuckled, pulling her closer, kissing her temple and murmured in her ear:
"Besides, I think we can also find creatives ways to eat them"
I know it's really short, but next chapter will start all the drama. You know Nate had to fin out someday and I have a surprise twist for you. Again guys I'm sorry, I won't take this long again and I hope you have liked it. Please review!
