A/N: Hey, shadow here. Do you like it so far?

Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto. Enough with the torture. On with the story

Summary: My life did not begin when I was born, when I had my first kiss or when I lost my virginity. No, My life began the day I met Sasuke, My first and only love. Through out my seventeen years of life, I felt as if I had live an empty shell of a life. Never really being there, only watching as i destroyed my life. As I turned my life around I met him. And I find that, mysterious as he is, I will stay by his side as long as I can.

Well by now you probably think I'm some sap or some melodramatic ditz, but if we were dealing with my old self here then I'd probably kick your ass for even thinking this. To tell you the truth I was kind of already messed up before my dad's death. You know hanging out with the wrong crowd, as my mom would put it. And when she did there would be hell to pay. I normally cussed her out. Called her a bitch that should have kept her legs closed, since I was so much trouble to take care of. To be specific, she got pregnant with me when she was fifteen. The father I spoke of before wasn't my real father. My real father was a drunken bastured, three years older than my mom who was rolling in dough.

But as most fathers who go through un-plan pregnancy's at a young age, he bailed out on my mom and disowned me. My mom took care of me by herself until she was nineteen. Then she met Sia kamada. By then I was only four so I liked him the moment I met him. He was the best father anyone could of wished for. And he and my mom were so in love that is until a year ago. My mom was pregnant again and this time, at age thirty instead of fifteen. My mom couldn't be happier. At last pregnant at the right age with the right man. Life couldn't get any better.

My mom spent three hours in grueling painful labor only to discover her new baby boy was very unhealthy. The doctors said they would try there best, of course, but my new baby brother Kai died two days later. The doctors told my parents the baby died because of its health. I cried for days but I learned to accept that life is screwed up. This reminded me of when dad died. She locked herself up in her room for days, no food, water, or light. I knew she had lost her soul mate. And I knew I couldn't truly understand until I had found my own. I have never had the privilege of being in love. It was always just a crush, and just a guy. I had a brief fling with this guy named Tye. I thought he loved me. Boy was I wrong about him.

I soon found out that he was just like all the other sleaze bags that only care about money, power, and the next ass they can tap. Trouble was it took me awhile to see that. As soon as I had a pregnancy scare he bolted. He never really gave a damn about me. But do they ever? I'm still looking for the one to rock my world and show me that maybe it's not too good to be true. I had a great time with Neji. He was so sweet and I found out a lot about him. It turns out that he had a bad life himself. Well not to awful but still… He and his mom live on the streets when he was ten years old until he was twelve. Then his mom met his step dad Maru. He had a lot of money, took in him and his mom, married her, put him in this school, and the rest is history. Or so he put it.

I wanted to know why he had been on the streets and what happened in between the ages of just born and nine years old? He quickly changed the subject, but I understood what it was to have a life that sucks beyond belief. I guessed it was obviously a touchy subject and I didn't pry. We ate at an expensive restaurant. Now that was uncomfortable. I didn't much like eating in a stuffy rich hangout but the company was good. Then he took me home. I know, it sounds as if the date only lasted an hour at best. But I swear it last longer than that. At least it felt like it did. He even took me to my door and kissed my cheek. Then he said goodnight and left. Wow! That was it? Don't get me wrong, the date was great, but I wasn't use to being treated so… so… My old dates consisted of getting fucked up on what ever my drug dealer friend, Von got in and… well I never remembered the rest.

Just to get this straight, I was no slut. I only slept with Tye and two other guys both being guys I was going out with and that was mostly after I had known them for two months. I use to be a bit of a bookworm back in Middle School and the first year of High School. I didn't have much time for guys and I had only had one real boyfriends. But then I met Sam and Rae. Sam… she got me into a lot of shit, drugs, alcohol, trouble, you name it. Rae was my first bad boy boyfriend. I lost my virginity to him. Boy was that a mistake.

As I entered my house I noticed something wasn't right. There was glass from the now broken living room window all over the floor.

When I searched all the rooms on the first floor all I found was wreckage and no culprit. The couch, dining room chairs, and armchairs were all knifed up and there was stuffing and fluff all over the place. I ran up stairs to see if any other damage had been done. It was worse up here then it was down stairs. Everything was thrown around, my moms bed had been knifed too. Seeing all the tears and rips in her sheets and thinking of all I had seen made me scared. There was only one more room to go to. Mine. The door creaked slightly as I pushed it open. The first thing I saw was some kind of bulky shape on the ground in front of me.

I couldn't see very well, so I flicked the light switch. But when my room was supposed to be flooding with light, was in fact still dark as hell. I flicked the switch a few more times to make sure it was really out. " Damn it." I slowly walk blindly in my darken room, bump into quite a few things, and then found the emergency flashlight I had stashed under my pillow. When I clicked it on, it flashed on the bulky thing I had noticed earlier. It was my dresser? It had been tipped over and now I knew why my light wasn't working. It had been ripped out of the wall, the extension half ripped off the lamp, which was now lying broken on the floor. Cloths were everywhere you looked.

Then I saw it. My flashlights beam was pointing toward red on my wall. Red letters. Written in blood? 'I'm watching you.' Whoever did this wasn't your average burglar or weirdo. This guy, whoever he or she was, meant business. I knew I had to find out who this was… Before it was to late.

To be continued…

A/N: Will Sakura find out who this mysterious person is... before she dies! I'm kidding. Or am i? Mwhahahahahahahaha! cough cough! I'm cho..choking.

Sasuke: Serves you right.

Shadow: (Finally done choking) You better watch it emo-boy. Your lucky your to damn cute to kill.

Sasuke: Coward.

Shadow: You know what... I think i'll kill you anyway.

Sasuke: (Eyes bulge out) Where the hell did you get that knife?

Shadow: Don't worry about where i got it. Worry about where i'm gonna stick it...

Screams of terror are heard far and wide. To bad everyones asleep. hehehehehehe