Warning! ATTENTION: the following chapter contains male on male rape; please don't read it if you're squeamish.
Reno didn't even care to wager a guess what Daniel, his ex-gang member and at one time, best friend had planned for him. But suspected it wasn't anything good based on his history.
Reno had been responsible for him losing his place in their gang, to be homosexual was acceptable. But to find out that Daniel had been diddling kids was another thing altogether and not acceptable.
Reno was the one who caught him with the younger brother of his next door neighbour and it had sickened him to find the nine year old boy struggling as he raped him. It was Reno who had brought this to their leader's attention and had to sit in brutal silence as a person who was like a brother to him was systemically beaten and then had his tattoos removed with scalpels, before he was stripped of his patches and kicked out. Reno hadn't even tried to help him when he begged for it, it was forbidden and you don't mess with kids no matter how low you sunk.
His ex-friend was deceptively handsome, he wore his black hair long and dressed expensively, his eyes were baby blue and looked so guileless but Reno knew now he was a sociopath. Obviously he had become a chemist who specialized in deadly designer drugs and now he had Reno in his clutches, but for what reason Reno could not determine.
Reno was dragged from his cell by two men twice the size as himself and glared at Daniel, "what do you plan to do, torture me? Do your worst" he said smirking back at the man as if he had any advantage.
"You were always so pretty and cocksure, Gavin. I always admired that about you. I wonder how you filled out since you were teenager?" he asked him. With a nod, and cries of protest from Reno, the men pinning him in place ripped his jacket and then shirt off. He snarled as Daniel approached him and started touching him as if he were his lover. "Still slim and svelte I see? Very nice. You're older than I prefer, but I can make an exception in your case for an old friend" he said.
"What are you talking about?" Reno demanded when his hair tie was yanked from his ponytail so the thick strands tumbled down his back. He yelled in protest as he was bent over Daniel's desk and Daniel unfastened Reno's pants over his protests and pushed then down to his thighs and then his boxer short, Reno could only look over his shoulder as he brain finally registered what the man intended to do with him. No it had to be a joke! Not that!
"What are you…." He asked and shuddered as a hand caressed his buttocks in admiration and gave them an appreciative squeeze and a spank that caused him to jump.
"You always had a nice ass: smooth and pale, you never had a lot of hair on your body, just some red pubes and a dusting on your legs. With you bent over like this, you look about fourteen and I like that. It's because of you I lost my place in our gang and you're going to pay with your sweet ass" he said pinching it with a dangerous growl from Reno. "If you quietly lay down on that bed on your belly, I shall use lube or else I can take you pinned like you are. Your choice" Daniel whispered into his ear.
"Go fuck yourself" Reno snarled with more bravado then he felt.
"Not what I had in mind" Daniel said in disapproval as he drove himself into Reno's unprepared hole and Reno let out a pained cry before he suffered in silence as he was brutally taken in a way he had never wanted to be. His mind couldn't fathom what was happening to him as hands explored him gently in a parody of love making; stroking his chest, back, thighs and flaccid cock.
"Do you like that? Do you have a lover; a spouse perhaps? Is there someone at home missing you while I fuck you?" he taunted him. "Would you let me take them instead to spare you this?" he grunted and then he came hard into Reno's unwilling body. Reno gasped as the penis lodged in him was yanked away, pain, there was so much intimate pain such as he had never experienced that his eyes watered.
He was released and bought himself some time by pulling his pants and underwear up, not even wanting to think of the blood and sperm that leaked from him before looking up at Daniel defiantly. "There's no one! Do you worst to me. You're the coward that fucked a little kid, you got yourself expelled, not me. I see you got plastic surgery and had your tattoos restored when you have no right to wear them" he said in an even tone of voice when he ached in places he didn't want to think about.
"You're nice and tight and squirm deliciously. I look forward to doing this at least once a day to you. I think there is a woman you care a great deal about, if not love. Does she stroke your pretty hair and tell you you're the only man in the world for her? Does she kiss you goodnight? Is she worrying about you right now? Will she miss you if I were to kill you?" he asked him.
"There's no one!" he growled. "Can I go back to my cell now or to you intend to talk me to death?" he snapped impatiently.
Reno wrapped his arms around with himself, there were no cameras there that he could detect, he could feel his eyes fill with tears, in shock that he had been raped. He had always thought himself too tough to be, but all it took was a couple muscular goons to hold him in place and one sadist.
He longed for the comfort of Tifa's arms and almost gave into tears but he wasn't going to give his old friend, now enemy the satisfaction of seeing him break. He was still a Turk. He had no shower in his cell, only a toilet and sink, so lowering his pants,he cleaned himself up as best as he could, fearing infection.
He had never felt so helpless and friendless in the world and longed for Tifa again but was glad she wasn't there to see him brought so low. Perhaps seeing her being gangbanged in front of him. No, at least she was safe. That gave Reno a crumb of relief. He lay down in the hard bed, hugging himself against the cold as he ached in places he never had before and wished he were home with his wife. He realized he had been set up to fail and hoped the others would find him soon.
Every day it was the same thing but it got worse, Daniel would sometimes tie him to the bed and pleasure him before fucking him, endless asking questions about if his significant other did those things to him to? Always keeping Tifa in his mind's eye so it was like she was in the room with him watching as Daniel sucked him off or caressed him to hardness before fucking him gently, forcing him to experience unwilling pleasure with knowing hands. He would taunt him when Reno experienced an orgasm at his hands, claiming he enjoyed it.
Other times he would fuck him brutally and without mercy. Reno nightly cleaned himself in his cell as best as he could, allowed no access to a shower. He felt so low at this point he would have shot himself if given a gun.
His own thoughts of Tifa being that he couldn't be with her anymore. He wasn't a man anymore and didn't deserve her even if she had wanted him in the first place.
Unlike Cloud, Reno had no mako in his body. He was purely human and either could have contracted STDs or HIV that could turn into AIDS and kill him and he could pass it onto her. He still didn't show any weakness before Daniel and but wished he would die in the night, but the morning would come and so would Daniel with his fresh sexual tortures.
Rude and Elena finally tracked down where Reno was and killed everyone they encountered. The ringleader's tattoos gave them pause as they were like Reno's own and he surrendered without question and showed them where Reno was.
Finding him half naked and comatose in a cell and stinking, with greasy hair made their hearts go out to him as they helped him from his cell and locked the other man in.
When Elena recognized the smell of blood and stale sperm coming from Reno; she didn't think twice about shooting the caged man in the head at how Reno was looking at him.
Supporting him between them. They drove him to the clinic, none of them were modest people, you couldn't be when working with the opposite sex under conditions that allowed for little privacy. So both remained when the doctor asked Reno to undress, he didn't want to, but was used to following orders and removed the too large jacket Rude had given him for warmth and then his soiled pants and underwear. Elena moaned in distressed at the blood stains on his underwear.
The doctor examined him quickly in a professional way to allow the victim to retain his dignity as much as possible, ignoring the blood trails on his inner thighs from rough treatment before asking him to go shower and Reno silently left. He returned soon wearing a pair of scrubs as there was nothing else to clothe him in.
"Doctor, Reno has a wife. Shouldn't she be here? After all, he was…." Elena said. Elena was mystified by their relationship and didn't much care for Tifa for being so heartless with Reno's feelings at how she kept him at arm's length even after so many years. But sometimes she observed tender moments between them when they thought no one was looking, such things as seeing them out in public and holding hands when taking a stroll or a quick kiss on the cheek when meeting up for lunch. Affection of some sort did exist between them and she thought he needed all the emotional support he could get.
"I could go get her" Rude offered.
"The loving support of your spouse might help you" the doctor agreed. "In view of the circumstances."
"Nothing happened to me" Reno said.
"You were raped" Elena said and Reno flinched to have someone say it out loud.
"I don't have anyone in my life" Reno said, realizing that this was true.
"But Tifa.."Elena protested.
"Married me out of pity when she thought I was dying; there is nothing more between us besides the occasional hump" he said. "Are we done here? I wish to go home" he inquired of the doctor.
"You're dehydrated and malnourished but in decent shape otherwise" he said. "You should go home to your wife. TLC can be the best balm for the soul. You can't ignore what happened or deny it, you will need to take STD tests in two weeks and an HIV test at the same time and repeat them again in six months to be sure. You can have sex but be careful because condoms can break and you can infect your wife" he explained and Reno nodded, it was how he thought when he remembered how Tifa despised the feeling of condoms, she liked her sex with no barriers between them. So much so, that he had agreed to be careful with everyone but her while she took the pill. To be honest there hadn't been that many woman as she thought, Ren could easily take a woman out for a drink and ditch her rather than taking her to his bed. Now Reno couldn't risk having sex with Tifa without raising questions, she couldn't know. He had to let her go.
"Is there anything else?"he asked him.
"Just be glad you weren't a woman. You could have gotten pregnant. You're lucky about that" the doctor said.
"You're right, I'm really lucky" Reno repeated in a hollow sounding voice.
Rude drove him home and he walked into his big, empty house.
Usually he texted Tifa a day before coming home and she would meet him at the door with a huge hug and kiss, they would eat dinner that she made and then spend the evening cuddling before going to bed to have sex to rejoice their reunion.
His place seemed so lonely without her there. He got out of the scrubs and took another shower, wondering if he would ever feel clean again. He looked in the mirror and noticed how his normally expressive eyes looked as bleak as a pair of pebbles in a storm.
He went to brush his hair and remembered how the twisted man had played with it. He got a pair of scissors and removed his ponytail with a final snip and threw it into the wastebasket. He decided next to get his tattoos removed and looked up cosmetic surgeons who specialized in that and made a request for a consultation online.
He wasn't shocked to get the text from Tseng saying he was on a paid leave of absence until the doctor felt he was ready to return to active duty. Having nothing else to do, he went to bed but found he couldn't sleep naked anymore and found the pajamas Nurse Cameron had tried to put him into and donned them. He still refused to give into tears as he lay in bed.
Tifa was wondering why Reno wasn't returning her texts and decided to drop by his place and leave him a note, she was shocked when he came to the door wearing pajamas in the afternoon. She threw her arms around him. "Why didn't you tell me you were home? I would have come over" she said with relief that he was okay in her voice.
He felt his eyes swim with tears to be held by the woman he had longed for in his time in the cell but got his emotions under control and pushed her back.
"I'm sorry but this isn't working out for me anymore" he said in a cold voice.
"What are you saying?" she asked him, feeling confused.
"As you said; there is no us. I don't see any point of continuing this charade. I'm not the one you want. You'll be hearing from my lawyer. I'll see you're provided for" he assured her.
"I've never wanted your money. How can you be so cold? Did something happen to you?" she demanded and he managed not to flinch at how astute she was.
"No, I just realize I don't want to compete with your dream. Marry Cloud, marry whoever you want. I've been foolish, I bought this big, stupid house with the idea that you would want to come live with me because you said you wanted a house. But not with me" he said gesturing by waving his arms around.
"I didn't know you did" she said in a soft voice, now realizing how much he had cared about her. Why had she never suspected?
"Hey I was twenty-two and apparently a gullible idiot when you would rather sleep in twin beds with your want-to-be husband in a crappy apartment. I mean, obviously every young bachelor needs a four bedroom house with a solarium breakfast nook. The other three bedroom are all my mancaves" he said allowing the bitterness to creep into his voice.
"You never told me" she protested.
"You never suspected? Ironic. It's time I face reality. Leave, I don't need you" he ordered her.
"We sleep together. Doesn't that mean nothing to you?" she said with a sob that nearly made his heart break.
"You wanted a teacher and I taught you all I know; go show that to Cloud. I can easily get other lovers and they will be a hell of lot more honest with me about what they want from me when I take them to bed and won't pretend to care for me when they have an itch they want me to scratch" he crudely said and flinched back when she struck at him. She managed to stop herself in time.
"You flinched; you never flinch. You're wearing pajamas and you can't stand them. What's going on?" she demanded and then looked at him closer, realizing something was missing and ducked behind him. "You cut off your ponytail, what the hell?" she demanded.
"I felt it was time for a change. Just leave Tifa, I don't want you here. I don't love you and never did love you anymore than you do me" he snarled at her.
She flinched at this "but I…." she started.
"Yes I know, you care" he snapped. "This is getting old. Get out of my house and off my property, we'll be communicating through lawyers from now on" he said and she backed away until he slammed the door after her, she could only stare forlorn at the closed door and wondered why she felt like her heart was aching. His own was too as he hyperventilated into a paper bag he managed to snag as he had yet another panic attack. He had tried to act like nothing was wrong but the physiological effects of his rape had him firmly in his grip and he had thrown away the only person who might have been able to help him with her compassionate nature in his need to convince himself she was better off without him.
