*Sigh* I never thought I'd finally get to be here. At Kyouya's side, my hand in his. He's much too good for me, yet here he sits with me. Just me and Kyouya on a date, all alone, no other hosts. But surely this can't be right, this must be a dream. No reality this perfect could exist and it would never have that annoying beep in the background. As reality suddenly started coming back to me I started to become aware that I was in a very uncomfortable bed, someone was paging a doctor over a P.A. system, and the beeping was very constant and very annoying. Conclusion, I must be in a hospital. But why? Oh that's right, I passed out, or something like that. Suddenly I realized that there was someone with me, holding my hand at that. It must be dad, there wouldn't be anyone else here; and it's too quiet for the host club to be here. Well whoever it is; their saying something, so I try to quiet my breathing so I can hear what they are saying. Its Kyouya….what is he doing here? He could care less what happens to me, he's always made that crystal clear. But still…what is he saying…I can barely make it out…
"My poor Haruhi, this is my fault for not stopping to make sure you were ok after you fell." His fault? How is it his fault? He wasn't even there. "I just assumed that you were okay since you got right back up and walked home." So he was there. "Haruhi you have to wake up…I don't know what I'll do if I lose you." Wait. What? He's worried about me? And he actually cares? Surely this is just an act, he's gotta be on camera or something. It must be another of Renge's tragic host movies. "I love you Haruhi…you're the only other sane person in the Host club. I don't know how I could stand Tamaki's antics after having you there." WHOAH! Hold the phone. Kyouya Ootori just said that he loved me. No. Friggin. Way. Now I know that this is all a joke. It has to be Renge's movie. Why is my hand wet? I hold my breath, no way. The shadow king, c-crying? I can hear his ragged breathing as he tries to hide the sobs. Well, I can't have that now can I? Let's see….how can I pretend that I'm just waking up without giving him a heart attack or embarrassing him… I guess I can start to move around a bit, oh I know. I just hold his hand back. I hear him gasp at the sudden pressure; I struggle not to laugh at him.
"H-Haruhi?" All I can manage to get out is a "Mhmm." Yeah not exactly how I wanted my shadow king to hear me answer to my name. So not romantic, especially after what I just heard. As I open my eyes I'm shocked by what I find. Kyouya Ootori, the great shadow king looking at me with tears in his eyes, and a look of relief on his face. Before I could even register the look he threw his arms around me and cried on my shoulder. What on earth is going on? This cannot be shadow king….this isn't my Kyouya Ootori…. "Kyouya, what's wrong?" I wrapped my arms around him to try and comfort him. "I know that my shadow king wouldn't be crying on a silly girl's shoulder." All he did was hold on tighter. Ok now I'm seriously confused, what on earth happened that could have caused Kyouya to act like this? "Kyouya I really need to know what's wrong, I can't help you unless I know." He better tell me fast because seeing him like this is really unsettling. I felt him take a deep breath; hopefully that is a good sign.
"Haruhi, I was so worried…I saw you fall on your way home…and you just laid there. I brought you to the hospital and they said that they couldn't do anything but wait for you to wake up and I was so scared that you wouldn't ever wake up and I didn't know what I would do….because….I think I've fallen in love with you…." So he meant what he said before.
"Ok where are Renge's cameras? You guys should really tell me before you make another movie that way I know." His head jerked up and he looked me right in the eyes. I don't think I've ever noticed how beautiful his eyes are….Kami-Sama I love him….