Authors: DKinney and maryhell.

Rating: M for language and guy-on-guy action.

Disclaimer: We do not own Twilight or anything related to Corbin Fisher; we've just fucked about with them.

Pairings: Edward/Jasper and Emmett/Liam

TTZE to our pre-reader, joss859 and beta, cocoalvin. You guys have been soooo supportive and simply brilliant, thank you.


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Just Nuts - Chapter 3

My words seemed to fan the flames of desire and soon his hands were grasping the hem of my T-shirt, yanking it up and over my head, before doing the same to his own, sucking and biting every bit of skin his mouth could touch, as he moved down my body.

When he reached my groin, his eyes eagerly probed mine as he asked, "What do I do? What do you like?"

"Whatever pleases you, babe. What do you like to be done for you?" I was being patient.

It seemed he had no clue about what gave a guy pleasure and was desperate to get it right. He had fucked Trey and the girl in his last session but it seemed he didn't really know what he was doing. He let out a little laugh replying, "I don't know… I've seen video's, but I want you to guide me."

FUCK!

Was it me or was that the sexiest thing I'd ever heard in bed?

Directions were not going to be detailed, because instructing and receiving at the same time was hard, "Okay… hold my cock and kiss around it." I felt him doing exactly what I said, and I sighed. "Move to my balls… yeah… yeah… suck them… Mmmm… yeah… God, your mouth is so warm… ahhh, baby… be careful… yeah… lick the underside of my cock… yeah… Fuck, your tongue feels amazing."

Watching and feeling him do as I asked was so erotic, I was afraid of coming during foreplay, but my boy was a willing student and I wanted to help him learn.

"Swirl your tongue around the head… yeah… just like that… Fuck! Suck it… suck it, suck it, suck it…" And my cock was inside the heat of his mouth. My hands flew to his hair, following his movements up and down my shaft. I couldn't wait to bury myself inside him, but I couldn't, not yet, and definitely not now.

"How deep can you take it, Ed?"

He glided down my cock to the point of gagging. I was in ecstasy and in awe at my boy. I wanted his lips on mine again, and I wasn't prepared to wait. Pulling him up and locking my mouth with his, I could taste myself on his tongue as his body pressed against mine, his hand still between us, caressing and stroking my cock.

Too soon, he disengaged from my lips moving to my cock again, sucking around it before moving farther south. Burying his nose in my balls, I felt his lips touching the soft skin under them, close to my hole, making me shiver.

Spreading my legs apart, he lowered his head farther down, and I could feel his breath on my entrance before his lips pressed on it in a kiss. God that felt good!

Looking back at me from between my thighs, he instructed, "Teach me to rim you?"

Smirking at him I couldn't resist being cheeky, "I thought you'd seen all my videos?" I narrowed my eyes and bit my bottom lip at the end of the sentence.

He chuckled, but then was serious again, "I want to know how you really like it… fast… like this," and I felt his tongue lap quickly over my hole, I hissed. He kept speaking, "Mmm… or slow," doing the same but slowly.

"Oh God! Do it anyway you want to… I don't care, just do it. Lick my ass, baby, pleeeease." I was already a mess. I felt his tongue lapping over and over then circling around my puckered hole, while his left hand pumped my cock slowly and his right hand cupped my balls. Not multi-tasking but multi-pleasuring.

I thrust frantically up into his hand while I watched my boy eating my ass. God! I wished he would just fuck me soon and end my misery! I needed to come, I needed release! My balls must have been purple for a while. Then Ed lapped his long probing tongue over my hole one last time bringing it all the way along my balls, up the underside of my shaft, until he reached the head of my cock, swirling then wrapping it between his lips.

His right hand found its way to my mouth and I sucked on his fingers, coating them with saliva.

A jolt of electricity ran from the bottom of my spine up, making me shiver in anticipation. I would have at least part of him inside me soon.

Retrieving his saliva soaked slick fingers from my lips as I gave them one last circle of my tongue; he spread my cheeks and circled my hole with his middle finger. When I felt the tip sliding up inside me my balls hardened, I stopped his movements on my cock by holding his head between my hands.

"Baby… stop sucking or I'll come before you have the chance to fuck me," I breathlessly whispered with a trembling voice.

Sucking all the way to the head of my cock, he released it with a pop, gifting me with the most beautiful smile I'd ever seen.

Tweaking his head to the side and raising an eyebrow he said, "Good to know I'm having the desired effect."

Bastard.

He took his time finger-fucking my ass, licking around it, kissing the inside of my thighs, my crotch. Soon I felt a second and then a third finger inside me. I noticed he had added lube to the mix but I had no idea when or how. I was on sensual overload, all I could do was feel him, his lips, his tongue, his nose and his breath all over my groin, cock, balls and ass, while his fingers were gliding in and out of me, making me writhe and push against them. My ass and back were unable to stop moving amid the onslaught.

I wasn't even paying attention to what else he was doing.

I couldn't take it anymore. I half sat up pulled his face up to me and looked into his lusting emeralds as I rasped, "Fuck me already!" before slumping back down to the bed in a wanton heap.

Edward lunged at me attacking my lips, while pumping his fingers faster in and out of me, then, in a sudden move, he pulled up, removed his digits and was kneeling between my legs.

When he pulled himself so abruptly from me, I had to close my eyes in order to regain my composure, preventing myself from expelling the huge amount of obscenities that ventured to the tip of my tongue.

Breathing deeply, I eventually looked down to see what he was doing. As soon as my eyes fell upon his beautiful image, I felt his fingers coating my ass with lube, around it, and in it.

Once he'd finished, he held his lubed cock and started teasing my hole, looking at me,

an anxious yet serious expression adorned his face. "Promise you will tell me if I hurt you?" I just nodded in response.

Feeling the head of his bare tip breaching my ring was heavenly. I held my cock tight and just breathed in and out slowly. I could feel his hand trembling, his eyes wouldn't leave mine; his desire to get this right for me evident from the look in his eyes that were locked to mine.

Being fucked by him was so amazingly unique. There was a different aura to the whole thing, as if we were both enveloped in a foreign energy, protecting us, soothing the pain, warming the heart, making me feel complete with him. I felt drunk on the high of the love I felt for him. Being connected in the most intimate way, I understood what Dru had told me before, about how it feels different when your soul is there, too.

When his cock was buried deep inside of me, Edward leaned down over me, kissing me deeply, before starting to move in and out of me slowly. His hand replaced mine between us, holding my cock, pushing it into his fist with every thrust of his cock inside me. I was on the verge of coming, I couldn't hold any longer

"Baby… can't hold it… gonna come," I murmured against his lips

Edward's thrusts became erratic and frantic, all I could hear was the slapping of skin on skin, and soon the dam broke and I came hard all over his hand and my stomach. Still pumping my cock, while I trembled and tremored with the strength of my orgasm, I felt him release inside me, my ass clenching around his cock, milking him. The unexpected warmth of his come splashing against the walls of my channel filling me, threw me into what felt like a different dimension! I held him tighter trying to fuse every inch of his body with mine, biting his neck hard, and making him growl.

I could still feel the final pulses of his orgasm fill me as our groans and kissing noises helped slowly bring us down from our high. God, I loved him!

Enjoying our visit to Nirvana, we didn't want it to end. He didn't pull out of me for a while, his cock happy to be buried deep within my heat. We kept holding each other for what seemed like an eternity before I felt his breathing even out.

We had made a huge mess out of my bed.

As Edward slumbered so did his cock. Feeling him softening inside me, I knew he would slip out soon, so I waited, not wanting to wake him up.

I couldn't sleep. My boy was in my arms and the feeling of his come sliding down inside me was exquisite. No one had ever come inside me without a condom, till now.

Feeling him shifting brought me back from my thoughts

"Next time you will make love to me," he lazily moaned, immediately closing his eyes and falling back asleep.

Believe me, there was nothing in the world I wanted more, than to top him.

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Thinking of a way to prepare him for that day in the future when he would have to bottom, had me taking him to a sex shop. It was so much fun looking at his shy smile facing all the huge dildos and toys in front of him. I knew I was blushing as well. Who would have thought? Two gay porn actors blushing in a sex shop.

I bought him a small vibrator and a small butt plug to start getting his ring used to being stretched. I also got him a bigger plug to wear every night.

Sadly that night was the last night we had together before we both were due to go home.

Wanting to make the most of our time together, we played with his toys. He was so anxious… But I made him feel so good that he asked me to fuck him already. I didn't. I was too wired and would end up hurting him. My cock was much too fond of a virgin ass. Preparation was everything and I needed him to be ready for me, because once inside him, I didn't know how much I would be able to hold back.

After getting him off, I asked him if he was ready to try the big plug through the night. He gulped then nodded.

Amply lubing it up, I started to carefully place it in him, moving in and out, going farther in with every thrust. He moaned throughout my movements. Once I had it half in, I noticed his cock hardening again. My boy was a horny fucker. His hand moved to it, caressing it slowly in time with my thrusts of the plug.

"Baby, stop stroking your cock. Do you want to fall asleep with an erection?" I said softly, kissing him on the cheek.

"Can't… feels too good," he whispered between moans and gasps.

The sight made my cock impossibly harder. I had gotten him off and before I had the chance to get myself off I was preparing him to sleep.

He moaned harder when the thickest part of the plug went through his ring, but once it was in, he roughly pulled me to him growling in desperation, "I wanna fuck you… I wanna fuck you now."

As fast as I could, I lubed up his cock! I couldn't wait to have him inside me. I knelt down with my back to him; he quickly positioned himself behind me. Suddenly the whole thing turned into a mess of hands and fingers. Ed was spreading my cheeks and his saliva coated fingers were touching my hole while my own fingers were also lubing myself getting in the way. As I felt him sliding a finger in I rushed to insert my own with his so he would prep me faster; I needed release and I needed it badly.

Soon enough he removed my hand from my own ass and placed it on the plug, pressing my curved palm against it, moaning at the sensation of the solid toy being pushed farther into him.

With trembling needy legs he aligned his cock with my entrance and started to push inside. I felt his strong hand on my hips as we both pulled the other closer and deeper! The pain and pleasure were indescribable! We both groaned aloud, forgetting we were supposed to be keeping quiet.

With his body flushed to my back, he pistoned his hips with one hand holding the arm that I had around him, pushing his plug in farther with every thrust, the other around me, pumping my cock. He kissed, bit and licked my back and shoulders. I had my other hand holding the back of his neck, pulling every inch of him to me and in me.

I don't know what happened to me every time he fucked me, or I sucked him, or anything, as long as it was with him. I could never hold back. Once my orgasm built up, it came out as strong, intense and thick as it could!

It didn't take long until both of us were convulsing, coming hard and desperately! Ed fucked me until we were spent. We collapsed with Ed on top of my back and fell asleep holding on to each other.

I didn't want to think we would be parting the next day.

Waking up the next day was heartbreaking. Our planes weren't due to leave until the evening, but each minute spent with him took us a minute closer to departure and separation.

Connor and Dru tried to make things lighter. They invited us out for a ride to keep us away from the other guys' curious eyes. We looked too depressed and that would definitely raise questions.

Riding in the back seat of Corbin's black tinted windows SUV, I held Zeb tightly in my arms and that helped to numb the pain of parting from him a little.

"So… what time is your flight again?" Zeb asked me, gazing out the window.

"At eight… yours?"

"Seven." I felt a huge lump forming in my throat while tears filled my eyes. I would have to watch him leave.

Trying not to dwell on the inevitable, I tried to keep conversation going, "Where are you headed?" It seemed funny, but we hadn't thought of asking each other where we lived.

Sounding sad he replied, "Miami. You?" still not looking at me.

"San Diego. What time does your class start tomorrow?"

Zeb wriggled in his seat a little, "Eerrrr… I don't have classes this semester."

Surprised, I looked down at him snuggled into the crook of my arm. "What? How come?"

"I… I had to stop for a while… couldn't pay the tuition."

"Weren't you on scholarship? Being a ball player?"

"Nah… my father was too proud to let me accept that. He wanted me to go to college to study, not to play sports. He could never imagine he would have to spend all our money trying to save my sister."

I couldn't believe what I was hearing, "Save your sister? What happened?" and I turned him to look at me. He sighed and in a sad air he continued.

"My sister, Lilly, had leukemia. We tried everything within our power to treat her. Even my college funds were used. I didn't mind… I wanted my sister with us," he explained, wiping his tears away. By this time my tears had slid down my cheeks. Everything had been said in the past tense, so it wasn't difficult to know the outcome.

"How old was she?"

"Eleven… She lived for eighteen months after we found out about the disease." Biting his bottom lip, he trailed off.

"So… why are you going back to Miami? Do your parents live there?" The combination of our separation and the heartbreaking news of his sister stopped the floodgates from closing. Unable to find a tissue I wiped my eyes and runny nose on my sleeve.

"No. I can't make myself go back home. Last time I stayed there for three hours and ended up hitchhiking back to Miami. There are friends who know of my situation and they let me crash at their place. I also had to quit my job so that I could come to Vegas. But at least now I've got money for rent and stuff." It was typical Zeb to find the positive.

"Why don't you come with us to San Diego?" I heard Dru say from the front seat. I was speechless.

"What?" was his response.

As if it was the most logical thing in the world, Dru continued, "Yeah… When Em and I started dating, I transferred schools to where they go. You are not even in school. Come stay with us for a while. It'll be fun!"

God bless Dru! It was all I wanted but would never have the guts to ask. I saw Zeb's face and could see he was deep in thought. Suddenly he looked at me and asked, "Would you like me to come or would I be imposing?" His eyes were hopeful and they made my heart pound stronger.

"I'd love you to, but I have a better idea." His grin disappeared and I wanted to be quick so he would be happy again. I went on. "The semester is just starting. We can try and get you transferred so you can start studying now or next semester."

Now he pulled himself from my arms, sat up and stated, "You know I don't have money enough for that." Sorrow blurred his eyes.

"I'll lend you money." Noticing his eyes were cast down in defeat, I pulled his chin to look up at me. "You can pay me back. I'm not giving you anything, this isn't charity. I want you close to me, and I'm willing to do my share of the bargain." His hesitancy was evident by the fact that he still hadn't given me an answer. "I don't pay for my own tuition, babe, my family does. You have no idea how much money I've got saved up. If I can't help someone I like so much with it, what's it good for?"

"TAKE THE FUCKING MONEY FOR CHRIST'S SAKE!" Connor boomed in desperation. "I CAN PAY FOR YOUR WHOLE COLLEGE… BUT PLEASE DON'T LET US GET STUCK WITH EMO TRAVIS AGAIN!"

That was enough for us all to break into laughter and Zeb to agree that I'd pay his tuition, for now.

So, when we arrived at the airport to finally leave each other, it was with a much lighter heart that we did it. After exchanging phone numbers and addresses and all the information needed for me to buy him his ticket to come to San Diego, we parted with smiles on our faces.

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The days dragged as I waited for Ed to come to San Diego. We talked constantly over the phone or the internet.

Through our chatting, I learned a lot more about him.

He had been sexually out to his family for a while and, despite the initial shock, they took the news as well as could be expected, expressing their worries about his future but showing they would be supportive.

Ed didn't know how to break the news about his move to San Diego to his parents. Even not being supported financially by them anymore, he felt they deserved the truth, or at least a small part of it. Revealing that he was working for CF wasn't a part of it.

Discussing the situation, I realized that Edward wouldn't be happy unless he could be open about certain things, so I suggested that he tell his father the truth about us and how I would be the one financing his studies, since we were together and I wanted what was best for him.

He understood the commitment I was giving him, but was still unsure about how to explain our connection to his father. So I told him to man up and say that some things were private and wouldn't be discussed.

So he did. His dad backed off, saying I'd better be the nice guy I was trying to convince them I was by taking his son under my wing and doing for him what he couldn't. To check things out for himself and make sure his boy was in good hands, he wanted to come and visit as soon as Ed was settled.

It was fine by me and Edward finally relaxed and started enjoying the change in his life.

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"Fuck, Emmett! Hurry up or we'll be late!" I yelled at him, waiting at the door.

He rushed from inside his room cursing me as usual, "Fuck you, Jasper! You make me drive all the way to the airport, so you can make out with your boyfriend all the way back on the mother-fucking back seat, and you have the cheek to nag me about the time?"

"No way. I'm driving to the airport; you are only driving on the way back! You drive like an old lady without her glasses and we're already late! Come on! Put your shoes on in the car!" I yelled back at him.

"JESUS-FUCKING-CHRIST! Now I'll have to put up with your insane driving, too?" His voice went from being the loudest to the lowest in seconds.

"Have you EVER been in an accident with me?" I asked cocking a brow.

"No… but only because your guardian angel must have been superman in another life!" he said, walking out the door. "I still can't believe I'm doing this. Why, oh why did I agree to this?" he muttered to himself while shaking his head.

"Because I've done the same for you countless times, and you owe me big time!" I announced following him to the elevator.

"I owe you? What for?" he responded jumping on one foot trying to get his sneaker on his other foot.

"Want me to make a list? How about putting up with your fucking a different girl every night when we lived at the dorm?" The elevator door opened. Thank God it was empty.

Chuckling away between the words, "Hey, you gotta admit… the noises from each one certainly made an interesting musical composition."

"What about when you started dating Liam? I had to put up with you guys fucking each other like rabbits everywhere in our apartment! I never knew when I could leave my room and not be assaulted by one up the others ass!"

The elevator door opened on a lower level.

"Okay… you are complaining about free live porn now?"

The lady who walked in looked at us in horror. I bit the insides of my cheeks to try to stop myself laughing hard. I could feel the blush rising from the neck up, but Emmett wouldn't stop, he was on a mouth before brain roll.

"You mean it's payback time then, huh? I'm sorry, but I like free live porn and I won't refrain from walking around the apartment especially if it means I get to listen to the yummy noises of you and Zeb fucking."

FUCK! I thought the old lady was going to have a stroke! I was certainly on the verge of having one!

"Edward… his name is Edward," I corrected him, trying to change the subject, but not quite sure how.

"Okay… gotta get used to it, then." It apparently worked.

The little old lady simply didn't know where to put herself.

Just as the lift dinged signaling the ground floor, I caught the eye of the lady, so I smiled and said, "Nice weather we're having isn't it?" Holding the elevator door, I let her make her escape before dragging Emmett out and towards the car.

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Damn, I loved San Diego. No one needed to hide in this place. There were so many weird people in the airport that walking around with Edward's hand in mine was borderline mundane.

Minutes before, when he arrived at the gate, my boy just threw his arms around my neck, attacking my lips as if there were no tomorrow and as soon as he pulled back, he murmured in my ear that his mouth had been parted from my dick for too long and needed reacquainting soon. That made me uncomfortable in my pants since my cock pretty much would love Ed's lips and tongue around it any time, any place, anywhere.

Waiting for his luggage, he placed himself in front of me with his back to my chest, and I could feel him rubbing his ass against my crotch, he knew damned well the effect it was having, the cocky little bugger. As if I weren't hard to the point of almost not being able to walk already, with what I was sporting now, I'd have been able to drill concrete.

On the walk to the car, I kept one of his bags hiding my bulge while we chatted about his flight, his parents, and friends he'd left behind.

We got into the car and that was when all talk ceased. Emmett was shut from our thoughts as Ed just straddled my lap on the back seat, his head almost hitting the roof of the SUV, his lips and hands were everywhere on me!

His green lust-filled eyes never ceased to mesmerize me. He'd kiss me then look at me, making sure everything happening was real, returning his lips to mine as they fought for satiation. While plundering my mouth, his hands ventured south below my waist line and into my pants. I had deliberately worn baggy jeans in the hope that my boy was going to take advantage. He palmed my prominent erection like it was a huge stress ball. I could feel the tension from our separation dissipating the longer contact was made. His body rose and fell; writhed and circled in time with the attention he was giving my cock and balls.

Panting with desire he looked into my eyes, keeping them captive, while he single-handedly undid my belt, button and zip. With a searing kiss, he breathlessly whispered into my ear.

"I have to taste you baby." He moved off my lap positioning his torso across my legs aligning his head with my pelvis.

Good God! He was not gonna do this, was he? The angel side of my brain told me to stop him, but the devil told me that it felt way too good and to let the halo slip and fuck it!

Freeing my cock from the denim, his smile widened when he saw I was going commando.

"Thought you were… beautiful." He drooled, and then licked his lips.

With a swipe of his tongue, he collected the crystal droplets of pre-come and moaned, eliciting a growl out of me.

Emmett heard us and immediately yelled.

"Come on guys! You are not doing what I think you are, are you?"

"Shut up and drive, Emmett!" was all I could force out in response.

I still heard a faint, "Fuck!" come from his lips.

My whole body shivered when my boy slid his lips down my shaft sucking hard all the way back up. He kept on sucking and slurping and it was taking everything I had not to come and make a mess in my car. Ed kept working on me, alternating between sucking me gently and hard, licking and swirling his tongue around the head, nibbling with his teeth at the vein and following the path of the mushroom head with his tongue before completely engulfing me, sliding as far down as he could. It was driving me insane and as if he could read my mind, he cupped my balls.

Pulling up a little he vowed, "Come in my mouth, Jay. I promise I will swallow every drop." And he returned his attentions to my cock, making me come in a flash!

Oh, fuck! I came hard and Ed sucked me like a maniac, earning some more complaining from Emmett, "Jesus Edward I can hear you swallowing from here, with the radio on! Do you realize how distracting that is to a perv like me?"

Ed gave the only reply he could, "Fuck off, Connor!" then just to rub it in, he licked his fingers so that Emmett could see his actions in the rear view mirror, earning even more expletives, as his hands grasped the wheel so tight his knuckles turned white.

Returning to my side I put my arm around him still on a high.

Edward had his legs tucked under him as he leaned in towards me and murmured, "That's not the only present I have for you, babe." And he took my hand from his shoulder sliding it into the back of his pants, under his boxers and between his cheeks showing me he was wearing a plug.

FUCK. ME. RUNNING.

"And my name is Emmett, by the way," Emmett tried clarifying but we were hardly paying any attention to him.

"How did you pass security wearing this?" I asked groping a handful of ass, pushing the plug farther in.

"I bought a new one… latex," he replied, gasping and rubbing his ass against my hand, making me massage his entrance and plug at the same time.

There was no way in hell I would be able to resist this. The traffic came to a halt and we realized that we were stuck in rush hour.

Temptation was too great, I couldn't wait to see it—I just couldn't.

Quickly laying him face up on the seat, I pulled his pants and boxers down, releasing his cock, urgently saying, "Turn up the radio, Emmett." Surprisingly without comment, he did what I asked.

Pulling my boy's pants clean off, freeing his legs from their hold, I hooked his left leg over my arm and there it was. A baby blue plug was deep inside my boy. Totally entranced by the view, my left hand went straight to it, pulling it out a bit, earning a moan from him. I leaned towards it, and pulling it a little farther out, I licked his hole around the plug. Ed threw his head back in a groan, curving his back in pleasure. I couldn't take it out. I wanted him ready for me as soon as we arrived home, but I also couldn't leave him hanging, could I?

I missed him way too much.

I licked and nipped, and sucked every sensitive spot in Ed's body, until he was a mewling mess.

"Oh, baby… I need you to suck my cock… please!"

Bobbing my head up and down, I sucked his cock, licking, sucking on the head, lapping my tongue around it, deep-throating him. Each time I slid my lips down his dick, I swallowed around it, humming, making my boy shudder with need.

"God, Jay… So good… don't stop… just don't…. hmmmmm," he said, pursing his lips in the end, intertwining his fingers in my hair, his hands following and encouraging movement.

As I gave him my best: nipping, sucking and tonguing; tasting his essence, I pumped the plug in and out, fucking him with it. I brought him back from the brink three times before the final plunge and he was a goner.

"Ahhhhggghhhhhh" he cried as he arched his back and closed his eyes in euphoria.

I sucked him clean, milking every drop of come out of him, making him shiver and groan until he came back from his high.

Dressing him up reverently, I brought him to my arms and buried my head on his shoulder. I wanted to say how much I loved him. I just couldn't. It was too private a thing to do with an audience.

Yeah, well… I finally remembered Emmett was in the car when he muttered, "Liam had better be back home when we get there."

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Walking into the apartment, all I wanted was to get Ed to my room and have my way with him, but Liam had just arrived from Burger King with this huge amount of food for us and Ed looked at it with hungry eyes. I felt bad for not even having asked him if he was hungry. Not too late, was it?

"Hungry, babe?" I squeezed the hand I was holding. He nodded his affirmation, so we sat down around the dining table chatting away.

"How was your flight man?" Liam shot his first question.

Edward had just taken a large bite of his burger and was trying to talk around it in mumbles and muffles, "It was fine. I don't like flying very much, but this time it wasn't quite so bumpy."

"I bet the ride home was more interesting?" Was Liam's comment, sporting a naughty smirk on his face, on the way to bite his burger.

Edward looked at me with questioning eyes as if saying, 'how the fuck does he know?' I just shrugged. Of course I knew it was because of the huge hard on Emmett had rubbed against Liam's butt as soon as he walked in. Liam put two and two together and voila!

"Well… you probably need some energy for round two, so eat up!" Emmett was such a bastard.

I could see Ed was tired. I'd started learning to read him from his eyes, but he was still really hungry and due to Liam's questioning was still eating after we had already finished.

In between bites some really awkward questions started being discussed.

"So… I've watched some of the vids of you guys, I saw you had a scene together right?" That one just floored me and I started coughing. I couldn't believe Ed brought that subject to the table the very first time the four of us were together for a meal. We were speechless. I looked at Em, who looked at Liam, who looked back at me, with a 'what the fuck!' face. I hurriedly brought my coke to my lips as a way to refrain from answering or making any comments about the subject.

While I was taking a sip I heard him go on asking, "Has anything like that ever happened at home?" I instantly choked again, this time on the coke that went down the wrong tube and I had a coughing fit mixed with, what felt like a panic attack! Emmett and Edward jumped to their feet and tried to help me breathe, while Liam was kind enough to disclose as much information as he could remember, while Ed and Emmet tried talking to me, slapping my back, giving me water.

Liam seemed to be oblivious to the effect this line of questioning was having on me. "We actually had gotten together once." My cough got stronger and my lungs were almost empty but Liam didn't seem to care, "We were so wasted one drunken night; we were celebrating something… what were we celebrating?" he dared to think aloud, his hand finding his way to his chin in contemplation.

By this time, I had already turned purple as Em and Ed tried their best to help me breathe again while Emmett was also laughing his ass off, and instead of yelling at Liam to shut the fuck up, he took his time to answer the fucker!

"It was fourth of July."

Edward was wide eyed at the situation and didn't know what else to do, pulling my arms up while Emmett slapped my back so hard I winced in pain.

"Yeah! That's it! Fourth of July! We were wasted out of our minds and I asked Em if he was ever attracted to Jay and he said Jay was the one who got hard the instant he saw Em coming naked out of the shower."

"Really?" Ed kind of stopped helping me to pay attention, his brows shooting up in a flash!

"Yeah…"

By this time I had regained control of my breathing, and was desperate to put an end to the discussion!

"Shut the fuck up, Liam! What the fuck, man!"

"He asked," he answered, shrugging, and that was his only excuse. We were all awkwardly silent, till Liam added, "You guys need to be honest with each other… If you hide stuff, it will fester and eat you guys up inside."

Fuck. He was right. Why was he always right—he was a nutcase most of the time, sometimes, with flashes of brilliance?

We finished eating and when I stood up to start cleaning, Liam walked with Edward to the windows to check the view and Em looked me in the eye said, "It's okay. I can do this."

"I can help," I replied,

"Nah… Go talk to your boy. You need to tell him about Allie, man… and Riley," he whispered close to my ear, gathering the empty containers and napkins.

"Go!" he almost ordered me.

I felt Edward approaching, stopping behind me, circling his arms around my waist, leaning his head on my shoulder and sighing. He sounded worn out.

"Let's go baby… Let's get some rest, you look exhausted," I said, spinning in his arms, holding him close to me.

Once in our room, I put the suitcases I had collected from the living room on the floor, pulled him by the hand and sat on the bed, patting the space between my legs for him to sit there. He did as asked, relaxing his back onto my chest, his head on my shoulder.

"Jay… when will you tell me about yourself?" he whispered, just for me to hear, even being alone with me in the room.

I wondered if he'd been on some subconscious form of telepathy with Emmett. "What do you wanna know?" I said, sliding my hands down his arms, intertwining my fingers with his.

"Whatever you wanna tell me. All I know of you is that you are amazingly generous, kind, quiet… gorgeous."

"Hmm… I like this kind of talk. What else do you know?" I asked with a smug smirk on my face, holding him closer to me.

Turning to look at me with a shining smile across his perfect face, he kissed my cheek softly but took his time. As his lips left my skin, he added, "I know you're an awesome kisser and the sexiest man I've ever met in my life," and his lips were on my face again.

God! How I wished I could turn him to me, kiss him senseless and make love to him right then, but I couldn't. I really needed to tell him something only the closest people to me knew about, things he needed to know before going any further with this thing we were starting.

Taking a deep breath I started, "Okay… Let's start from the beginning. I'm an only child. My folks live in Forks, a tiny town in the State of Washington, where I was raised after being born in Texas and moving there when I was two.

"I lived there till I finished high school. Now… there's something I need to tell you and I ask you to forgive me for not telling you sooner, I just felt it's not something to be talked about over the phone."

Edward sat up and looked at me furrowing his brows. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing's wrong. It's just something important in my life that will be part of yours too if you decide to really stay here… with me," I added picking a thread from the cream linen.

"I'm all ears." His eyes felt like lasers burning into me.

"When I was in high school I had a girlfriend… Alice." My eyes trailed around the room. I couldn't look at him in the eyes, but I could feel he was still looking at me. I continued, "She went to Seattle after High School and I came here. We were together for a long time after that. I was already working with Corbin when I finally got the guts to break up with her." I heard him sigh in relief.

"But… The night I broke up with her, she hooked up with a guy she met in college who had been pinning for her for a while and she ended up having a one night stand with him." I gotta admit I was feeling anxious and his silent stare was bothering me. I moved on. "Well… they had unprotected sex and she got pregnant."

Ed immediately positioned himself to sit across from me, facing me, pulling my chin up to look at him asking,

"What does that have to do with you?"

"Let me finish," I requested. He let go of my face, but his eyes were still on me, waiting.

"The guy had got what he wanted and ended up leaving her alone. I still love her Ed… but only as a friend. I couldn't leave her at a time like that. She had always been my friend and it was her who needed a friend then. So… I offered to take care of them both," I finished.

"Are you telling me you married her?" he asked, looking at me through his lashes, his eyes beginning to glisten.

"No… but I registered the baby as my own, and I have been in their lives ever since. They live in a house I bought them. I've got a bedroom there for when I go visit." Worry flooded his eyes,

"So, I'll have to be your dirty little secret?" He sounded painfully hurt, his voice was very shaky.

I couldn't let him think the worst, so I held his face firmly between my hands, pulling it up to look into my eyes, hoping he could see in them how much I cared for him while I said, "No. I would never do that to you. But you will be around when the next development happens, if it's what you want—when I come out to my folks, when I tell Allie I have a boyfriend living with me now, when I explain to Riley who you are."

"So, she knows you aren't straight?" he asked in a much more pleasant, but still unsteady tone of voice.

"She does."

He was silent again not asking any questions about anything I had said. I felt as if something was eating me inside, the anxiety was getting the best of me.

He simply breathed in and out for a while. It was becoming clear that my boy was a thinker. Sometimes he looked straight up, sometimes would bend over and look at the bedspread.

Maybe this was too much for him. I was a gay porn actor; I had a kid and an ex-girlfriend who depended on me. What a catch!

"Edward, I can understand if you want to leave me. I know this may be too much for you."

All I could hear was him sighing, breathing in and out. I watched him picking now at the same thread I was before.

Once he looked up, I knew it was his turn to speak.

"Maybe you are too much for me, Jay… Maybe I don't deserve someone as giving and tender as you. I don't know a single person who would do for me what you are doing now. I don't know a single guy who would be the friend you are to your ex or a father to a baby he knows isn't his. I'm the lucky one here. I don't know if I am worthy of you, but you can be sure I will damn well try my best to be the kind of boyfriend you ought to have!"

Pulling Edward against my chest I held him in my embrace, kissing his lips with all the strength I had in me. His warmth added to mine and soon we were a sweaty mess, holding onto each other, pulling on clothes, tugging on each other's hair, bruising our lips and every bit of skin our lips and teeth had access to!

Pushing Ed to his back, crawling on top of him, I pressed his body into the mattress, rolling my hips against his, pinning his hands above his head tasting him with every lick and kiss I pressed against his skin. Edward was trembling and for a split second I thought he was afraid of me and the strength of my attack.

"Please, Jay… make love to me," he murmured, rubbing his lips against my neck. I shut my eyes tight, holding my movements, and took a deep breath. I needed to calm down.

Unable to deny him that anymore, I couldn't hurt him either, I had to take my time. This had to be memorable for the pleasure it gave him, not for the dread I remember my first bottoming experience to be.

I needed to ask and be certain of his decision, though.

"Are you sure?" I asked, looking into his metallic pale green eyes, trying to find any kind of hesitance. I found none. He nodded, stretching his neck in a bid to reach for my lips.

I kissed him quickly, then after taking his shirt off, I leaned in capturing his lips on mine and a symphony started playing in my head. I slowly, rhythmically started moving against his tight muscled body, and I dragged my warm mouth to his ear whispering, "You are in for a treat, baby."

Brushing my lips down his jaw line, I kissed every inch of skin, sliding down his neck, finally reaching his collarbone, and licking along it.

"Fuck, Jay… your tongue." I couldn't hold the smile that broke out of me with a chuckle.

Letting go of his hands, mine strongly and slowly made their way down his sides. Pressing him against the mattress, I propped myself up, moving down his body, licking his muscled outlines, one by one.

Edward hissed, arching his back from the bed, entwining his fingers in my hair.

Jesus, I just loved his taste!

His moans were really low and subtle. His whimpers and gasps fueled my want and I really needed to keep them at bay or I would turn into the growling tiger people watched in my videos.

I finally got to his belly button. My boy had close to no body hair above his waistline. No chest hair whatsoever or happy trail. I lapped my tongue up and down the sensitive skin under his naval flicking it back and forth, looking at him, trying to still his withering body.

"Hmmmmm, Jay… your tongue is gonna kill me." He whimpered.

His waistband was loose, and moving my tongue farther south, I snaked the tip beneath his underwear. Without hesitation, his hands flew to his pants, removing them hurriedly and clumsily, almost hitting my chin with his knee.

"Sorry, Jay. Are you okay?" He sounded genuinely worried.

"I'm okay, baby. You didn't hit me. I'm fine," I said, smiling at his haste, helping him loose anything that remained covering his body.

What a sight.

My boy.

In my bed.

Naked.

Kneeling between his legs, I sat on my heels and enjoyed the view. Ed looked back at me with a ghost of a smile on his face.

Massaging his legs and thighs I started explaining what I would do,

"Baby… I'm gonna take it easy on you. I don't want you to go through what I went through and I hope you enjoy your first time. I bought something to numb the pain a little. I promise I will use it cautiously and I will be careful while making love to you. I need you to promise me to say if you can't handle the pain or if you are not enjoying it, 'cause I guarantee, I don't mind bottoming for you forever if you wanted me to."

He kept looking at me as if expecting me to do something.

"Promise me," I seriously instructed.

"I promise," he murmured.

Leaning down, I buried my face on his crotch, breathing him in, licking the soft skin between his hip and thigh. He immediately opened his legs farther, granting me full access to every erotic portion of his pelvis. Seeing the plug still sitting deep inside him made me growl in anticipation.

"Fuck…" was all I could coherently say.

My lips and tongue moved to his perineum and I teased him licking it up and down, letting my lips caress the soft edges as the tip of my tongue blazed a trail down it's center, before sucking it into a kiss, continuing down, reaching oh so close to the plug and back up, licking up his balls.

"Hmmm, baby… You taste so fucking good. Don't think you could taste any better even if your nuts were covered in chocolate, though I'd like to try that sometime babe," I huskily whispered.

"Yeah, Nutella's my favorite…" he whimpered, looking down at me.

"Oh, yeah, baby." I kept licking him but let my fingers roam until they were touching the plug, pulling and pushing it a little, just teasing him for now.

As I engulfed his cock, making him wince at the feeling, I pulled the plug farther out, almost removing it completely, before pushing it right back in all over again.

"Take it out… take it out… I want you inside me, not that damn plug anymore," he rasped, swallowing hard.

So I did. I pulled the plug all the way out and sat it on the bed beside me, replacing it with my lube coated fingers.

"Baby… it's gonna tickle a little, but it'll soon pass," I warned him.

As I was lowering my head to suck on him again, I heard him plead, "Please… just fuck me… else I'm gonna come so fast in your mouth. This feels way too good, Jay, please."

By now he was actively pushing back on my fingers. Adding a third, pumping in and out of him, I made sure he was loose enough for me.

Removing my fingers, I aligned my dick to his delicate puckered hole and slowly pushed myself inside him.

I watched as he stretched around me, the star surrounding my entrance smoothing out into the perfect shape for my cock. I couldn't begin to explain the exquisite feeling of contentment, passion, devotion and joy that took over me the moment my cock breached his tight ring, eliciting from him the sweetest moan in appreciation.

Leaning over him, I looked for his eyes, needing to look into his soul as we merged as one.

Sliding inside him, I felt his back arching while his eyes closed. I slowed down my movements even more.

Once completely inside him, I kissed his lips softly, trying to regain his attention.

"Are you okay, baby?" I asked, looking into his slowly opening glittering pools. He nodded, once focus met focus we were locked in place and the bond was complete.

"I nearly came, baby. You feel amazing inside me, Jay… so, so good." His eyes half closed but they were unable and unwilling to break the link that was getting stronger by the second.

Reverently, I rocked my hips back and forth, slowly, my own desire burning me inside out, every cell in my body commanding me to jackhammer my boy, only my heart convincing me otherwise.

I needed him to love doing this. I needed him to enjoy fucking and being fucked as much as me.

Leaning down, I kissed his lips, never letting my eyes stray from his, his moans and cries of "yes" rolling from his lips, his eyes fluttering between open and closed, and his lips following mine, opening and closing at my will.

Trying to hold on, I stilled my movements from time to time, not sure I would be able to last too long. My mouth wouldn't retreat from attacking his; I just couldn't get enough of his taste. I wanted to consume him.

Needing him to come soon, I slid my left hand between us and wrapped my fingers around his cock earning a loud whimper from him. Stroking his cock I heard him moan, "Faster… I'm gonna come… I'm gonna come!"

I couldn't hold it any longer! I was buried inside my boy, making him come, feeling his ring clenching around my dick. My mouth vibrated with his groaning against my lips, as his cock spilled his warm seed all over my hand and our stomachs and my cock convulsed inside him in a frenzy I had never experienced before! We rode our orgasms to their end, but Ed wanted more.

Wired up, he held me and pushed me over until my back was on the bed, and climbing on top of me, he attacked my neck and shoulders, biting me as if I were his last meal. I reached for his cock and he was still hard as a rock, his breathing was ragged and his hands were rubbing me all over, his right one traveling south, yanking my left leg up to have access to my ass.

Grinding his cock into my hand, I felt his fingers brush over my entrance and I knew what he was after. Before he had a chance to say anything I rasped, "I want you to fuck me... I want you to fuck me!"

I felt his fingers rushing into me in the attempt to prep me for him, but I wanted him inside me, I wanted to feel him come inside me again, I was a mess of want and need for him and so I let him know. "Don't need that… don't need that… just fuck me, now!"

Edward slid his come covered cock inside me, pushing his way in hard and fast. His hips frantically rocked back and forth. His mouth attached to my shoulders, neck, jaw and lips, positively feasting on my body. His hands were in my hair. I was almost folded in half, the burn consuming me as the love I knew I felt for him just grew stronger!

Feeling my balls tightening, I knew I wouldn't last another minute, "Ed… Ed… I'm gonna come… I'm gonna come!" His speed picked up and was a blur as my cock erupted; I heard his husky voice in my ear "I love you, Jay. I fucking love you." And my walls were washed in his warm seed again.

Bliss.

There wasn't any other word that could better describe what I was feeling.

Edward slid his cock out of my hole as soon as our orgasms wore out.

"Did I hurt you, Jay?" he asked with sorrow glistening in his eyes.

"No babe… you didn't hurt me… are you sore?"

"Just a little bit… but I guess that's normal…" he pointed out with a smile on his face. "Thank you for making it so special… so good."

His lips were instantly back on mine. Breaking the kiss, he added, "I don't know what happens to me when I'm with you. I just can't hold it for too long."

"Same happens to me, babe." And suddenly a weird thought came to my mind. "I wonder what we'll do if Corbin casts us together for a scene?"

His brows furrowed instantly and we were silent for a while, until he had an idea, "Well, you can wear me out… make me come like two or three times before the scene. Maybe that can make me last longer while 'acting' it with you." His naughty smirk and sparkly eyes warmed my heart.

"Ain't you a horny beautiful fucker?"

Pulling myself up, I sat with my back on the headrest. Ed cleaned me up with the sheet—I know, not very sanitary, but my boy had a LOT to learn about gay sex—and sat between my legs, his back to my chest.

As we sat there for a while, Edward playing with my hands, I noticed marks on his fingers and asked him, "What are these calluses on your fingers?" I asked.

"These?" Showing me the ones that caught my eye, I nodded. "It's from playing the violin."

"You play the violin?" To say I was surprised would be an understatement.

"I do. That's what's in the case I had with me all the time. I play the piano, too."

"My god… those fingers must be really skilled, huh?" I commented chuckling. He joined me and laughed at my comment, nodding. "Will you play for me?"

"Sure… but not now… I'm desperate for a short rest," he said yawning.

Removing the soiled sheet and retrieving a throw from my chair, I eventually pulled him down into the bed with me, enveloping him in my warmth. Having him so close to me, with his scent invading my nostrils and numbing my brain I finally had a chance to confess:

"I love you too, Edward…"

THE END


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