This chapter is prompted by DarthLeathertush - Alfie is gay and no one accepts that, He self harms to make himself feel better until he meets Dylan (Who never got killed by the ghk) and they fall in love.

Then not long ago DarthLeathertush private messaged me asking me to add them getting intimate so thats what I did :) if you don't like to men getting intimate then don't read :)

"What you can't be gay" Mac had said "I always knew you was different" Ellie had said "Alfie the pufter" Nathan had said. Why was they being like this? the youngest nightingale questioned himself over and over for weeks on end, trying to figure the answer, to him it didn't really mean anything that he was gay, he had known for quite a long time now, he just didn't know how to tell his family, he had even kissed a boy when he was aged five.

The youngest nightingale was sat in his room doing his homework, he couldn't quite put all his focus into it as the torment from him telling his family had finally come out of the young teen, he had started to cry, a few tears spilling out and hitting down onto his homework, realizing that is he carried on crying over his homework like this then someone was bound to find out that he's been crying, so he pulls his chair away from his desk and suck back into his chair, he tried his hardest to make the tears go away but nothing seemed to work.

A release. but how can I have this release of feelings? the youngest Nightingale questioned himself. The young teen glanced at his desk and noticed his pencil sharpener. "That's it" he said to himself he stood up and walked over to his desk, he opened one of the draws on the underneath and began rummaging in that draw, until he found what he was looking for; a small screwdriver. He always kept a small screwdriver with him, so that if his glasses came loose he could just tighten them. He took the screwdriver and picked up the pencil sharper and unscrewed it, he picked the tiny little blade up and stared at it for a good five minutes, the tears still kept falling but only silent.

He soon rolled his one sleeve up, he thought for a moment before placing the sharpener blade against his soft milky skin, he swiftly flicked the blade against his skin, the droplets of blood oozed from the cut and the youngest Nightingale felt his release, the feeling like his pain and torment meant nothing at this moment, he pressed the blade against his skin and cut himself six times in a row all horizontal. Once he had finished these he looked at his arm, all that came through his head was 'what have I done? what if someone found out about this?' he quickly lept to the bathroom and began to swill his arm under the tap, little did he know that Ellie was in the shower, she never usually locked the door because everyone normally just leaves he alone to shower.

"Who's there" Ellie called from the shower and peeked her head around the curtain covering her body "Alfie, what are you doing" Ellie said confused looking at her brother who was manically swilling his arm under the tap, Alfie was beginning to panic now "I'm umm... cooling down my burn" The young teen spurted out at his sister "a burn? what did you burn yourself on" Ellie asked him again still feeling confused "a ummm.. cup of tea" Alfie replied sounding slightly nervous "okay then, can you leave now, our little poof" Ellie added slightly nastily, the young teen sighed and ran back to his room.

Why hadn't she even noticed that I'd been crying? why does she have to be such a bitch? the young Nightingale stormed over to his desk and sat at the chair, he wanted, no yearned for feeling of release so he picked up the sharpener blade that was covered in his blood and started to slash at both arms in all sorts of directions, not caring where the cuts had landed he just wanted this to all go away.

It was at breakfast in the morning where they all sat down to eat pancakes, Alfie had tried to cover his arms as much as he can, when he was washing his hands he wouldn't even roll his sleeves up as to not get them wet, he had soaked all the way through his school uniform and his dad had scolded his for it. But now they was sitting together ready to eat "Alfie walked in on me in the shower last night" Ellie said loudly making sure everyone heard her "not you type though Alf" Nathan said snarkily "shes my sister" Alfie snapped at his brother "not really" Elli said "good job" Ellie muttered quietly but the youngest of the Nightingale's still heard her. Alfie got up without even touching his breakfast "Where do you think you're going" Mac demanded "school" Alfie snapped back, he had had enough of all the snide comments Ellie had made "You need to finish your breakfast" Mac demanded again "I don't want to, I'm not hungry" The young teen snapped and stormed out the door and went to school.

When Alfie was at school he met Dylan; the social misfit who liked to wear women's clothes, they had agreed to meet each other at Ester's Magic Bean and have a coffee and a chat, Alfie had gone home to get changed, he wore light denim super skinny jeans, a tight black long sleeved shirt topped with a purple hoodie and grey high tops on, the outfit emphasized his small physique. Alfie sat alone for awhile, he had already had one coffee before Dylan arrived, Dylan was dressed in a long black dress with purple trimmings with some chunky goth boots on, he was wearing a lot of eye makeup, Dylan came and sat next to Alfie "do you mind me dressed like this" He asked the young Nightingale "of course" Alfie replied like this was the most obvious answer any one could ever give.

They sat and spoke to each other for two solid hours before Dylan said "I have to go, dad needs me to help him sort out a few things, wanna meet me in the folly at six pm tomorrow" Alfie couldn't believe what he had just heard, Dylan; who was absolutely perfect wanted to see him again, he blushed a deep shade of crimson and awkwardly said "yeah, thanks" Dylan smiled at the young teens awkwardness and blushing "Alright then see you tomorrow, probably at school as well" He chuckled lightly and kissed Alfie on the lips, Alfie froze for a few seconds, but quickly kissed him back, Dylan lifted Alfie to his feet and held him around the waist, Alfie held onto Dylan's shoulders as they kissed each other passionately, Ester had looked over and smiled to herself as she continued wiping down the tables, Dylan pulled away from the kiss "remember Folly, six pm, tomorrow okay" Dylan said with a smile and left, Alfie sat back down in awe.

He really just kissed me? he wants to meet me again? what is this feeling inside of me? those was all questions that Alfie wanted to ask, but then Ester came over and broke his chain of thought, want another coffee" She asked smiling gently at the young Nightingale "yeah thanks" Alfie said smiling, while his face was still a deep shade of crimson.

The rest of the day went by and Alfie was happy the whole way through until the next day, even his family's snide comments couldn't put him down, he was on could nine, the happiest he had felt in a long time. Now cam the time for him to go to the Folly and meet Dylan, he had had a shower and got dressed, he made sure he smelt nice and left the house before anyone could notice, as he got to the folly Dylan was already there and waiting "you like nice" He had said to Alfie, Alfie blushed slightly "thanks, you too" Alfie replied.

It had been a while of us talking when Dylan suddenly started to passionately kiss Alfie, he lay Alfie across the bench they was sitting on and starts kissing his neck, Alfie was whimpering slightly at how sensitive this part of him was that was being kissed, Alfie rubbed his hands through Dylan's hair. Dylan pushed his hand up Alfie's shirt and caressed his nipples, Alfie had never felt this way before, he was still a virgin, and as it seems Dylan was not, Alfie became slightly nervous but that soon started to fade away when he felt Dylan's hand connect with his crotch, Alfie bucked his hips forward at the shock pleasure that had just hit him, Alfie moved his hand and sat it on top of Dylan's hand, Dylan broke his mouth away from Alfie's neck "too much" He asked the young Nightingale "wont people see us" Alfie asked Dylan "Nope, I put up signs saying that no one can come in" Dylan reassured him "okay" Alfie said trusting Dylan.

Dylan soon unzipped Alfie's jeans and had pulled his cock out, he began stroking the young Nightingale's cock up and down gently, Alfie's body arching with the pleasure, it wasn't long until they was both naked, it was Alfie's shirt that was last to come off, Dylan looked at his arms and stroked them "you self harm" he asked Alfie, Alfie hadn't remembered to try and cover up his arms, he was enjoying this moment too much to even think about it "just leave it, continue please" Alfie pleaded with Dylan, Dylan complied and began kissing Alfie's neck again, he made his way down his body then he reached his cock, he kissed the head lightly and Alfie moaned loudly, Dylan could sense he had never had this done to him before then he took his whole cock into his mouth at once, this had shocked Alfie; he didn't stay quiet, he screamed out loudly in pleasure.

Dylan continued to suck him of until he was about to release then he stopped, Alfie's whole body tensed up "why did you stop" he panted "because" Dylan replied and went over to his bag and pulled out a bottle of lube and put some on his fingers, Alfie looked shocked by this and Dylan could tell "Don't worry, it'll be fine" he reassured Alfie, he pressed one of his fingers against Alfie's entrance, he pushed it in slowly, Alfie arched with this new presence inside his body, it wasn't long before he was asking for more, Dylan had complied every time until three fingers was moving around nicely in his entrance, he pulled his fingers out "You're ready" he said, Alfie was disappointed that he had removed his fingers but knew it was for the best.

Dylan had positioned Alfie's legs around his neck "are you ready" he asked the young Nightingale, he nodded, the Dylan thrusted himself into Alfie, Alfie had screamed out in pleasure "did I hurt you" Dylan asked concerned "no...keep going" Alfie panted, Dylan nodded and continued to thrust into him, it had only been a few minutes and Alfie had already climaxed three times and was on his way to his forth "I'm gonna-" Alfie panted and released again, but this time Dylan released inside of Alfie at the same time, Alfie was screaming and moaning loudly through pleasure, and then once the had finished Dylan had moved next to Alfie and held him in his arms "was that okay" Dylan asked Alfie, Alfie just smiled and nodded still completely flushed " Would you like that again sometime" Dylan asked "yes please" Alfie replied and they lay there for an hour, enjoying each others company, it was the first time in ages that they both felt completely comfortable in who they are, after that moment they realized; they was in love.

That's the end of that chapter :) hope you all enjoyed it, never wrote smut before hope it was okay :) xx

Next chapter prompted by guest - Trevor is let out of prison, he and Grace argue and then admit their feelings for each other.