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~animechick1998


Chapter 2; Bella's P.O.V.:

"Bella!" I heard the joyful voice of my mother call out my name as I exited the front of the airport and walked out onto the drop-off, and pick-up sidewalk outside. She was parked a few cars away from where I was but in less than a second she was by my side and hugging me like made. And, in return, I did the same. "It's nice to see you too, mom." I announced to her in a normal voice with a smile. We continued our hug for about a minute more, and then we broke apart as Phil came over. "Hey Bella, how have you been?" He questioned of mee, a kind smile on his face. "I've been as good as anyone can be." I replied back, making a smile go to my own face. I know Phil wouldn't notice my forced smile or that my tone seemed depressed, he hasn't known meal my life, but I know my mom notice. I could tell by the look on her face she secretly gave me.

To be honest, I have to say I already forgot how warm it was in Florida. Sure, I had just been here about a month prior to this current day, but with living in cold, rainy Forks it was easy to forget what real warmth felt like. At least I forgot whenever I wasn't around Jacob… I thought to myself, but then quickly shook that thought from my head as I, my mother, and Phil walked over to the car and all got inside of it. The man my mother married, my stepfather, started the vehicle we were all in at the moment, and then he drove off about thirty seconds later. I refuse my thoughts to linger on~! ...To linger on the unmentionable two. Yes, that is what I now refer my former best friend and former boyfriend at all. Whenever my thoughts did go to either of them, I immediately became more depressed then what I already am just form knowing I decided to likely never see either of them again. And, even though I'm in the hot climate of Florida, I couldn't help but feel so… Just to feel so cold. A sensation I never felt with either of them despite their different body heats… My thoughts reminded me, and I could feel expression instantly as my mind wandered to the place I just swore to not let it wander too.

But, I quickly snapped my thoughts back to the current moment as I heard my mother voice question, "Bella honey, are you okay?" She was looking in the driver's mirror at me, and in return I could see the worry that lay within her eyes.

"Yeah mom, I'm just fine." I responded to her with a forced but as realistic as possible smile, but then I couldn't help but add in my thoughts, I'm at least as fine as I could ever be after tearing my mind, heart, and soul away from the two halves of my life.

Once we got to the house and entered inside, I saw that the packages that had apparently been sent over-night express to my mother's and Phil's home were now there. (The over-night express be the work of no other then the loving, bubbly Alice.) It's easy to think about Alice, whenever I thought of her my mind didn't automatically go to another certain person. It was easy to think of Carlisle, Esme, Emmett, Jasper, and Rosalie too. Hell, if was even easy to think of everyone involved on the secret of the wolf pack down on the reservation. And for you to believe it or not, it was even as easy as daylight to think of the father of certain person and not have my thoughts wander-off to that specific person!

And now, back to the current moment of time, the packages that had been 'sent' where four cardboard shipping boxes, each about half my height. All together, the boxes held my bed pillow, bed sheets/blanket, my clothes, my bath utilities, and then whatever Alice had bought for me and put in the fourth box. I gave her that. I figured I might as well give her something since I knew I was upsetting her from my decision.

~Flash Back To the Past Day, Saturday~

"Alice, I really am sorry." I stated as I tapped up the last of three cardboard boxes that help my things, setting the tap gun down after doing so. "Bella, I told you already that you don't need to feel sorry about this. It's your decision, it's your life, and I have no right to get mad at what you decide." She replies back to me, and I can't help but sigh. "Alice, I know you and all vampires are surprisingly perfect at masking true emotions when they really want too, but you don't fool me one bit." I state as I sit down on my bed, patting the spot next to me which Alice took a second later while sighing a gentle huff of air herself.

"You know, you must really hang out with vampire to much if you can read their emotions through the masking them." Alice stated bluntly, and then she giggled her wind-chimed giggle as I couldn't help but giggle a bit myself. "No, I can only tell that with you. It's just easy to tell what you're really feeling by the level of bubbliness you are." I state simply, the pixie-girl rolling her eyes a little at that. However, the atmosphere turned a bit serious and slightly depressing she embraced me as tightly as possible for her without there being a chance of her harming was sad, I could tell by how rigid she was. "I wish you choose not to leave, but I know you being… You being pulled apart like this hurts…" Alice whispered, and I hugged her back as she did so.

"I know, and I'm glad you do understand. I just wish it didn't mean leaving you all sad…" I whispered back, and then I suddenly got an idea and I started to pull back from our hug. Alice, noticing this, released her grasp slowly and pulled out of the hug at the same time. "Say Alice... What if I said to you I'll let you pack a fourth box the same size as the others full of anything you want to go out and buy me. Clothes, books, jewelry, etc… What would your response be?" I questioned the pixie-like vampire girl. She blinked a moment, but then she smiled brightly with a squeal. "I would do just that, and then I'd go and buy a bunch of things for you tonight and pack them up before I leave to 'ship' the boxes to Florida." She responded, and I couldn't help but smile at her happiness.

~Flashback Ended~

I was lying in bed as I had this flashback, and I can't help but smile as I recall this moment between myself and Alice. Sure, we've had 'bonding moments' before, but this was one of the ones I didn't feel tortured by because it didn't involve me becoming the girl's life-sized Barbie doll. I sighed gently then, rolling over in bed and looking up at the crescent moon shining through my window. I knew that Victoria may still be coming after me, but if she didn't know that I left Forks, at least the Cullens and the wolves will have a better chance of catching her without me being there for them to worry about protecting. Here, even though I knew I may be more than likely safe, I couldn't help but feel so exposed, scared, helpless, and unprotected. And, the reason I felt like this isn't because Vitoria's after me, I never felt like this in Forks.

The reason for that was because Edward's arms were around me every night and Jacob was always outside watching over me. I note din my thoughts, and then sighed again as I closed my eyes. I wasn't going to let myself cry over them, not at all. I love them, dearly, so much. And, I'm honestly wondering how much either of them loves me with trying to get me to choose between them at the time and making me feel guilty. I know they know their making me feel that guilt too. I just wish I didn't have to choose, wish I never met them, and to wish… To wish I didn't exist. That would hurt less than knowing about them, being so close to them, and just leaving them. It might have been easier to choose a different choice then to not choose at all, but at least being away from both of them means I won't have to face the pain of cutting part of myself away. I wouldn't have to face the pain of possibly losing one of them forever.


So, just like before, i gotta ask... How'd you all like it? :) I hope you all loved it honestly, but if you didn't... *Has an entire army of newborn vampire standing behind me* I can just cope I suppose... x3 lol Anyways, please read and review! Hasta Lavista! XD

~animechick1998