Memories of No one
In week I didn't get chance to talk to Lelouch privately always something interrupted me and Nunnally noticed it too. She asked about it and I answered: "It's just he had misunderstood one thing and I want to correct it but I haven't been able to" she looked confused and asked: "Is it important?" I answered: "Yes" quickly to her she smiled and said: "Since it isn't anything that made big brother upset, there shouldn't be any rush to it right? Then wait until you get chance to correct it, hurrying things not always lead in anything good" I smiled and thank her for her advice. She was right it would be better think good timing to say it then rush to confession; this day was busy day even for me as host so concentrating would be good. Lelouch act had improved and fan girls kept requesting him, Shirley in mermaid outfit was popular too. Others outfits were; Milly was dressed priestess of shrine, Kallen had sailor outfit, Nina was dressed as nurse and Nunnally was in princess dress. This café seemed some sort of maniac fan service place, but thanks to this activity I noticed that not all were really thinking us as those same named in history.
In Last day of the keeping the café I told it to Milly and she smiled as she said: "They are same as we were; we didn't know how to approach you two" I didn't come to think of that. I doubt Lelouch thought about it either so I talked to him; "I thought that might be case" but he didn't say anything else at moment. He couldn't since girls kept asking for him as host, I was starting feel fine until one gave him envelope with heart shaped sticker. Nina this time sighed and said to envious voice: "Lelouch received a love letter again? He sure is popular I wish I could get one when he has got over 20 by now" her voice time to time went so quiet I didn't catch what she said. Club activities were about to end when I asked from Milly, where Lelouch had left since I haven't seen sight of him for some time ago. "Lelouch? I saw someone to enter this shop, Lelouch seem to know her and he asked for rest of day off" I was a bit confused; Lelouch didn't much knew someone other than past these visiting students. I run off to the council said Milly to say Nunnally that I'd come with Lelouch to get her, so I went looking for Lelouch. He wasn't far as I took look of around I saw him at roof of school talking to green hair girl, so I hurried to him.
"Hold on Lelouch!" I yelled as I got there, they both were starlet so I continued: "You're not planning something, right?" somehow as I saw her I didn't think of anything else than he might have been asking if she knew something about that serial killer. "Suzaku" he said a bit worried tone, girl looked at him and said: "Well that's all I can say so good luck, Lelouch" she then looked at me, smirked as she walked right past me. Lelouch sighed hard and glared at me as he said: "I hope you are happy now, I almost manage to ask about serial killer before you show up" she did know the killer of Lelouch parents and apparently I have come in bad timing. It really made me feel bad but he pats my shoulder and said: "Well I did manage ask more closely about his geass so it's okay, let's go home now Suzaku" I knew I had to say something but instead of something I wanted all along say I said: "She is C. C. Right?" his expression told more than words. "Yeah, she is. Where did you know that?" his question was good where indeed I knew it was her name as I struggled in answering he sighed and told me to forget it.
"I am I an idiot?" I thought on away back to get Nunnally, so I sighed and said: "Lelouch, there's something I want to say to you, but I guess it can wait until after we catch this guy" he blinked. "It's unrelated to serial Killer? That reminds me you been-" his sentence was cut by Nunnally when she came to sulk about leaving her behind. To me it seems so that Lelouch knew I been trying to say something to him, it's not like him to forget so it meant he waited until I could? It sounded a bit odd to me I was going to straight way ask him even though Nunnally was there until she said: "Milly said if you don't want your letters be burned you better come take them with you" for some reason he dashed off to clubroom. Nunnally chuckled to him as he seems in hurry to pick them up from club, this scene made me want to forget about telling it to him and concentrate in recover from my crush.
Lelouch never answered as Nunnally had asked if there was any important letter among them, instead he changed topic quick and painlessly. At home Nunnally suddenly asked me as Lelouch left to make some tea: "Did you correct misunderstanding with big brother?" I told her that I didn't tell him it I didn't bare to tell her that I have given in. "Oh, but if you don't confess soon he might be stolen by someone else" I got starlet as she said that and asked trying to dodge it: "Confess what? Are you perhaps misunderstood something?" she looked puzzled and answered: "Well since I asked opinion from other club members, so I really don't know but Suzaku seem like hiding something and that might have been it. But I guess it isn't?" I made it to her clear that it wasn't like that, though it was a lie. Lelouch had returned and we all talked about things and laughed until it was time for go to sleep.
I was about to fall asleep when I heard knocking at door. "Suzaku" Lelouch had said quietly and I went quickly to open door for him, he came in and sat down on bed so I took chair from my desk. "What is it Lelouch?" I asked from him, he was looking at me which changed into awkward gaze. "Well since you have been trying to say something to me, I thought this would be best timing for ask it" I couldn't possibly say it in this sort of situation so I said: "It really doesn't matter that much" since he wouldn't stop asking I said instead: "I've been thinking of that reincarnation possibility and figured that this might be it" he looked a long time at me asked a bit with wavering voice: "Are you upset remembering Euphemia's case?" I shook my head. He sighed and said: "I thought you loved her just like me" and I got pissed off; "I loved her, but I've already found someone else I love even more" he was a bit confused and tried to ask who it was. Until he quit I was nervous if he even would try guessing himself; "Okay I give up, but that means I can date Euphemia right?" I froze in my spot and asked why he wants to do that. "I got love letter from her, I thought once your memories return you might get upset if I dated her I wasn't going to answer it but-" I had cut his sentence there and I asked again: "Why you would date her, because you used to like her? She might not be like that anymore" he was little quiet so I continued: "Is it really your feeling or Lelouch vi Britannia's feeling?" he didn't much had chance to answer that when I kept going: "You would go for her because you loved her in past life, you're not thinking your current life or the fact that I love you" it accidently slipped out. Silence became unbearable so I said: "I said it so say something" he sighs as soon as he spoke out I was prepared in turn out: "May I say I think about it?" I was dazzled so I nod but he wasn't finished yet; "you were right, I didn't thought about my current life, however I'm too confused to answer you right away" I smiled to him as I said: "Well it was my fault to drop it all on you at once" he seemed to puzzle about something as he went back to his room.
I couldn't sleep since Lelouch's words think about it had cause of feeling having butterflies in stomach, thinking he might answer to my feelings made it bearable. I forgot the fact that I did lied on remembering Euphemia to Lelouch, at morning as I walked to school with Lelouch and Nunnally I saw girl with stunningly bright light pink hair that was long enough to seem like reach to knees. "You like admire her in distance?" Lelouch had said which got me starlet and stumble with my legs. "It's not that!" I yelled to him without considering if others heard me he glared at me as he said: "More, huh?" to himself and continued walking past me so I remembered Euphemia all of suddenly. I had so far always denied them as that they were only dreams but now I remembered her too clearly to deny anything. "I was the Zero knight in last reincarnated life? Or had I reborn?" I thought but I decided to not think about it, because no matter how much I try I can't put it in away that made sense to me.
"Lelouch is enough for me" I thought a loud accidently, I got starlet that someone heard it and said: "You like Lelouch too? Then we are rivals" it was Euphemia. I smirked and said quietly and carefully: "You heard that?" she nodded and my jaw dropped. She chuckled for it and said: "Don't worry I won't tell anyone" she offered her hand for handshake as she said: "I'm Euphemia, what's your name?" as I shake her hand I said: "I'm Kururugi Suzaku" she seemed to be curious about me. "So you're named after historic person too" she said without any change of tone in her voice, I didn't say anything "That was too obvious to say right? Lelouch lectured for it when I first met him" she chuckled. "Shame Student's council's café is ended already" I looked her and said: "Yeah serving tables is honestly tiring, I didn't notice you came in there too" she blushed as she tried to make me buy that she was there because her friends dragged her with them. Talking to her seemed somehow natural that I didn't feel meeting her first time, as I thought it more closely I tried to chase away thought of begin reincarnated.
In a classroom at break time Lelouch ask from me: "What you talked about with Euphemia?" I was a bit spacing out but as I realized it: "Are you curious about my and Euphemia's conversation?" with wicked smirk. He had slight blush as he answered: "If you don't want to answer just say so" I smiled but thought to not tease him anymore and said: "It's only normal conversation between rivals" he blushed and mumbled word idiot. With I expected that he knows that she knows my feelings towards Lelouch, so he wouldn't feel I had confess him to get his hands off Euphemia to get her to myself.
At Lunch break was a bit awkward feeling in air but suddenly out of nowhere appeared Euphemia with wide smile. "Hey! May I join with you guys?" she said without any understanding of situation I nodded and Lelouch said to her: "Well there's no harm in it, we are here at roof top every lunch time, so you can join any time you want" I blinked. She looks happy for invitation Lelouch gave her, suddenly she looked at me as if asking I was fine with it I said: "If Lelouch invites you then I'm fine don't look for my permission" and sighed after it. Lelouch said: "Don't speak like I'm not here" he acted as nothing happened, Euphemia tried to cover up but it was no use. "Suzaku's outfit was your work right Euphemia?" I heard this first time and asked: "Really? She did that flashy prince outfit?" Lelouch looked at me as he continued: "Oh, I forgot we discussed about it while you were gone I was supposed to tell you that our outfit were only borrowed from craft club who made them for theater club" I felt for a moment deceived right there. Euphemia looked delighted and said: "I bet you looked great in that!" while happily eating her lunch.
Over a month passed away in carefree way until, Lelouch noticed C. C. again nearby school so he suddenly said us to go ahead and run off on his own. "Nunnally!" I yelled and she knew without my saying that I needed to go with him so she said: "Just go Suzaku, I ask Milly to take me home if it's necessary" and waved to me. I run after him which was quite easy because he wasn't fast runner, also because C. C. had stopped moving around. "Why are you spying her around?" I asked from him but he hushed me, which made me a bit pissed off but once I noticed movement so went more hidden. "Could it be that serial killer?" I asked whispering and he only nodded to me, it was girl not guy that talked to C. C. so I asked again: "Isn't that a girl?" he sighed. "No one said it was guy, avoid looking in her eyes her geass might be self-active" he said it in really low voice, from that I started to understood what he said before. "Just like in happened in Euphemia's case?" I asked just he froze so I withdraw my question by saying: "You don't have to answer; I just thought that might be case" we had to follow them for a while. As we had reached to large mansion we finally heard their conversation.
"You're going to start from here? It's Lelouch vi Britannia's old building. Didn't you say you were huge fan of him?" girl with long black hair grinned and said with insanity glitter in her eyes: "That's why I'm going here first; someone other than Lelouch vi Britannia dares to live here? I need to see that motherfuckers face" she walked in but C. C. stayed outside, Lelouch waved to follow him some other route to inside. "Her geass is to turn anyone who sees them into obedient or so C. C. said" Lelouch said as we head inside I was a bit confused so I asked: "Obedient?" he looked at me and explained it to me: "Mine was 'Make someone do a favor' in other words 'order' her most likely makes them obedient to all her whims" he knew that much for first time meeting. "C. C. told you that?" his answer yes to my question stunned me and he continued: "She doesn't like her, though she was one to that gave her the geass" that I figured as we followed them here. However suddenly we heard suspicious sound on upstairs with gunshots, Lelouch told me to stay still and to not make any hasty moments.
Lelouch turn to take charge
I find it odd that Suzaku did as I said but I guessed it was because he trusted I didn't want to think he was under her geass. I went for look the killer I wanted to find out if she was the serial killer that killed my parents and ever since I heard from C. C. about this girl I went to find Zero's helmet. I brought it with me improved every day to school, I thought it would come handy since Zero's helmet was one-side mirror gaze type of geass didn't get pass it.
I stopped her make sure she would think I have gun "Okay, miss serial killer I have question to ask you; did you killed all the Lamperouge family?" I asked her she laughed madly and said: "I was only looking for my prince of darkness that family was mistake" and she quickly turned around I was froze I didn't know what happened but once Suzaku came I got woken for some reason. He looked worried as he asked: "What happened here you been just standing still like an idiot for sunrise?" I noticed it and cursed that girl. "I was begin cautious yet got trapped in her geass" I didn't remember what she said in moment but Suzaku rushed me to leave there so I left with him. "Don't you remember anything that happened?" I looked to him quick glance at Suzaku but returned back to stare away from him. "Where my helmet disappeared?" I suddenly noticed my helmet went missing and Suzaku was shocked so I continued as we returned to school: "Her geass apparently can't be blocked by even special glass, means she is too powerful in close combat I bet her ability works only as she is around in certain distance" Suzaku was even more worried and asked: "So you will froze like that every time she comes close to you? How you are going to beat her?" I smirked as I said: "Find out enemies powers and weakness is one step to victory, when I can't get close to her I just ask friend do it for me" he smiled back to me.
As we got to school though we missed many classes for the day; whole day didn't went past and we got to club too. Nunnally was worried about us but she looked happy that we were back to her any without wounds; Milly seemed to know why we weren't at school. She gave us a lecture before giving Nunnally back to our escort, Suzaku was right they were not alike I knew them in past life. Normally Nunnally wouldn't tell or Milly wouldn't get openly mad like this, I felt somehow relieved as we returned to home. I had to figure out some plan against this crazy chick so I excused myself and went to my room to study same time. I took a break from studying and went living room to watch TV, when came live news about this serial killer Nunnally and Suzaku joined too as they heard.
Crazy girl had my helmet which most likely was reason why she dared to move around in survey camera filled. She said the worst thing ever on live TV broadcast: "I know you watch this Lelouch Lamperouge! I have something to say to you, I love you. My prince of darkness" Suzaku looked at me as if asking what I was going to do, I sighed hard this was bad this girl was completely out of her mind. "If there were more people to help it could be great but I don't want to involve any more people in this" I had to come out something I could pull out with Suzaku so after saying that I returned to my room. They both looked pretty worried as I left there, Suzaku followed me and asked: "What about the student council club? We could ask for them?" I asked him if he wanted to involve them. "Then ask, I'm aware that you don't listen my reasons but right now-" he could tell that I was upset yet he did it again without my permission.
His kiss back then at hallway was overwhelming just like now it was and made my knees felt a weaken so I had to push him away from me. That time I was sure that he was only messing around with me and did it only to prove his point of view until he slipped out his feelings when we discussed about Euphemia. I was only messing around with him back as he had messed with me, but he always was my inspiration of fighting back Lelouch vi Britannia's fate instead to become proud of begin Lelouch Lamperouge. I said before going in my room: "If you do that without my permission again it'll be last time we see each other" I knew I was a bit harsh on him considering I didn't dislike it either. But the afterwards feeling was even more overwhelming this time and I couldn't figure any reason for it that made sense to me.
Next day we didn't much speak to each other, though it was Suzaku so far that started our conversation I just didn't realize it until now. Right now there were more things to worry about then his unusual behavior, once I remembered that girl's geass I decided that say him when Nunnally wasn't around to hear it: "I know you know this but I want confirm it from you, right now you're only one of us that isn't effect by this girl's geass so in the very bitter end you have to not look in her eyes and protect Nunnally" he was a bit unsure but he said: "Yeah" I tried to make him look at me as I continued: "You would do that even if it was me?" he got surprised by that and looked away as he said: "I don't say I'll protect her even if it meant to kill you, that I can't do I'll figure way to save both of you" I sighed. He was thinking I'd ask that from him? I thought it for a moment but laughed for it and said: "I know that, but reason why I told this is no matter what you do to bring me back to my senses I'll forgive it though I might not in right away" his confused but his look wasn't discomfort able like before this conversation.
"Even a kiss?" he suddenly asked and I said: "I said you that I won't forgive if you kiss me without permission, think rest of yourself you idiot" I bet he understood it better now. I had slight memory of that moment only thinking about that serial killer and if she was one that killed my and Nunnally's parents. That might be one of the rules of her geass like I had that it'd work only once on same person, more I thought about it more it made sense however it was only over 30% likely to be right. I suddenly saw C. C. heading towards our school alone I told Suzaku to take Nunnally to school and I went to talk to her. She sighed as she saw me; "You really shouldn't go school today Lelouch" she looked worried and I looked in Suzaku's direction I was about to go get them back.
"Don't worry she didn't went there as student or anything like that as long they stay normal routine they'll be fine" she said which a bit made me feel even more nervous, but she continued: "Her geass doesn't work if she doesn't see your eyes though she can memorize many, I'm sorry Lelouch if I knew this would happened-" I stopped her in there and said: "I thought you'd stop giving anyone geass but it's not like I'd hate you over it, my geass made me happy in its way" she looked relieved. "You never change" it kind of pissed me off and I complained: "I have, but my feelings from those times hadn't changed" she giggled so I just decided to go to school. I might have been in her memories but I needed to test out how close her control zone might be in.
Sorry, I got surprisingly busy by work and school at same time I forgot put them here (^_^)D *d's sweat drop* This tells badly how their memories of last reincarnation comes to them, Lelouch remembers his own words only not relationships for exactly otherwise he would remember Euphemia begin last life his step sister ... Suzaku's is fuzzy no in a way doesn't really member anything perfectly but Euphemia he remebers, think it as if looking uncapled tv with a lot buzz in it and lack of visuality to see what is happening. with that image you're close!
Or you can think Lelouch remembers everything perfectly. But to think how you would like about his intentions from now gives me goosebumps some of parts I don't still know how to solve but I hope I find away before I get to by writing so far...
