Hey guys, So I wasn't planning on posting a chapter today but when I got online and saw that each of my stories had 2 reviews and they hadn't even been up for 12 hours, I got super excited

I want to thank the 2 of you who reviewed.

Clkaudiia - I dont speek Spanish but I do speek French so I did understand that, Thank you so much and here is another chapter for you :)
CiaLovesChannyForeverLovatic - Thank you so much it means alot. I did try to keep it along the lines of what really happened to demi but I also added my own ideas. This Chapter is for you too :)

Disclaimer: I dont own SWAC :'(

Hope you enjoy it.


Chad's POV

I watched Sonny run threw the halls and quickly start to lose sight of her.

After searching for her for a while I gave up and slide down the side of the wall. I put my head in my hands and ran my fingers threw my hair in an attempt to calm myself down.

I can't believe Sonny is cutting herself! Was that what she was trying to tell me today in the closet? Is that why she was crying?

Hundreds of questions fill my head but I'm at loss for answers. I closed my eyes and pounded my head against the wall.

"I have to find Sonny" I said, forcing myself to stand up. Sadly I have no idea where she could be.

I returned to the last place I saw her and start to randomly walk threw the unfamiliar halls.

I was just about to give up when I noticed a door open among all of the closed ones. I peeked my head in the door and saw a figure curled up against the wall.

I felt relief flow threw me as I noticed it was Sonny.

I debated waking her up but I didn't want her to run away again. I pulled her into my arms and started to find my way to my dressing room.

Normally it takes less than 5 minutes to get from stage 3 to stage 2 but considering I had no idea where I was and no one in Condor Studios is smart enough to put up maps it took me over half an hour.

When I finally did get to my dressing room I gently put Sonny down on the couch.

My arms were sore from holding her for so long and I gladly started to stretch them out.

I sat down on the floor resting my head against Sonny's knee prepared to wait as long as needed for her to wake questions started to fill my head as I stared at the beautiful girl I had fallen in love with. Was it me who was making her cut? Did I do something wrong? How long has this been going on? Who else knew about her problem? Did she have any other problems she wouldn't voice?

I'm embarrassed to say it but I probably waited 5 minutes before my curiosity started to drive me crazy and I started to wake Sonny up.

"Sonny" I gently whispered while I shook her shoulder lightly "wake up Sonshine"

Sonny's eyes started to flutter open and panic filled her beautiful brown eyes. She started to get up but I managed to hold her down this time. I pulled her to my chest and gently smoothed her hair.

"Shhh its okay Sonny, calm down. I'm not mad and I don't hate you. Everything's okay" I told her in a rush. I remembered what she had said earlier in the closet. How she though I would be mad and hate her. I knew I had to calm her down if I wanted any answers from her.

Upon hearing my words Sonny started to relax in my arms.

"You okay?" I asked her.

Sonny stared at me for a moment judging my emotions I assume before she did anything.

Sonny collapsed into my arms tears falling out of her eyes. "Shhh its okay calm down." I told her "everything's okay now."

"Chad, I'm so sorry." she cried "I wanted to tell you so badly but I didn't know what you would say."

"Its fine Sonny, but why are you doing this to yourself?" I asked her wondering what could possibly make Sonny so upset.

Sonny sighed. "I will tell you Chad but you have to promise to let me finish before you say anything okay?" I didn't really want to agree to that, but I knew how stubborn Sonny was and if I wanted to know what was going on I was going to have to agree.

"I promise" I said

Sonny looked down at her hands before she started to speak. "Well when I was younger and in school I was a fat kid." I frowned at this already not liking where this was going. "I never really cared about my weight, it wasn't something that bothered me until this one girl, Jessie Hamilton, came to my school." Sonny's eyes shifted to the door before she continued. "Jessie, was a huge bully towards me. It started out as her just excluding me from games and stuff like that. Stuff that would just annoy me. But then lead to bigger things like pushing me down the stairs and getting my other friends to all get up and leave when I came near them."

Sonny stopped and I whipped a tear from her cheek. She had never mentioned that she had problems at school before.

"Anyways Jessie verbally and physically abused me for years. She made me feel so bad about myself and I couldn't handle all the emotions. At the age of 13 I started cutting." Another stray tear fell down Sonny's cheek but she whipped it away before I had a chance to. "I hated myself so much and I needed a way to show that hate for myself in someway. That's why I started cutting"

I took Sonny's hand in mine and squeezed it, encouraging her to keep going.

"But no matter what she did to me and no matter how badly I was hurting inside, I always kept a smile on my face. That's why I'm called Sonny." She rolled her eyes as she stated to obvious.

I personally did think the name Sonny suited her better than Alison. She has always been an exploding ball of sunshine.

"I thought that when I moved here everything would go away, that I could put my past behind me and move towards the future. And I did for a long time. Jessie was long forgotten and just a bad memory. I stopped cutting and everything was perfect. I made new friends, got a new house, got an amazing boyfriend" she smiled a real smile when she said that and so did I. I was happy to know I made her smile even in times like this.

"Everything was good until my mom left. A few days after my mom moved back to Wisconsin I got a new neighbour. It turns out that it was none other than Jessie Hamilton herself." I frowned at this, I didn't even know this girl and I hated her with a passion already.

"She's been making my life hell again for the last month. She tells me how ugly and untalented I am. She says I am using you and I don't deserve anything I have. She's locked me in the closet for 32 hours. I was so hungry and had no food or water. I finally managed to crawl out the window, she would of left me there for days. I'm terrified to go home because I don't want to see her. I don't know what to do Chad."

Sonny finally looked up at me letting me know that she was done.

I pulled her off the couch into my lap and wrapped her in a bone crushing hug. "I am so sorry Sonny." I gently rubbed her scratched up wrists. "Does anyone else know?" I asked her.

"No I've never told anyone." she said this as if it were the most obvious thing in the world

"Not even your mom?" Sonny shook her head.

I had always thought that Sonny was an open book, that she would tell her mom everything. She had always seemed so bad at keeping secrets. ( Yes even CDC is wrong sometimes its not that big of a deal!)

Sonny interrupted my thought then "Nope, I never told anyone anything ever, you're the first person to ever hear any of this." I kissed her cheek and then her lips.

"Were gunna get threw this, together. I love you and I'm gunna stand beside you and help you get past this and Jessie is going to leave you alone." I told her. Sonny's eyes locked with mine and I pulled her in for another kiss. " I love you Sonny" I whispered again. "I love you to Chad" She said. Sonny leaned down and rested her head on my shoulder. "Thank you." She had whispered it so quietly I barley heard it.

"anytime Sonshine."

Me and Sonny sat like that for hours until we fell asleep: her on my lap and my hand holding hers.

No matter what I was going to help her threw this. She was the most important person in my life and no one was going to get away with hurting Sonny. Not on my watch."


So Theres the chapter. The more reviews I get the more I update :D.

Just so you know my break is ending tomorrow (sob) So I wont be able to write as much cuz I am in grade 9 and I have a hard semester (and Im in French Immersion)

But I write a new chapter before I post one so if you guys review chapters will come in faster.