Summary: The first of two mystery girls is revealed! Timmy lets his mind drift off to Retroville and Cindy Vortex. In the time that has passed since he saw her last, Timmy has been able look back with clear eyes. How does he feel about the impetuous blonde now? Read on to find out! The song this time is "Rock 'N' Roll" by Motörhead.
Disclaimer: See Chapter #1
Author's Note #1: This chapter is dedicated to Lonestarr and his hatred of Cindy. I hope you enjoy my friend!
With Vicky finally out of my thoughts, it feels like a portal has been opened, and my mind goes back to the bulgy world of my friend Jimmy Neutron. But it isn't him that I'm thinking of…my thoughts go straight to that loudmouthed, arrogant, impetuous, jealousy riddled blonde haired, green eyed wench Cindy.
Well here, babe,
look at you in love with someone else,
Turned out like all the
others, leave me by myself,
That's how it works I guess, and
you're like all the rest
Guess I can handle it, if that's the
way it is
I knew all along
that she never really wanted to start a relationship. First off we
were only ten! Second, the sheer logistics of living in different
dimensions made it impossible. However she didn't have to string me
along like she did. She made me feel things that even Trixie
couldn't. While she did make me feel special, she also had a way of
making me feel so unimportant whenever Neutron was in the vicinity.
'Cos I'm in love with rock 'n' roll, it satisfies my
soul
If that's how it has to be, I won't get mad
I got rock 'n'
roll, to save me from the cold
And if that's all there is, it
ain't so bad
Rock 'n' roll!
I can feel my head bob along with the beat, but the usual smile is not present. This always drains me mentally and emotionally. Good thing I finished my homework before delving too deep into this.
Ok, I admit that I wasn't the brightest bulb of the bunch back then. However even I could see that she was so enamored with Jimmy that no one else could compare in her eyes. I tried my damndest to impress her (go figure), and it all came crashing down in on me (story of my life). Why is it that every girl that crosses my path has to find a way to screw with me and my mind?
It was on my last
trip to Retroville that I realized that Cindy would never reciprocate
on the feelings that I felt for her. That's the real reason
I began to ignore her. I don't have a clue as to why Neutron
ignored her. I do wonder sometimes if Cupid is just screwing with me
because of that one Valentine's Day that I nearly ruined by causing
me to fall in love with girls that end up breaking my heart.
I
never been a one to have no steady girl,
I love the way I live,
runnin' round the world
I like to fool around, love to tear 'em
down
And if I leave, you love to miss me when I'm gone!
I don't even know why I was attracted to Vortex in the first place. I was still crushing hard on Trixie while trying everything in my power to avoid Tootie. Cindy isn't even my type, she's rude, mean spirited, self absorbed, kinda slutty if you think about it. I mean she is smart, but I guess it was the way she flaunted it that turned me off.
She did help me defeat Goddard when I accidentally turned him into the Decimator, and also assisted Jimmy and I in defeating not only the amalgamation of Professor Calamitous and Jorgen (which was of course my fault) but also the "Villain whose name isn't Shirley". However so did Libby, Sheen, Carl, Cosmo, and Wanda. At the dance, Cindy tried to take more credit then she deserved. You can imagine how upset that made the rest of the guys…not to mention Neutron and myself.
In my mind's eye I
can see Sheen and Cosmo riding that flying hot dog and singing that
stupid song. It's one of my favorite memories and I always smile
and laugh whenever I think about it. That's one of the reasons I
used a bite of my last Fairy-versary muffin to wish that I could
retain my memories of my adventures with Jimmy and the gang, even if
Cindy is a part of them. How I explain Cosmo and Wanda being missing
I don't know.
'Cos I'm in love with rock 'n' roll, it
satisfies my soul
If that's how it has to be, I won't get mad
I
got rock 'n' roll, to save me from the cold
And if that's all
there is, it ain't so bad
Rock 'n' roll
Play it to me!
The guitar solo gives me pause to contemplate my next move in this dimension. I know what I want to do in the present and future. However I can't stop living in the past, as these thoughts can attest to. I'm hoping that by getting this somewhat out of my system that I can finally move on. However, I'm not sure about that as long as I'm stuck here in Dimmsdale. I'm praying that as soon as I get to Lexington that most of this angst and anger will fade out.
As I nod my head to the crushing guitar and pounding drums I think that I can't really waste my time on all of these unworthy ladies. Last I heard is that Jimmy and Cindy began dating about six months ago. My first thought was "Good for him", followed by "It's his problem now". The next time I talk to Neutron, I have to remind myself to thank him, because it was he that inspired me to actually try in school, and that's what got me that scholarship.
I can't
imagine growin' old with anyone
Marching to a different drum, I
hear a different song
I swear I love 'em all, I don't care if
they're small
I don't care if they're tall, love 'em anyway!
The chorus repeats and I try my best to fight off the thoughts of Cindy Vortex. I had heard about this sweet and smart girl named Betty Quinlan when I was in Retroville last and had thought about maybe going back and trying to hook up with her for a little bit. However when Carl described her, I decided that wasn't in my best interest because I haven't had the best of luck with brunettes or redheads.
As Cindy fades into the mists of time, yet another female steps to the fore with a condescending grin on her face. I grit my teeth and try to hold back the angry growl that threatens to escape my lips. This girl has caused me no end of grief since we were five years old. I can feel my hands balling into fists and my jaw is beginning to hurt.
As much as I may despise the last three girls that have crossed my mind, the hate I feel for this one burns brighter and hotter then any nuclear explosion could generate. She hurt me in more ways then one, and in worst ways possible. I know in my heart of hearts I can never forgive her nor will I even if I could. As the thoughts revolve in my head, I struggle to maintain a modicum of control over my emotions, which isn't easy let me tell you
Author's Note
#2: Read and Review please. Coming up is the girl that
infuriates Timmy worse then even Trixie can. I hope that everyone is
enjoying this twisted little tale.
