I FINALLY FOUND THE NOTEBOOK! SO SHALL WE CONTINUE!

Disclaimer: I don't own hitman reborn...do i hafta put this every time?

~~~~RAWR!~~~~

Mukuro slowly opened his eyes to a couple of men in lab coats coming into the room walking towards his cell. The men where talking...quiet loudly-he might add.

"Hey Saz, I have a good idea...What if we try to duplicate #89453?" That was him...his eyes widened. They couldn't!

The other man pauses, but then grins widely: teeth and all. "We need to talk to boss about that soon! I think that new girl we brought in a few days ago might be the one." He snorts.

"Ah, she's the most obedient we've come across in a while~ I feel so happy thinking of the possibilities!" Saz said giddily.

Mukuro feels fear rising for this girl as he looked around his empty cell.

The other died a long time ago and they never came back. They bonded in the short time they where together. Lia, Kura, and Shin had been able to help him heal and fight off the nightmares he's had of the operations since they knew him.

He was alone now though, and Every. Single. Night. he would wake up screaming. All he saw was blood and limbs everywhere. People taunting him telling him he deserved to be here. The feeling of pain, grief, and loneliness always surrounded him.

Mukuro's eyes snapped to the two who finally reached his cell and felt a wave of fear run through him: not that the showed it. He remained blank and emotionless on the outside.

Having been through this routine many times now he stood up and made his way over to the two men. "Oi~ number 89~ how are you feeling?" Mukuro kept a blank face as he easily walked past him to the door. 'How dare he! Baka Baka BAKA! he knows what I'm feeling..." due to his inner ranting he didn't realize that he was already strapped up to a table.

'that was...fast.'

The two men scurried around the closed up room. One man finally found what they where looking for and immediately walked over to Mukuro and injected a full syringe that was full of strange liquid in his arm. Mukuro jerked slightly still unused to the needles that where inserted in his arm every day.

The men frowned as they noticed this. "Hey, lets knock him out- the screaming last time was getting annoying..." The other man nodded his head in agreement.

Anger immediately made its way into Mukuro's eyes.

Stupid bastards.

Mukuro winced as another liquid was injected into his arm and immediately felt drowsy. His eye-lids start to droop as he recalled yesterday..or last night...whenever they last saw him, he remembered a small girl that was brought in...thrown recklessly into a cell not far off from his. He remembered the crying and sobbing he heard from her...the thing was- the scientist almost thought they where siblings. Mukuro and that girl looked very much alike...though it might be the hair...they did take DNA test to make sure.

The girl reminded him of himself when he first got here. Though he hasn't even once spoken to her he knew he wanted to protect her...what a strange feeling...

Letting himself fall asleep while thinking he mentally prayed to whoever was listening that he would feel less pain this time. Oh not NO pain. He already knew that he was going to feel pain no matter what they injected into him.

~~~~RAWR!~~~~

As Mukuro floated into a dark abyss, he looked around. He frowned. Wasn't he asleep?

Jerking slightly as his feet touched something solid: the ground. He started walking in a random direction.

Feeling himself grow tired he slowed a slight bit, not much but some. He felt the need to keep moving. Something was waiting. He could feel it. He looked around him, only seeing darkness he frowned.

Suddenly a little tiny spot of light made itself visible after a long time of walking. His eyes widen. He pushed his exhausted legs to the limit as he ran for the little spark of light. He reached his hand outward as he felt himself grow closer. Just a little more. He could feel it!

As soon as the he 'touched' the little speck of light, he was indulged in a bluish purple flame that surrounded his body. It immediately made him feel...warm...and safe. How strange...he has never felt anything like this before. He let himself indulge in the new sensation.

blinking as he suddenly fell to the ground, and his precious flames dissipated also. Was he floating before? He mentally was sad that the comforting flames left but immediately looked at his new surroundings.

It looked like a black cloud...he frowned. He was on top of a ...black cloud? That made little sense. Blinking he turned around as he felt the need to do so.

His eyes widened at the sight before him. It was a gate. A HUGE Golden gate. What was going on? the gate didn't look like it belonged here on this black cloud. He felt the need to move closer to investigate. He crept forward slowly as if he was afraid of something popping out.

The gate looked so warm and inviting like the flames felt. He hesitantly reached out to touch the gate hoping to get the same feeling as earlier.

As he gently let his hand rest on the gate: It tuned black. The entire thing. He went to pull his hand back but it stayed where it was. What was the beautiful golden gate before: was black. He felt a chill run down his spine as he tried to pull his hand free. Unnoticed to him everything behind the gate was black to. Just like the endless void he was in before.

He let out a scream as skeletal fingers suddenly latched on to his arm. What was this!? W hat was happening!? He wanted to go! Back to the lab if he had to!

"No! Let go! Let Go! LET GO!" He wailed as more hands joined the first one. Pain started to show wherever they touched him. He started to cry more violently.

"Help! please help...I DON'T WANT TO GO PLEASE! PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE JUST KILL ME ALREADY! PLEASE! GET OFF! GET OFF! GETOFFGETOFFGETOFFGETOFF! PLease...please kill me...dont let them touch me...it hurts...it hurts so much" He felt himself being pulled in through the bars of the gate.

Finally seeing the bodies that the hands belong to he froze. He almost vomited right there.

...It was Lia, Kura, and Shin. But they all where dead? They all stopped tugging at him as he fell through the gate completely. They smiled warmly. Though there was a glint in their eye he failed to see.

"Muko-chan! I've missed you so much!" he felt himself being pulled into a hug by Lia as he gaped in shock.

The other two snickered and gave him a hug also. He momentary forgot about the creepy fingers.

What was going on?

Their dead right?

Why are they here?

He let a rush of tears stain his face as he examined them with a critical eye. "W-Why?" he whimpered. Lia looked confused as she held him close.

"What do you mean Muko?"

"Y-YOUR NOT THEM! THEY'RE DEAD! THEY'RE ALL DEAD!" He burst out backing away. They all laughed heartily before all lining up in front of the boy.

"Your right~ we are!" Kura said snidely as he leaned down to the boys height.

"T-Then How!?"
"awwww~ Muko don't you miss us?"

"NO GET AWAY!"

"But why don't you miss us?"

"We miss you Muko"

"Come with us!"

He fell to the ground and watched as their skin seemed to melt off them and their muscles melted with reched toward him and bagan to smear the blood anf flesh onto his body as he screamed

It stunk so bad! The smell!

Their skeletal figures soon visible still had some left over flesh and blood on the bones and continued to smother the boy in it as he curled into a fetal position. They just wouldn't stop...please..please stop.

~~~~RAWR!~~~~

The boy soon stopped crying after so many hours of them moaning over him. He silently sat there as they still smothered him in dried blood. The smell was horrible.

Mentaly he was going over how he got there.

It was that gate.

That stupid warm light.

The Stupid inviting feeling of the beautiful looking gate.

He wanted to feel that feeling again. It felt so good.

The only thing the flame did was give him a comforting hug before sending him here.

But the flame still gave him something.

The gate didn't.

How sad.

Such inviting things turn on you no matter what they are.

Being tricked into feeling loved or Comforted by the gate shot him through the heart.

He almost forgot.

He was alone. He was unwanted. He was never going to be cared for. No one loved him. simple as that. He. Was. Alone. and would always be.

The only ones who showed any type of care was the ones who died a long time ago.

Still knowing the fingers that were touching him where still there, he remained in the same position with his eyes closed. Suddenly feeling something brush against his cheek he snapped his eyes open and felt nothing but pure hatred and anger for them. He broke the bones with a snap as he grabbed them. The three figures pause as he did so.

He jumped up and suddenly started to attack the figures. The bones scattered easily and soon the figures where nothing but scattered bones. He picked up all three skulls and lined them up.

He put his foot on the first one and put a large amount of weight on the foot and smiled insanely as it shattered beneath his foot. he repeated the process with the other two skulls.

Insanity glinted in his eyes as he fell to his knees and laughed. It was a loud and empty sound. The sound faded as he started crying. Sadness engulfed him. He fell face first as he curled into the fetal position again.

His eyes where blank and hollow.

WHAAAAA NOO MUKO-CHAN IM SO SORRY!

I FEEL LIKE A BITCH! IM SO SORRY!

*sniff* okay...I started when I got home from school which was 4:00 and now its 6:41...ugh...this wasn't from the note-book so it took me awhile to think of sumthin.

sorry for grammar mistakes.

okay I know its really sad but bear with me okay!? im trying to update when I can...

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