Raven drained her tea as she sat feet dangling of the edge of the roof. She was able to calm down a little bit and was starting to feel a little bit guilty for the way she had snapped at Beast Boy. He did have a right to be pissed at her. She sighed and picked up her cup. Swinging her feet in the breeze she wondered if she should go clean up her dish disaster. 'We really need plastic dishes.' She looked out at the city her mind lost it took a minute before she realized she wasn't alone.

"Robin." she murmured she didn't have to turn around to look to know it was him. He had a strong presence about him that no matter what she was doing she could always feel when he walking in the room.

"Raven." he commented at her. He sat down next to her and looked at the city. "Beautiful day huh?"

"I suppose." she said quietly "Sorry about the dishes I was just about to come in and clean up." His eye brows narrowed in confusion at her.

"I honestly have no idea what your talking about." he said smirking at her. 'Cy must of cleaned up. I'll have to thank him later.' She thought. He took a deep breath and smiled.

"What are you doing up here?" she asked

"Just came to get some fresh air. I love just come up here and think. I learned from the best." he replied nudging her. He noticed her somber face he moved in closer to her. "Did you come up here to meditate?"

"Sort of I had to get far away from Beast Boy." she explained. He nodded and wrapped one arm around her, giving her a side hug. She return his hug by laying her head on his shoulder.

"Did you guys get into another one of your fights?" Robin inquired. sighing softly she answered,

"Yes but it is complicated and I just don't know what to do. I'm just so frustrated with him..." she paused looking at her hands. "I'm frustrated with myself." she whispered Robin was great listener but she wasn't quite ready to go into great detail. Her dream had cause major issues this morning. She was kicking herself for being so attached to it.

"You should tell him." He commented. She lifted her head and looked at him. She could have sworn heart stopped beating for that brief second. She had been so stubborn the last few months that she had convinced herself whatever feelings she had for Beast Boy weren't real or they would disappear as she dated Lucas.

"Tell him?" she repeated. She already knew the answer.

"I'm just going to tell you that I wish I that I had told Star sooner. I don't know if it would have changed anything but I knew for a long time that I loved her but I never said anything because I was afraid." He explained.

"What about Lucas?" Raven questioned Robin smiled at her like a brother would giving advice to a sister.

"If you were Lucas and the girl you were dating had feelings someone else what would you do?" He asked she stared back at the horizon. Trying to put Lucas feeling as hers.

"I'd be heart broken." She whispered. She instantly thought about Beast Boy, and if he had started dating someone else. The thought crushed her. She knew Robin was just trying to help but so far she was feeling worst as each second past.

"Okay you'd be heart broken but you'd want her to be happy right?" sighing she looked down at her feet. "Lucas is a great guy Raven but he's just not a great guy for you and that's okay." He rubbed her shoulder with his hand.

"Okay so I need to break up with Lucas, but then what?" She suddenly felt like a child who couldn't figure out her own problems.

"Tell Beast Boy that you love him." He urged her on. Her body stiffened at the word love. She knew she had feelings for Beast Boy butlove? Impossible for her. Right?

Looking at him again "I'm not good at that. You know I can't express or explain myself."

"I know how you feel, look how long it took me." he joked. His joke was funny but Raven couldn't help but not hide her solemn face. She rubbed her eyes with the palms of her hands.

"Why is this so hard." she asked loudly as if she was saying to the universe not just him. Robin stood up looking down his face became serious.

"Isn't that Lucas?" he pointed Raven followed his gaze and spotted him walking along the trail up to the door. She closed her eyes as wave of nausea rush over her. 'What is he doing here?! We're suppose to meet at the record store?!' She thought

Moaning she grabbed her stomach, "I'm gonna be sick." she muttered

Robin had stood and walked over to the door. "Everything will work out Raven, you just got to follow your heart." he replied Offering a small smile he nodded as to say come in. He then walked inside leaving her alone. As the uneasy feeling washed over her she looked down at her dangling feet.

'I wonder if it will kill me if I fall from this is height.' she thought sarcastically. She really wish she could just disappear at that moment. "I'm not letting you go. I let you slip away once its not happening again." Beast Boy voice sounded off in her head. She immediately stood up and dashed for the door. She hoped Beast Boy wasn't anywhere near the common room when Lucas came in. "Shit." she muttered under her breath as she raced down the stairs. She flew down the hall towards the common room. She paused for a brief second to catch her breath as she reached the door. Her ears picked up a the familiar sound of Lucas voice inside. She couldn't make out what was being said but as soon as she heard Beast Boy voice her stomach hit the floor. She burst through the door nearly tripping on the first step. Expecting to see a boxing ring in the middle of the floor the two competitors fighting for her. Her eyes widen surprised at the scene that laid out if front of her.

Beast Boy stood right next to Lucas he had been looking at something but his head now had turned up to see Raven loud entrance. He was dressed in his normal uniform and was smiling. SMILING. Not punching, or growling, or cursing at all. Her mouth hung open completely confused at what was happening.

"Ah there she is!" Beast Boy laughed

"Raven." Lucas said he wore a an expression saying that he was confused like her. He held his cell phone in his hand towards Beast Boy.

"Lucas was just showing me some of his photos." Beast Boy commented looking back at the phone. Using his thumb he swiped to the right changing the picture. "Oh? where was this taken?" He asked. Lucas looked at Raven raising his eye brows.

Looking at screen he answered, "That's in Paris."

"Wow I had no idea you've been all over the world." responded Beast Boy.

"Yeah my job has benefits at times." Lucas replied. He handed Beast Boy the phone and walked over to Raven. "You look beautiful today." He beamed at her. She was still standing frozen in place. Her eyes narrowed at the two of them.

'What the hell is going on?' she pondered Lucas grabbed her hand and kissed it. She pulled away her eyes swept over to Beast Boy who was still studying Lucas's phone. Surely he would say something now that she let him kiss her hand.

"You ready to go?" Lucas asked.

"Uh." she finally answered.

"You really should get going Raven. Lucas said he wanted to make it to a matinee movie." Beast Boy interjected he walked over to Lucas and handed him the phone. "Lucas you'll be sure to give Melissa my number?" He asked. Raven tea cup that she still had in her hand exploded into a million pieces. She stared at Beast Boy not believing her ears.

'This was fighting for her?' She continued to gape at him in shock. She couldn't feel anything coming from him besides tint of sadness and maybe bitterness? What was this he was doing? Trying make her feel worst? Or jealous? She had no idea.

"Are you okay Raven?" Beast Boy asked as he and Lucas bent down picking up shards of glass.

Finally finding her voice she muttered "Melissa?" Lucas smiled at her.

"Gar, asked if I knew any girls that maybe interested in going on double date with us." Lucas explained.

"Yeah and Lucas is going to hook me up with his neighbor, Melissa. He some how knew that I likeblondes." Beast Boy remarked nudging Lucas. It was fat lie. He didn't like blondes at all. He was trying to respect Raven and he knew that if he was ever going to get over her he needed to find someone else.

Raven felt as hot as a tea kettle. She sucked in air threw her teeth trying to calm down. Blondes?! That was like knife straight into her heart. She was so angry at him she felt like it may bubble over and spill out. She closed her eye fighting all emotion of tears. He obviously took her comment of not touch her any more to heart and now was showing that he wasn't going to try to stop her from seeing Lucas anymore.

Beast Boy saw the hurt in her eyes. He knew that he shouldn't have said what he did. It had honestly just came out. "I'll finish picking this up you guys get going." He stated looking down at the glass. Lucas nodded and turned.

"You coming Raven?" He asked. She just nodded still looking at Beast Boy. "Meet you down stairs?" He said again unsure. He turned at left the room.

"I actually want to talk to you when you get back okay?" Beast Boy stammered he knew she was pissed at him. She purse her lip and turned towards the door.

"I'm sorry I'm not blonde." she spat at him.

"Rave.." he started to apologize but she was already gone. "Fuck." He muttered. How could this possibly get any worst? She never forgive him now.

Raven turned on the shower, she peeled off her disgusting clothes. She decided she probably burn them so she could try to forget everything that happened that day. Steam came from the top showing that it was nice and hot. She stepped in and began to try to wash all the sticky butter from her hair. "Dumb ass." she muttered under breath.

Lucas hadn't said anything since they left the tower. Silence. He didn't even notice how upset she was not that it mattered he couldn't have made her feel better anyways. He bought tickets and walked up to the concessions stand. He bought a large drink and popcorn. She just couldn't take anymore. It wasn't fair to her. She deserve to be happy. She had never felt more alone than she did right then. Turning and eyeing her Lucas shifted his feet.

"The movie is starting soon." He commented.

"I can't do this." She burst out suddenly. Confused he just stood there with dumb look on his face. "I can't. I don't want to see you anymore." She continued. Lucas true form came out just then which Raven wish she had seen a long time ago so she could have avoided him completely.

"You Bitch!" He spat his anger showing. He then poured a nice cold drink on her head. Coke dripped off her face she stood there shocked. It obliviously wasn't good enough that he just pour a full large drink on her head because he then tip the large popcorn over her head as well. She raised her eye brows. Wondering if he was done. It was just then she realized that she had been dating a two year old for three months. All respect she ever had for him left the second he called her a bitch.

After washing her hair for the third time she sighed, wondering how someone could stand working at movie theater. The smell of popcorn never left. What a miserable day. What a miserable week this had turned into. How could two days turn to shit so quickly. She let the hot water run over her body. 'Blonde.' The last hour she had spent walking back to the tower she had forgotten about the conversation she had with Beast Boy. She sighed as the pain in her heart returned. She slid down the wall sitting on the shower floor. Bringing her knees up to her chest. She was alone again. Single, and broken. She let out a small gasp and just then all the emotion she was bottling up burst from its dam. She sobbed into her knees. She didn't know it could hurt this bad. She let out another soft sob. Her head snapped up as she heard the door open to the bathroom. She waited listening who ever it was would realize that someone was in the shower and would leave. Not hearing anything she thought it must be Star anyone else would have been to embarrassed to continue to stand there. She stood and opened the door to shower slightly so just her head could be seen.

"Star?" She called her eyes rested on a tall green figure. He wore a sad look on his face. As soon as their eyes met he looked down. "Beast Boy." She stammered she was embarrassed and exposed. "Get the fuck out of here." she snapped her arms covered herself even though nothing could be seen through the glass door.

"Raven. I promise I'm not going to see anything. I just..." He pause biting his lip. "I need to talk to you." She glared at him.

"So you're cornering me in the shower?" She hissed at him.

"If it means you'll hear me out yes." he replied He stared at the floor voiding her death glares. She let out a big sigh. Turning off the shower.

"Hand me my towel." she commanded. He picked up her towel and handed it to her. She closed the door and wrapped the towel around her body. She moved the door and stepped out. He was sitting up on the counter. She decided right then if he tried any more shit she was going to transport herself to her room. She sat down on the toilet and crossed her arms.

He gulped looking at her maybe this wasn't such a great idea after all. He stared at her as her wet hair clung to her cheeks and large drops of water dripped down landing on her collar bone then rolled down her skin. Heat rushed to his face as thinking about how she was just wearing towel. Clearing his throat he pulled on his collar.

"Uh... on second though." he paused looking at his hands. She could feel his discomfort immediately.

"Maybe it would be better if I was wearing clothes?" she answered He look up and smiled.

"I just want this to be a conversation where I can actually speak without my thoughts going to other things..." He whispered. She raised her eye brows at him. "Can I meet you up on roof?" He asked. Raven didn't know if she could handle anymore pain today.

"Beast Boy-" she started

"Please?" He pleaded he eyes locked on to hers and she felt guilt radiating off of him. 'So he just wants to apologize.' she thought. She could handle that right? Sighing she stood up.

"I'll be up there in five minutes." She then teleported out of the bathroom.