Sarah
I can't believe Nate is almost one year old, it seems only yesterday we were all in the waiting room trying to figure out if both him and Sadie would live.
Obviously it worries me the lack of information I have about the father, honestly it always has been the biggest worry what if he came back and he got charged? How would it affect Sadie, would she be able to keep taking care of Nate? When Nate first came home she was a mess, she was so scared of doing this alone but she pulled through, I'm just sorry she has to pass for what i passed, I mean Leeland was a jerk and for what it seems Nathaniel's father is a kind man.
The inn is going well, we got busier, Sadie started helping around with the cleaning lately while Nate is napping, I'm glad she feels more confident as a mother, still maybe if she were to let go of the past she could move forward with her life...
"How's my little boy?" She says as she picks up Nathaniel "Did you sleep well?" He laughs
"So how are you feeling sweety? Did the shift went well?" I ask
"Yeah, there are a lot of people coming from outside Montressor, it surprised me. In a good way"
"How so?"
"It's good to attend a table and not have them look at you strange because they know every piece of dirt on you" She says as she picks up the bottle to feed Nate
"Maybe that's what you need, somebody looking at you, not judging you by your past..."
"Mom..."
"Sweety you don't even know if he'll come back, maybe you should move on...for your sake, NATE'S SAKE"
"Mom it's not like I expect that we will get back together or that he will even come back... it's just I want someone who despite my past still loves me. He knew all the dirt and still he wanted me... I can't forget him easily but...it's not like I'm opposed to dating in the future but for now I want to concentrate on doing something good..." She looks dearly at Nate
I understand now...
Author's note
I won't write many chapters here if I don't get prompts since i don't really know what to write
send me prompts what u wanna read!
