Ok Kiddies! here is another chapter... FINALLY... this was a real bitch for a while hopefully things will come a little more smoothly from here on out.
*giggles* i said "come a little more" (i so gotta get my mind out of the gutter, or maybe not, i love to write lemons :) )
For the disclaimer: I dont own Twilight, never have, never will. But i do own a very dirty mind that likes to play! haha!
Thanks again to my Beta, Kelly, with out her this would sound stupid, and without me, she probably would never be a fan of twilight to begin with.
so thank you to her, and you are welcome too :P
ENJOY!
CPOV
As usual my own brain keeps me busy with worry. Now Esme is starting on with how she knows it will be a boy and a girl? God I hope she isn't losing her mind too.
It's amazing how far we have come since we met.
We both came from the small town we currently live in and grew up not really knowing each other. We met when we went to college and came back after falling in love and ready to start our lives together.
My parents were divorced. It put a lot of strain on my relationships growing up, but when I met Esme, my Esme, I knew it would be different. I vowed right there and then, that if I were going to give my heart to a woman, that it was 100 percent hers. I would worship the ground she walked on and never do anything that would cause her pain. Esme was the perfect one.
She was smart, and beautiful, and a little silly, which I admired. Most of all she was loving. All of her friends and family have all expressed at one time or another how much she gives her heart to the people and things she truly cares about.
What I never expected was for her to love me back in quite the same way.
Not long after we met, I came down with a nasty cold that had me sidelined from school for over a week. Being pre-med, it wasn't exactly ever a good thing to get sick. She attended a few of my classes to take my notes, talked to the teachers whose classes she couldn't attend to get notes, and of course brought them all to me along with my assignments. She even helped me complete a few of them and turned them in if I was going to be unable.
That one week I fell in love with my Esme. I knew I was never going to mistreat her or take her love for granted because the day I did, I would be following my parent's footsteps right out of Esme's life. That was something I couldn't stand to bear.
EPOV
My Carlisle; I really wish he wouldn't worry about me so much. I know he does it because he loves me, but really? He should chill out just a little.
I remember not long after we first met in college he came down with this nasty cold. I felt so bad for him, and all he could do was worry about his classes. He probably wouldn't have been sick for so long if he just rested the way he should have and got himself better.
But he didn't, and he wouldn't rest until he knew his work was completed. So I took his notes, gathered his assignments and helped him study, and then even turned a few things in for him. But that was my Carlisle. He loved his work. Well he loves his work now; he loved learning about his future profession then.
He has always been very passionate about his work, and about helping people. I think it might be because his parents never really helped him with much, so he felt the need to help others. This is one of the reasons I fell in love with him. I first realized that I loved him that week in college when I played nurse and tutor for the now famous (at least in Forks) Dr. Carlisle Cullen.
My upbringing wasn't nearly as deprived as Carlisle's. My parents were the ones who were maybe a little too protective. To the point they sheltered me I think. But I understand their reasons, especially now that I am pregnant.
I think they would have given me the moon if they could. They are the ones who taught me to love unconditionally, through their actions toward each other, and their obvious love for me.
Now if I could only get him to relax a tad. Sometimes he is a little like my parents. Overwhelming.
I tried to tell him about my dream about our babies, but he didn't seem to believe me. None the less I wanted him to start thinking about names for them. I loved the names Edward and Alice. But I wasn't quite sure what their middle names should be. I didn't really have to wait for Carlisle's input, he would accept whichever names I chose anyway, but maybe he could choose the middle names.
CPOV
Esme was killing me, she had me so worked up this past week I wasn't sure what I was going to do with myself, she kept working too hard, and exhausting herself that we didn't have any "us" time.
"I need a plan" I said to myself.
I thought for a little while and decided to do something romantic for my Esme, and treat her like the Queen she is.
I hopped up off the couch and went to the jewelers first. I saw this beautiful necklace that I had to have. It was white gold and the charm on it was a small heart shape with diamonds inlaid all around it. It was perfect.
My next stop was to the supermarket, to pick up some of Esme's favorite ice cream. Edy's Caramel Delight. That woman could eat the whole container I think. And then I went back home.
When I arrived, Esme was watching TV and apparently was dosing on the couch.
"Hurry and get dressed, I'm taking you somewhere" I said to her. Her face lit up with excitement and a huge smile spread across her face. And she ran to our room to get changed.
I hid the ice cream in the freezer and got dressed myself, tucking the necklace into my coat pocket.
I had to wait a little for Esme, but I didn't care, I would wait forever for my Esme.
EPOV
As I rushed to get dressed I thought to myself, "I wonder where he is taking me?" and "I need to get laid" pretty much simultaneously.
I went into my dresser and pulled out Carlisle's favorite bra, it was a deep blue with delicate lace, that didn't leave much to the imagination, and then the matching lace thong to go with it.
I then pulled on a sexy blue silky v-neck top that managed to fit my belly still and a pair of black dress slacks. And of course my favorite blue Manolo heels, that lucky for me matched my current lingerie. I thought to myself "I will have to keep these on tonight" with a wicked little grin, and I finished getting ready.
CPOV
I watched Esme walking down the hall and my jaw hit the floor.
Even with the little belly she had she still looked radiant; maybe even more than usual. Her walk had a certain confidence that just oozed sexuality, and I knew I was going to die if I didn't get laid tonight. She was just too irresistible.
"R-r-r-ready?" I managed to stammer out.
"Yup! Let's go Dr. Cullen" she said. And boy did I love when she said that. It just sounded so sexy rolling off her tongue like that.
As I was contemplating that thought, a certain part of my anatomy was begging for attention. Not jerking it before our little date was clearly an oversight on my part. And one I was sure to pay dearly for.
I led Esme out to our car and helped her in. I started the car and pulled away.
"Where are we going anyway?" Esme asked.
"If I told you it wouldn't be a surprise now would it?" I replied.
She huffed a little at this, but I was sticking to my guns for this one. I wanted tonight to be memorable for both of us.
We got about three blocks away and I told her where we were going, as we were about to pull in.
"Monari's? We haven't been here since we came back from college!" she squealed in excitement.
"I knew you would love some classic Italian food, without having to cook it, so this is the first place I thought of. Do you approve?" I asked.
"Of course I do! They have the best Chicken Parmesan I think I have ever tasted!" she all but screamed at me.
We got out of the car and went inside. "No menus, thanks, but we already know what we want." I told the hostess as she led us to our seats.
"Enjoy your meal" she said to us.
We ordered two chicken parmesans and ate just about all of it.
"Oh my god that was so good." Esme said sluggishly. She definitely had a little more than her fill.
"I'm glad it was good sweetheart, but I have another surprise for you, close your eyes" I said to her. She closed her eyes and I pulled out the necklace and opened the delicate box and placed it in front of her.
"Ok you can open them now" I said. At first she was looking at me expectantly, then I looked down on the table and she saw the necklace.
"DR. CARLISLE CULLEN!" she screamed. God I loved it when she did that. Realizing her volume she proceeded to whisper "I love it, but why on earth would you buy me something so expensive?"
"Just because I love you, and you deserve it. You are giving me the most precious gift on earth, and I have nothing to give to you in return but my love, so you have it, you have my heart. This is merely a symbol of that love" I told her. I can't even believe where I pulled that from, I hadn't thought she would react quite that way, but I must have said something right because she leaned in and kissed me with a passion I don't think I felt since out honeymoon evening together.
"Thank you Carlisle, It's beautiful, and I love you. I just want you to know, you have my heart too." She said. "Can we go home now? I'm starting to get a little sleepy" she added.
"Of course my love; lets go." I said to her. I left a 100 dollar bill on the table. Our bill might have been half that, but I didn't care.
I raced her back home, and as we were walking to the door, I kissed her. Slow and gentle. She started to unbutton my shirt as I unlocked the door, and I could tell she was just as eager as I was to be together again.
As I opened the door, Esme basically pushed me through and slammed the door behind us. Peeling off my shirt slowly she seemed to take in every ounce of my exposed skin.
I began to untie her shirt from around her and she seemed to giggle in delight. As soon as I got the silken fabric off of her I began to kiss her shoulders and her collar bone and everywhere I could think to taste. But as soon as I began she slipped through my arms.
EPOV
Something about Carlisle just exuded masculinity and sexual desire while we were eating dinner, and the whole time I couldn't help the wetness building between my legs. Hell who am I kidding? I was like Niagara Falls down there.
As he was racing me home it was like a ticking time bomb. The anticipation was killing me and I couldn't wait to get a taste of him.
I was already undressing him before we could even get in the front door. And as I was enjoying his scent of cologne and his fast breathing, I knew he was just as ready to explode as I was. That was as obvious as the tent in his trousers..
He began to undress me as sensually as possible but for me it wasn't enough. And as he was kissing me gently along my shoulders I decided I couldn't wait any longer.
I slipped out of his grasp and slowly began to remove my slacks so he could get a good visual of me in his very favorite lingerie and of course my blue Manolo heels. I swear the man began to drool as I was giving him a little bit of a show.
I slowly walked up to him and stroked over his body. When I reached his belt I had the overwhelming urge to have a taste of his throbbing cock. So I quickly, but gently, removed the remainder of his clothing and took him into my hands.
"Oh God, Emse" he breathed out heavily as I began stroking him. And as I was so eager to get a taste of him, I took his whole cock into my mouth without warning.
"Holy Fuck!", "Shit!" and "Oh my God!" were the only words to come out of Carlisle's mouth until he could only groan in pleasure. The tiny droplets of pre-cum that formed on the crest of his hard and throbbing cock were enough to make any woman crazy.
Just when I was about to get a full taste of my Carlisle, he pulled me up from my knees, took me into his arms and carried me into the bedroom. Well it wasn't exactly that romantic. He practically ran us into the bedroom. But as he laid me on the bed, I couldn't help but looking into those gorgeous eyes of his, and see the love that he had for me. Love and a whole shit load of lust to go right along with it.
CPOV
Just as I was about to come right into Esme's mouth, I pulled her up from her feet and ran into the bedroom with her. There was no way I was going to let this end just yet. And I wanted a taste of her sweet pussy just as much as she apparently wanted to devour me whole.
I laid her on the bed and stared into her eyes, and I could see her desire to be honestly fucked into oblivion, and that made me crazy. But I could also see the love in her eyes. A deep connection that I knew was forever.
As I began kissing over her entire body, I came to the swollen mound of her belly. It wasn't too big yet, but it was definitely sexy as hell knowing that she was carrying my children inside of her. I loved Esme pregnant, even if it did worry the hell out of me.
I finally reached her aching pussy, and I kissed it gently. Her clit was so swollen she screamed in pleasure at each little touch. She was soaking wet, so wet it went right through those sorry excuse for a pair of underwear. God it was sexy on her though.
I gently removed the pretty blue thong with my teeth and crawled back up to rest my face right in between her thighs. I love the taste of Esme its like the crème filling of an éclair. It wouldn't be the same if it were any different.
As I sipped at her juices so easily flowing from her, I couldn't help but feel as if I were going to lose complete control very quickly. I could spend hours lapping her up and making her writhe with every touch. But I wanted to feel my dick buried deep within her. She was so hot and wet; it was almost too much pleasure to bear.
I started to kiss my way up her body slowly until we were again face to face. I kissed her deeply and passionately as I ground my cock against her clit. She was groaning in pleasure and it only made me want her more. I really don't think I could take much more of not being buried in her, but as I was just about to surprise her by sliding my way in, she stopped. She rolled me over and climbed on top of me.
"Lord help me" I said, as she slid herself onto my aching cock. I wasn't going to last long like this. She rode me like there was no tomorrow, grinding her pussy down against me, and I could feel her muscles twitching from orgasm, as if her screams and moans weren't enough.
I gently pulled her from on top of me, and placed her on the floor. I held onto her, because she was obviously weak in the knees, as I crawled out of the bed too.
"Hop back up" I said to her. And she crawled onto the bed and I followed in very close behind her.
Before she could sit or lay down I caught her on her knees, and slid into her from behind. I couldn't take it anymore, my animal instincts wanted to fuck the hell out of her, and I just couldn't hold back.
I grabbed her by the hips and pushed her down onto my cock and was ramming into her basically as hard and as fast as I could. I also couldn't help but look at that pretty little ass of hers and wonder what it would be like to fuck her there.
And with that thought, I came. I came so hard that it felt like a rocket blasting out of my head. Esme obviously wasn't complaining either. She was moaning and coming all over my cock the whole time, and as I was pouring myself into her, I could feel the muscles in her pussy contracting harder and harder and finally a wash of fluid all around my cock.
It was the best fuck I had ever had. And even more so, it was with my wife.
"I need a shower" Esme said to me, as we both rolled over. "Me too" I agreed, and we went into the bathroom with huge smiles and a little giggling. Discarding her shoes and her bra we both stepped into our shower.
Esme was so beautiful naked. I loved just touching her anytime I could, so I offered to wash her.
"Sure, and thanks" she said with a grin. And as I was washing her back, I started to get hard again. It was that sly little grin; it does it to me every time. So as I was washing her I gently pulled her towards me so she could feel the need of my cock.
She looked back at me and smiled and nodded, and I took that as a green light to go again.
I massaged her breasts from behind. I just couldn't get enough of touching her. She was just pure ecstasy. I slid into her waiting heat, the hot water pouring over us. She placed her hands on the wall as I rammed into her from behind.
She breathily moaned my name over and over with each thrust of my cock. I could feel her coming around me again, drowning my erection in her silky juices. And with a few more thrusts within that wet heat, I was coming again.
EPOV
After our sexcapades in the bed and shower; I was fully exhausted and ready for bed. Carlisle and I crawled into bed naked and snuggled close under the blankets and fell asleep; soon after I started to dream.
"Mommy? Daddy? We had a nightmare, can we sleep with you?" asked these two children. I didn't recognize them at first, and then I realized it was the two children I had dreamed about before, just a little older.
"Who are you looking for?" I asked them.
The little girl said "You Mommy, who else?" and the little boy said "Duh Alice, Daddy too!"
All I could do is stare, and study their faces. I was able to make out their eyes the little boy had beautiful green eyes, and the little girl, Alice, were a dark brown. And they simply looked angelic.
"Edward? Is mommy ok? She is acting funny." Alice said.
Edward replied, "of course she is fine, you worry too much, you are just like Daddy." And they giggled and ran out of the room. I tried to chase after them, but I woke up suddenly.
I now at least knew that I was dreaming about my children. They had faces and names, and personalities even. It was so surreal. I didn't bother to wake Carlisle up and tell him; but I couldn't fall back asleep either.
I decided that cleaning sounded like a good thing to do. I got out of bed and put my robe on and started with the kitchen. It needed a good scrubbing. I would tell Carlisle about the dream when he woke up. I just hope Carlisle doesn't think I have completely lost it.
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