In this one, it's just a fic based on the song Dearest Natasha. Definitely recommend listening to it while reading this!

Dearest Natasha,

Open your eyes,

Give me a chance to say I love you and goodbye

"Baby, please wake up," Clint whispered desperately gripping the hand of his girlfriend, partner, and the love of his life, Natasha. "Nat, I need you here. We all do. But me most of all. I need you here because I need someone who will at least split the last piece of pizza with me and someone who knows about my past but who loves me anyway. I need someone like you, okay, Tash?" He squeezes her hand, her unmoving hand flopped limp on the hospital bed.

"I need you and I love you. Do you remember that time we danced in the rain? That was the first time you really told me you loved me. I'd always known it, and so did you, but you could never say it. I get it, Natasha, I've loved you from that first night in Budapest, almost fifteen years ago, but I didn't tell you for four whole years. Four whole years, you were my everything and I couldn't tell you." Clint holds back a sob.

"You pushed me out of the way yesterday and now here we are, with you in a coma." Clint says. "I'll be back tomorrow,"

"I love you Nat," he says, and then he stands up and leaves.

Life is a battle,

Hope to survive,

I almost died on the field

It was you on my mind

"I still can't believe you jumped in front of that bullet, Nat. I can't believe you chose to be in a coma to save my life rather than learn to live without me. It's been two months since that day and I still find myself wishing I'd had enough time to save you too, but I just froze. This is my fault." Clint cries.

"God, I love you. I love everything about you, always and forever. I promise you, Nat."

"I love you Nat," he says, and then he stands up and leaves.

Dearest Natasha,

Autumn's arrived

Just let me hold your hand tonight

"Hey, Nat, it's me again, Clint. I know I'm the only one who still comes and visits everyday but I don't want you to forget my name for when you wake up. Tony and Pepper had a baby, Natasha. A beautiful little girl, and they named her after you. Her name is Natasha Rose Stark, and I almost see you in her some of the time. She's so, so perfect, baby. I still love you." Clint says, holding the hand of the woman he loved so dearly.

"It's been a year since you saved my life, and still I regret not being able to save yours," Clint whispers. "I met a girl last night when I went out drinking with Tony an Bruce, she was really nice, but all I saw was you. The way you laugh, the way you smile, the way you would beat my ass if I ever tried to prank you. You. You're still what I need, even a year since I last kissed you. Even a year since you last smiled, since your last laugh and the last time you punched me in the face, actually the morning of that day I lost you. I love you Nat, I don't think I'll ever move on, if it comes to that," Clint says.

"I love you Nat," he says, and then he stands up and leaves.

The truth is what's hurting

You're not coming back

Are you trying

To kill me with silence?

"Hey, Nat. The doctors say you don't have long now, but don't be afraid. I'll be here until that monitor flatlines, until I know you don't need me anymore. Don't be afraid please, but if you can, fight. Fight with whatever it is you have left, and don't be ashamed if you don't win. You were always better than me, and I think you still are, even after a year and a half of you lying in a hospital." Clint begins to cry as the monitor starts slowing.

"I need you, always, and even when you're gone and don't need me anymore I will still need you, still love you. I'll always love you, no matter what," Clint cries harder as the monitor nearly stops.

"Natasha Romanoff, I love you so much. You're my forever, my partner, my best friend, my everything. I need you here. Please, Nat. Please," Clint begs. But still, the monitor eventually comes to a stop. He stays there for a few moments more, sobbing, listening to the sound of nothing. She didn't wake up. She didn't win her fight.

"I love you Nat," he says, and then stands up and leaves, but this time, he's not coming back.