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Author: Hanane EL Mokkadem
Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Reviews: 230 - Published: 10-14-10 - Updated: 11-18-10 id:6399109
Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight.
Isn't it strange
That the world seems to turn away when I try to explain
What's so strange
That two can't be as one and another same
And it feels like I'm drowning
Feels like I'm drowning without you
I know the feeling
'Cause I felt this all before
And it feels like I'm dying
Feels like I'm dying now I know the truth
I hope you don't feel just like me
I hope you don't feel just like me
I hope you're happy
Don't feel just like me
I hope you don't feel just like me
Fuck I hope you feel much worse than me
Maybe not so happy
Not so happy, yeah, not so happy, yeah
Not so happy, welcome to my world
-Happy-by-Intwine-
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CHAPTER THREE: Idiots And The Choices They Make
He growled. "There's no turning back, you're mine now!"
"Just for tonight," I whispered softly.
He tightened his grip around me. "We'll see about that," he whispered back before his lips claimed mine.
His kiss scorched me to the very core of my being. I felt heat spread through my body when my tongue touched his for the first time.
He felt hot, maybe a bit too hot to be healthy but I didn't mind, I wanted that heat, needed it even. I wanted all of him.
My hands started roaming his body while his grip tightened around mine. He wasn't wearing a shirt, I couldn't believe I hadn't noticed before. I could taste him in my mouth. He tasted like the answer to all my prayers, he tasted like he was made specifically for me.
I moaned softly as my tongue danced with his. He broke our kiss with a loud gasp. We were both gasping for air as he brought his hand to my face and caressed my cheek softly.
"Mine!" he growled. "You're mine!"
His words did things to my body I couldn't even begin to describe. I felt myself getting wetter, it was like he knew, like he could feel it somehow because he groaned.
"What are you doing to me?" he growled. "I've never been this hard in my life."
He brought his face closer to mine and kissed me softly, before he moved his attention to my neck.
"I'm going to fuck you now," he growled in my ear. "But first, I'm going to make you cum by licking every," he kissed me behind my ear. "Single," he kissed me behind my other ear. "Drop," he kissed my mouth. "Of your desire."
"Fuck!" I moaned. "God, yes please. Do that to me, make me cum."
He grinned. "Oh I plan to," he said before kissing me again.
He pulled off my hoodie throwing it to the side, his hands immediately went to my breasts and massaged them gently. I could feel his cock pressing into my body. I knew he was ready for me, but I also knew he wasn't going to be inside me just yet. I regretted it, but also reveled in the fact that he would soon touch me in places no one had ever touched me before.
He pulled off my tank-top which left me straddling him in my jeans and bra. He pulled down the cup of my bra, freeing my breast and started sucking my nipple while massaging the other.
"God, you're so beautiful!" he breathed before bending down to suck on my nipple again. I buried my hands in his hair moaning at the touch of his tongue.
He unhooked my bra, freed my breasts and gave me one last look before he suddenly picked me up, only to lay me down gently on the sand.
He kissed his way down from my breasts to my navel and slowly unbuttoned my pants before removing them, leaving me completely naked but for my soaked panties.
He growled and I loved hearing him do that. It was so erotic, so primal, it made my skin crawl in anticipation. He bent down to my panties and sniffed.
"I can smell your desire, little witch," he whispered softly. "God, you're so wet I can practically taste it. Do you want me to taste it? Do you want me to lick your wet pussy?"
Why is he even asking? Isn't it obvious? I moaned loudly.
He chuckled. "So impatient," he said before he removed my panties from my body. He then lowered his head until it was between my thighs, I could feel his warm breath on me, it made me want scream out to him, to just take me, just have me.
I felt his hand descend until it came to my pussy, he slid one finger through the wet folds until it reached my clit, I moaned while thrusting my hips forward.
He flicked his finger over my clit making me scream. "Do you like this? Do you like my fingers touching you there? What else do you like?" He whispered.
"Inside...me...please, please...I need to...to...feel you inside..." I moaned incoherently, while his fingers played with my clit making me see stars.
He slid his fingers through my folds down to my center, and pushed two fingers inside and groaned.
"God you're so tight. I can't wait to be inside you."
"Fuck...fuck...this is...good...so good...more...deeper..." I moaned.
"Your dripping, did you know that?" he asked casually while he fucked me with his fingers. "You're dripping all over my hand. I can't wait to taste you."
"Ah...yes, yes...taste me!" I screamed.
I felt his warm breath on my pussy just before his mouth was on me, he licked my slick folds making me grab his hair and push his head closer.
He started licking me gently until he reached my clit and pulled his fingers out of me replacing them with his tongue, I felt him inside my tight canal.
"God...oh God! More...more..." I screamed.
He pulled his mouth back from my pussy. "Do you want me to make you cum?" He whispered.
"Yes...yes! God yes!"
He returned his mouth back to my wet pussy and started stroking my clit with his tongue. I screamed in rapture never having felt or imagined I could ever feel something even remotely close to this.
I felt heat accumulate inside me, a tension building, just waiting to be released, his continued exploration of me bringing me to places I could never have imagined were real. I screamed when he pushed his fingers inside me again. Begging him to take me, to make me his. To make me cum.
He kept fucking me with his fingers while sucking on my clit, I pushed myself onto his hot demanding mouth, he pulled his mouth back while his fingers kept fucking me into infinite pleasure.
"Cum for me. Scream for me now. I need to hear you scream while I'm fucking you with my fingers." His words brought me to the edge, I arched my back while I came undone, screaming my pleasure into the night.
I lay back down panting, feeling tremors of pleasure going through my body. He moved his face to mine and kissed me.
"That was the most beautiful and erotic thing I have ever seen." he whispered softly. "But don't worry my little witch, I'm not done with you yet. I'm planning on making you cum around my cock. I want to feel your pussy clench around me."
God...what is he doing to me?
"Why 'little witch'?" was all I asked, causing him to chuckle.
"Ask me next time..." he said before returning his attention to my body. He started licking my nipples again, making me moan, my pussy spasmed with need.
"Please, I need you inside me..." I begged.
"What do you need? Tell me!" he demanded.
"You! God I need you! I need to feel you inside me...I need to feel your cock."
He pulled himself back from me and I immediately felt the loss. I heard the sound of a zipper, and rustling of clothes. When he returned to me he was naked, exactly the way I wanted him. the way I needed him.
"Are you sure you're ready for me little witch?"
"God yes," I breathed. I put my hand on his chest stroking him gently, I let it slide down him until it came to his rigid cock and closed my hand around it he hissed.
"My turn to play." I chuckled softly.
"Damn woman...try not to...kill me..." he moaned while I stroked him.
I brought my mouth closer to his cock, he moaned in anticipation, I licked the top of his cock, tasting his pre-cum, he grabbed my hair and groaned.
"You're going to kill me," he breathed.
I smiled, I was a bit worried about my lack of worry if that makes sense to you. I've never did this before-any of it, and somehow I wasn't worried. Somehow it felt completely natural.
I took him in my mouth on sucked on his rigid member. He was big, and I couldn't take him in my mouth completely but I did the best I could, he bucked his hips while moaning.
"God dammit...fuck...this feels so good," he groaned
I moved my head up and down sucking him, he controlled the rhythm by pulling my head up and down by my hair.
"Enough..." he moaned. "Enough little witch...if you don't stop, I'll cum."
I opened my mouth and let his cock slip out, he brought my face to his and kissed me. "I want to- no I need to be inside you." he whispered with a strangled voice.
He gently laid me back down and moved his body to cover mine, he kissed me softly and positioned himself between my thighs.
I felt his cock at my entrance begging me to let him inside, he felt so hard but at the same time so soft, God I needed him.
He moved himself slowly inside of me until he felt the thin barrier of my virginity, he pulled himself out of me until only the tip remained, and pushed himself back in one thrust, breaking the thin barrier. I groaned. It didn't really hurt all that much, it was just a bit uncomfortable. He stopped his movements giving me time to adjust to his cock.
It felt good to have him inside me, but I wanted him to move. I bucked my hips and when his cock moved inside of me I felt nothing but pleasure.
He moaned, "Stop that right now," he breathed. "If you don't I'll lose control and just start fucking you even though it will hurt you."
I kissed him and moved again, he groaned. "Stop it little witch, you don't know what you're getting yourself into."
"It doesn't hurt...please, I need to move, I need to feel you move inside me." I moved my hips again, and it felt fucking wonderful.
He pulled himself out only to slam himself inside me again. "Fuck!" I screamed.
He began thrusting himself inside of me, and my hips rose to meet his thrusts.
"Fuck...so good...more...harder.." I moaned.
He was killing me, I felt only pleasure as he forced himself inside of me over and over again. "God witch...what are you...doing to me..." He breathed in my ear.
"Do you like this...do you like feeling my cock...inside you?" he asked.
"Yes! God yes!" I screamed. His fast pace was driving me insane, every thrust of his hips felt like heaven, every time he forced himself back inside of me I screamed.
"You drive me crazy," he moaned "Every sound and moan out of your mouth makes my cock harder."
His words were driving me insane, I moaned and moved my hips faster, hoping he would take the hint. He did, he started to thrust his cock into my wet hot core, I screamed with pleasure.
"Fuck...this feels so good...more...oh God...more!"
He thrust faster. I felt my pussy clench around his cock and before I knew it he pushed me over the edge, I screamed when my orgasm took me by surprise.
"That's it, little witch, scream for me." he breathed in my ear.
I kept writhing under his touch, he was driving me insane. "God...please harder..." I begged. "Fuck me harder!"
He started fucking me with hard thrusts in a steady rhythm, his cock went so deep he bumped my cervix, making me scream with every thrust.
"God, you're tight wet pussy is driving me insane!" he moaned. "I'm gonna cum...fuck I'm gonna cum...you feel so good...it feels like heaven to be inside you"
His words were making me wetter and I felt myself getting close. I moved my hips and clenched my pussy around his cock. "God..."He breathed, "Please do it again...please."
He kissed me quickly and pulled himself out of me until only the top of his cock remained. "Look at me, I want you to look at me." he demanded.
I opened my eyes, and he watched my face as he slowly slid back inside me, I closed my eyes in pleasure. "No, look at me!"
He pulled himself out again, without breaking our eye contact, he forced himself back inside me hard, again and again, he never let me close my eyes.
We came together, I felt him spill his seed inside my womb while we were looking into each others eyes.
We were both panting, trying to catch our breath, but still he kissed me softly. He flipped us around, so that he was laying on his back with me sprawled on his chest, and gently stroked my hair. Neither of us spoke, there was no need, we felt perfectly content, it was by far the most wonderful experience of my life.
I chuckled softly. "What?" he asked, curiously, while placing a kiss on the top of my head.
"Nothing, it's just not what I was envisioning my night to be like that's all."
He laughed. "What, you didn't go out with the intention of finding a hot stranger to have your way with?"
I laughed. "Not quite, I was thinking more along the lines of; attend the stupid bonfire, make my former friend realize I don't want anything to do with him, go home take a hot shower, unwind a bit, and call it a night." I kissed him softly. "But as far as unwinding goes, I think I accomplished that with your help."
He chuckled. "So you found this a relaxing experience huh? I didn't recall thinking you were very calm when you were begging me to come inside you."
"Oh, I was not begging!" I shot out indignantly.
He laughed. "That's not how I remember it, I remember a fair amount of begging..." there was a brief pause before he continued, "on both sides."
I smiled but stayed silent, the reality of what we just did suddenly hit me and I wasn't sure how to feel about it all. The lack of regret surprised me and at the same time seemed completely natural to me. I didn't know if I should be worried or just go with it.
I felt his body tense up. "Are you having second thoughts?" he asked softly.
"No, I'm not sorry for what we just did." I said, knowing I was telling the truth.
His body lost a bit of its tension when I answered his question. "But you are feeling something...What is it?"
"I think I feel like I should be sorry for what just happened, and somehow I'm worried because I'm really not." I took a deep breath. "Are you? Sorry, I mean."
"Not on your life!" he said instantly. His answer made me feel better and seemed to have silenced whatever doubts I still had.
We stayed there on the beach holding each other for a while before I realized I needed to get back before someone had the idea of coming to look for me.
"We need to get up, I need to get back before someone comes looking."
He sighed. "Yeah, I guess..."
He stood and helped me up, he gave me a quick kiss and started putting on his clothes.
I stood there for a couple of seconds, not doing anything. I was confused, the second he let me go, I felt empty and incomplete as if his touch was essential to me.
I didn't like being without it, it took all me strength not to go to him and touch him. 'Get a fucking grip Swan' I scolded myself mentally.
His voice brought me out of my thoughts. "Are you gonna go back to bonfire naked? Because although I'm sure, some people will appreciate it-"
"Yeah, yeah," I interrupted. "I was distracted," I said while starting to dress myself.
"With thoughts about my hot body I hope?"
I laughed. "Something like that."
When I was finished dressing, he took my hand and kissed it softly.
"Do you want me to walk you back to the bonfire?"
I was torn, a big part of me wanted to say; hell yeah! But there was still a small part that thought about people and what they might think, I decided to go with my heart and my heart was telling 'Fuck people!'
"Yeah, I'd like that."
He squeezed my hand and started walking, pulling me with him.
"Hmm It's a good thing I found you, because I don't think I would have found my way back to the bonfire on my own."
He chuckled. "Is that the only good thing about finding me?" he teased.
I blushed, it was a good thing it was too dark to see anything, because I was pretty sure he would have given me hell about it.
"Shut up." I breathed.
He laughed softly, I could see the light of the bonfire in the distance.
Suddenly he stopped walking, I looked at him curiously trying to see his face; but it was still too dark.
"I apologize if I sound like a crazy person, but I have to say this," he started. I didn't know what to say, but damn I was curious, I motioned for him to continue. He took a deep breath. "I don't even know your name, and you don't know mine, but I just had the best night of my life, and if you knew something about me, you'd know I do not say something like that easily. I want to be with you." He said quietly. I opened my mouth to say something; I don't even know what, but he out his finger on my lips shushing me.
"I'm an asshole! Everyone knows that, and I'll probably never change. I'll make you cry, and I'll probably forget your birthday and every other important date and anniversary in our lives, but I don't want to let you go! I know I just met you, and I know for a fact that the odds are pretty much against us, but even knowing that. I don't care! I want you, God I want you! I have never wanted something or someone so much in my entire life. Now I can't offer you much, and I'm gonna be honest and tell you, you are an idiot if you're even considering this, because If you fall in love with me, I will break your heart. That is a fact, because I will have to leave you eventually, even if I fall in love with you, even if I don't want to leave you, in the end I will leave you, there is nothing you or I can do to change that. But if you choose to be with me, for the time that we have, I will make you mine, and I will be yours in every sense of the way."
I didn't know what to say or think, why would he leave me, if he would come to love me then why would he leave me? Could I risk it, could I be with him and not fall in love?
I didn't know. What did I really want? We had sex, and as mind blowing as it was, could I start a relationship with someone who was just going to leave me in the end? Did I want to?
"Say something..." he pleaded.
"My name is Bella," I answered.
He released the breath he was holding. "I'm Paul."
I laughed. "Paul..."
"Yeah?"
"I'm an Idiot..."
He stayed silent, I felt his gaze on me, it was scorching.
"Yes, you are! You really are!" he said before his mouth descended on mine.
He broke our kiss, and grabbed me by my arms. "You're insane...are you sure? I told you about the having to leave you part, right?" he asked nervously.
I chuckled. "Yeah, a couple of times actually, but I don't care. I don't want this...whatever it is, to just end."
"Oh thank God! I wasn't sure I was capable of letting you go." His lips brushed mine gently.
"There is so much that I can't tell you...Bella," he said my name like it was a prayer. "But you should know, there are people who aren't gonna like it if we're together. They'll try to make me end it, whether I want to or not."
I wondered if he was talking about the bushwhacker A.K.A Sam freaking Uley. He had to be, the girl he was breaking up with said as much.
"Maybe it's best if we keep this secret then?" I said uncertainly. I didn't want to lose another person to Sam and his goons.
"No, it won't make a difference, they'll know. But I don't care, I don't care what they say, as long as I'm able, I'll come for you. I'll find you."
This was starting to sound complicated, maybe too complicated? The intensity of his feelings wasn't scary in any way, in fact I welcomed them. I had been feeling things just as intense. I felt the possessiveness when I looked at him, the need to grab him to me, growl and say; MINE!
I didn't understand where these feelings were coming from, but I didn't care.
Was I really gonna be able to do this? To start this...whatever it was, knowing he was going to leave me. Leave me like Edward did, like Jake did.
In the end there was only one question, was it worth it? He was worth it.
I put my hand on the back of his neck and pulled his head close to mine, he didn't need any incentive, he started kissing me passionately. I moaned when his hands found my breasts.
Suddenly I felt him tense.
"What the hell is going on here?" I heard an angry voice yell.
I turned around to face the interruption. When I saw who it was, I sighed. "Wonderful," I breathed sarcastically.
