Chapter three is here! I was wondering if ya'll could let me know what you prefer with a few things: updates everyday with shorter chapters (the fanfic will still be the same length though in the end) or updates every few days with longer chapters? Do you want me to change the POV to Jacob when we get to that part or leave it with Bella? Just shoot me a review and let me know!

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This can't be happening, right? Jacob is only 18... I was only 18... But he's just a kid... I can't possibly imagine my Jacob with anyone other than me. I mean yes, I did crush his heart into a million pieces and then step on them individually, but I can't help but feel betrayed. But is it really my right to feel this way.

"Bella? Bella? Hello earth to Bella?" I awoke from my trance of thought to find Angela staring at me like I was about to take a swing at her.

"Sorry Angela, I just kind of lost it for a second."

"Look Bella, I know that you two had a very strange relationship... well if I should even refer to it as that. But after how long you stayed MIA I don't really think you have the right to act out. I think the best thing for you would be to go to La Push yourself and talk to him about it."

I knew I could always count on Angela to keep me intact, but as much as I didn't want to do that, I knew it had to be the right thing to do. Maybe after all this time I was still carrying a torch for my dear Jacob. I knew I loved him, even when I married Edward, but at the time, I loved Edward more. Thank God he never turned me. I would have been stuck living eternity miserably.

"Is he still living with Billy in the same house?"

"It's only been two years Bella, not twenty." I figured she was right, how much could have actually changed.

"You know Bella, if you want, I can drive you over there myself. Something tells me that you might need a little help and I can just chill outside and wait. Then you can just come and crash at my place."

Angela was the best. She always knew exactly what I wanted or needed, kind of like Jacob.

"Thanks Angie, this really means a lot to me. To be quite honest, I didn't make very many friends when Edward and I moved to Spokane."

"What time do you want to leave to go to the reservation?"

Tonight? She wanted to go tonight? Absolutely not. I was not ready for that kind of confrontation. I knew Angie really wanted me to go today, but how could I? Maybe tomorrow morning... then I would have tonight to think about whatever was going to happen.

"Is it okay if maybe we visit Mike and maybe even go see Jessica? I know Jess would be a long drive but I really miss them. I need some time to clear my head and that would be a good way to do it." At least visiting the two of them would give me a little time, even if it was definitely not at the top of my to-do list.

" I mean it is getting late Bella, but you're in luck. Jess is here for the weekend visiting her parents and Mike is just around the corner," she blushed when she said his name. I didn't even realize how selfish I was... I forgot to ask her about her relationship with Mike! After these few hours of us just talking about me, me, and me. I felt terrible. Now would be the best time to bring it up.

"Enough about me Angie, let's talk about you," I was being selfish again and stalling, "I heard around the grapevine that you and Mike are quite the power couple." She looked down at her steak bone and grinned.

"Well, after Eric left for film school and broke up with me I was kinda pissed. Mike was mad too because Eric was leaving, I mean come on, they were best friends," she took a deep breath and continued, "after all of that mess, Mike and I just kinda got really close and then one night when we were watching a movie at my place he just looked at me, and I looked at him, and we just kind of sat there." Her cheeks were so red I thought she might explode. "Well then he kissed me and we've been going strong ever since.

I could tell Mike made her happy, and I was happy for her. We kept on talking and talking until we realized how much time had gone by. It was already 8:30, so she suggested we just go see Jess since she would only be here for a few days and then see Mike tomorrow.

On our way to Jessica's house, the car was warm and toasty, it reminded me of the days when Jacob and I would drive around, and he Werewolf heat would radiate towards my body like a heater. I closed my eyes and smiled at the thought. Before I knew it I was in a sea of memories. I thought about the period of time when Edward left and Jacob had been my rock, my cornerstone. How he had waited and waited for me to be ready, but I never ended up actually being ready. I felt bad and instantly got a sick feeling to my stomach. Jacob probably wanted to have nothing to do with me. Was it really a good idea to go and see him, unannounced and uninvited? My thoughts were stopped short by Angie shrieking "We're here!"

We both got out of the car and went to the front door, when Jess answered she looked at us and shrieked... what was with all of the shrieking? I supposed that nothing had changed much since high school. We decided to go back to Angie's store and get a coffee, so we could sit around and talk like "mature adults". The spree of the "mature adults" moment was cut very short when we got into the drama of Jacob. I certainly would not have called it drama until Jess got in the middle of it. Anything she talked about she thoroughly over exaggerated it. It was one of those qualities you had to love.

"Wait so let me get this straight...", Jess was talking just like when we were young. "You and Bella are gonna drive to Jacob's house tonight? No way! Um ladies... I want in!"

I knew there was no going back now. Jacob was about to get mutilated. I figured it would be best to leave them in the car when we got there. Once we finished cleaning up our coffee mugs we went down and got into Angie's car. We figured that if I was gonna stay with her there would be no point in her driving my car. We swung by Charlie's so I could grab clothes and my toothbrush. Then we went to Jess' house so she could get her stuff too (Angie ended up asking her to spend the night as well so she wouldn't feel bad).

It was time. Pretty soon we were coming up to the sign that showed the reservation boundary. I could feel the butterflies fly around all over my stomach. I almost lost my dinner. What was I going to say? Would I hug him? Would he even want to talk to me? I got lost in my thoughts and didn't even notice that we had pulled up to the familiar tiny red house. The light in the garage was on, so I suggested that they pull up there. If anyone was in the garage, it was Jacob. Angela parked the car about a hundred feet from the garage, explaining it would let them keep their distance while also keeping an eye on me. I got out of the car and sure enough, there he was.

He was as beautiful as ever. He had gotten another three or so inches taller, and his hair was grown out just a little from that short buzz that Sam had made them maintain years ago. He looked like he had gotten a little more muscular, and his muscles rippled under his beautiful russet skin. I guess I had been standing there a while, because Jessica sent me a text that said "quit being a creep and go talk to him". oops.

I walked forward and entered the garage, but Jacob didn't hear me. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.

"Jacob?"