~Chapter 3~ Weird Crazy Love~
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Jamie~
What? James doesn't like Jennifer? "Wait. You don't like Jennifer?" I asked him slowly. He shook his head. "She's a slut. I like natural." Really? Wow. " So why were you so MEAN to me this morning?" I asked him. He looked at me weirdly. "Oh, because you looked mean. When you're mean, I'm mean. It's my nature." "Oh." Wow. So, am I turning… NICE because of him? "You're done with your Chinese?" I heard him ask me. I sighed and said, "Yup. You might have to take beginning course instead of my course." He shook his head. "I actually know some Chinese. I went on tour in china…" Really? "Ni xi huan shenme shui guo?" "Wo xi huan mang guo." I gasped. OMG. He seriously knows SOME Chinese. "So you only know basic?" "Yup. You're homework looks hard though…" I laughed. I haven't laughed like this since I tried to cheer up Jackie after her sister died. "It's simple. I just can ALWAYS remember EVERYTHING my teacher teaches." He laughed. "What do you mean ALWAYS?" "I meant I usually absorb EVERYTHING she says." All of a sudden, Jennifer comes over and kisses him. I rolled my eyes and looked away. James grabbed her and pulled her into the hallway.
James~
I dragged Jennifer out to the hall. "What the hell." I said forcefully. She rolled her eyes and hugged me. "You know you wanted it." I pushed her away. "You know what? I don't need anyone like you. Actually, I will NEVER need anyone like you. So get the Fuk (Notice how I don't cuss on here..) away." And I walked back into the class and sat next to Jamie again. She was looking down. Texting someone. It was probably Jackie. As soon as I said that I heard someone come in. It was Jackie. She came up to me and yelled, "WHAT THE HECK!" Jamie's eyes got wide. She pushed Jackie into the hall, and she pushed Jennifer back into the room. Her make up was gross. I think she was crying. I feel sorta terrible about it. I walked up to her to say that I was sorry until Devon pushed me away and comforted her. I then just started walking back to my seat and started working on the map.
Jamie~
"JACKIE. Calm Down." I told her. What the hell was she thinking barging into the room like that… " JAMIE. That bytch needs a kick in his" "DON'T SAY IT." I told her. She sighed and nodded her head. "Why would you like a guy like him? He's famous." I shook my head. "SO? Carlos is famous." I retorted. She replied, "He's not as liked as James." I rolled my eyes. "Sure, like millions of girls don't like Carlos." She then rolled her eyes. "Not as much as JAMES." Whatever. I should ask to switch my classes. I can't handle James anymore. "You should go back to gym…" I said. I walked back into the room. I looked at James. He was just doing the map. I sat in my seat and tapped James's shoulder. He looked at me. "Can I have my part of the map?" I asked him. He nodded his head and gave me the folder. I pulled out the sheet. "The map… It's… done." I said slowly. He nodded his head. "Yeah, I finished it 10 minutes ago." I looked back at it. Map=done, paragraph=done. How did he do it? It usually takes me an HOUR to finish these usually. "Fine, Let me finish yours then." He shook his head. "Just finished it." I opened my mouth. WHAT? BELL RINGS. God. Why can't school be OVER?
Finally school is OUT. I sighed as I met up with Carlos and Jackie. "I'm sorry I yelled at you Jackie. I just couldn't handle it." She nodded her head. "I'm sorry I said what I said." I waved goodbye to them and left the building. As I was walking to my car, I had a feeling that someone was like, following me. I looked back and saw James. He was just walking to his car. I turned back around and unlocked my car. I then felt a hand on my wrists. I turned around and saw James. He was eye to eye with me. I looked into his eyes and I could read that he was hurt. I knew why.
FLASHBACK~JAMIE POV~
"James, would you LEAVE ME THE HECK ALONE?"
"Look Jamie, I just wanted to say that"
"SAVE IT JAMES. I know you can finish work faster then me, faster then ANYONE else. But just LEAVE ME ALONE. I DON'T want to talk to you."
END OF FLASHBACK~
"Jamie, I like you. Don't ignore me every part of the day." What? I looked away. He grabbed my face back to the position we were in. He's eyes were getting watery. Why does this have to be so complicated? "I'm sorry, but I don't think I can be in a relationship with you." I was lying to myself. I knew I liked him too. I closed my eyes and pulled away. I ran to my car, opened the door and jumped in. I literally sped to my house. I pushed open the door and started IMing (Instant Messaging) my IM pal Sarah.
Jamie- Hey Sarah. I hope you had a better day then I did.
Sarah- Awh, what happened?
Jamie- I met James, from Big Time Rush.
Sarah- OMG. THAT'S HUGE FOR YOU! YOU LOVE BIG TIME RUSH!
Jamie- Haha… that's not the point. I have to pretend that I don't like them. Even if James is my favorite.
Sarah- AWH. That totally SUCKS. What about your bestie? Doesn't she know you secretly like BTR?
Jamie- No… She doesn't really like them, or their music. Except now I think she has a crush on Carlos. Which isn't a huge surprise for me.
Sarah- Haha.. That is GOOD news. This means she might just like BTR now…
Jamie- Haaa… I wish, I mean, she usually doesn't like any boys since she's been dumped a million times.
Sarah-Sucks for her…
Sarah- I have to go now. I guess I'll talk to you later.
Jamie- Awh, okay, Bye :(
I sighed. *Ring ring* My phone rang. It was Jackie. I wonder what she wanted…
"Hey Jamieee~"
"Hey, what's up?"
"So~ I heard James asked you out."
"Yeah… So?"
"You said no didn't you."
"Of course. I don't even like Big Time Rush. How can I like HIM?"
"UGH. Jamie you're so annoying."
"DUDE. Is THIS what you're used to be like?"
"Of course~"
"Then YOU'RE annoying."
"God. Well~ I have to go. Later"
"Bye."
She just got annoying. Yes, I want to date James. Will I? NO, not at all. I can't handle relationships. They're all, awkward. You HAVE to make time for them and crap. Why is this so hard? I face palmed. *Knock knock knock* I went over to the door and opened it. My eyes got wide. "JAMES! WTF ARE YOU DOING HERE?" He pushed me in and shut the door. "Shuushh… don't say it out loud. Some little girls almost trampled me. Not that I don't like my fans, but I really don't want them to mess with me," he said in a hushed voice. I rolled my eyes. "Whatever." He grabbed my hand and pulled me into my room. It had flowers on the door and a sign at says MY ROOM on it. It's obvious I guess… "Jamie, I really like you. Please don't ignore me an" he stopped when he saw all of my BTR posters. Crap. I forgot about those. He's mouth just opened. He said, "You're… a fan." I closed my eyes and tried to think of an excuse. I just couldn't. He lifted my face up and I looked into his eyes. He leaned in and I couldn't help but do it to. Thank god my mom knocked on my door. "JAMIE! DO YOUR LAUNDRY!" I sighed and replied, "OKAY!" James looked at me. "Please, will you go out with me on one date?" I closed my eyes. I shook my head. "I can't handle dates. They kill my insides." He shook his head. "It's not going to be a dinner and a movie date. I have something MUCH more special then that." I closed my eyes and felt my insides melt. See, it kills my insides… James cupped my face in his hands and kissed me. I kissed him back. He let go of my face and ran his fingers in my hair. I did the same too. But then, I realized what I was doing. I let go. James looked at me confused. I shook my head and said, "Please get out, I can't do this."
~End Of Chapter 3~
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