Dear GothEmoChick, okay. So you really want to know? Haha, I love this story. Don't you? Its full of suspense and drama. Well, I don't want to be the spoiler, the truth will be on this chapter. So, shall we begin?
Chapter 3: Yesterday was a history.
AMU POV
I stepped into the beige colored room. We were home, in our real home. My old home was in Hokkaido and we abandoned it after the incident.
Ami and I were from Hokkaido. But there were two reasons why we moved to Tokyo. 1: because of the incident, and 2: I couldn't live there anymore. It was filled with bad memories.
Anyway, when I had entered my room, I just randomly put my handbag on my study table.
Ami wanted a plain notebook, which I've got loads of, so I opened my second drawer. Suddenly I spotted something which caught my eye.
My diary. My diary when I was 23 till last year. It was no longer the familiar color of light pink. It still had "Amu's Diary" written on the front.
With wobbly hands, I took it out. I flipped it open and written on the front cover was a doodle of mine. 'Amu Love Tadase". It was on the whole page. Small heart shapes were decorated and smileys.
I did this when I was 16. I flipped open the pages. My handwriting. My feelings. My memorable secrets. All hidden in this book.
I looked outside, just incase. Ami wasn't there. Good. I shut the door and weeped, silently of course. There were pictures of me and Tadase. I was hugging him, smiling like the happiest, while he kissed my forehead. But no, I wasn't that girl anymore.
It was 8.00 pm. I looked at the car keys. Yeah, maybe I should head for the pub.
IN THE PUB
IKUTO POV
"Ikuto-kun! Come have some drinks with me!" the girl who I have forgotten what her name is called out to me.
I shook my head and said, "Nah, had too much. But maybe another time." And I left for the bar.
I sat at the chairs provided. Stupid manager. Why the hell must I come to the pub just to sign a fucking (again. I must tell u that the word will be in this story so don't shout at me pls!) contract with some fucking song producer. Geez, this is celeb life. Its hectic and full of shit.
Anyway, I ordered a gin and a tonic from the barman. That should be good enough for tonight. I drank too much already and after this, I'm going home.
I turned to my right and saw someone I had seen about 24 hours ago. In… oh yes, Utau Hoshina's wedding. The girl who had tripped and fell on my lap, the one who was at the balcony, crying.
Whats her name again? Shit! Stupid alcohol.
Wait, that's it, Amu. Yeah, that's her name. Amu Hinamori. The girl whose name was very nice.
She's drinking a lot I can see. Girls only drink when they're upset. In my experience of course. I've seen loads of girls drunk when I ended their relationship.
This is my chance to get closer to her, I thought. My drink was here so I sat at the vacant chair next to hers.
"Hey, remember me?" I asked with my sexy voice.
She turned to look at me and wow, her face was really red. She must be really drunk.
"Mmm… are you Tadase?" she asked.
I frowned. Who's Tadase? Her brother, her father, her… boyfriend?
"No babe. Its me, the one you met in your friend's wedding." I said again, this time in her ears.
She looked down, then she looked up again. "Oh, Tsukiyomi-sama."
I smirked, she knew me. Good, now let's learn more about her.
"So? Who's Tadase?" I asked. I have to know. Its just incase he's her boyfriend. So I won't really bring her to bed tonight. Maybe make them break up first.
She looked up with a small smile. "You really want to know? He's my boyfriend, no, my ex-boyfriend. And he's a real fucker." She said.
Oh good. Ex-boyfriend. Lovely, so I can bring her to bed tonight.
"You wanna know what he did to me?" she asked batting her eyelashes.
"Sure why not?" I said, flirting with her.
She looked away and said, "Okay."
AMU'S FLASHBACK MODE (its still on Ikuto's POV but Amu's telling the story to him)
9 years ago…
"Class, meet your new classmate Tadase Hotori." The teacher said.
A boy entered the class and stood in the middle. He looked very cheerful and nice. He had blonde hair and a handsome face.
And from that day onwards, I knew he was the one for me.
He sat beside me and was a very smart student. He always aced his studies and co-curriculums.
Most girls came over to our table just to flirt with him. They do say "Hi" to me, but not the sincere type. The one where it has the , "Oh, I'm so much more cooler than you so stay away from him," meaning.
I still remembered when I first asked him on a date. I was so nervous I couldn't sleep the other night. And when he said yes, my heart leaped with joy.
We had been for pasta at 'Italians Best'. We had a great chat too.
I also got my first kiss that night. It was tender, soft and warm. Just the way I liked it, although that was my first…
Anyway, we had the a wonderful romance, until when we were 21.
I caught him cheating with another girl. Her name was Miyu Konoto. She was the same age as us. But, she was prettier than me. She had a tanned skin, big blue eyes and wavy brown hair.
She had a smirk on her face when I yelled at Tadase. This was what I said that day.
"I can't believe you! You're a real asshole!" I yelled at him.
"Well, I'm sorry! I… I…." he stuttered.
"Shut Up!" I said. "You're evil. You shithead. How could you. If you wanted to break our relationship, then do it. Why must you cheat on me?"
He was silent. "You COWARD!" I yelled and slapped his face about loads of times. I dunno, I think his face was pretty red if you ask me.
Anyway, I grabbed my bag and changed my mind. "Forget it." I said this time more gently.
I put the bag down and looked at him with red eyes. He stared at me with his stupid puppy face. "I started this relationship. And I'm ending it now. So I'm not gonna bring the things you gave me home. And I want to give you back every gift you showered me with."
Before leaving, I turned to him once again and then looked away. "Goodbye, Tadase." And tears flowed down my cheeks.
BACK TO NORMAL TIME
"We were together for 4 years. Believe it or not." She said, smiling although she had just told her sad story.
I was silenced. So, this girl was actually dumped? But how can she be dumped? She must be kidding me.
"Whoever this Tadase guy is, he's really dumb for not choosing you instead." I comforted her. Wait, did I just say that? "Besides, you're hot. He's a shithead. I agree." Hang on, must be the alcohol. I don't, sorry, never say things like that to anyone, ever.
"Really?" she asked me. I think she was smiling too.
"Yeah. In fact," I looked around and then went closer to her face. "I would marry you."
She giggled. "You're teasing me." Then she stopped. She had a frown on her face.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
She went silent. Then, "I don't have a boyfriend because of that. I can't seem to find the right guy. Its as though, Tadase is the only guy in the world but he's taken so we can't find boys anymore." She said, sad.
I thought about it. I sipped on my gin and my mind was wheeling with alcohol. Oh crap. I'm being stupid right now. I'm having stupid thoughts about telling her I like her, and I want to propose to her.
"Hey Amu." I said.
AMU POV
"Hey Amu." Tsukiyomi-sama said with his low, husky voice.
"Yes?" I replied.
"What if…"
IKUTO POV
Don't say it Ikuto, don't say it.
"What if you marry me?" I asked.
SHIT SHIT SHIT!
I can never take back those words. And what am I even thinking? Marriage? I don't even have a serious relationship yet.
AMU POV
Marriage huh? He just asked me to marry him. Him, the one and only Ikuto Tsukiyomi, the playboy himself, has just propose to me.
I don't know what happened after that. I think I went close to him and kissed him. Yeah, I think that's what I did.
He kisses me back. Wow, this is the best kiss I've ever had. Hard, and rough and sexy.
IKUTO POV
She kissed me and I couldn't help but kiss her back. God, she's a good kisser.
I'm slipping my tongue into her mouth and she allows me. I'm going wild. I'm kissing her like mad. She's pulling me closer to her and I'm holding her tightly.
It felt like hours when we finally released. We were panting hard.
She seemed to be closing her eyes. Then she says, "Yes." I thought, yes? Then I realized that wasn't the whole thing just yet.
"Yes, I would marry you."
