AN-Well here's chapter three. Enjoy!

My alarm went off and I quickly turned it off. Every part of me hurt, I so badly wanted to crawl up in a ball and die. Tears fell down my face involuntarily I wiped them away as I stood up and walked over to my mirror. My face was stained with tears. There weren't any bruises on my face, it was just pink from being slapped. I pulled up my shirt and saw the bruises that covered my stomach. I left my room and went over to the bathroom where I got into the shower. I felt so dirty. I scrubbed all over my self and it made all my bruises hurt but I had to get rid of this feeling. After about fifteen minutes though, I still felt just as dirty so I got out. When I got back into my room,I walked over to my closet and put on a pair of jeans, and a long sleeve shirt, along with my sweatshirt. I walked over to my window where I climbed out onto my roof and smoked a cigarette. My hands were shaking so badly I could barley inhale. I couldn't wait until I got to leave. My cell phone rang in my pocket, I pulled it out and answered it.

"Hello" I said.

"Hey Bells, its Jake, I'm having a party on Friday want to come?" he asked.

"Jake today is Friday" I told him. He laughed.

"Well then tonight?" he said still laughing.

"Fine" I said hanging up the phone. Why the district started school on Thursdays I had no idea, but whatever, it meant less of a first week for me. I finished up my cigarette and climbed back into my window. Friday night meant that my parents had some sort of event to go to, so I should be okay. I walked to my door and heard both of my parents roaming the halls. I decided it wasn't worth it to rush out anymore. I walked down the stairs trying to be quite, but my mom was sitting at the bottom of the steps.

"Bella, your father and I will be out of town for the weekend so don't fuck-up to badly okay" she said, ice oozing from here words. I nodded as I walked by her.

"I want an answer, not a half assed nod" She yelled grabbing me by my wrist, I had a sudden intake of breath it hurt so badly.

"Okay" I said quickly.

"Okay what?" she said twisting my arm.

"Okay Mother I won't fuck-up" I said. She released my wrist.

"Don't curse, dumb ass" she said pushing me down. "Now get out of my sight before I call your father in here" I scrambled up to my feet, and ran out the door waiting till I got to my truck before I let my tears fall. I hated them both so much. I was still there really early. I grabbed my guitar out of my backseat and walked to the music room. Mr. Roberts had a couch so I walked over there and laid down drifting off into a deep sleep. I didn't dream but I was suddenly awaken by a hand on my arm.

"No, I'll be good!" I said abruptly sitting up. I curled away from the hand as I looked up to see that it was Edward.

"Are you okay Bella?" Edward asked.

"I-I'm fine, but I got to go" I said getting up and running out of the room leaving my guitar behind. I ran to the bathroom and ran water in one of the sinks splashing it lightly onto my face. Taking deep breaths I looked up at my reflection on the mirror. I looked awful. Taking a few more deep breaths I stood up and walked out of the bathroom where I saw Edward sitting against the wall, an extremely worried look on his face. I slowly walked over to him.

"Sorry Edward" I apologized. He looked up at me and stood up. He reached out for me but I backed away.

"Are you okay" he asked me looking deep into my eyes.

"Yeah, I, uh, just had a really bad dream" I told him.

"Alright, we should probably head to class though, it's like eight o'clock" Edward said laughing. I nodded and we both headed off to history.

Later that day.........

Edward and I were heading out to the parking lot after our last hour again today.

"Bella do you want to come over tonight, my mom won't be home to cook again, but I think I might be able to fix something" he said with a smile.
"Actually I can't tonight as tempting as that sounds. I'm going to a party" I told him. Then an idea popped into my head. "Hey you should come down. It will be a lot of fun" I told him. He smiled.

"Sure my parents are out a town this weekend anyways" he said. "Whats the address?" he asked.

"It's um, 26 Beamer Street in La Push" I said smiling.

"Cool, well I'll meet you down there tonight" he said. I nodded and walked over to my truck and got in. Hopefully my parent's would be gone when I got home. I drove the normal route and got there quickly. My parents cars were gone so I assumed that meant that they were gone. Hopping out of my truck I grabbed my guitar and my book bag. I quickly went inside and ran upstairs to my room. I walked over to my closet and looked through my cloths for a new outfit. I pulled out a pair of red skinny jeans, a yellow turtle neck, and a black vest. I also grabbed a pair of black heels, that were strappy in the front and a green tote. I took off my old cloths and put on the outfit I had pulled out of the closet. I left the shoes off and I walked over to my book bag and pulled out a pack of cigarettes and lit one, before throwing the pack and my lighter into my tote. Then I walked into the bathroom and grabbed my makeup out of the drawer. I didn't normally wear makeup but I felt like it today. I walked back to my room still smoking my cigarette and dumped my makeup out on my dresser. I walked over to my nightstand and pulled an ash try out of the drawer. I walked back over to my dresser and set it down extinguishing my cigarette in it. Then I proceeded to apply my makeup. When all that was finished I looked at the clock and saw that it was almost five o'clock. I walked back to the bathroom where I Brushed my teeth. It took about a half an hour to get to La Push so I walked back to my room, and applied some lip gloss, before tossing it in my bag along with my cell phone, and my wallet. I put on my shoes and then headed out to my truck. I got in and put my bag in the passengers seat before starting my truck and heading out to go to Jacobs house. I turned on the radio and sung along with all the songs I knew. I was really excited for Jacobs party because they all had one thing in common, booze, booze, and more booze.

I was becoming very irritated when I hit traffic, and every red light. By the time I got to Jacobs it was almost six thirty. I parked on the side of the road, and got out of my truck grabbing my bag and heading to inside. There were already a lot of kids there and the music was already blaring. I smiled to myself. I pushed open the unlocked front door and walked inside where I heard people talking, and playing, and dancing.

"Bella" I heard a someone call me. I looked over and saw it was Jacob.

"Hi Jacob" I said waving over at him. He walked over and tried to give me a hug but I didn't let him. He looked a little hurt but got over it quickly. That was Jacob for you.

"Hey so Bells, were gonna play quarters want to play" he asked me.

"Hell yes" I said following behind Jacob as we headed to his kitchen. Around the table sat four other guys.

"Jakey poo!" they all said once they saw us. I laughed as I sat down at the table.

"Who's first?" Jake asked. One of the guys at the table raised there hand and grabbed the quarter from the middle of the table. He bounced it and it landed right in the glass.

"Boohyahh!" he said. "Now who will drink first" he said looking around the table. "I choose you" he said pointing to me. I shrugged and took the glass downing it in one try.

"Girls got game" said one of the other guys. I blushed, as the everyone laughed.

"My turn" Jake said taking the quarter. He also bounced it and it landed into the glass.

"I chose you Bella" he said. I took the glass and downed it.

"Okay Bells your turn" Jake said. I took the quarter off the table and bounced it but totally missed.

"Looks like your drinking again" one of the other boys said. I laughed and drank the other glass. The game continued in this fashion, where everybody made me drink when they made it. By the time we were finished I was pretty drunk but I really didn't care.

"Hey Bella, we're going to do some shots you game" I didn't want to seem lame so I just nodded and walked over to the counter where Jake was pouring shots. He handed me one, counted to three and everyone in the room who had a shot in there hand drank. Jacob kept pulling out all kinds of liquor. It sure was one hell of a party. I lost count of how many shots I had as my head started to spin.

"Hey Bella do you want to come upstairs to my room" Jacob asked. All his buddies heard and they started to cheer him on. I wasn't really sure what was going on so I just went with it. On my way up someone handed Jacob and I a beer. We took it and I took one long drink of it. I was really confused, and I didn't really know what Jacob wanted to do in his room. Maybe we were going to play cards. That would be fun. We got to his room and he sat me down on his bed. I still had my bag on my arm and I reached to pull out my cigarettes but Jacob stopped me.

"Bella, you look so pretty tonight" he said slurring a little. I laughed. I didn't really know why, just what ever he said was super funny. He leaned in to kiss me. I don't know why but I just went with it. Everything was cloudy. He pushed me back on the bed and tried to unbutton my jeans.

"Jake no" I slurred. He didn't listen, he just proceeded. I pushed him off. "Leave me alone" I half yelled half whispered while trying to stand up. I fell over.

"Bella don't go" Jacob said. "Why don't we smoke a little dope" he offered.

"I don't know" I said. He made it sound fun but something was telling me no. "I think I just want something else to drink" I said.

"Okay" Jacob said pulling a bottle of vodka from under his bed. I smiled and took the bottle from his hands.

"See this is fun" I said unscrewing the top and taking a swig.

"Do mind if I smoke it since you don't want to" he said. I shook my head. He proceeded to light the joint as I drank more from the bottle.

"I think I'm going to go outside and smoke a cigarette have fun with your what-cha-macalit" I said giggling.

"Bye then" he said. I stood up with the bottle in my hand and walked outside. I wobbled a little. I went downstairs and outside stumbling as I went. I plopped down on a patch of grass and pulled out my cigarettes and lit one. I inhaled before taking a swig of the vodka. Someone put there hand on my shoulder.

"Jake I said no" I yelled pulling away laughing as if this whole thing were just a big joke. The nerve of some people. I looked up and saw Edward instead of Jacob though.

"Eddy!" I said giggle. You came!" I said standing up. "You wouldn't believe what has been going on at this party" I said drunkly.

"Bella, are you drunk" he asked steading me as I teetered.

"No" I said, then I giggled. "Okay maybe just a tinsy bit" I said still laughing. "But it's okay cause I'm gonna go home" I said grabbing my car keys, searching for my car. I was ready to go. I took another swig of the vodka before putting out my cigarette.

"Uh, no Bella, your not going to drive like this" He said grabbing hold of my arm.

"Let me go" I said pulling away and walking toward my car. I couldn't walk in a straight line but every stumble made me laugh.

"Bella" Edward called running after me. He grabbed my arm again and took my keys out of my hand.

"No! I have to go home" I slurred reaching for my keys. "I don't want daddy to me mad" that made me laugh too. What was going to stop him. "Please Edward" I said giving him puppy eyes. I still did not feel good. My stomach started to churn and I threw up. Edward stepped back and avoided my vomit.

"I'll take you home" he said with a sigh. "Can you even walk" he asked.

"Of course" I said. And I took one step forward but fell. Edward scooped me up into his arms.

"It's a good thing I came when I did" Edward said walking toward his Volvo.

"Edward, I'm not feeling so well" I said shaking my head drunkly again. He opened up his car door. I got in and reached into my purse and started to pull out my cigarettes.

"Bella, give me the vodka" Edward said holding his hand out.

"I don't wanna" I said. "It makes me feel good" I said laughing.

"Bella" Edward said.

"Fine, party pooper" I said handing him the bottle before crossing my arms over my chest. He threw the bottle onto the grass, before he got in the drivers side. I pulled my cigarettes out again and put one in my mouth.

"Mind if I have one" Edward said.

"Of course not Eddy weddy" I said laughing, while I handed him the cigarette. I tried to light mine but for some reason I couldn't do it.

"Here" he took the lighter. And lit mine before lighting his. His hands were shaking.

"Eddy? I have a question for you" I said, slurring even worse than before.

"Yeah" he said pulling out onto the street.

"Are we in a tornado, cause this car is a spinning!" I said laughing, but I was totally serious. Everything around me was turning. It was making me feel sick again. I inhaled on my cigarette, hoping that would keep my barf down. I didn't really know where I was going but for some reason having Edward there made it okay. After I finished my first cigarette I tried to light another. Edward lit it for me though. About half a pack of cigarettes and half an hour later, we reached Edwards house. I finished my cigarette and got out of his car. Edward came around and wrapped my arm around his shoulder.

"Eddy, why are we at your house. Won't your parents see me. I don't want them to see me like this" I cried.

"Shh, Bella, it's okay. They're out of town" he said.

"Oh! Thats good" I said. I felt the churning of my stomach again and I threw up in the bushes that lined his driveway.

"Sorry" I said.

"It's okay" he said. I wanted to throw up again but I swallowed it cause I felt kinda bad. Edward was such a good friend. I had only known him for a like a day.

"Edward, you must think I'm an awful person" I slurred.

"No Bella, I don't" he said looking over at me as we walked inside his house. He switched the front light on. "Come on lets get you a bed" he said. We headed to the stairs and I tried to walk up but I had major troubles. Edward lifted me up into his arms bridal style. It made me giggle. Edward took me into his room and laid me down on the bed. He took off my shoes and took my bag tossing it on the ground.

"Okay so the bathroom is right across the hall and I'll be right here on the couch" he pointed to the couch on one side of his room. I hadn't noticed it yesterday.

"No, I sleep on the couch this is your house" I said starting to get up.

"No it's okay just stay where you are" he said coming over and pushing me back into the bed. I laid back down.

"Thanks Edward" I said before closing my eyes, and being engulfed by the blackness.

AN-Well I hope that you enjoyed that. Please leave me review telling me what you think whether it be good or bad. Thanks!