Okay, I assume this story is going well. Thank you for the great reviews and favourites, and follows, they mean a lot!
XxFarAwayLovexX: I'm glad you like it so far and I won't be using your story, I'm planning on doing it similar to A Walk To Remember but not exactly like that, because where's the fun in that? Also, I don't mind gruesome, if you're writing it, it's bound to be awesome!
ElsaTheSnowQueen2: I'm glad you like it, I don't know whether this will be upsetting or not, it's basically Elsa telling Anna, it may get a little sad. Also, you don't have to worry about crying about it because to be honest I cried when I wrote it, it touches me you know. Anyway thank you for the great review!
TotallyNotBeth: Thanks for not stalking me, I didn't actually think you would read it, thanks though! Anyways, you were meant to review on if it's good or it it's bad and give me some feedback to improve, but knowing that you read it made me happy! :D
Okay, I hope everyone likes this chapter and let the drama begin...
Elsa's POV
Everything was just hard to take in. I, mum and dad were all sat on the sofa and waited for Anna to come home from school. I was going through the scenario over and over again in my head of how this would go down. Anna would walk in and then we get her a drink and then slowly break the news to her, I must tell her alone. I don't want my mum or dad do it, I want to be strong and I want Anna to hear it from me. I kept panicking about what would happen, I don't want her to be crushed. Crushed? She would be more than crushed, she would hyperventilate, or because she's Anna, she might pass out. I then blink, trying to hold in the tears that are formed in my eyes.
"It's going to be okay sweetie. Anna will understand." My mum said giving me a reassuring smile, I smile back and hear a door unlock and open. Then I hear skipping into the living room.
"I'm home." Anna says in a singy songy voice, which makes it even harder for me, I can't tell her when she's really happy. I then smile at her and she smiles back at me. "Are you any better now Els? I mean hospital, are you okay?" Anna asks, my eyes then fill up with tears and I look up at her. Anna knows me so well and I stand up. Anna drops her school bag and embraces me in a hug. "Elsa, are you okay?" She asked as I hug her back.
"No Anna. I'm not okay." I say as tears begin to fall down my face. "Anna I'm ill." I whisper as I pull away from her and then she fills up with tears.
"Can't you just get better? Elsa, you always get better." She asked as her voice began to quiver. I then held her face with my hands.
"Anna I have cancer. It's incurable and I'm not going to live past my 22nd birthday." I say now flooding with tears.
"NO! I REFUSE TO BELIEVE IT." Anna shouts as she storms upstairs crying and sobbing. I blink and tears fall to the ground and then I wipe them away as I slowly walk towards Anna's room. I then knock on her door.
"Anna, open up. I know this is hard to take in but, it's happening. I'm sorry Anna." I whisper and I slide my back down the door and begin to cry in my hands. I lean forwards and bring my knees up and cry. I then hear light footsteps come towards the door and slowly opening the door. I then feel there's no door behind me and I very slowly turn my head around to see Anna is stood there will bloodshot eyes from crying.
"Why are you sorry?" She says as she sniffles. I then also stand up and look her in the eyes. I see pain, anger and sadness.
"I'm sorry that I won't get to see you grow up to be the best baby sister ever. I won't get to see your children, I won't get to see your husband. I won't get to see your life." I said breaking down and Anna began to hug me, I slowly begin to hug her back. "I'm so sorry Anna. I know you will be a great mother and wife." I begin to cry even and Anna slowly pulls away and looks me in the eyes.
"You have no need to be sorry. Dead or alive you will always be the best sister ever, sisters by chance, friends by choice." I then smile at my sister and tears fall down my face and tears fall down hers.
"Why don't we live everyday as our last." I say and look at Anna "Sometimes we have to forget about the things that make us upset and think about the things that make us happy." I say and take Anna's hands in mine.
"Elsa, what's the minimum time to live?" Anna asks, I really don't want to tell her. I sigh and let tears slip down my face.
"I might only have two years left." I say sounding down, I really am down though. I don't want to die before my 19th birthday, that would be the worst thing. Especially Anna being 15 at that age. When I said I had two years left, Anna's hands went to her face and she gasped and began to cry.
"NO! I WON'T LET THAT HAPPEN! I WANT YOU TO BE HERE WITH ME FOREVER! I WANT YOU TO BE A BRIDESMAID AT MY WEDDING, I WANT YOU TO BE MAID OF HONOUR AT MY WEDDING! Elsa, you can't leave." Anna whispers as he just breaks down on the spot, I then crouch and hug tightly.
"It's going to be okay Anna. I will always look down to you and comfort you when you have a break-up. I will be there when something goes wrong, I will be there to guide you through right and wrong. Most importantly I WILL be at you wedding, I wouldn't miss it for the world." I reply now crying on Anna's shoulder and Anna is crying on my shoulder. "I'm never going to fully go, my presence will always be with you." I whisper and carry on hugging her.
"Please don't go yet. I want you. I need you. I can't be without you. I love you." It pained me to here them words.
"I know, I want to be here but-" I begin but Anna cuts me off.
"But it's not fair. That's what it is. It's not freaking fair that my 16 year old sister has got cancer and is going to..." Anna realized what she was saying and her voice trailed off.
"I know it's not fair but at least I can spend my last moments with my family, just like I want to. I wouldn't want it any of other way." I say tears forming in my eyes. "I love you too Anna but life goes on." I say pulling out of the hug and I stand up.
"Where are you going?" Anna whispers, obviously wanting to go with me.
"I'm going downstairs, do you want to come with me?" I ask kindly. Anna tries to smile but it turns sad, but she manages to nod.
"Yeah." I hear Anna say just about. "I want to spend every last moment with you." She whispers, I then smile at her sadly.
"Come one then." I whisper. I then hold out my hand and Anna takes it. We walk downstairs and go into the living room where my mum and dad were talking. "Want to watch a movie? Starring Adam Sandler and Taylor Lautner?" I ask knowing they will know what I'm on about. I see their faces light up and then they nod. "That's good because, I just happen to have Grown Ups 2." I say smiling and then putting the DVD in the DVD player and pressing play. The movie starts and throughout the film we were all laughing except Anna. The funniest part then came on and we were all laughing, except Anna, I notice this and place my hand on top of Anna's, causing her to jump a little. She looks up at me and smiles, I then smile back and get on with the movie. The film ends and somehow everyone fell asleep except me, wow. I then giggle lightly and then smile about it.
Hope you like this story so far! Next chapter tomorrow!
