While I was driving to my concert, I thought back to my happy human life. I remembered Edward kissing me. I realized I loved him deeply. Even though he left me in the woods that day, I still love him, I thought. A loud beeping sound snapped me out of my thoughts. Oh my god, I'm almost there! When I turned on to the street I was practically bouncing out of my seat. I pulled into the private parking lot, and got out. I ran to the door as fast as I could without looking inhuman. I burst through the doors all smiles. Everyone greeted warmly. It was 10 minutes until 6:30 and I couldn't wait! I didn't know why I got so excited. I guess a little bit of Alice rubbed off on me all those years ago. I waited by the end of the stage. I watched as the Cullens took their seats. I'm glad I gave them front seats. Most of the seats were filled, but not all them like usual.
It was finally 6:30 and I walked out on stage. "Hey everybody, would you like to hear my new song," I asked. Everyone there yelled "yeah!" "OK it's called thinking of you," I said. I started playing my guitar and looked at Edward. He was staring at me. I held his gaze.
Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection,
Like an apple hanging from a tree,
I picked the ripest one,
I still got the seed,
You said move on where do I go?
I guess second best,
Is all I will know,
'Cause when I'm with him,
I'm thinking of you,
Thinking of you,
What would you do if,
You were the one spending the night,
Oh I wish I was looking into your eyes,
Mmmmmmmm,
Your like an Indian summer,
In the middle of winter,
Like a hard candy,
With a surprise center,
How do I get better,
Once I've had the best,
You said there's tons of fish in the water,
So the waters I will test,
He kissed my lips,
I taste your mouth,
Ohhhhhhh,
He pulled me in,
I was disgusted with myself,
'Cause when I'm with him,
I'm thinking of you,
Thinking of you,
What would you do if,
You were the one spending the night,
Oh I wish I was looking into…
You're the best,
And yes I do regret,
How could I let myself,
Let you go,
Now the lessons learned,
I touched it and was burned,
Oh I think you should knooooooowwwwwww,
What would you do if,
You were the one,
Spending the night,
Oh I wash that I,
Was looking into your eyes,
Looking into your eyes,
Looking into your eyes,
Oh won't you walk through,
And bust in the door,
And take me away,
Oh no more mistakes,
'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stayyyyyyyy…
Stayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
(A/N you can look up Thinking of You on YouTube.)I broke our gaze, to look at the rest of the Cullens. They were all looking at me open mouthed. I guess Alice didn't tell them I was Bella.
After Thinking of You was finished I sang two other songs. When I was finished I said, " Those songs were dedicated to the Cullens." And ran off the stage. A couple minutes later the Cullens came back stage. Alice was the first one to hug me. After that they all came at me and gave me a big group hug, including Edward. When they all let go, I looked at Edward and said, "Why did you leave me?" "Bella, I had to I just couldn't let anything happen to you. But I still loved you then and I still love you now and I always will," He answered. "Well, let's go back to our place then," Alice said. When she said that we all ran to our cars. We made it into a race. Of course Me and Edward would get there first. We had the same type of car, both Volvos.
Both Edward and I reached the house at the same time. I got out as fast as I possibly could and ran over to him. I looked up at him as he was standing in front of me. I put my arms up around his neck and kissed him. Neither of us had any limits. His tongue explored my mouth and he was kissing me passionately. I had to break the kiss when I heard cars coming up the drive. Emmett was the first one to stop in front of us. He jumped out and wined, "Awwww I thought I was gonna be the first one home." After that everyone started to laugh. While laughing we walked inside, with Edward's arm around my waist.
I finally stopped laughing and looked around. It looked like Alice and Esme decorated the room. I saw the piano in the corner and asked, "Can I play you something on the piano, Edward?" 'Of course," he answered. We walked over together.
When we got to the bench I sat down and he sat down next to me. I put my hands up onto the key board and started to play.
Head under water,
And they tell me,
To breath easy for awhile,
The breathing gets harder,
Even I know that,
You made room for me,
It's too soon to see,
If I'm happy in your hands,
I'm usually hard to hold on to,
Blank stares at blank pages,
No easy way to say this,
You mean well,
But you make this hard on me,
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one, you see,
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's,
Make or breakin' this,
If you're on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay,
If all you have is leaving,
I'm gonna need a better,
Reason to write you a love song,
Today,
Today,
I learned the hard way,
That they all say,
Things you wanna hear,
And me heavy heart sinks deep down under you,
And your twisted words,
Your help just hurts,
You are not what I thought you were,
Hello to high and dry,
Convinced me to please you,
Made me think that I need this too,
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am,
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one, you see,
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's,
Make or breakin'
If you're on your way.
"That's about as far as I've gotten on this song before," I told Edward. With that he kissed me and I sensed everyone else leave the room.
