Dean stared at Bobby with an incredulous look on his face; He was speechless and he couldn't bring himself to say anything. Bobby continued to look at the ground, disturbed and distressed at what he'd done. Even though he'd had a reason, it'd still hurt like hell. The shame was still with him, he wished that things had been different but they hadn't been and he'd tried to deal with it. Dean finally spoke up;
"W-Why?" he asked unable to face Bobby but suddenly anger rose up inside him, "Why would you try to kill Sam….what reason could you possibly have to kill him? I thought we were like family to you Bobby…how could you….just tell me why" Bobby finally faced Dean,
"I had to do it son, Sam's going to kill all of us…there's something evil inside of him, and evil that can't be fought…and evil that can destroy the world" he explained with a distraught look on his face, "I just wanted to do it before anyone else did…you…you were so angry, I thought that you were going to kill me"
"I was there?" Dean asked in confusion, he was beginning to feel as though he was having some sort of dream….like none of this real. It was just a weird, unexplainable dream. But it felt so vivid; he knew that what Bobby was saying was true; he just didn't know how he knew. Bobby nodded,
"Sam was begging me not too, he was pleading with me…I was just about to do it when you walked in…I…I'm sorry Dean" He said in a sad voice. Dean shook his head slightly, as if he had a headache. He couldn't get his head around all of this not when there was one question running through his mind.
"Where's Sam now?" has asked.
Unable to get a coherent answer from Bobby, Dean decided to look for him by himself. Bobby said that he'd help but Dean had refused his help…he needed to figure this out by himself. He needed to remember what had happened….he needed to find out who that voice belonged to. He had to find Sam. The trouble was he didn't know where to start, normally he'd go to Bobby but Bobby was all over the place. There was no one else for him to turn to…unless…he grabbed his cell phone and scrolled through the contacts until he found Ellen's number. He didn't know if she'd know where Sam was but anything was worth a try right?
The ringing tone went on for a about three minutes and Dean was just about to hang up when a voice answered,
"What do you want?" Ellen said in a harsh tone. Dean frowned, that wasn't the response he'd been expecting. It sounded as if Ellen was angry with him for some reason.
"It's me Dean, " he said just in case she hadn't recognised his voice, after all he hadn't spoken to her for a while.
"I know who you are, why are you calling"
"I…er…I just wanted to know where Sam was, and if you'd seen him lately" Dean said quietly. Ellen laughed harshly and Dean tensed, this couldn't be good.
"Your brother is evil, Dean…evil, hell everybody knows that you can't save him. No one can, I wouldn't be surprised if he was dead already or working on hell's side, so If I was you I would forget that I had a brother' She said in a bitter tone. Dean's face twisted in confusion. What was it that Sam had supposedly done now, and why couldn't he remember.
"What are you talking about?" He asked finally scared that Ellen might hang up on him before he'd got the chance to find out.
"Ever since Sam was the last remaining psychic kid of his generation he was bound to become something evil, he killed that kid just so that he would win….he said he couldn't control it and that it just happened, you were supposed to put him out of his misery Dean, you…but you being a Winchester…well you though you knew best. Said you could save him, well good luck with that Dean…I just hope you find him before he kills everyone" and with that the phone went dead and Dean was left holding his cell to his ear, a look of horror on his face. Why couldn't he remember this? Why did it seems so clear one minute and then hazy the next. If Sam had killed Jake to win…then Sam couldn't have died. But what did that mean? How had that changed what happened next? Dean didn't know but he was as sure as hell going to find out.
