AN- Hey guys, sorry this is posted a bit later in the day than expected, I've been really busy. So anyway, this is a songfic I wrote awhile back, but I got taken off of FF because I forgot to put a disclaimer!
DISCLAIMER I DO NOT OWN KICKIN IT OR 'ALONE WITH YOU' BY JAKE OWEN
Alone With You
I don't see you laugh
you don't call me back
But you kiss me when you're drunk
I don't know your friends
don't know where you've been
Why are you the one I want
I wake up, along with jack, so he can get ready for work and I can say good bye, he's been very hush-hush around me lately, and I don't even know why. He works at the dojo and so do I, but I'm not working right now because I'm pregnant, "ok bye jack, I love you!" I say, as we get to the door, I go to kiss his lips but he kisses my cheek instead, "yea" he responds, rushing out the door. I really don't know what's wrong with him, he's been acting like this for the past week, and it's really starting to worry me.
Don't put your lips up to my mouth and tell me you can't stay
don't slip your hand under my shirt and tell me it's okay
don't say it doesn't matter because it's gonna matter to me
I can't be alone with you...
You've got me out on the edge every time you call
And I know it would kill me if I fall
I can't be alone with you
Jack had come home for lunch today, which gave me an opportunity to spend some time with him, right now we were both sitting on the couch watching TV, so I turn over to face towards him, get onto my knees and wrap my arms around him while kissing his neck, and ear, "Kim, stop" he says, trying to push me off but I continue, I make my way towards his mouth and almost to his lips, before he pushes me onto the couch, and stands up, right now I'm just pissed, I have no idea with his problem is, but it's pissing me off. "What the hell is your problem jack?!" I yell at him, he didn't answer so I continued, "I'm pregnant with YOUR child, yet you leave like you want nothing to do with us!" "Whatever Kim! You know that's not the case! I'm leaving, and by the way, I won't be home till tomorrow" he yells back, "whatever jack! I don't care anymore!" I finish, as he walks out the door, as I break down and cry. I need someone to talk to, so I call jerry, it rings and rings until he finally answers, "yo mamacita was up?" he asks happily, "hi jerry" I whimper, he hears my voice and is suddenly serious, "what's the matter sweetheart? Whose ass do I have to beat?" he asks, seriously "no one, I just need to ask you something," I cry, almost breaking down again. "Anything darling." He says, sweetly, this is the special side of jerry that I love like a brother. "Do you know why jack would for one, be pushing me away and ignoring me, and for two, he'd be staying the night, somewhere? We just fought, and he said he wouldn't be home tonight." I ask, crying again, "I really don't know senorita, but if you want I'll find out." He replies, "No thanks, jerry, well I've got to go, love ya"
Please don't chain that door
I can't win this war
your body's like a pill I shouldn't take
I decided that I'd go out for a walk at the mall; get my mind off of things, but when I get there I wish I didn't, I see jack, not at work but with another girl, 'how could he?!' I think, I guess he doesn't... care about us. I run home, open, and slam the door, and plop on the couch, letting the tears flow. What's sad is I still love him.
Don't put your lips up to my mouth and tell me you can't stay
don't slip your hand under my shirt and tell me it's okay
don't say it doesn't matter cause it's gonna matter to me
I can't be alone with you...
You've got me out on the edge every time you call
And I know it would kill me if I fall
I can't be alone with you
Its 11 p.m. now, I guess I'm done feeling bad for myself, as I get up and check my phone. 23 missed calls, from jack. I have no intentions on calling him back or checking all the voicemails and text messages either, so I delete them. I decide I should get something to eat, all this stress can't be good for the baby, and not eating will only make it worse. I hope there's a reasonable explanation for all of this, but the only things that come to mind are things, that end with jack leaving me. If he leaves, he better not expect to see his daughter.
Don't put your lips up to my mouth and tell me you can't stay
don't slip your hand under my shirt and tell me it's okay
don't say you love me cause you know you're gonna love me and leave
I can't be alone with you...
You've got me out on the edge every time you call
And I know it would kill me if I fall
I can't be alone with you
Its 12 a.m. now, and I can't sleep a blink, the only things I can think about are what girl jacks with or what friend is he having fun with. He's called a few more times, but I haven't answered, I delete every one.
I don't see you laugh
you don't call me back
But you kiss me when you're drunk
Now it's 2 a.m. , I'm just sitting in the dark, empty living room, when the door slams open. I walk around the couch, and to the entry hall, to see jack walk- ish in. I go over him and cross my arms, but he forces his lips on mine, moving his hands down to my hips, and almost under my shirt, hooking his thumbs into my belt loops. I kiss back, rubbing my hands all over his shoulders, chest, and torso, and finally finish with my hands in his hair. He pushes his tongue in my mouth and lifts my legs up to wrap around his waist, but that's when it hits me, "jack, your drunk." I say pulling away and slowly walking backwards, away from him, he reaches out to grab my arm, but I pull away, "no I'm not" he slurs, "jack… yes you are…." I trail off, this time he pushes me against the wall gently, "I'm sober enough to know that I love and I will never leave you alone again"
AN- so i hope yall liked it! this is one of my favs! so 10 reviews for an update which may or may not be around friday
peace yalls
