Chapter 3

I don't know why I set myself up for pain, As soon as I saw Alice, Jasper, Esme and the others... I should haven known He would be there too. I don't know why I waited to see his face... I should have ran in the other direction... In the end, It was only more heartache for me. His face was so much more beautiful than my fading Human memorys lead me to be believe. I hated him, I hated him for bringing me into this world when he didnt intend to keep me. He left me hurt and broken, I promised him I wouldn't do anything stupid... I still had charlie, Renee, and eventually Jacob to think about. But in the end, I still lost everything because of the world he brought upon me.

I didn't know where I was running until I ended up at the old cemetery. Everything here was either covered in vines or broken into peices. Charlie's head stone was still standing. I cleared all the old vines off, and have been bringing flowers here often... I missed Charlie so much, I knew he must have been a wreck when I disappeared. I would have given anything to go back, to talk to the girl that walked around like a zombie mopping over a vampire that would never love her, to tell her that he was all she had, to cherrish every day with him. My figurs traced the lines that read 'Charlie Swan', underneath was his date of birth, and date of death. There was no Beloved father discription, because his daughter was ripped away from him. There was no Beloved Husband discription because he never loved anyone else other than my mother.

Charlie died alone.

Anger ripped through my cold heart. I could not blame Laurent, He was long gone... Edward was the only one left to blame for this. He was the one to blame for bringing me into this mythical world, inflicting pain on my family.

He would pay.

For what he did to me.

For what he did to Charlie.

I walked into my house, knowing Tristen was already worried about me. He always looked after me, it was much more than I diserved. He stood by, year after year, watching me grow more and more angry and dark.

"If you want to talk im here." Was all he said on the subject, He knew me well enough to know when I wanted to be left alone.

I walked to my room in silence, Not responding.

My Mind was racing. never slowing down all through the night. I wondered if his distractions where worth it, Because he has it coming for him.

I wondered if they would be signing up for school again, my plan forming...

The next morning, I used my invisability to sneak past Tristen, I didnt want to worry him. I spent most of the morning hiding in my car in the parking lot of the school, Watching each student closely. There was no way I could have missed it, She was too graceful, Alice. She was walking into the school office. I turned invisible again, sneaking out of my car when no one was watching. I stayed far away as she left the office and danced back to a shiny black car. Edward was the first and only one out, I guess it was just Alice and Edward attending this time. Seniors or Jouniors? I pondered.

They talked for a couple seconds then went into different directions, I followed Edward eagerly. I soon realized he was playing a senior role.

The rage only grew more definant as I followed him around, plotting my plan for revenge.

I raced home, trying to work out the details in my head.

I was going back to school.

I was going to apear human.

I was going to mess with his head.

Then I was going to make him regret everything.