The teachers were lately giving them stacks of homework; there afternoons extremely busy on their homework's especially I since everyone wanted me to do their homework.
That wasn't it there was the N.E.W.T.S she had to study for. I was also expected Malloy to insult me anytime he would see me, but he was acting odd, he would pass me and look up at me and blush.
No shit! He couldn't have a crush on me, could he? He was always being all mean to me why should he like me?
On Friday during the feast I was going to finish my homework somewhere quite, like the library. "Granger" I heard an arrogant voice noooooo not him!
Immediately I thought of turning and running the opposite way maybe I could go out to the lake and study there.
I heard Malloy scoff "fine, Hermione" his voice was odd, friendly.
Uh oh. I decided to turn around, he was sitting on the table his feet swinging under him back and forth back and forth his platinum blonde hair covering most of his face, he looked… I thought for a moment what word to describe him?
"So what's up, Gra- Hermione" he looked awfully uncomfortable saying my name.
"The sky Malfoy, what do you want?"
"Sweetheart you don't need to bite of my head" he said getting up and caressing my cheek. I flinched, "Im not you're sweetheart"
Now he was only inches of my face I backed up to get away from him but he cornered me onto a desk, he kissed me so softly it felt like a light breeze on my lips, I could have pushed him away but I was frozen in place.
He smiled at me and left. In my head I thought of the word I was looking for; handsome. Wow, what a slytherin sex god. Riiiiight. I laughed and sat down and did my work
At the feast, Harry and ginny eat some and snogged a while like always. I couldn't believe it Ginny had always been a very good girl now she was very indecent, acting like some scarlet women. It was too much, it was disgusting.
People would pass by and say things like "Get a bed" or "Twenty points from Gryffindor".
"Dear Dear this people obviously don't know how to respect such a beautiful relationship"said Ginny.
I rolled my eyes, this was my friend Ginny? I kind of knew this side of Ginny, she was always like this with her other boyfriends but now she was with Harry so the kissing was a bit wilder now.
Then there was Harry, the way he was acting with Ginny really surprised me, he was a man-whore or whatever, I couldn't believe it with Ginny he was always sucking on her face. It's Monday morning, I was eating pancakes and bacon (my favorite), when Harry enters…alone.
He sits down,sigh he looks so handsome with his beautiful green eyes and his robes fit him so beautifully…athletic (heehee) today after staring at him for a while "where's Ginny?" he started chocking.
"Oh my god Harry are you okay?" I said quickly standing up and whacking him on the back. Everyone turned around to see what the commotion was.
"Hermione, careful not to kill him." I gave Ron a really dark look. When Harry could finally catch his breathe he just glanced over at Ginny who was talking with Parvati and Lavender, they were all wearing very revealing clothes, they did that only when they were all single,
" Oh, Im so sorry Harry, I didn't know you had broken up with Ginny." He hugged me and cried into my shoulder, the last time he cried was when Sirius fell behind the curtain, he hadn't cried when Cho ditched him for some other boy.
"Harry Im sorry, but get off people are staring." I blushed. He really liked Ginny I sighed. "She said that our love for each other was dying and that I wasn't the boy she thought I was." He looked so sad and fragile an still he looked so handsome.
"I wouldn't have dumped you, I mean you're so handsome and all…" Oops.
"I know I'm handsome Hermione, but she dumped me!" Humph, talk about conceited.
Great, Ginny had just dumped Harry Potter, 'the boy who lived.' That moment Ginny stood up walked over to the Slytherin table. Oh no, this couldn't end well.
Ginny stood in front of Malloy who seemed to be talking to Crabbe and Goyle, they were laughing then they stopped they whispered something to Malloy.
As he turned around to face Ginny she kissed him, the Great hall went silent, as they say you could have heard a pin drop. Ron and I gasped, what the heck is she doing? Ron blushed and sank low in his seat.
Malfoy grabbed Ginny and kissed her, the way Harry and Ginny used to, I had to admit I was surprised, any other time Draco would have slapped her or pushed her away he would've done something… Malfoyish.
He would have never snogged a 'Weasley'; "Don't use me, you Weasley" I tried really hard not to laugh.
The rest of the days were still, Harry and Ginny were avoiding each other a lot, and when they couldn't be kept away they seemed to want to kill each other and all because Ginny had kissed the Slytherin sex god: Draco Malfoy.
I was sitting in the Gryffindor common room re- reading Hogwarts: A history when suddenly I felt nervous scared and felt like I wanted to run and hide.
I got up and started looking for Harry, as I ran past clans of students I felt that this wasn't good I always got this feeling when Harry was in trouble.
"Hey watch it!" said a Slytherin. When I stopped running outside near hagrids hut, I saw Ron and Draco coated in blood the grass was also red and wet. Ron had his robes badly torn and a bruised eye, Draco on the other side only had a scar on his right cheek, it made him look more mischievous, and handsome.
I quickly sprinted down the steps. "Stop, Stop!"
"NO-HE –KISSED- MY- SISTER- IM- NOT- GOING- TO- LET -MALFOY –GET- AWAY- WITH- IT!" Ron was sadly attempting to catch his breathe and avoid Malfoy's continues blows.
I sadly shook my head and stood there with my arms crossed, "Expelliarmus" I said summoning their wands, I didn't want them to get any more hurt, I thought chuckling.
Just then Ron tried to punch Draco in the face, but Draco just flipped Ron on the ground, and stood on rons' back pulling his arm behind his back.
"Ow ow ow let go of me Malfoy!"
"No you came to fight me, now try to defeat me, Weasley!" Dracos' hair was in his face he looked very hot standing their on Ron as twitched hopelessly on the ground.
Ouch, that looked painful. "Let go of him Malfoy, didn't you ever learn not to pick on someone smaller than you?" Ron gave me a dirty look, Draco just grinned at me, and I grinned back.
I pulled Ron of the ground and yes, he was very heavy, Draco turned around to face us and kicked Ron below the stomach as Ron twisted in pain on the floor I handed back their wands.
"It's not my fault Weasley that you're sister is such a slut." Draco said not looking at Ron but at me, I looked away blushing.
I was surprised that not every single student in Hogwarts was watching, because usually when fights or duels everyone would come running and see the fight. Draco sighed, picked up his bag and left, turning around and blowing a kiss to me.
Why does he have to do that? I dragged Ron the opposite way to the hospital wing. "I don't want you fighting over Ginny's bad actions of being some kind of person who sells herself"- rons opens his mouth but its to painful for him
"As I was saying, ginny is grown enough to know what she is doing, she doesn't need to get her brother beat-up cause of her."
"Hermione you see how I left his face?"
"Wow a scar, you should see yourself Ron."
"Ron you have about four broken bones, two missing teeth, one broken arm, a bruised lip, eye and Oh yeah, he punched you in the crotch." As I left Ron at the infirmary, I thought I don't know how I feel about Harry anymore, I want to think I don't like him anymore but when I see him I forget I want to hate him, how I don't want to have a crush on him anymore.
I could go out with anyone I'd want, many guys have asked me out, but i've refused, hoping someday Harry would ask me out. Why does Ginny ignore the fact that I like Harry?
Why does- "Harry what are you doing here?" "I go to school here, remember?" he said chuckling.
"Yeah I know, but why aren't you with Ginny?"
"Oh, that girl." He said sadly obviously not wanting to talk about her.
"Harry I-… I need to tall you something, come." I couldn't believe what I was going to do. As we walked outside to the lake ,it was a beautiful day, the lake was calm and you could hear the giant squid screeching.
"Harry, I…" I couldn't explain such a delicate thing, so I kissed him; it was just small peck on the lips.
"I've felt some thing really special for you for a very long time, Ginny knew but she totally ignored it, I love you Harry."
His eyes bulged,"
"No, No, No, NO! Hermione I could never like you more than a friend, I love ginny not you," he said wrinkling his nose; he didn't like me like I expected.
"I couldn't ever go out with you or anything, CAUSE I DON'T LIKE YOU HERMIONE ACTUALLY, I HATE YOU, GINNY KNEW YOU LIKED ME THAT'S WHY SHE DUMPED ME! " I HATE YOU HERMIONE GRANGER!" he was screaming and he now hated me instead of liking me, I felt my heart shatter. He just turned around and walked back to the castle.
As I slowly walked back to the dormitories, I thought of the time when 14 house elves had to clean the blood from a girl in Hufflepuff, she had lived but she still remained with many scars on her arms, back, legs everywhere. She had tried to kill herself because everyone would make fun of her. I grabbed my razor from my room and went into the bathroom.
WARNING: NOT TRUE DON'T DO IT! YOU ARE GOING TO SUFFER AND NOT DIE LEAVING YOURSELF RETARDED! IT'S NOT A JOKE! DON'T TRY THIS ANYWHERE! PLEASE!
I brought down the razor on my veins, it didn't hurt as I expected, it felt good, relaxing, as if it were less pain than that of Harry telling me how much he hated me because I liked him.
I stripped till I was only in my underwear, I cut deeper into my veins, then I went to cutting deeply into other parts of my body.
Anywhere were there was a vein I cut into it. I saw the blood rush down my body and soundlessly fall onto the floor. The white tile floor was soon covered in big pools of blood; the blood started rushing down faster by every passing moment.
"Why does Harry not like me like I do, I spent half my life drooling after him, thinking that someday we were going to go out and be happy forever. I lived in such a stupid fairy tale!
CURSE HARRY POTTER!" I then fell from above the toilet seat on to the floor. Everything seemed so blurry now, I felt weak, and I couldn't move at all, much less cut myself more. I wanted to end up like that girl in Hufflepuff, with one exception: Dead. CURSE HARRY POTTER!
