Me: Chrissie? You know I love you... *smiles*
Christian: Nikki? You know I don't care... *smiles back*
Me: *huffs and kisses cheek* Pleeeease?
Dimitri: I wanna do it again.
Me: No. Remember what happened last time?
Dimitri: *gulps* yeah...
Me: Exactly, so... Chrissie... Pleeeease?
Rose: Will it shut you up?
Me: No. Not now it won't. *glares*
Rose: You wanna try that again.
Me: I am sooo not afraid of you.
Rose and Christian: Sure.
Me: Asshats.
Christian: Thought you loved me.
Me: Toche. Very Toche.
Christian: Lol, okay I'll do it.
Dimitri: Damn you Christian.
Christian: Go suck chein asshole. The fabulous Nicole doesn't own Vampire Academy nor any of the characters but, *checks her out* I may take it into consideration to let her own me. ;)
Rose: Perv.
Christian: Don't make me call you Buffy.
Me: Hush you two. And, Chris, call me. *winks*
Christian: ;)
Me: Lol, anyways, on with the story!
RPOV
I woke up, and realized, I was still in the cabin. Then, with a startle and a… fright, I think came rushing toward me. I remember every moment of the night before.
Slowly and reluctantly, I got up and made my way up to my dorm room, to wash up. I got in the shower, and got ready for the slow and sad day to come.
My training sessions were not happening temporarily since my supposed-to-be mentor is leaving me to be with…that ugly ass bitch, Tasha. I forgave her for trying to take away MY Dimitri, the first time she attempted. But, now… I wanted nothing more then to choke the living daylights out of her. Hey, you can't blame a girl! Stealing another girls man, should be illegal. It is wrong and selfish.
I walked to my first class since I now had extra days off, since my Mason, sighting occurred. And, unfortunately I am about to be attacked with a big bear hug and questioned, in about… three, two, oof! Only one answer to the one who just hugged me…
Lissa.
"OMG! So, how'd it go?" She exclaimed kinda loud, causing half of the kids in the quad to look in our direction, questioning our sanity. I glared at them, and they immediately looked away. Don't mess with an irritated Rosemarie Hathaway. "I want all the details."
"Well, I went to comfort him. We talked about…Spokane." Spokane Was always a subject, I wanted very much to avoid. Sensing my distress, Lissa gave me a hug. "Thanks." I hesitated, before continuing. "We told each other how we felt since then. We kissed, which was great. Like super great." I looked at Lissa, and she had a smirk as wide as an elephants across her face. Sometimes, I worried about her.
She nodded. When she looked at me her smirk got even bigger, seeing my face, if that were even possible. I mentally laughed at my little joke. Even though it wasn't really funny. "So…What about Dimitri? Do you really love him?"
Great! Just what I wanna think about! "Oh. Um…yea. I didn't know how to tell you. Sorry. I'm still mad at you. You hurt Christian. Speaking of him, I have to go find him." I told her. Then asked, "Do you know…"
I was cut off. "Sorry, and yes. He is at the feeders." She smiled.
I nodded my thanks, and went toward the feeders room.
I walked into the tiny, dull office. I looked around, until my eyes landed on gorgeous, crystal blue eyes.
I bit my lip. Then, I smiled and started towards him. He gave me a small, sad smile. Why was he sad? Did he regret everything now?
Confused, I asked, "What's wrong, Pyro?" trying to lighten up the tension between us.
It worked, he smirked, and I loved his smirk. It was officially my smirk. I smiled to myself, knowing that was, or could be, true.
He then said, sad yet again, "Rose…after I feed I wanna talk to you. Up in the attic." Now I was worried.
I nodded. "Okay… Sure." I said hesitant. Now, I was worried. Was he going to "dump" me? I don't think I can handle that again.
Christian smiled at me, and I knew everything would be alright. He grabbed my hand and squeezed tightly, reassuringly. So, I sat there, letting my mind wonder, trying to find any possibility, of what was to come.
"Christian Ozera." It is about time.
We both stood up, and followed, the old lady, into a small area. Me and Christian held hands on the way in. There sat…
Alice. I rolled my eyes. Of course it was her.
"Good morning, Christian." She nodded. "Rose?" She nodded questioningly. I nodded back curious myself. "I thought you were dating, Vasilissa, Christian?"
I hate to say it, but I got a little jealous, and tensed. I was worried for him. He squeezed my hands, and I relaxed almost immediately, for his sake.
"Hello, Alice. Vasilissa, has moved on, as well as I. And sorry to rush you, but I am kinda in a hurry." He gestured to me then the clock.
"That's okay, deary." She leaned her neck towards him.
"Okay." He said before he sunk his teeth into her neck. Now I envied her. Christian smiled slightly, watching me pout. He stopped drinking, grabbed my hand, and said to Alice, "Sorry for the rush. But, I must be going."
She nodded dizzily. And, now I was worried again.
"Come on, Rose."
I nodded, and let him lead me to the attic, as tears welled up in my eyes.
I just know he is going to tell me that everything was a mistake, and that he didn't want me. I was used to it, so this should not be any different.
When we got there, he went straight to thee window seat. I let a few tears flow. I just stood there waiting for him to tell me everything I was dreading. When he turned around and looked me over, a look of pain and worry took over his features.
"Rose…" He started sitting down on the window seat. But I cut him off as, I moved to the edge of the seat.
"Let me guess," I sobbed, making it hard to speak. Oh well. I was tired of being used like yesterdays play toy. And then have my love, move onto a shinier new toy. "You don't love me. Everything was a… was…a…" I broke off, as he sat there waiting for me to get it all out. I saw tears in his eyes, and pain all over his features. "Everything was a stupid mistake. You don't love me. You don't like me, and it was wrong that we kissed. Now, you found someone to move onto, and don't want me." I yelled almost in his face. He let a few tears flow out of his eyes. I brushed them away quickly. Because, Even though he may not love me, I do love him. "I have heard it all before. So, you don't have to say a word. I know it all by heart now. Dimitri and now…y-y-y-you. And I really loved you." I was full on crying now.
I knew he only looked pained but only because he had been caught.
Before, I could react he pulled me closer to him and hugged me to him, crying into my hair, as I cried into his shoulder.
"Rose, I do love you." Oh, boy. Now I feel stupid. "And if Belikov…" He gritted his teeth, then he unclenched them. "If he did that to you then he is an idiot, and does not deserve you." He crushed his lips to mine. "I," he kissed me. "love," Kissed me another time. "You." One last kiss. "I love you. I would never do that to you. Please don't think that." Great, I am such a dumb ass. I don't deserve him.
"I am so, so sorry. I didn't mean it. I've been through a lot. I do love you Christian. I love you. Do you forgive me? I am so sorry." He kissed me. The kiss was full of, love,worry, fear, passion, lust, and compassion. When he ended the kiss I sat down and we kept our foreheads together. "So… What did you wanna tell me before I went berserk." I laughed slightly, and he chuckled. And man his laugh. Everything seemed to rest on his laugh. Suddenly he stopped.
"Well… I went to look for you at the gym. I wanted to talk to you." He shrugged. "Adrian said something, and I needed someone to talk to someone. Now I'm fine. When I got to the gym, you weren't there, but…" He took a piece of paper out of his pocket and handed it to me.
"Thanks." I smiled.
I opened up the paper. "I'll…um…go." Christian said, standing up.
"No! Please, stay." I grabbed his hand. He squeezed my hand, and smiled. He sat back down on the seat, and pulled me into his lap.
"I'm here, and I always will be. I love you." He gave me a peck on the lips.
"I love you, too." We both smiled. His smile showed dimples. I reached up and touched them. When my hand made contact, his eyes closed, and his lips parted. I giggled.
I took a deep breath and turned my attention back to the note.
In elegant script I knew to well, It read:
Dear Roza,
Please don't be mad at me. I'd rather you don't like me but please don't hate me. I truly do love you. I am only staying with Tasha because I can't be near you, without wanting you. If we ever got caught it would risk your future. You need someone better then me. Someone who can love you back. Someone who can give you kids. Someone who wont put your future of being a Guardian at risk. I am so, so sorry. Please, please, forgive me. I hope to see you in the future. I hope you have moved on by then, and are with a great guy who makes you happy. I will support you 100% with your choice. I hope to see you again, Roza. Forgive me and I love you. Oh and don't hurt, Adrian, Stan, Jesse, Ralf, CHRISTIAN, or shall I say Pyro?J Scratch that, don't hurt anyone. J Stay safe. For me and for Lissa.
Yours forever,
Dimitri Belikov
P.S: Please, don't do anything rash. I cant stop them now. As in: don't do anything rash or stupid. Love you.
I laughed and cried through reading the letter.
"Rose. Look at me." So I did. He looked pained as he wiped away my tears with his fingers. "You don't need him. You have me now, and forever. I love you, and it pains me to see you like this. It isn't like you. You are strong, and confident. Not vulnerable, and weak. You are the Rose I fell in love with. My Rose." Christian whispered.
That made me cry harder. They weren't sad tears. They were happy tears. I cried into his chest. Nobody has ever said so many kind words to me, not even Dimitri or Lissa.
The door suddenly opened, and Lissa walked in. I felt Christian tense, and stop breathing altogether. "It's okay. You have me now." I told him using his words for my own.
Christian smiled and gave me a peck on the lip.
Lissa sat cross legged in front of us and smiled. "Hey. I saw what happened. You were crying. Why? Are you okay?" She was concerned. I could feel it through the bond, and hear it in her voice.
"Yea, I am. Did you want me?" I asked.
"Good, and no. I just wanted to make sure you were alright. What did he do?" She asked Christian. "And, how are you?"
He took my hands in his. "We are both fine. And as far as her being upset…" He trailed off looking at me. "Belikov left her to go to my Aunt's. Then he left Rose a letter saying that he loved her and that he was sorry. He said he left protect her future. He wants her to move on, and find someone that is better for her." Christian said in one breath.
I was proud of, My Pyro. "Wow! You do pay attention!" I commented, sarcastically. His smirk grew bigger. Mine. That is my smile/smirk.
"See you," Lissa said with a smile in her voice.
Me and Christian were lost in each others eyes but we both managed to say, "bye" At the same time.
Lissa turned, and practically, ran out of the attic. I watched her leave.
I giggled, then turned, my attention back to Christian. I met his crystal blue, lust filled eyes with my own brown, lust filled eyes. I could see all the love in his eyes.
He leaned forward, as did I. When our lips met, our kiss started out soft, slow, and gentle. The kiss turned, needy, urgent, and rough.
Soon enough I was on my back naked with the man I loved.
Christian had a condom on already and was kissing my body all over. Leaving soft trails of his soft kisses everywhere. It made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.
He stopped and looked into my eyes as if asking permission. I knew I was ready. I nodded. He gave me a soft peck on the lips before trusting himself in me gently, knowing, this was my first time.
His thrust became more urgent. I felt pain and pleasure, mixed with bliss. Pleasurable pain, and bliss.
I forgot about Dimitri. I forgot about all the rumors. I forgot about Lissa. About how much I wanted to strangle Christians man stealing aunt. I forgot who I am. I forgot everything, except him.
When we were finished we laid tangled in each others embrace.
"I love you." He murmured.
"I love you, too." I said.
We soon fell asleep in each others embrace. I slept with a smile on my face. Happy.
RPOV 12 days later
Me, Christian, Lissa, Eddie, and Adrian, were all gathered in my room. We were all watching movies, playing games, and telling funny stories. We were in the middle of truth and dare. It was my turn, and Christian asked me next.
"Rose, Truth or Dare?" Christian asked.
"Truth."
"When did you lose your virginity? And with who?" He asked. I glared. He shrugged.
"I lost it when I was upset. With you. And you know where." I said and blushed as he smiled, proud that I had my first time with him. I smiled back, proud of myself. "Okay, Lissa. T or D?" I asked. This is going to be good.
She gulped. "D." Oh! This is gonna be great!
I smiled evilly and she gulped. "I dare you to put a pickle in your mouth, and kiss Eddie." Ha. Ha. Suckers. "Oh, and don't forget to chew it up a little."
She shrugged. Poor Eddie looked horrified. I stifled a giggle. "Sorry, Eddie." She said and put a pickle in her mouth, chewed some, then kissed Eddie. They finished and she ate the rest of the pickle. "Christian, T or D."
"Dare…"
"I dare you to… pull Rose's pants down and kiss her clit." She smirked. "Then kiss her."
Oh no! Not a tease! I hate being teased.
He shrugged. "Okay." So he did. I moaned. He did a whole lot more then kiss. He sucked, and bit softly. He licked away the wetness he created, then looked at me and smiled. "Guys, we are going to bolt. Be back soon."
Then me and him jumped up and ran for the door. I opened it, and saw, Dimitri Belikov, about to knock. On my door.
I glared at him and slammed the door in his face. I thought I heard a sob.
"Rose…Please can we talk?" Dimitri asked.
I opened the door and gestured him in. Did he honestly think I was going let him into MY room after what he did to me? I do not think so buddy! Just as he was about to step through the door I said, "No. Don't think so." Then slammed the door again. I'll talk to him later, but I just want to be with Christian.
I still couldn't contain my anger and sadness. "That Bastard!" I screamed. I didn't care who heard me at that point.
Christian came over and tried to soothe me. "It's okay. Shh… Its alright." He said stroking my hair. Everyone in the room was looking at me like I was crazy. Probably because they were all drunk.
I nodded towards Christian. "Let's go."
He nodded and we went to the church attic.
When we stopped I fell to my knees. Christian ran over to me and hugged me to him.
"Its okay. Everything will be fine. I'm here for you. I love you." Christian said. It worked a little and I started to calm down. "I…" Kiss. "love…" Another kiss. "you." One last kiss. "You don't need him. Shh… You have me." I stopped crying. I loved Christian with every fiber of my being, and he wasn't lying. He meant every word. He would always be here for me.
The door suddenly swung opened. "What are you two doing up here?" said the one voice I didn't want to hear. I started crying harder into Christians chest.
He immediately responded by soothing me. "Shh… Rose, its okay. Its okay. Shh…" When I looked up, he was sending daggers at Dimitri. When he looked at me, his face softened.
I cried back into his shoulder as Dimitri said, "What's wrong with her?" With love, concern, pain, and regret dripping on every word he spoke.
"Gee. I wonder." Christian said sarcastically.
"Why do you care? I thought you hated her?" He sounded a little edgy.
"Because, we are dating." Christian practically snarled, at Dimitri, with a smile in his voice.
Uh oh! A Cliffy! What happens next? :D
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~Nicole Panthera Ozera~
