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Chapter Summary: The lives of the Winchester family till the Stanford applecation. Have fun.

Word count: 2876 Words (5 pages in Times New Roman 12p)


Lemmino ~ Terra

Care not for lives unseen

Look away from reality

Hide behind, a mask

Look confused, when you're asked

What you've done, to help, humanity

Its not you, its not me, its all together

Try to change all the harm we've done.

To ourselves, to the earth, to the voice not yet heard

To the world left behind by our own, own own own own


Chapter 2: The Roads We Crossed

November 10, 1983 - Human/mortal Zone – Earth – USA – Lawrence, Kansas – SPN Reality – Danny's POV

Seven days since the attack. Seven days since the demon came. Seven days since Mary's death. Seven days since Dean and Sam lost their mother. Seven days have they stayed in a poor excuse of a motel. John has been drinking almost every night non-stop since Mary's death. Out of sight of his children, but the smell is still strongly present in the room.

Miss Moseley called after Mary's death, she wanted to explain what happened, what killed Mary. I've a bad feeling that John is going to take up hunting like my original parents, the Fentons. The main difference being their reasons. He wanted revenge for Mary while for the Fentons it was mainly scientific curiosity mixed with a heavy dose of sadism (Splicing it, molecule for molecule, indeed). I'm not certain the kids will stay unharmed, both physically and mentally, if he keeps on going this way with his obsession.

Dean has come out of his shell four days ago. His mental condition is not okay, he should get special help or something. John going to the bar every night isn't helping either. This has led to my current indictment: being Sam and Deans lifeline.

Helping Dean is easy enough, play with him, be there for him, etc. I'm at the moment his only social interaction, which is sad. I am after all just an embodiment of his old memories and powers. The sad reality, I'm not real. A part of him, yes. But is that enough? I don't know, only Clockwork can tell.

And Sam? Well, its difficult. Sam isn't old enough to understand me completely, but me being near calms him. He saw the attack and murder on his mother. That is going to leave some deep scars on his mental state, even at his current age. And as if the mental scarring isn't enough, is he at the current moment in a lot of pain, the demon blood is havocking his already feeble immune system. I'm putting a tons of my own energy in Sam to keep him alive. Demon blood is nasty stuff, even for me. I'll be forced to also give him some of 'my' blood to counteract if his situation doesn't take a drastic turn for the better very soon. Counteracting the demons deed will be an colossal task. Without blood or any other focus to guide the energy, from a distance, in my current state can do more wrong than good for both of us. It will most certainly create a stronger connection between the brothers. Stronger than the current bond which is already far above average. The traces of the demons blood and the demonic connection it formed won't be destroyed completely but they will be heavily weakened. Sam will unfortunately forever have a weakness for demon blood. I may be powerful but I can't preform miracles. I'm not a god, thank you very much.

November 12, 1983 - Human/mortal Zone – Earth – USA – Lawrence, Kansas – SPN Reality – Deans POV

Danny didn't tell me why but he said I had to make a small cut and mix the blood with Sammy's food. Sammy stopped crying after he swallowed it. It was really gross but Danny said that it would help Sammy in the long run. There was a small flash of green light and Sammy stopped crying.

Much has changed since the fire. Mom won't be coming back, Danny explained it to me but it doesn't make me any happier. Dad has been crying when he thinks we are asleep and he seems to be carrying his bottles everywhere he goes. Dad has become more distant lately, he is beginning to give us a weaker version of the look mom gave us the last two months before she went to Heaven. A mix of suspicion and desperation. Both me and Danny are beginning to question if this is going to end well for us.

I and Danny are now responsible for Sammy's wellbeing and have to take care of him when dad is away. So that is at least the majority of the day. From the time I gave him some of my blood, I seem to understand most of his babbling and cries. He sometimes sends me pictures through the bond when he is hungry or wants a specific toy. Danny said that the bond is a side-effect from his method to purify Sam of the demon blood, over time we should be able to communicate with just a thought. That sound fantastic, I will always be able to know when my little brother is in danger so I can protect him.

Oh, Sammy is hungry again, time to give him his last bottle and then to bed. Danny says it is way past my bedtime but dad has yet to return. Danny says he just went to the store but it is hours past closing time and he always smells when he gets back.

I really wished that the fire never happened, that I and Danny had to go to school, mom was still with us, that dad stopped acting so strange and I could sleep back in my own bed instead of shearing a bed with Sammy. I want to go home.

October 14, 1993 - Human/mortal Zone – Earth – USA – Cheap Motel – SPN Reality – Danny's POV

Much has changed in the last ten years. Many things went, unfortunately, just as I had predicted. John became, to my greatest regret, a hunter and he dragged his children down with him. The only constant being Robert Singer, or uncle Bobby, and Pastor Jim. We see them once every four or five months, it depends on how much John infuriated them the last time and the location of the next hunt.

Johns relation with Sam and Dean has become strained and more unlivable with the day. Sam has been pushing for a normal live. Dean is siding with him even if the hunting aspect suits him just fine (His/my hero complex?). Is it the emotional pressure from Sam through the bond? Deans brother instincts? John's lack of thrust? The lack of a father figure? The thorough destruction of their youth? John's paranoia attacks that could put both of them at risk? Or just a mix of it all? Only Clockwork knows.

Sam has, surprisingly, still not realized it yet but John is extremely suspicious of them. Sam because of the demon blood poisoning and Dean because of little old me. The seeds of doubt that Mary unknowingly planted, have grow into an enormousness tree. He hides his suspicion behind his cold, calculating, military look. I don't think the boys are save if his suspicions ever are confirmed.

Sam and Deans carefree youth has transformed into a soldier training program. Handling guns, fight sports, etc. Their mission: hunting Mary's killer or die trying. I am surprised they haven't broken under the constant amount of pressure John puts on them. But I am already beginning to see cracks in both Sam and Dean's emotional center.

Dean has, out of defense, emotionally closed himself off from everyone except Sam and me, caused problems at whatever school they are staying at and has an odd fascination with Johns car, a black 1967 Impala. Sam has, on the other hand, no claims on a emotional blockade. The hurt of constantly leaving friends behind has been fueling his rebellion against John for years. He still has a somewhat innocent look on the world and has a lack of the paranoia both John and Dean are suffering from. I am no sure that that is a good thing.

As time flew and crushed their feeling in many ways, so grew their desire to leave. So far I have been able to dissuade them from running away but it will only be a matter of time. They still are not of age and would have to live on the streets. I am still contemplating if it would be better than the current situation. This family has so many problems, it is surreal. 'Something Jazz would salivate about and probably be topic of whole book series from just one interview' I thought nostalgically.

The full effect of my little blood experiment has show itself. The connection between Dean and Sam is much stronger than I anticipated. So strong that they share dreams from time to time. It's both an empathic and telepathic bond, even some of my powers and basic knowledge have bled through the bound. This would give them every opportunity to escape if they wished so. Dean can already do most the tricks I could do in human form when I was 25. Sam, through my coaching and early awakening of his psychic powers, has his empathy, telekinesis and premonitions under control. He furthermore can go intangible (weak) and invisible. I just hope the connection won't cause complications for the merge, another 9 years away. I hope we are still alive at that point.

8:00, November 1, 1993 - Human/mortal Zone – Earth – USA – Cheap Motel – SPN Reality – Deans POV

'Happy birthday, Dean!' Sammy cried through the bond while jumping on the bed like a five year old.

'8 o'clock, are you kidding me? There is no school or anything else for today so why wake me up at this ungodly hour?' Sam unfortunately piked up my thoughts. It is to early to shield my mind.

'But its your birthday!' exclaimed Sam. 'And dad isn't around, so …'

"Smug little needy demon, can't even let me sleep for another hour." I mumbled under my breath when finally opening my eyes and saw Sammy's puppy eyes on full blast. Nobody can't withstand those, not even Sam himself. That made a laugh-worthy memory when he tried them in a mirror. I would have thought that little Sammy became narcissistic, if I didn't know any better. Even had to save him from them.

Things went downhill after mom died. Dad started hunting down the demon not much later after her funeral. He still hasn't a clue of what type of demon we are searching. We only know one thing, it has yellow eyes. It is suppose to be rare. To be honest, I'm fairly certain that we are following a dead track. Not that my opinion counts for much. It was shot down the last time I tried.

I can feel his mistrust every time he looks at us. His gun always close by. He used to be so care-free but it change after her death. Danny says it is because Mary's change in behavior before her death towards us. She had to be in the know because she tried all the hunter tests. It makes sense now. The questions she asked dad could be the cause of his suspicions towards us. Not that it isn't completely unfounded. Both Sam and I have powers, just like the creatures he hunts, but we are his kids. It has to count as something. It is probably the only reason we are still alive. But for how long? Sammy is at the moment ignorant but I doubt that I can keep this truth from Sammy much longer. It really shocks me that some so smart can see so little, then again, he is only ten.

Sammy and I, mainly Sammy, have been pushing dad for an apple pie live but dad wouldn't bend. Running away has already come to our minds but Danny, who is playing Devils lawyer, is right. How could two boys of ten and fourteen survive on the street. We will probably be caught and brought back in a month and I don't want to imagine the repercussions. It could escalate things further.

"Hey, jerk!" said Sammy, effectively pulling me out of my depressing thoughts.

"You know it is true, bitch!" I said with a million dollar smile, continuing our little banter. "So ... Why did you wake me up?"

"It is your birthday"

"I know it is. It still doesn't give you any reason to wake me up"

"I know you like your beauty sleep but we could do something fun today"

"Like what?" I said during my hunt for the cereals.

"Going laser shooting!"

"We don't have enough money for that. Dad just left the bare minimum to get around. Hell, we probably wont even have enough for food!"

"Speaking of dad, where is he?"

"Hunting and drinking himself into oblivion, like every year."

Sammy tried to change the subject and proposed "Oh...We could always go to the park?"

"Dad said we weren't allowed to leave the motel"

"Since when do you listen to dad when he isn't around"

"Good point"

"What about Danny?"

"Still sleeping. He mumbled something of having spend too much energy yesterday." I said while still hearing Danny growling.

"OK" said Sammy while searching his coat.

Time skip

It was the best time I had in ages. Sammy running away from ducks because they found out he had bread was prime comedy material. Sammy even got me a gift, a necklace. Dinner was apple pie, much to Sammy's distaste. My day couldn't get better. But like all good things, it ends. Dad called. WE are leaving in three days.

Sammy will start the waterworks again, stupid chick-flick moments. It pains me every time to see Sammy cry when we leave for the next town, cutting bonds with his old friend, creating new ones, leaving again,... the cycle goes on. The bond doesn't make it any better. I have long since given up on establishing my own friendships. I advices Sammy to do the same but it is like the walls are the only ones to listen to me these days.

The battle of will, as I dramatically call it, is going to restart soon. The ongoing trowing of insults and cold stares for a few weeks to slowly stop as Sammy gives defeat only to restart two month later. It sometimes feels as if I am the only 'normal' one in the family.

November 1, 1993 - Human/mortal Zone – Earth – USA – Cheap Motel – SPN Reality – Sams POV

A sunny quiet November day, that is all I asked for my brothers birthday. It went all down the drain that exact moment that Dean answered the phone. Dad, already half drunk, commanded to be ready to leave in three days time. Successfully changing a day where nothing can go wrong into a day filled with misery. He didn't say as much as hi, how are you doing, happy birthday,... Like we are mindless soldiers, waiting for our next command.

I had finally made some friends at school and then he pulls this on us. It like he is doing it on purpose, he probably is. Why does he has to drag US on HIS dead end quest for revenge on a demon for a woman that I barely knew. Okay, I know her partly through Deans memories but still, couldn't he just dump us at Bobby's, we are dead weight anyway. Besides, Bobby is more of a father figure than he ever was and I am not exaggerating.

I want a normal live , a dad with a normal job, a house with a fence, a dog,... just an apple pie live.

Summary of characters:

John Winchester:

Species: Human

Occupation: Hunter

Siblings: Unknown

Powers: None

Danger level: Mediocre – High

Mary Winchester:

Species: Human

Occupation: Hunter (since birth)

Siblings: Unknown

Powers: None

Danger level: Mediocre – High

Extra: Hunter legacy dating back several generations

Dean Daniel Winchester:

Species: Human / Halfa (previous)

Occupation: Hunter

Date of Birth: 0:00, November 1, 1979 (altered)

Parents: John Winchester and Mary Campbell

Siblings: Sam Winchester (younger brother) and Adam Milligan (younger half-brother, unknown)

Powers: Cryokinesis (active), Ectokinesis (active), Invisibility (active), Intangibility (active), Control over Form (active), Minor flight / levitation (active), Magnified strength / durability / health / healing-rate / sensory (passive), Telepathy (brother only), Empathy (brother only)

Danger level: High

Extra: Vessel of Micheal; Alternate version of Daniel Fenton; Brother-bond with Sam Winchester; Deaths son through Daniel Phantom

Samuel Gabriel Winchester:

Species: Human / Psychic

Occupation: Hunter

Date of Birth: 9:30, May 2, 1983

Parents: John Winchester and Mary Campbell

Siblings: Dean Winchester (older brother) and Adam Milligan (younger half-brother, unknown)

Powers: Telekinesis (active), Empathy (active), Invisibility (active), Intangibility (active, weak), Premonition (passive), Magnified strength / durability / health / healing-rate / sensory (passive), Telepathy (brother only)

Danger level: High

Extra: Vessel of Lucifer; Brother-bond with Dean Winchester


A/N: Coming up next: Sam goes to college, the merge and the fallout between Dean and John. (till the pilot)

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