Hiya, I'm really sorry for the delay on this chapter because my computer crashed and all my documents were lost so I had to write this chapter out again after it had been fixed. Sorry again Enjoy!

Edwards POV

It had been two weeks since me and my family had moved to London. I'd discovered that the Dawsons (Random last name for the other vampire family that my friend randomly said) were so good at acting human. They were friends with some of them, they complained about fake blemishes that Serena made for them and how they couldn't afford the amazing top they'd seen while shopping (though of cause they could easily). I was enjoying myself here and though everyone else's' thoughts proved to me they were happy that I was happy, I wasn't. Some where in this world was Bella. My beautiful, selfless, warm, human Bella. I didn't know if she'd ever found someone else but I knew she must have experienced some sort of pain. She may not be breathing now. Surely she wouldn't be much longer, she was 67 years old now. Jasper flinched, I was sorry he had to share my pain, but almost glad that someone like me was hurting.

I couldn't help it. It was like she was a magnet. I was obsessed with Izzy. I would go with her wherever I could and sometimes I would be there without her knowing. One time I had caught her playing something in the music rooms. The song that I want to play for this is Kiss the rain by Yiruma. It was so beautiful and so sad that if I could have cried I would have. There was so much pain in her music, I felt like we were suffering the same sort of thing. She was a mystery to me, I couldn't read her because of her gift and I wasn't close enough to her that she would tell me anything. But I wanted to be. I mentally hit myself for even thinking that. I was in love with Bella, it hurt so much to think of her not with me, why was I so obsessed with Izzy?!

Bella's POV

Carlisle and Esme were getting along with Elizabeth and Darren just fine and they had all taken to invading our house, as we didn't have to accommodate everyone sleeping places, there was plenty of room. That night we played baseball as a storm had come (as Alice had predicted). My team won which really annoyed Matty. Ok slight under exaggeration, he went absolutely mental and chased me around the playing field until I wrestled him to the ground. When we arrived back at the house, everyone settled into various occupations. Alice and Rosalie followed Jenna and Serena upstairs to see their stupidly enormous collection of nail varnishes. Elizabeth, Darren, Carlisle and Esme were talking while Jasper, Emmett, Ben and Matty played arm wrestling matches (Emmett won most of the time). Chris watched Rochelle sat cross-legged on the sofa in one of her daydream modes, I didn't really want to interrupt.

"Do you want to do something"? asked Edward tentatively

"Sure" I replied "what did you have in mind"? He shrugged

"Do you want to go running or something" I considered this then spurred into action.

"YES I know exactly the place we could go follow me" I said as I shot out the door. I had discovered this place about 11 years ago. It was the most beautiful place I had ever been. It was a cliff at the end of all the meadows, you wouldn't know at first it just looked like a hill but then it broke off into the most magnificent drop with an astounding view.

"Where are we going" Edward called from beside me

"A place I like to go, right at the edge of the country it might take a few minutes". He looked puzzled by this but ran with me all the same. It only took 21 minutes until we reached the place I had discovered. I hadn't been there for a while. And it shocked me like it did every time.

We walked up the hill next to the stream until we reached the top where Edward gasped in shock.

"It's lovely isn't it" I smiled,

"Yes I…" he trailed off lost for words. The view looked down on the sea and in the distance I could see the French cost.

"Do you want to jump"? I asked him grinning

"What? Erm… no thanks" he answered.

"Are you chicken Edward are you are you?" I teased laughing

"No but… fine" he caved.

"Awesome" I grinned. Jumping from this cliff was the most amazing thing I had ever done in my entire life. I had never shared this experience with anyone. Then I realized that this was my version of Edward's meadow back in Forks. I took a deep breath which I didn't really need but it felt appropriate then counted down.

"You ready"? I asked Edward not waiting for an answer

"1, 2, 3!!!"…….

Edwards POV

I had not had this in mind when I'd asked Izzy if she wanted to do something. Ok this place was amazing and I was glad she had taken me here but jumping off a cliff! As a vampire of course I wasn't scared but…

"you ready" Izzy said I opened my mouth but she continued without waiting for a reply

"1, 2, 3!"!!! We jumped. The air rushed right through me and tousled my hair. I looked beside me to see Izzy tumbling through the air with her hair flying out behind her. I watched the water as we grew closer to it. Izzy was falling faster than me and gracefully entered the water with a small splash. I followed seconds after. The water would undoubtedly be cold for human skin but it was pleasantly warm for us.

"Do you wanna go again"? Izzy asked excitedly

"um I think we should go home now" I had had enough of getting wet for the day.

"Ok race you up the Cliff" she grinned.

She scowled at me when I arrived at the top just seconds before her. I grinned

"So um… how do we get dry"? I asked, this distracted her from her glaring.

"It just happens when your running back or you could run in circles now until you get dry" she said clearly still irritated.

"I think I'll pass thanks" I didn't want to look like an idiot.

We ran back to the house and sure enough we got dry pretty quickly.

"So how did the Dawsons find you"? I asked maybe I could get her to open up a bit more. She hesitated before answering.

"They found me I was hungry and weak, just wandering through the woods I used to live near" she looked pained as she spoke. "I was very upset you see and I didn't really feel it when I was transforming because I was in so much emotional pain already that nothing could be worse. When I woke up I was a little bit better and I was very controlled for a new born". She stopped talking and her face was thoughtful. I prodded further wondering how much she trusted me.

"Why were you in so much pain"? I asked "what could possibly more painful"? Izzy frowned

"Someone I cared about very much had just… left; I don't really like to talk about it." I had asked just two questions and they had raised so many more. Izzy was a mystery to me.

Bella's POV

God that was a close call. I had so nearly told Edward my story; I had so wanted to tell him. What would his reaction be? That was my fear, he left me, he would leave me again. I wanted him to be around me even if he didn't know who I really was. I would not be rejected again.

"Bella where have you been" asked Serena

"Out" I said

"But you promised we could do you nails tonight"

"I said you could do that if my team lost the baseball game"

"Well we're doing it anyway" Alice giggled. There would be no stopping Serena now Alice was around. I sighed in defeat as they dragged me upstairs.

"Seeya later" Edward chuckled. I scowled at him but he just grinned.

"Seriously where were you and Edward" asked Rosalie

"At that place I discovered" I replied as Jenna filed my nails

"Oh" she and Serena said knowledgably while Rose and Alice looked confused still.

"I found this really amazing place a few years ago and I like to go there sometimes". Rosalie nodded clearly uninterested but Alice frowned slightly then laughed at Serena's 'concentrating face' but it looked pretty stupid to me.

When my nails were finally done, I went back downstairs and watched Emmett beat Matty at arm wrestling then just to wind him up even more beat him myself. By the time I had returned from Matty chasing me for miles on end it was 3.30 am so I sat by the pond in the back garden and flicked pebbles into it. Alice had known me just as much as Edward, would she see through me? She had left without saying goodbye, surely none of them cared that much. I wasn't good enough for them. But was I now? When I knew them before I was human, weak, frail, not beautiful. Was I good enough for them now? I could only find out by telling them. But I couldn't risk it. I didn't want to lose them again.

Alice's POV

There's something about Izzy that is strange. She keeps changing her mind about revealing something, and Jasper has picked up a weird combination of emotions towards Edward. Pain, need, hope and hidden beneath it all, love. I don't understand her. She seems nice enough but she's just really confusing!

Again I'm really sorry for the delay and I probably won't have time to do another one for a while because I have some exams in a few weeks. I'll try to fit it in with my revision but I want it to be good quality. XxX