hi guys! sorry I haven't been active but i switch schools and I've been getting used to it! but im back and its almost summer so i'll be more active!
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I can't believe what I'm seeing... She's actually back! But how? She is supposed to be in Ireland... Oh sorry you guys don't know who I'm talking about. Well, I'm talking about Pandora, Panda-pops, the girl who wants to beat the shit out of me since I took away her girl. Her girl is no other than Elizabeth Stonem. That's right, Effy was Panda's girl before she was mine. That relationship was really confusing concerning that no one knew about it, they were just "friends" really good "friends". A normal friendship is different from what they had. They were always hugging, touching, kissing in the cheek and they were ALWAYS together. I was the first one to know about them. I found out by myself, my gay-dar didn't lie, plus I saw them making out in a corner of college so that also helped. When I first found out I told the lads but none of them believed me. They were all saying it was just my imagination because I was in love with Effy and that I should just drop it.
"Chris I tell you mate, they are fucking dykes!" I told Chris when we were high as fuck in the college's garden. "They are banging each other!"
"Ok, first Effy, that's sick! They can't bang each other, they'll be ridding, and second how would you bloody know? You barely talk to Effy! I think you've had enough spliff for one day.." as he was taking my spliff we saw Effy and Panda walking out of the college building holding hands. As they got outside Panda turned Effy around and kissed her in the lips. I turned around to see Chris and he had a really creepy look in his face, "do you fucking believe me now?" He nodded. We walked home, Chris still shocked from the scene he had just observe and me, well happy someone finally saw what was going there.
As I left college I catch up to Chris who was sitting on a tree waiting for me to show up so we could walk home. I told Chris of who I saw and he said I was crazy, "Chris, do you actually think I would lie to you about that?" He nodded. He knows I'm not capable of lying to him, since he's my brother. He didn't ask me if I had talk to Emily or anything like that which is really nice since I wasn't quiet ready to talk about that. I dropped Chris off and walked to my flat. As I was entering my room I heard some giggles, when is my mom gonna learn not to let ANYONE enter my room, specially some random homeless guy. I opened the room ready to scream at whoever was inside and I saw Emily laughing at some old pics of me, Cook, Freddy and JJ.
"What are you doing here?" I said a bit shocked.
"You were weird when you left, I wanted to see how were you doing."
"Well I'm good," I said as I was getting comfortable cloths out of my drawer.
"What happened to you over there?"
"I just, uhm, I wasn't feeling well."
"It seemed like you saw a ghost," she said making fun of me.
"Look Emily, I've had a rough day. It's better if you leave."
"Oh, ok.. Well bye I guess." She grabbed her stuff and walked outside of my room. All of a sudden she came storming throughout my door. She grabbed me by the wasted and she kissed me. That's the moment when I knew my life changed. I felt fireworks leaving my body, felt so fucking happy! "I love you Naomi Campbell, now you know." As soon as she said that she left, while I stayed there froze by what just happened. I couldn't move. I didn't feel my body, just my heart that was beating really fast.
10 minutes later I was finally able to run towards my phone and call the gang. I asked them if they wanted to go party. I needed to take my mind of what had just happened and fast. Cook, Freddy and JJ picked me up and we went to Karma, a night club at the downtown area. We got there and Cook gave us some pills that would "chill us down." I started dancing my butt out with my friends when I spotted a really nice dark hair girl dancing across the dance floor. I gave "the signal" to Cook and moved forward. The signal was something me and him had started, we saw a nice girl and if she turned out to be crazy or even worst, she wanted something serious we stared at each other so him or me could go towards us and pretend we were each other's girlfriend and boyfriend and got us out of that awkward situation. I approached the cute girl and started dancing with her. She had a pretty nice body, nice eyes and overall a really nice smile. As we were dancing I asked her what her name was. Tea, her name was Tea. We got some drinks and some magic powder Cook got us and we were on it. I don't remember how I got to her flat but we did. I was in her bed, naked, lost. And next to me there she was. I tried to leave the bed as fast as I could but it was too late, she got up and kissed me, "Good morning gorgeous."
"Hey!" I said as I was fixing my hair, "how did I end up here?"
"You passed out in the club, I looked for Cook or Freddy but I think they left, so I brought you home with me. Don't worry, nothing happened. You said you wanted to take it slow and I respect that." I was so confused! I hadn't hooked up with this girl, and that's the first time it has happened! Go slow? That's not Naomi! Fuck. "Look Naomi, I really like you."
I stared at her golden eyes, like if I was staring at her soul and I just got hypnotize by them, "I do too, would you like to go on a date with me?" Wait what? Did that just came out of my mouth? What am I doing?! She nodded and kissed me. I guess I found myself a girlfriend. Fuck, this is not what i sign up for. I am supposed to like Emily. Wait! That it! I'm going to use this girl who at the moment I can not remember her name, and forget about my feelings for Emily that way we will be friends like before! This is perfect! I kissed Tea (now I remember) and walked over to her kitchen to cook her some lunch.
My phone rang and I saw that it was Freds, "Naomi where the fuck are you?
"I am stuck in a girls house mate."
"What! Are you serious! Guys Naomi is in a girls house!" I could hear Cook and JJ giggle in the background.
"Well fuck off! I think this is the one!" All I could hear was laughing and screams.
"Yeah well, as soon as you run away from there, meet us in the pub! Emily is here!"
"Wait what? Guys Emily cannot know I'm with a girl!"Fuck fuck fuck fuck! She can't know, not yet!
"Too late," it was Emily's voice and I could tell she was sad, "I already know." she hanged up the phone and I was sitting there scared as fuck. I told Tea that I'll call her and I rushed to the pub. When I arrived I looked for Emily but I didn't see her. I met Freddy over in the bar and asked him where did Emily had gone and he told me that she had left pretty sad. I left the pub and went to look for her at her house. When I arrived I saw Matty and Emily talking out side in Emily's shack. Matty was crying and begging her not to leave him, but Emily seemed sure of what she was doing, "I'm sorry Matt, I just don't feel the same about you anymore, I have feelings for someone else."
"WHO!?" Matt screamed at Emily and while he was screaming Emily saw me, "Matt just leave please." She closed the door and Matt left to God knows where. I went over to knock her door and she opened, her eyes were red, "what do you want?" she said without looking into my eyes. I hate when she cries. "What was that?" I looked at her eyes trying for her to explain me, but I couldn't match her eyes. She started to sob and close the door. I sat down in her footstep and just called for her, "Ems.. Open up please! I need to talk to you." I just heard her sob behind the door. "Go away," she said.
"I'm not going anywhere until you talk to me! Why did you do that?" She burst the door open and looked at me, "why did you think I did it! I don't like cheating, and I did it anyway! It wasn't right to keep dating Matt if the person love is YOU! YOU! I FUCKING LOVE YOU! BUT YOU WENT A FUCK A GIRL RIGHT AFTER I TOLD YOU!"
"Emily, I never meant to hurt you! I was confused, I was scared!"
Emily looked at me with a straight face, "you're always scared." She shut the door, and that's when I felt my tears stream down my cheeks. I fucked up, I fucked up big time.
