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Chapter 3
It was five in the morning as Jude Harrison slipped quietly and swiftly out of her boyfriends arms, taking a small fleece blanket to cover herself. Staring at Speed Jude had to wonder what was next, she'd let him have her virginity and yet the only thing on her mind was STILL Tommy, it was incredibly irritating and depressing. With a sigh she turned and went to the bathroom and locked the door. Without hesitation she dropped the blanket and put her left foot on the lid of the toilet, revealing her inner thight. She was amazed that Speed hadn't seen it the night before but then again he had had other things on his mind. Jude took one slender finger and ran it from where her thigh connected to her pelvis and down towards about four inches above her knee...the scar was pure white, it had bled so much and it had taken a good bit of bandaging to heal, but it was her proof that she'd nearly died and survived physically and emotionally. To her it was proof she was strong, and it was her tattoo as well. Her tattoo proving she wouldn't ever forget Tommy, because that scar would never fade.
Tommy stared down at Tiffany below him and brushed a strand away from her face. He'd ended up falling asleep with her on top of him on the couch, apparantly the floor was where she found sleep last nite. Tommy lay on his back and stared at the ceiling he'd become so familiar with. His nightly fuck asleep wherever they'd fallen. Him with his body bare for the world to see, and jude's name tattooed in red and black across his chest, a black and white rose printed neatly as an underline beneath the name.Every girl he'd slept with had seen it and every girl had known immediatly not to ask because he showed no mercy towards it. If they mentioned her name, they would not get lucky...at all. He sighed and stood up, putting on his boxers and ruffling his hair he went to start up a morning bath for Alissa and left Tiffany asleep. She was of no concern to him, just someone to take the pain of losing Jude away for a little while. The only problem was the pain always returned and the scars, never fading, stayed exactly the same.
Jude let the shower water run for a long time as she stared at the seven inch long atleast one inch deep scar on her left thigh. She had a hard time tearing her eyes from it and the tiny T tattooed right where the scar started at the top of her thigh. With tears falling down her cheeks she began humming insomnia while she stepped into the shower, letting the scalding water scorch her body. Physical injury wasn't her bag but for some reason this and that scar kept her going. Jude breathed a sigh of relief and began washing herself. This was just another day on the endless list of days since Tommy had left. For some reason she was trying to find a reason why she wanted this tour. But Jude knew it was simply a temporary escape from the reality of home where there was no tommy...at all...not anymore. And Jude knew that everyone saw it. With a choked sob she let herself begin to bawl silently in the solace of her shower. For this was the only time of her day when she could be weak.For when she stepped out of this bathroom she had to become Jude Harrison Mega Rockstar. And she would...because she always did.
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