Dean drove as fast as he could away from the roadhouse until he found A stretch of abandoned road, He hadn't even realised that he was crying, his world seemed shattered and he had no answers and didn't know what to do. Getting out of the Impala he looked up at the sky and screamed until he was hoarse, he didn't know why...but he just screamed at his father for so many things, for making him and Sam hunt, for sleeping with Jasmyne when the older man knew how his son felt about her, For having a baby with her and then selling his soul to save him. Dean just Yelled wanting answers that would never come.

Meanwhile....

After Dean had left Jasmyne when back into the roadhouse to regale Sam with the truth, like Dean he was pissed off at first, but held back a little easier than his brother had. After a couple Beers Sam had clamed down enough to ask if he could see Deacon, Jasmyne shook her head "Not right now Sam...I want to wait until Dean comes back" The man nodded and got another beer "Dude its just so weird...I mean Dad has a five year old that he's never seen...and Dean's freaking out about it. You woulda thought you told him he was the father" Sam chuckled softly as Jasmyne just shook her head "Its not like that Sam. Your brother has feelings for me. So he feels betrayed...and rightfully so" "Yeah...I get that Jasmyne...Dude's totally in love with you its obvious. But...If you knew how Dean felt then why would you even entertain the notion of being with our dad?" he shuddered a little "its gross to even think that my father had sex you know" Jasmyne chuckled and nodded "yeah I get it. But the fact of the matter was I wasn't interested in Dean. I mean ofcourse he's hndsome and kind and he's got killer eyes. But Sammy...your Dad...I dunno there was something about him...I never could pinpoint what it was he was handsome like Dean...but there was this I dunno Confidence I guess that made him seem invincible or something that's the big thing that had me attracted to him."

DEAN ON ROAD:

He couldn't stop the tears or the anger but he kept raging on "YOU ABANDONED HER! YOU RUINED HER DAD! YOU'RE ALL ABOUT KEEPING YOUR FUCKING SECRETS WELL WHAT ABOUT DEACON HUH DAD? WHO'S SUPPOSED TO CLEAN UP THAT MESS ME AND SAMMY AS USUAL?" knowing he wasn't going to get and answers At all he just sighed and got back into the car "Stupid Bastard didn't know how good he had it" he mumbled as he slammed the Impala back into gear and took off back towards the roadhouse, something inside of him told him that he had to make everything alright for Jasmyne, If only he knew how, He loved her so much that it hurt sometimes, he didn't want to be mad at her this was Dad's fault, Dad knew better and he should have been the one to stop this all.

A/N:

OK I know its short but here's chapter 3. I have a challenge for you guys, Please feel free to give me suggestions for what else you'd like to see in this story. I'm considering a reappearace from John, now...shall I bring him back to life, have him Angelfied or just his spirit. Your feedback helps alot! Thanks!

Oh yeah....Dean and Sammy say thanks too!