A/N- I forgot to say, this story takes place roughly at the beginning of Eclipse. Now I won't say what Astrid is but she is very similar to a werewolf, though she is a bobcat not a wolf! she isn't a werebobcat either!
Story suggetion- Walls by riemayu
For All Eternity
There is only one happiness in this life, to love and be loved.
George Sand
I was outside, I had transformed, little things began to set me off. Each time Jasper was there to help me out of it. I paced back and forth outside, anxiety taking over. Jasper was sitting put in a tree that was just above me, trying to encourage me to get myself out of this.
"Astrid you need to calm down or you won't be able to change back," he told me
I glared up at him, but he was right I needed to calm down. I sat down and took a deep breath. I concentrated on being human again.
"Good job," Jasper said
He dropped down next to me and handed me some clothes, Once dressed, Jasper wrapped his arm around me.
"Astrid, I need to propose something to you." He told me
I lifted my head and waited for him to say what he needed.
"I was thinking that we." He paused for a moment "I think we should go to the wolves to ask for help." He said this as he looked up at the sky
I had a feeling something like this would come. I sighed.
"I think you're right, Jasper. I can't do this alone. Having someone to help me that knows whats going one would help." I said solemnly
Jasper gave me a small smile and brushed back my hair and trailed his fingers down my cheek. I leaned into his hand and sighed happily. I made soft purring like noise. Jasper chuckled and grinned.
"That will never get old."
I blushed a little and snuggled closer to Jasper, not wanting to let go.
"When will I be going?" I asked
"Well we can try and meet them at the border or we can have Bella contact her friend from there," Jasper said
Jaspers phone went off just as he said that he looked at it and smiled.
"Alice said that Bella is at the house, let's go and meet her there,"
I nodded. "Okay,"
Jasper picked me up and raced over to his house. I hid my face in his chest as the air whipped around us. Jasper set me down when we reached his place. I bound over to the front and skipped up to the front porch with Jasper shortly behind me. Jasper had a grin on his face. Bella was curled up on the sofa with Edward. Edward looked up and glared at me when I neared where they were sitting.
Edward didn't like me being close to Bella, as I don't know how to handle my ability yet. I backed up a little bumping into Jasper in the process. Jasper stared down Edward who winced and turned away. Bella looked up at her mate and then back at us and smiled.
"Hi, guys!" She chripped and got up to go greet them
Edward had grabbed her hand and shook his head. Bella just glared at him and pulled her hand out.
"You need to stop, She isn't going to hurt me," Bella said sternly.
Edward huffed and let her go. I had hidden behind Jasper, I didn't like that Edward didn't trust me. I gripped his shirt in my fists. Jasper sent calming waves to me.
"It's okay," He whispered to me
I loosened my grip on his shirt and took a deep breath. I stood by him and he wrapped his arm around me. Bella smiled and gave us both a hug.
"Was there something you both needed?" She asked
Jasper nodded.
"I was wondering if it would be possible for you to contact your Quileute, I'm thinking that they may be able to help Astrid." Jasper said
Edward stood and growled at Jasper.
"Why would we need those mutts help, we can help her just fine." He hissed
Jasper narrowed his eyes at his brother.
"No we can't! There isnt much we can do to help her! She needs to be around someone who knows what the change is like." Jasper hissed back
I felt anger seeping from Jasper. I glared up at Edward and growl building up in my throat.
"I am asking for help why is that so bad!" I growled
"Because those wolves can do nothing but trouble! I don't trust them, we will help with no help from the wolves!" Edward insisted
"This isn't about you! Its about me trying to control this damn thing so I wont hurt people!" I yelled
I had begun to shake with anger, Edward had pulled Bella behind him, she was looking at me with a worried look.
"Edward, just let me call Jake or at least Sam, they can help her." She plead
"No! Just stay out of this Bella." He said sternly
Jasper had gripped onto my shoulders and looked down at me.
"You need to calm down, Astrid!" Jasper whispered
Usually, he was able to calm me down but no this time. I was to far gone this time. Edward leaped at me but Jasper got to him before he could get to me. Edward snapped at Jasper. They tumbled out of the house into the front yard. Rage just filled me and I rushed out to the yard and before I touched the grass I was on all four paws. I let out a yowl. I stood roughly a little over 6 feet on all four paws. My fur was standing up on ended and my claws dug into the ground. I flung myself into the fight and got ahold of Edward who I threw him across the yard. He hit a tree, making a loud crack and it tumbled over into the forest.
He got up and was ready to fight again. I stood in front of Jasper who was rubbing his arm. I looked at him with a worried look. I whined and nudged him. He laid his hand on my cheek and gave me a smile.
"I'm okay, it just stings a little." He assured me
Edward was going to race over here to fight again but Jasper glared at him and sent him keeled over, he let out a cry of pain.
"Jasper, stop!"
I turned to see Alice she and the rest of the family had come home from their hunt. Jasper huffed but once he stopped Edward was on his feet again. He glared at us and went back into the house where Bella was watching wide-eyed from the window. He whispered something to her and she nodded. She pulled out her phone and left a different room. Edward was glaring at me still, I let out a low growl. Jasper touched my neck and I was finally able to relax.
Carlisle approached use slowly, I knew he wouldn't hurt Jasper but my fur still stood up on end.
"What happened?" He asked his soft golden eyes showing worry in them
"Edward instigated it. We just wanted to see if Bella could contact one of her wolf friends to see if they could help Astrid." Jasper explained
'He attacked Jasper too, i think he bit Jasper.'
I was able to communicate with others through telepathy and the others are used to it by now. Carlisle nodded.
"Did he bit you?" He asked
Jasper just nodded and looked disappointed.
"Tell me what else happened?" He asked
Jasper explained what happened, Carlisle did not look pleased.
"I'll go talk to him," Carlisle said
"Thank you, Carlisle."
Jasper went to get up but I stopped him. I laid my head on his lap and gave him my puppy dog eyes. He bent down and kissed my forehead.
"I won't leave yet don't worry." He whispered to me
I purred and rolled onto my side and Jasper leaned against my side. He was rubbing his hand through my soft gray fur. I closed my eyes, it felt nice when he did that.
"Bella?" Jasper questioned as she approached us.
"I called Jake. He said they would meet you at the border tonight." She told us
I sighed in relief.
'Thank you.' I told her
She nodded and went back into the house.
"Are you ready to go back inside?" He asked
"No, I don't think I'll be able to change back if I wanted to anyway.' I admitted to him
He just nodded and relaxed outside with me, he rubbed his hand through my fur. I rubbed my head against his face and I licked his cheek. We just sat there like that for a while, Esme even brought me out some food. I scarfed it down and relaxed some more when the sun fell below the horizon. Edward came out with Bella not far behind him.
"Jake called. He said Sam Seth and Paul will be there waiting for you. He'll meet up with you guys shortly after"
I stood up and shook out my fur. Jasper stood by me, with his hand rested on my shoulder.
"I would like to go with you if you don't mind Astrid," Bella said
'I don't mind it but Edward may not, He doesn't trust me.'
Bella scoffed and Edward looked confused and then narrowed his eyes, turning to Bella he said.
"You aren't going with them! I don't trust those wolves." He sneered
"I am going you can come or not but what you chose I am seeing Astrid off," Bella argued and stomped off
I crouched down and gave her a small toothy smile.
'Want a ride?' I asked making sure that Edward would hear this too
He shoots an angry look at me and stomped over. He got right in my face.
"You hurt her, it's the last thing you do." He threatened
I let out a low growl and put my nose right on his.
'Don't you ever threaten me again!'
Jasper was watching this go down, he looked like he wanted to help but stood back knowing I can handle it myself. Bella climbed on, she threaded her fingers through my fur.
'Keep a good hold.' I told Bella
She nodded. Edward huffed but stated he was going to come with us.
"Ready?" Jasper asked
I nodded and we were off running. It didn't take very long until we were at the border. There were three wolves there waiting for us. I bent down so Bella could get off. Edward went over to her instantly wrapping his arms around her. The big black wolf left and came back in his human form, he had his arm crossed over his chest.
"You are ready for our help now." He asked in his gruff voice
I nodded.
"Good, come over now, we will start helping you control your anger and fazing so you won't hurt anyone."
I turned to Jasper and nudged him. He gave me a hug and a smile.
"Come back only when you are ready, love." He whispers to me
'I will, Jasper.'
I went over to the edge with one last look over my shoulder, jumped across, landing next to what I assume is the leader. When I turned back again Jasper and the others were gone.
"From now on and until you are in control you are part of the pack and under my orders." the leader said to me
I felt a weight just crash down on me making me fall to the ground and suddenly I heard a flood of voices. I whimpered and cowered close to the forest floor.
Hell yeah! Got a new pack mate. I'm Paul by the way. A gray wolf said came up to me
A shaggy gray-brown wolf came up to me next. He was really small.
Im Seth and that guy over there is Sam.
I started to panic, my breathing came erratic as my eyes darted to each of the wolves.
Stop! You are going to overwhelm her!
The wolves whimpered and backed down. Sam approached me and nudged my shoulder.
Come on, we are going to try and get you to turn back. Paul grab her things and take them to my place.
Paul nodded and grabbed the back that Edward must have thrown over the edge.
You others go and patrol I will help Astrid.
They nodded and left
Jake are you there?
A moment passed and then there was an answer.
I'm here, what's up? Jake asked
Get over to the clearing you and I are going to help Astrid. Sam said
Ahh the gal Bella told me about
Yeah thats me.
Wait how are you able to hear us? He asked surprised
I thought of what Sam said and Jake snorted.
Of course, you did that Sam. Anyway I am in the clearing, let's get this done with.
We ran to the clearing where I saw Jake as a wolf for the first time. He was huge, even bigger than Sam. Same turned to me and sat down.
Lets begin.
A/N sorry to cut it off before the training stated next chapter will have the training scene in it, promise
