Disclaimer: If I owned D Gray Man, Allen would be in love with Tyki, Lavi and Kanda and he would be having sex with them every day. So it's best that I don't own it, don't you think?
Summary: During a battle with Allen, Tyki loses control of his Noah and Joido decides to make Allen his mate, by force. The Dark Order declares Allen a traitor, he has to find a way to be an expelled exorcist while being the pregnant mate of the third Noah, who is actually a very good lover, unlike Joido. How will this turn out? Even I don't know, read to find out! Lemons, non-con and Mpreg
Pairings: Tyki/Allen aka Poker Pair
Warnings: Yaoi, Non-con that becomes Dub-con and then 100% Con and MPreg! If you don't like yaoi then why are you reading this? Also, there will be battle violence and swearing. Constructive criticism is allowed, flamers will be locked up with their flames and roasted alive.
A/N: So everyone's been so supportive and this chapter has been begging to be written. I'm rewatching all of Tyki and Allen's interactions at the same time so please forgive me if it's a little chopped up or messy. Writing, watching and having a headache aren't really good conditions to write but I can't stop! Anyway, big big thanks to the wonderful reviewers Kithren and wooooooooooxj~! Please give them a round of applause for their amazingly long reviews that had me hitting the ceiling with joy! To wooooooooooxj, I'll probably do a poll for the yuri pairings but first I wanna settle the Lavi and Kanda problem. I'm closing the poll on the 8th of June. So please vote by then and tell me what you think. And now, drum roll~! Let the new chapter begin~!
Warning: Slight Lenalee bashing, Tyki doesn't like her.
But sir, if you made this incredible land, can't you make Snoodles obey your command?
A gift that demanded is no gift at all~!
~Conversation between the Small Snoodle and the Stranger
(taken from Vegetales' A Snoodle's Tale)
"Little brother~!"
Tyki shifted to the side as he entered the room, easily dodging the long haired Noah who pretty much flew at him, arms outstretched and lips puckered in an obvious attempt to lay one on his uncomfortable little brother.
"Please stop it, brother Sheril. I'm already Mated." Tyki deadpanned as he stared at the lump of quivering pervert that was his older brother with brain damage, the floor slightly cracked where his head had impacted. The Noah of pleasure sighed as he walked over to the recliner in the centre of his room, nonchalantly stepping on his brother as he crossed the threshold.
"Ah~! You're so mean little brother, I just got back from a long and tedious war council and then I hear from Jasdebi that you've gone and gotten yourself Mated~! You should have told me yourself Tyki-baby~!" Tyki yelped, tripping over his own feet at the nickname as Sheril floated over to drape over the backseat of the recliner.
"It's none of your business, you pervert." Tyki replied as he pulled himself into the couch with an irritated expression. He was a bit too tired from his week-long hunt for his Mate to deal with his annoying brother.
There was a moment of silence before Tyki glanced at his brother, unused to the man's serious aura emerging when not in battle. Sheril frowned at his little brother, genuine concern showing when he spoke next.
"Neh…Tyki, do you love him?" Tyki raised an eyebrow, looking at his brother who slipped into the seat beside him. The noble sighed as he poured two glasses of red wine from the bottle that was on the coffee table.
"Just because you're Mates doesn't mean you have to love each other. Most do of course but the bond doesn't actually force either party to fall in love. The bond is an animalistic thing and it only causes feelings of possessiveness, feelings of protectiveness and lust. Oh and it makes great sex." Tyki grimaced as he sipped his wine, just how many times was he going to receive this sex talk and from how many people?
"Oh and it removes any interference it may have had in regards to your feelings, like if you actually liked Allen before the Mating but your Noah wanted his life, so you thought you hated him. Then it would stop being bloodthirsty for your Mate, making your feelings you're your own and more genuine I suppose." Sheril shrugged, as he swirled the maroon wine in his glass.
"Maa…as long as you don't impregnate anyone else or try to kill your mate, the bond will allow you to think and feel whatever you wish." Sheril continued, "Of course, it's kind of hard to fall in love with someone else when, by instinct, you will always have your Mate as a priority. However, in my case for example, I don't love my Mate. Tricia is sweet and a good partner but even so, I'll never really love her."
"You are Mated with Tricia?" Tyki's jaw dropped in surprise, his older brother grinning at the expression before continuing.
"Well, not by choice. She's strong, humble, loyal and apparently the Noah of Desire desired her~!" Sheril chuckled at his own joke, pouring another glass for Tyki. "Anyway, the bond causes me to feel protective over her, though I know that she's too faithful to me to ever stray so I don't feel much on that end." Sheril grinned with pride, making Tyki roll his eyes as he gestured for his brother to continue.
"Though she definitely appeals to me and sex is great with her but she's just an obligation. I don't have any extra affection for her. Same goes for her. She respects and cares for this family but I know that she isn't in love with me."
"So how does the bond affect her?" Tyki asked with a curious expression.
"It's a bit different for the submissive partner, the bond causes feelings of care in them, for example, they will have the desire to keep their dominative partner healthy and such. Kind of like their own version of protectiveness or survival instinct I suppose since they usually need the dominative for protection or reproduction. Your's probably won't have that though, I hear the kid's really strong." Sheril grinned as he poured yet another glass for Tyki.
"They will also be much less inclined to look for or at anyone else though as they are the ones who carry the young, the bond doesn't make them feel possessiveness towards their dominative partner like it does for us." Tyki nodded, feeling oddly pleased, this way he would know that the bond would not influence his little lover much in regards to his any feelings he may or may not develop for Tyki.
"So, little brother, are you in love with Allen Walker, or is it the bond that is driving you right now~?" Sheril asked, feeling slightly smug as Tyki slumped into his seat, exhaustion from his search for Allen making the alcohol's effect stronger. The Noah of Pleasure blinked the sleep from his eyes, pondering the question and examining how he felt for Allen from even before they Mated, running through his memories with his fuzzy mind.
He remembered how his pulse had quickened and his chest clenched at the sound of the exorcist's voice that night that they first met. Perhaps it wasn't sadistic arousal that made his breath catch and the pupils of his eyes to dilate when he touched the boy's heart. Perhaps it was relief that he felt when Cell told him that Allen was still alive.
Perhaps he felt sadness as he suffocated the boy in his vacuum and tried to convince himself to take the boy's heart before he bounced back again. He recalled the hope he'd felt from his human side when Allen had tried to 'save him'.
Even though the boy failed, his Noah being too strong to be exorcised so easily, he would never forget the comfort his white side had felt, knowing that the boy had only wanted to help him. The softness of Allen's face when he caressed it as the boy impaled his Noah in an attempt to free him.
Now that he thought about it, Joido must have felt their mate nearby cause he remembered the first time Joido took over, he tasted the blood of that red haired hammer-wielding exorcist and 'attacked' the female exorcist.
Tyki snorted, no doubt his Noah glanced her over and decided that there was no way such a weak girl could be his Mate and didn't even bother tasting her blood. For some reason that thought amused Tyki and he chuckled, remembering how the girl had fawned over his lover when her little group of exorcists found them.
Yup, his Noah probably couldn't stand her stench and wanted to kill her and that fat wimp, that's probably why he kept attacking her, while simply knocking Allen and that redhead away. Most likely, Joido was already searching for his Mate and wanted to knock Allen out or disarm so he could check, but that eye patch kept attacking and then that annoying Cross guy appeared so he simply didn't get the chance to see if it was Allen.
Allen Walker…he was probably the only one who could understand him, the boy's love for Akuma and humans was no secret. He was probably the only one who could ever understand how Tyki himself loved and hated mankind, even if his white side was almost non-existent now, he could feel the remnants of his human identity stirring when he thought of the boy. Tyki nodded to himself as he drifted off.
"Aa…it's…probably…love…"
~Poker Pair~
It was a bright morning and Lavi was heading to the library when he spotted a certain white haired best friend of his wobbling through the halls, leaning against the wall for support.
"Allen! Are you alright!?" Lavi called out, rushing over to the white haired teen's side as Allen collapsed to the floor, gripping his abdomen. The bookman-in-training froze however, when a loud gurgle echoed through the hall. The beansprout turned to Lavi with tears in his eyes, scaring the shit out of the redhead.
"Laaavi…" Allen groaned out, looking positively dead as he grabbed the horrified exorcist's scarf, choking the older teen slightly as he yanked him closer.
"What is it Allen?" Lavi panicked, examining the teen with concern, forcing himself not to shake the boy.
"Lavi…my stomach hurts…I'm so hungry but the smell of the food in the cafeteria makes me feel like throwing up…" Allen groaned, a new dying aura merging with his starving aura. Lavi gazed at him in worriedly as he wrapped his arm around the teen, tugging him in direction of the infirmary.
"Then we better get you to the nurse." Lavi paused when Allen resisted again.
"It's fine, we can go after we find something for me to eat." Allen gasped, looking for all the world like he was going to drop dead any second. Lavi grimaced as he nodded, quickly searching through his long list of knowledge before brightening as he tugged the teen in the direction of his room.
"Speaking of which, where's Link?" Lavi asked as they entered the white haired exorcist's room.
"He said that he needed to give the Inspector an urgent report, not sure what it's about though…" Lavi nodded, placing Allen gently on the bed before briskly walking towards the door.
"Wait here for a bit Allen, I think I know of something that you can eat, I'll be right back!" The redhead explained as he left the room, bolting off in the direction of the cafeteria. Skidding into the dining hall, he rushed up to Jerry's counter.
"Jerry! Emergency order for Allen! Claypot chicken with ginger, Ginger-Coconut Chicken Supper, Gingery Grilled Salmon Salad, Apple-Ginger Chicken, Saucy Gingered Shrimp with Zucchini & Red Peppers, Pork Tenderloin with Grilled Peach-Ginger Chutney, Pork Tenderloin with Gingered Mango Sauce, Scallion & Ginger Spiced Chicken, Ginger Fried Rice, Tofu with Peanut-Ginger Sauce!" Lavi gasped for breath, having recited all the ginger heavy dishes he could come up with.
Jerry wasted no time asking questions as he quickly began preparing the food while Lavi went to prepare three cups of water with a lemon wedge. After a brief search of the teas section he also found the ingredients to make a soothing hot cup of peppermint tea and a small tea set.
As they piled the dishes on a cart, Jerry sighed with a wry grin. "Ara~! This reminds me of the time when I had to make these type of dishes for my sister-in-law when she was pregnant~! The poor lady couldn't go anywhere near normal food~!"
Lavi froze, pregnant…certainly Allen had been raped by that bastard Tyki and it was odd that there wasn't any trace of that creep's semen…but Allen was a guy, surely even he couldn't get pregnant…
~Poker Pair~
"Thank you for the meal~!" Allen sighed in contentment as he placed the last plate back onto the cart. The past few days, he hadn't been able to eat as much as he was used to before he got nauseous, yet thanks to Lavi, he had managed to enjoy eating once again.
"Ah~! Who knew ginger and lemony water would make me feel so much better~? Thank you, Lavi, you really saved me there!" Allen grinned as he drained his last cup of lemon water, gratefully accepting the steaming cup of hot peppermint tea that Lavi poured for him.
"Don't worry about it~ I'm just glad that I was able to put my knowledge to use, rather than letting it rot in my brain." Lavi replied, blushing slightly at the wide smile Allen was giving him. The two sat in silence as Lavi watched Allen sip his tea with a contented expression.
BAM!
"Hieee!" The two exorcists jumped as Allen's mahogany door slammed open, revealing a very aggravated looking Kanda in the doorway. The swordsman marched up to Lavi, yanking him up by his collar.
"Oi! Kanda!" Allen shouted indignantly, quickly placing his cup on his bedside table as the two older exorcists ignored him.
"Lavi! What is the meaning of this? Why is word going around that you are feeding Allen pregnant women food!?" Kanda shouted, shaking the grimacing redhead.
"Pregnant…women…food?" Allen blinked as the words sunk in, his voice bringing their attention to him. The white haired exorcist swayed slightly as he sat down on his bed with a soft plop. Lavi and Kanda watched him cautiously as his aura began turning black.
"Allen?"
"Moyashi?"
The two murmured cautiously at the same, testing the waters. Proof of how deep in his black aura was that Allen didn't even react to being called a beansprout. The two teens released each other, taking a step back in fear as Allen raised his head, a demonic gleam in his eyes. His aura was darker than they'd ever seen it.
"That's impossible. Right, Lavi? Kanda?" Allen laughed lowly as he stood, grinning when Lavi nodded desperately, clearly terrified and Kanda simply glared at him. "That's right, because I'm a man, even if I got taken like a girl, it doesn't make me one."
"Allen…"
"Moyashi…"
Allen ignored his friends as he gathered Timcampy in his arms and walked towards the door. "I'll be in the Ark for a while."
~Poker Pair~
Allen sighed as he entered the 14th's room, feeling comforted by the gentle white walls and the softness of the piano seat. So many things happened inside this Ark, including the source of guilt that had been plaguing him ever since.
"At that time, if I had done it right, Tyki would be a normal human." Allen murmured, tightening his arms around Tim. That's right, that time, if only he hadn't failed at exorcising Tyki's Noah, the man would be free.
He could still remember Tyki's screams of agony when he had been taken over by his Noah and Allen was convinced that while Tyki had raped him, he was certain that it was the man's Noah that did it, not Tyki the human. The Tyki he knew, the Tyki he saw, he was sadistic yet kind, insane yet strong enough to hold it back most of the time.
Yet thanks to Allen, the human portion of Tyki was almost completely consumed by the Noah. Thanks to him, the love for his friends that he had seen in the man was buried under the insane Noah.
"It's all my fault." Allen sniffed, feeling tears well in his eyes. Before Tyki's Noah had taken over and raped him, he remembered looking into Tyki's eyes and feeling his heart clench when he realised that there was almost no trace of his human heart. The man's human side almost non-existent in his cruel eyes.
"I wonder if he was trying to punish me…"
A/N: Hai hai~! I hope everyone liked this chapter, it's sort of angstish but don't worry, it'll pass~! I always kinda felt that Allen had the mood swings of a pregnant woman…anyway, summary time~!
First, if you're wondering what 'war council' Sheril was talking about, he's referring to the war he started by feigning a failed assassination of himself in order to re-initiate war so the Millennium Earl can create more Akuma from the sorrows of the people. Quite a bit of my plot requires knowledge of the Manga that I've read which is up to chapter 200 at least. My manga reading is a bit slow. XD
So basically, it's been a total of three weeks since Allen and Tyki Mated. Tyki spent the week between this chapter and chapter 2, searching for Allen and the Dark Order, since they moved recently, the Noah's haven't located the new headquarters. Tyki gets a lesson on the emotional part of Mate bonds that Road and the Earl didn't cover in the last chapter cause his pervy big bro wants to make sure his little Tyki (shudder -_-/) knows what he's getting into.
So to summarise that, Tyki learns that the bond didn't make him fall in love with Allen, it just allowed Tyki to stop hating him. Now as 'Guest' said, "You'd think he'd be worried Allen doesn't WANT to be his mate?" I kinda addressed that in this chapter where Tyki says that he's relieved that any feelings Allen may form for him won't be forced by the bond and he can court the exorcist normally.
I think anyone would be hurt if someone said 'I love you' and it was only because of a stupid mark on the neck that worked like a love potion. In a way, it's Tyki's pride coming into play as he'd rather Allen feel towards him like how Tricia and Sheril feel for each other then for Allen to think he loves Tyki just because of the bond, he wants to win Allen's heart on his own merit, see?
…I'm listening to Tyki's theme and suddenly I feel like someone's standing behind me…
Anyway, on Allen's side, he's starting to get some pretty bad morning sickness. I know it's not usually so early but it's been three weeks and his womb starting to run out of Tyki juice XD so it's kind of a mixture of things. Anyhow, Jerry's careless comment has sparked suspicion in the exorcists and Allen's still struggling with his feelings of guilt for basically causing what little of Tyki's humanity there was to go 'poof'.
I won't say much cause it'd spoil the surprise but don't worry about Tyki's humanity, there's a reason I've been delving into their psyche in the this chapter and the previous one. And one last thing, please go vote in my new poll, in case you didn't see the A/N on top, I'm closing the poll on the 8th of June. So please vote, tell me what you think and review to make me write more~!
