Guys, I am back with another one. "inserts DJ Khaled voice" This chapter here goes in depth on Brittany emotions and Santana's side of things. I'm excited about this story with all the following and reviews this one is getting. Also, I need help with some one shots. Send me some story plots you would like to see me write. Enjoy the new chapter and keep reviewing and following. I do not own Glee and the characters and All mistakes are mine. Thanks!
General POV
Brittany and Santana walked downstairs and into the kitchen to see their parents at the dinner table with Chinese takeout. Maribel turned to the girls.
"Since you and your Dad moved in today, I figured it was best if we just ordered in. Brent told me your favorite was Chinese." She said to Brittany, she smiled.
"Thank you Mrs. Lopez" Brittany said and Maribel waved her hand at Brittany.
"Please, we are a family now called me Mom or Maribel" Maribel said. Brittany felt awkward when Maribel told her that. Santana noticed the slight shift in Brittany.
"Let's eats." Santana said. The Pierces and Lopezes gathered around the table. Brent, Santana, and Maribel joined hands. Brittany looked around confused.
'What is this?' she questioned in her mind. Brittany grasped Santana's and her Dad's hands.
"Lord Bless this food, Amen" Maribel said.
"Amen" Brent and Santana said. Brittany continued on looking confused but now at her Dad.
'when did you do this' she questioned in her head. They began to eat. Maribel spoke.
" So Brittany, your father told me that you enjoy video games." She said trying to start a conversation.
"Yeah, its fun." Brittany said quickly. Santana looked at Brittany, while Brittany began to play with her food. Brent turned to his daughter.
"Brittany, you are being rude." He said. Brittany turned towards him. Brittany was about to say something but she thought against it, not wanting any tension on the first night. She began to eat. Brent looked at Santana.
"Santana, I figured that since we are all here, we can tell you about Brittany." He said and Brittany eyes widened.
"Oh no" she mumbled.
Brittany POV
"Oh no" I mumbled. I looked at my dad and then Santana who had a confused look on her face.
"What about Brittany?" She said looking at all of us. I took a long breath.
"Brittany here, has a condition. She was born with male genitals. Due to the condition, she has dealt with a lot of things plus more." my dad said and I turned towards him.
"Seriously Dad?" I questioned and I began to fidget. I tend to do when I get mad or emotional, I'm feeling pretty much both right now. How can he do that without telling me first. I was not comfortable just yet telling Santana about me yet. She is the head cheerleader, who slushies people and tend to Coach Syvlester, who is the spawn of Satan herself. I put my face into my hands.
"Brittany, I don't care about that, I mean I'm gay so I know a slight bit how seperation feels. I will still hang out with you in school and out. But-" Santana said but I cut her off.
'Wait Santana's gay. Is that why I dont see her dad pictures around the house?' I thought.
"Santana, its different. Im a freak and you can stop trying to be nice." I said sharply
"You are not a freak." My dad said raising my voice. That's when the emotions break out.
"NO, I AM A FREAK. LOOK AT REALITY, I AM NOT NORMAL AND I WILL NEVER BE. I WILL ISOLATED IN SOCIETY. SANTANA AND MARIBEL WILL LEAVE. IT A CYCLE THAT WILL NEVER END. I CAN NEVER BE NORMAL AND I CAN NEVER BE LOVED." I said looking at Dad. Tear begins to form in my eyes, but I will never show weakness to people
"What happend to your mom wont happen again. I promise that." he said but I shook my head. I begin to stand up.
"No, mom left because I'm a freak, and she is right nobody is going to love me. You love me dad, because i'm your only child." I said before running out of the room. I went up the stairs and into my room, sat down on my bed and began to cry. I hear somebody run up the stairs and a knock on my door.
"Brittany?" Maribel said.
Santana POV
I watch Brittany run upstairs and I see a tear roll down her face. I turned to Brent.
"Is that what happened to her mom?" I asked. Brent nodded. I can see the emotions run through his face and I start to feel bad for him, mostly Brittany.
"When we found out about her condition, her mom found out that it was on her side of genes and she freak out and left in the middle of the night. Brittany was eight at the time and she devasted when she found out about her." Brent said. I sighed and looked at my plate of food.
Who can just leave their child like that, solely because they came with an extra part. I can't believe someone would do that to her, at eight years old. I have seen Brittany around school and she seems like a cool is always with the kid in the wheelchair and they was always talking about something in dept or laughing at a comic book. I would never noticed, A she has a penis, and B, She went through so much with her mom.
At the time, I was finding out about myself. When I see Brittany, I would admire her when nobody looking. If anybody noticed, Brittany is very attractive, but nobody talks to her because she hangs out with wheelchair kid and is in the video game club. So when I develop feeling, I kept it to myself, nobody knows about my feeling to this day. Brent voice took me out of my thoughts.
"Brittany has dealt with depression and anxiety since she was young. Due to her mom and Artie's accident, she had to go to therapy. She hasn't been in a while but I believe that she should start back." he said and my mouth dropped in shock. I never knew Brittany was there when Artie got into an accident. She must be truely truamatized. Hearing all of this about Brittany makes me think ways I can help her get through this. I seen 13 reason why, and I know that the events are different, but things can build up in people and break them, and most likely push them to kill themselves. I don't know what I would do if that happens.
I am going to help Brittany get better and I am going to get over my crush.
So next chapter, I will go in depth about Santana and her side of feeling towards Brittany, Brittany's depression and anxiety issues, Brittany and Maribel interaction and some light Brittana scenes. Plus the girls go to school for the first time as step sisters. Also, I am sending my thoughts to the people that are being affected by the hurricane, the fire in california and also in Chicago. See you soon Peace.
