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Notes:
Shounen-ai, TatRyu with hints of YukiRyu, 'Italics' are
thoughts
I'll Only Sing For You
"Sakuma-san? You there?"
'This is the only person who can help me now…'
"Sakuma-san, if you were offended by what I said last night, I'm sorry, I won't bother you again." There was a pause. "Goodbye, Sakuma-san."
"Wait!" Ryuichi shouted into the phone.
'Tatsuha Uesugi…you're my last hope.'
Chapter 3 – Picture
'Damn it, why did I have to ask him out? And here of all places!?' Ryuichi cursed to himself as he fidgeted uneasily while sitting on the amusement park's bench. This was the first time Ryuichi had felt nervous on a 'date'. Sure he dated countless times, opposite and same sex too, but somehow, the thought that he was hanging out with Tatsuha, made him uneasy. 'Maybe cause he's Eiri's brother…?'.
Ryuichi was so in his thoughts that he never noticed the said raven walking towards him, nor did he notice Tatsuha wrapping his arms around his neck. Ryuichi immediately snapped out of his thoughts when he felt something wet at his earlobe.
"What you thinking about Ryuichi-chan?" Tatsuha huskily whispered to Ryuichi and then continued to nip at his earlobe, causing Ryuichi to blush bright red at the actions. 'It'd be great if this was Eiri instead…'.
Noticing the sad look on his date's face, Tatsuha already knew what he was thinking. Tatsuha wasn't your ordinary fan which goes 'Oh my god, that's Ryuichi-sama! Let's take his shirt!', he was one of those who really cared for the singer. Some people would have called him stupid for falling for someone he cannot have when he could have any other girl in the world, but after seeing how protective and observant he was with Ryuichi, some of them couldn't help but respect him. He not only knew what every fan would know about Ryuichi, he even knew what all his expressions really meant, from the big grin he put on everywhere he went to the grave look every time he was on stage. He understood somethings of Ryuichi even Tohma didn't know it existed. So it wasn't a surprise when he knew what that sad look on Ryuichi face meant. 'He's thinking about Eiri again…'
Wanting to find something to keep the singer's mind of his brother, he noticed that the pink bunny was no where in sight. "Hey! Where's Kuma-chan?" Tatsuha asked with a big grin, hoping Ryuichi would forget about his brother.
"Erm…I didn't bring him…" Ryuichi answered with a blush as he remembered he was on a date with Tatsuha.
"Ah…so we could have some 'alone' time." Tatsuha cooed with a perverted glint in his eyes as he raised his eyebrows up and down like a real pervert.
Ryuichi couldn't help but laugh at Tatsuha's antics. Pure laughter rang from Ryuichi that even he himself couldn't help but notice how pure and real his laughter actually sound. 'Is this…really my laughter? I never noticed how great it is to laugh without hiding anything.'
"I like this laugh of yours." Tatsuha said after Ryuichi had finished laughing. 'Oh shit! Why do I keep forgetting he's around! Damn it I let me mask slip…Wait, what does he mean by...'
"This laugh?" Ryuichi blurted the rest of his thoughts out.
"Yeah, even though you're always happy around people, but they were all forced out and fake, right?" Ryuichi didn't know what to say. He himself never noticed it, he always thought that was how he was suppose to act when around people.
'How much does he actually know about me?'
"Everything and more." Tatsuha said softly.
"Huh? Did you just say something?" Ryuichi asked.
"Nothing." That was all Tatsuha said before pulling Ryuichi by the hand and dragging him towards the booths.
"Hey! What are you doing?" Ryuichi shouted to Tatsuha, face beet red because Tatsuha was holding his hand.
"What does it look like? I'm taking you on a date!" Tatsuha shouted back and winked at Ryuichi, causing him to blush a deeper red to his ears.
Ryuichi was very surprised at how much Tatsuha knew about him. From his birthday to the fact that he wasn't actually a big fan of sweets, he just needed them to make himself a bit more jumpy.
Tatsuha never brought Ryuichi to those kiddy places, instead he took him to ride hair-raising rides. Others usually thought Ryuichi would be too afraid to ride them due to his childish appearance.
'This feels…so nice.'
"That ride was so awesome! It turned a full 360 degree four times in a row! I thought I was going to puke or something…" Ryuichi babbled on as he happily ate his cheeseburger.
"Glad you're enjoying yourself." Tatsuha said and smiled happily.
"Totally! I've never had this much…" Ryuichi stoned. "Fun before…"
'He did it again! How could I let my guard down so easily around him!'
Tatsuha chuckled lightly as he saw the stoned look on Ryuichi's face. Without hesitation, Tatsuha placed his lips on Ryuichi's, kissing him deeply.
'That was…unexpected…' Ryuichi thought while touched his lips, still able to feel the warm heat from Tatsuha's own lips. He blushed as he remembered the much unexpected kiss.
-FlashBack-
He had wanted to kiss back, but he was somewhat too shocked. When Tatsuha received no response, he parted.
"Sorry…" Tatsuha apologized softly while scratching the back of his head.
A heavy silence fell between the two until Tatsuha suddenly saw something interesting at the big tent. "Hey look! There's something going on over there. Let's go!" Tatsuha started dragging Ryuichi to the tent, making him drop his half eaten burger.
-FlashBackEnd-
Now, they were both sitting side by side watching two clowns whack each other with a rubber baseball bat. Well, at least Tatsuha was watching, Ryuichi was still thinking of the kiss.
"So, did you enjoy the show?"
"Huh? What show?" Ryuichi asked, unable to make eye contact with Tatsuha. He already started blushing the minute he heard Tatsuha's voice!
"The show we were watching a minute ago."
"Oh, I wasn't really paying attention…" Ryuichi was starting to get really embarrassed.
Tatsuha laughed lightly. "It's alright, it's my fault for ruining the mood. I shouldn't have kissed you without permission…" This time it was Tatsuha's turn to blush. "It seemed perfect to do it so…"
Ryuichi looked at Tatsuha and then…he laughed.
"Hey! Don't laugh! I'm feeling awful because you felt awkward!" Tatsuha tried to defend himself but turned out laughing at the end.
"So, what'd you like to do now?" Tatsuha asked Ryuichi.
"Erm…How about we go get our pictures taken over there?" Ryuichi blush as he pointed to a nearby picture booth.
Catching the meaning of Ryuichi's blush, he let out another chuckle. Taking Ryuichi's hand with his, they made their way to the booth.
After posing and taking some weird and silly posses. The photos were finally ready to print. While Tatsuha went to collect them, Ryuichi wondered around the booth.
Suddenly he saw a wall filled with pictures people use to stick them on to. Looking at the different people in the pictures, something caught his eye, causing him to let out a small gasp.
"Hey, I've been looking for you. I've got the photos, want to look at them?" Tatsuha said as he walked behind Ryuichi.
Ryuichi didn't reply. Sensing something was off he then looked at the wall Ryuichi was staring at. "Oh, you want to put out picture here too? You do know this wall is usually for lovers right?" Tatsuha teased playfully.
Ryuichi still didn't reply. Tatsuha then followed Ryuichi's gaze towards a picture on a wall. He immediately dropped the photos.
"Wha…?"
The picture Ryuichi was looking at was a picture dating three years back with him in it and beside him was none other than the Yuki Eiri.
To Be Continued…
And there you have it, another cliffy after such a long wait. Thank you for the great support everyone, despite my lack of update. It seems like this story has taken yet another big twist from what I originally planned on doing, so hope it ends the way I want it too. Big kisses and thanks to my dear friend, Ryuusei who had been constantly trying to make me write but being a born lazy ass, I always open the document and after typing for less than five minutes, I got bored and stopped. Great thanks to Ryuusei and everyone else, hope you enjoyed the chapter and the other treats I'll be leaving very soon (hopefully).
Till chapter four!
