Shortest chapter thus far, I want to use chapter four to explain what happens at work and the surprise she gets there...which isn't something she really wants to deal with. ;)

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"There are something's you have yet to tell me Miss. Rachel Berry," Natasha says once we reach my apartment, I unlock the door feeling sick to my stomach. Everything I had been trying to avoid is now coming back to me all at once and it was something I was not expecting.

"I was hoping to never have to deal with it again that's why I never said anything about him…about us," I say throwing my keys into the bowl next to the door, I then head to my bedroom where I leave my purse.

"You're going to have to deal with the past eventually especially when you're still good friends with the pasts step brother," Natasha says before flopping on the couch, I lean against the whole and we just stay there quietly until I hear Natasha's phone ring, "Hello? Oh hey Blainey! Yes I am with Rachel still what's up?" My ears perk up at the sound of my name and I go to lean over the couch where Natasha is sitting.

"Mhm…yeah I will totally be there! So will Lucas of course he absolutely adores you guys," Natasha says into the phone, she looks up at me and tilts the phone off her ear and covers the receiver, "Blaine and Kurt are having a dinner Friday to discuss wedding plans so you better be there since you are apart of the wedding party," Natasha winks at me before putting the phone back to her ears, "Mhm oh yes! I've already discussed dresses with Kurt and I can't tell you how excited I am to see Rachel wear it and Mercedes," She continues with more "mhm's" before finally hanging up.

I move from leaning on the couch to sit on the couch beside Natasha who hangs up the phone and jumps up rather quickly to go and grab her purse from the floor.

"So what should we do now?" I ask reaching for my iPod's docking station remote I turn it on to my Broadway playlist and mouth the words to the song while I wait for Natasha to come back.

"Okay so I think red will look really good with yours and Kurt complexion so with his help we decided to go with red," Natasha tells me as she opens up a huge bridal magazine, Natasha loved clothes especially dresses or anything showy.

I look over her shoulder at the many different bridesmaid dresses on the page all different shapes, cuts, lengths, they all seem amazing but not something I really care about ever since my own wedding planning ended badly.

"Ah here it is beautiful isn't it?" she hands the magazine to me so I can look at the dress on the page and I'll admit it is a stunning dress perfect for both Mercedes and my body type but the red color reminds me so much of Nationals…before we graduated…before everything between me and Finn ended everything. I quickly threw the magazine back into her hands she looked at me with a confused look before sitting up.

"Better go get ready, it's almost 3 and the doors open at 6 so we have to be there at 4 to start taking tickets," Natasha says stretching, see that was another thing I had to thank Natasha for was getting me a job at the theater she worked at where they were currently showing Wicked, we got tickets for shows half off all the time and it was a great way to meet celebrities, even though it usually only lasted two minutes and you didn't get to take photos with them but still.

"I forgot I worked today with all the excitement going on," I say sarcastically as I head into my bedroom I can hear Natasha laughing from the couch.

"Get over it! We'll go get some drinks after work maybe that will cheer you up!" Natasha yells as I shut the door, I don't know what will cheer me up just yet but talking about a wedding will not be it.