And this is how it feels when I ignore the words you spoke to me
And this is where I lose myself when I keep running away from you
And this is who I am when, when I don't know myself anymore
And this is what I choose when it's all left up to me
"Okay, so what are you in the mood for?"Ten-Ten asked as she flicked the kitchen light on with Sasuke falling behind her.
Sasuke simply walked to the bar and at himself down in one of the stools , shrugging and adding a "whatever you got".
Ten-Ten paused for a moment as she opened the fridge, scanning the fridge for anything decent she could make. "Hm, well there's a pot of sauce my mom made yesterday, how about pasta?" she finally asked, pulling the huge pot out of the fridge.
"Hm, that's fine." Sasuke said, obviously zoned out. But what Ten-Ten didn't realize was how he was analyzing every move she made, trying to figure her out.
Ten-Ten laughed as she placed the pot of sauce on the stove to heat up, causing Sasuke to flash a cute, boyish smile back at her.
Breathe your life into me
I can feel you
I'm falling, falling faster
Breathe your life into me
I still need you
I'm falling, falling
Breathe into me
Breathe into me
The rest of the time that it took Ten-Ten to prepare a simple, but delicious pasta dinner for Sasuke was full of conversation, laughter, and small dash of flirtation. Ten-Ten was so caught up in the conversation with Sasuke, she even got out a plate for herself. It was only when Sasuke thanked her and dug into the meal that she remembered her inner demon.
"Aren't you going to get some too?" Sasuke asked, surprised by the fact Ten-Ten had put her plate back in the pantry and got her self a glass of water instead.
"Nah, I'll be fine, really Sasuke." Ten-Ten answered as she took a quick sip of water.
Sasuke shook his head in protest,"Go ahead Ten-Ten eat, its really good. God knows you need it."
And this is how it looks when I am standing on the edge
And this is how I break apart when I finally hit the ground
And this is how it hurts when I pretend I don't feel any pain
And this is how I disappear when I throw myself away
Ten-Ten was stunned, how dare he tell her she needed food. Anger suddenly arose in Ten-Ten as she attempted to protest, but Sasuke was already out of his seat and making a plate for her before she could say any more.
Sasuke presented a plate full of pasta and a fork to her, simply stating "Eat, I won't leave until you do."
Ten-Ten hesitantly took the plate and fork into her hands, she bit her lip for a brief second before raising her fork, she then took a bite.
Satisfied Sasuke returned to his seat and started back on his dinner. The two teenager then ate in silence, Sasuke was first to finish with Ten-Ten shortly after him.
Your going to get fat Ten-Ten, you ate like a pig in front of him! God knows what he thinks of you now! You weak! "Excuse me for a moment Sasuke" Ten-Ten said quietly before dashing off to the restroom, leaving Sasuke concerned.
Breathe your life into me
I can feel you
I'm falling, falling faster
Breathe your life into me
I still need you
I'm falling, falling
Breathe into me
Breathe into me
Breathe into me
Breathe into me
I should go check on her, he thought before slowly following her to the bathroom. He walked quietly to the door and placed his ear softly on the cold wooden door. He heard a small sniffle and then the water getting turned on. Suddenly he held his breath, he heard a meek cough and a small gag. Suddenly instinct took over Sasuke and he slowly turned the bathroom door, silently thanking God for the door not being locked, he creaked the door open shocked to find Ten-Ten's small, fragile figure kneeled over the toilet with her bony finger in her throat.
Suddenly Ten-Ten noticed Sasuke at the door, ashamed she crawled into a ball on the floor.
"Ten-Ten-" Sasuke started, but was cut off by Ten-Ten.
"Just go...please Sasuke..." she whispered, tears starting to run down her heart shaped face.
Breathe your life into me
I can feel you
I'm falling, falling faster
Breathe your life into me
I still need you
I'm falling, falling
Breathe into me
"Ten-Ten..." Sasuke started, walking towards her and then joining her on the cold, bathroom floor. "I can't leave you like this...your sick...you need-"
"I don't need help Sasuke! I'm not sick!" Ten-Ten screamed, wiping the tears angerly with her sleeve. "I can handle myself...I'm not some helpless girl...I have total control!"
"I know your not...but your better than this Ten-Ten...your going to far...just look at yourself!" Sasuke said, trying to coax her into his arms.
Shocked, Ten-Ten calmed down a little bit, quietly saying "What Sasuke? Tell me what you see...because I can't seem to see it..."
Sasuke signed and ran his fingers through her hair slowly " I see...I see a beautiful girl who has lost her way...who had pushed herself beyond limits...who put what others wanted above what she wanted..."
"How can you say that, Sasuke?" she whispered, her tear stained chocolate brown eyes now looking into Sasuke's dark ones.
"Why would i lie?" he simply asked. "I'm going to help you Ten-Ten...i don't want you to die..."
"I won't Sasuke...I won't...but why? Please tell me why..." she asked softly.
"Because...I've grown to really like you after all those years...I think I'm actually fa-"
"I get it Sasuke...I've grown to you too..." Ten- Ten sniffed, starting to get herself off the floor, Sasuke soon followed her lead. "I just didn't want you to find out like this...or at all actually."
"Ten-Ten...its okay. I'm here for you...my brother, Itachi died from this kind of stuff...its hard going through it alone." Sasuke said, walking her out of the bathroom.
"Gosh...I'm so stupid, I should have waited until after you left...then-"
"Hush, don't say that! I'm glad I found out, who knows what would have happen if I didn't."
Ten-Ten then glanced the clock, it was seven-thirty. "My Mom will be home soon and-"
"Its cool, I should be getting home anyways." Sasuke interrupted "We'll talk tomorrow, get some rest okay?"
Ten-Ten smiled weakly while walking him to the door "Yeah, I'll try...I'm sorry..I really am..." she said softly.
"Its fine Ten-Ten, quit apologizing" Sasuke said with a small smile as he stood on the front porch.
"Just...please don't tell anyone...okay?" Ten-Ten whispered, obviously still ashamed of herself.
Sasuke nodded his head as he waved goodbye, "I won't Ten-Ten...things will get better, you'll see...see you tomorrow, okay?"
Ten-Ten bit her lip again as she nodded her head and waved as Sasuke drove back to his home for the night. "Man Ten-Ten, way to blow everything..." she muttered to herself as she shut the front door and locked it.
Breathe your life into me!
I'm falling, falling faster
Breathe your life into me!
falling, falling, falling
Breathe into me
Breathe into me
Breathe into me
Author's Note: Well, there ya go! I hope it wasn't too cheezy! I tried hard no to make it like that, haha, so ya, THERE WILL BE MORE TO COME! SO PLEASE STAY TUNED! Song: "Breathe into Me" by Red. No copyright intended! P.S- Please forgive any grammer eroors, its 11:30 at night lol
